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Here is chapter 4
Next morning Arnav went to khushis office.She saw him coming and looked up
"you? you need anything to ask regarding our divorce"
"no ... i just" Arnav started
"ooo may be you r here to make me do some more drama no?"
"no khushi i am here to ask forgivness"Arnav told
Which made khushi shocked.
"what?"
"yes I am here for asking forgiveness for my deeds"
khushi did nt believe her ears first.Thats why she asked him again.Bt she doesn't understand why he is asking forgivness.
"may I know why this sudden change of mind?" khushi looked straight into his eyes. Arnav saw some confusion in her eyes.
"of course.hmmm I know khushi it may sound nothing to u now after what I have done bt still I am sorry , I am really sorry."
khusi saw truth in his eyes. his eyes r speaking truth.Bt why this sudden change. She is still confused , seeing it Arnav continued
" khushi I played with ur feelings, I accused u for something which u were never aware of, I made u act bad infront of everybody I am sorry khushi. I know khushi I am a jerk bt slowly I understood I made a big mistake. I shouldn't have ruined ur life.you were nt at fault. it was destiny who played cruel game with me.i have hurt you,I am getting the love I wanted bt I am nt able to accept them bcoz I am bound with my guilt.Everyone hate you they think bad about you which only happening only for me. I made you do those thinks I am sorry.And I am regretting for ruining ur life by marrying you, I am sorry really I am"
khushis confusion gt clear. he understood his mistake bt doesn't he think its too late. she sighed.Bt again its good think he understood.She wont act like a b***h.She knows may be he cant love her bt he wont hate her anymore.He doesn't need do say sorry becoz she doesn't have anything against him.He wsnt fault at all.He is nt emotional person or good with words bt whatever he said was good enough for her.
" I am sorry I am nt good with words. Bt please forgive me. this guilt making me crazy.please"
"You don't need to be sorry arnavji.You don't have to ask apology I have nothing against you. Whatever you did it wasn't ur fault. any kid will feel bad when his family ignore him"Khushi told breaking her silence.It wasn't ur fault.So don't feel guilty I know may be ur path was slightly wrong bt ur hate for me was mutual.I gt everything what u wanted always.First I was angry at you bt after thinking a lot I found out you r nt wrong at all . So please Don't think that u have ruined my life.Whatever happened may be happened for good."
Arnav wanted to say her that he doesn't hate her anymore bt he couldn't able to bring it on his lips.She just said she have nothing agains him.Is she for real he wonder. He made her life hell and still she is saying it wasn't his fault.Why she is so pure and innocent? why she blaming herself? how can he hurt a pure soul like her?He is feeling guilty.
"I did so bad to you and u r saying u have nothing against me? why? are u nt angry at me? if there was anythor girl in ur place she should have shouted at me or slapped me ?"
"why would I be angry arnavji ? I know I am nt acting like typical girl.Bt that's me arnavji.U don't know me becoz u never tried to understand me.I can never say bad things to anyone.I cant hurt anyone.U know when I was acting with ur family members I felt so horriable.Bt I had to do that becoz I knew you r hurt from the day I came into ur house.Whatever u say, my love for u or anything bt I did those acting only for ur happiness." khushi cried
"i am sorry khushi for hurting you this much. I am really sorry.Dont cry please. I was an ass****. I am sorry"
"no.. no don't be sorry please. its totally ok."
That's it Arnav feels like punching something hard to get away from the pain he is feeling now. how could he do this to her.poor soul did measerable things only for my happiness.He should have stopped her bt he never tried to stop her.He was blind to nt see her pain after every drama.He cant make her suffer like this.He doesn't know why bt seeing her innocence her purity something happened to him.He doesn't like her tears.He doesn't like her pain.He is just frustrated with himself.Doesnt know what to do or what nt to do.
"you know u r too much innocent and pure. I wish I have never behaved bad with you. I wish I have never hated you. I wish I have never ruined ur life by marrying you.hmmm before I leave one more thing I want you to know that I don't hate you , I cant hate you anymore.Thanks for everything."
saying that Arnav went from there.Kushi is happy that he doesn't hate her anymore.
Arnav went to his house feeling so much guilty.He knows he has done wrong bt from now he ll try to be good.He ll bring her back to hm.he knows that will make his family hate him bt he cant help this guiltiness is killing him.Her pain is too much for him.He cant able to digest the fact that he has hurt a pure soul like her. What was he thinking before ruining her life. he is a cheap,jerk,Ass****,ba**** everything.
When Arnav came to dinner his mom asked him
"our driver mohan said u went to gupta industries today. So whats the progress regarding ur divorce ?"
Divorce?He doesn't know he havnt sign those papers.He doesn't even care about those papers existness anymore.
"No, I wasn't there for divorce stuff" Arnav told coldly.
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