arshi ss tere liye unwanted relationship update 20/12 pg 60 - Page 28

9 pm same day

Not So easy Mr. Raizada. This time you have to answer me.

Khushi speed up And calls his name: wait Mr. Raizada.

Arnav stop and turn to find Khushi coming to him. Khushi was climbing down hurriedly when she unintentionally skipped one step and lost her balance, to fall in arms of Mr. Arnav Singh raizada.

Khushi open her closed eyes and found herself lost in eyes of Arnav. He was holding her by waist preventing fall. There heartbeat was rising, irrespective of heavy water pour heat heightened in atmosphere. Her lips effortlessly curved up in a dreamy smile, she raises her hands up holding arnav's collar and draws him more close to her. Arnav was too far drowning in her green hazel eyes; he tightened his hold on her waist and slowly makes her stand on her feet but not leaving his eyes from her for second. Both were totally gone off track of their surrounding and were standing very close with no distance between them. Their heart was touching each other, their body was entangled and eyes were making silent talks, about the hidden fables from their box of secrets. Time freezes. All hatred and pain seems faint. Now here seems only a girl and boy who are weak and a loser in front of their own emotion which is still flaming inside them, which give them pain but same is their medicine for solace and happiness. Arnav inch closer his lips towards her loosing himself in his passion and desire to taste her wet and tempting lips. Khushi closes her eyes giving him permission and held her hand on his nape. They were about to submit in the moment when a caller tune waken up arnav from his fantasy, bringing him back in the reality.

Khushi pat Arnav who was still holding her tight not letting her to stand. Arnav was short of words and clueless to react. He was not able to belief that he just about to kiss each other how could he? The very thought of it brought disgust in his face. Arnav pushes Khushi back roughly relishing his hand still on her. And then turn his back to her to attend the call which was still ringing. Khushi saw Arnav angrily on his guts to still treat her like this. She move forward to comfort him, but called by a nurse from behind. Due to some emergency, Khushi unwillingly goes from there. Arnav too move from there.

As police leaves for their further investing inside the operation theater, Khushi too hurry up with her all needed formalities for hospital and then rush to locker room to take her belongings. She need to know what happen today, there is no space for add on to tension or to them get deepen, so it is necessary that she just confront Arnav and clear her name, mind and heart from this matter.

Khushi: pata nahi kya shamjhte hai khud ko. ghadi toh aise chalte hai jaise hawai jahaz chala rahe ho. Raste pe chalne walo ki toh koi fikar hi nahi.Ek baar bhi na khud ke bare mein sochte hai na humare bare mai..

(Don't know what he think of himself. he drive car so madly like flying some plane. Not bother about people walking in way and also of him. He even not thinks once about me)

She stopped abruptly thinking what she is talking. Stethoscope which she was holding in her hands to keep it inside, slip down her hand and she throw her back on wall, quiet a long time gone she kept standing there quiet with her eyes closed and taking deep breath trying to calm colossal going in her mind and heart. 2 years had passed, the bloody brutal 2 years of her pain, torture and emptiness. With so much difficultly she had composed herself, stand back again her own fate and get in her little strength to fight from world. But everything faded. When she saw him, it was like her own made world of specter came crash down in a second of time laughing on her own believe that she had move on. Announcing proudly how much he still affects her. She does care about him. She remembers their relationship and also in some corner of her being accepts it too.

Khushi: kyun jab bhi hum Arnav ko bhulne ki koshish mein kamyaab hone hi wale hote hai,kismat hum dono ko phir ek saath khada kar deti hai.

(why whenever I try to forgot him fate make us stand in front of each other again)

Many things were for now hitting the closed window of her memory; some were painful and very vulnerable, some strange and some just unknown and unnamed. But every dead-eye has only one face, it's his. The dreadful night, when everything got finish, when her fate, heart, trusts was brutally slaughtered. After so much happened she never thought she will meet him again. Life have brought them together in past to save someone's life but it took away life of some close being of their and today they were standing at same place after so many years she saw him again and today too to save a life. Don't know what prize they have to pay for it. Why this all had to happen today, when there relation was going to ends. Yes today she was to go raizada mansion to sign the divorce paper.

A women always nourish and take alone all her relation patiently and carefully like the journey of a small plant to big tree is planned, no matter how much fruitless and rotten a branch is but she never get separate from them. It is difficult not so easy for her to break a relation. It gives pain to cut off its thread permanently. But it was pre decided so she strengthen her crumpled heart once again and agree to erase the ink of those last evidence, where there name is wrote together, with condition that she will do this only in his absence in no terms he will come in front of her , then what made him bring back here. Don't he know how much hurtful it is to see him. it is more than anyone can imagine. His presence give her vision of two dead bodies covered in white cloth, it freshens up the spots of blood they were painted on her hand years ago. It shaken her up. But then too he came. It seems his hobby to hurt her. But this time she will not let her flow in span of time. She will fight against it and choose her way. and it starts will be from today by completing their unfinished talk he had to answer that what make him come back here.

Khushi reached out of hospital.it was rainy heavily out and she doesn't know where to search for Arnav. And most important what she will talk to him. Khushi was in stress due to her own problem when she heard screams of people at some distance, she walked in that direction.

Far in dark, almost a drenching road one man was walking in middle of road with alcohol bottle in his hand, was trying to walk straight on line but end up in falling almost. Arnav throw the cap of alcohol bottle from his thumb and take the substance inside him in one go. And then throw the bottle into pieces somewhere in dump. His breath was uneven, eyes splitting fire with a few drops of tears. He hate her, he so much hate her. How stupid of him he only throw that girl out of his life, warn her to be away from him but today he only came in front of her. If it was not important he had not came at Mumbai. And it had not happened, he might not meet her. He closed her eyes but he saw her face again and her all stress suddenly vanish. She was same like he saw her few years back first time. Same doping eyes hazel tinge, long beautiful hairs flowing in air mingling their scent all around, her rosy thin luscious lips that never fail to jumble all his patience and agitate his fantasy to taste them.

Shit...

Arnav open his eyes with curse why can't she live him alone at least in his dream. He is confused how she can give him peace at one moment and at other so much pain. He still remembers her every words on that night when they show each other last time. That haunts him every night

"You are a bloody murderer. Demon, that know only to eat happiness, and destroy others life with your dirty shadow. Just go away. Move out of life. Leave me alone."

No matter how much he try but he can't forget them, he drink alcohol every night so that his mind stop working and he not get memories of that girl, but nothing works and every night he found himself in same grief, loneliness and guilt. Arnav Singh raizada, the king of world he has everything needed to be of happy the power, money and name. But he is then to alone and restless. As power and money is not able to buy peace for him.

What he done to deserve so much pain? Why can't he forget her? Why they always end in front of each other? Why she affect him today also?

There were no answer, no path to his peace, no solution to his unevenness and no medicine for his heart, who always makes him helpless for her.

Arnav was pissed off with his thought, now there is only one home to secure him from them that is his mother lap, who is waiting for him from yeas there in very high sky, calling him, stretching her arms. He has to go to her. Go to her mother. Arnav sees up and illusion her mother smiling and opening her arm to embrace him. He moves his leg forward, opens her arms and closed her eyes. Unaware of truck, coming from back in full speed. When he heard one voice and someone holding his hand and pull him back.

Making Arnav fall on her.

khushi: Arnav

khushi screams who has just reached the crowd and was shocked her legal husband to be out of his sense and performing some stupid stunt. No wonder she knows what Mr. Arnav Singh raizada become after been dunked a psychotic and intolerable and unpredictable. That why she was worrying for him so much. As she saw a truck coming from behind ready to hit him she quickly run towards him and hold his hand preventing him.

Arnav move back only to find his most hated person in front of him, so she followed her on way to heaven too. He thought still in illusion that he reached heaven.

What the.

He uttered totally irritated with knowing that.

arnav: what the hell you are doing here, this is heaven not your place .who given you permission to come here aren't it was written out place only for good soul not a headache like you.

khushi look here and there in confusion .

khushi: kya bak rahe ho tum.

(What rubbish you talking?)

oh hello Mr. the great asr abhi bhi aap iss dharti pe hai mare nahi hai,waise bhi agar aap mar bhi jate toh aapke liye narak mein pehle se hi seat reserved hai.aur agar aapke Mr. late hone hi icha puri ho gayi ho toh kripa karke kahde ho jayea. varna sach mai hospital ke bed mein latena padegha.

(Oh hello Mr. the great asr, you are very much alive and on earth only, and in anyways if you die too then also you will be transported to hell where your seat is reserved prior only. Now if your wish to become Mr. Late had over than get up otherwise you will found yourself on hospital bed. )

She said in anger and authorities tone.

Arnav: shh...quiet kitna bolti ho tum .bakr bakr. kisi purine, sade hua, radio ki fati awwaz ki tarah.

(shh... how much you talk.blah blah. Like some old rotten cracked voice of radio. )

kushi :hawww

khushi fumed in anger.

mein bakwas karti hu ha,meri aawaz bahut chubti hai na aapko. toh phir kyun hume mazboor karte hai aapse baat karne ke liye hume bhi koi shauk nahi aapse baat karne ka,par abhi bhi aap humare pati hai aur hum aapki patni,aur iss karan huara farz hai ki hum aapko kuch galat karne se roke.

(I talk rubbish because you force me to, when you do this type of silly act I have to talk to you. otherwise I not at all interested in any talk with you, but still you are my husband and I am your wife. So out of that responsibility I have to stop you from doing something wrong)

Arnav: whatever.

Arnav get off from her, but still was in effect of alcohol and moving unsteadily. Khushi hold Arnav and lend him help. But Arnav shove off his hand.

Khushi: please Arnav don't fuss here, let me help you. Because I don't want you to die before the work complete for which we are here.

Arnav give her sarcastic smile.

Arnav: oh how I can forgot that. So much hurry to get free from me. It's good for me too because from the day you came in my life it has been my worst time.

Khushi felt bad but she not reacts. At least not in front of this heartless guy.

Before she can tell anything aman came there.

Aman: Khushi.

Khushi and aman sees each other. Past one page that was forgotten by her in rush to get a new start got in front of her again. They both gave each other a faint smile.

Aman: hi! How are you?

Khushi: good and you.

Meanwhile Arnav who was half awake got unconscious Khushi held her. aman too rush to help her and in this there hand touch each other. Khushi move her hand back when realization hit her.

Aman: sorry.

Khushi: it's okay

Aman: let me help you mam

Khushi: it's Khushi. My name aman if you remember.

Aman: some things are better not to remember mam. You are my boss wife what I know now that all. Come I drop you both at home. Before any media person catch you and create more problems.

Aman help Khushi and they make Arnav sit at back seat. Khushi too took back seat and hold Arnav to not fall. While aman took front seat and order driver to drive.

He kept stealing glance of Khushi from mirror. How she was handling Arnav and taking care of him.

Aman: don't worry he will be alright

Khushi: is he drink regularly.

She asked cleaning Arnav face that was full wet by her stole.

Aman: yes day night. He has now only one companion alcohol.

Khushi: you should stop him. It's bad for his health.

Aman: can't help I have no rights to. And who has right she not want to take responsibility of it.

Khushi understood he was telling this for her.

Khushi: I have reasons for it.

Aman: he too has his reasons.

Khushi: you will always support him right no matter what he does with you.

Aman: it's my way to look things mam. I see things without judging anyone. And that why I can see what you can't.

Khushi: will you please calling me mam. That my order.

Aman: fine Khushi.

Aman and Khushi not talked after it. It better not. She not wants praises of Arnav. She can very well see from Arnav condition how much he is right.

Aman switch on radio, and Khushi lips curved in smile

Aman: your favorite song

Khushi: you remembered.

Aman: never forgot.

Khushi smile and closed her eyes forgetting everything for a moment. Relishing the song

Mubaarakein Tumhe Ke Tum

Kisi Ke Noor Ho Gaye

Mubaarakein Tumhe Ke Tum

Kisi Ke Noor Ho Gaye

Aman watches her. She was still same. Time changed, situation is different, but Khushi is like she was before pure and beautiful.

Kisi Ke Itne Paas Ho

Ke Sab Se Door Ho Gaye

He averted his gaze from her its wrong she is someone wife now.

Ajeeb Daastaan Hai Yeh

Kahan Shuru Kahan Khatam

Yeh Manzile Hai Kaunsi

Na Voh Samajh Sake Na Hum

Khushi remember how Arnav meet her again. Their fall. Meeting aman.

Car stops on reaching raizada mansion. Khushi wake up.

Aman: Khushi I think you have to stay here. As Arnav really get unpredictable during night. And someone has to be near him. I would stay but I have some legal work. Hope you will not refuse to help.

If Khushi wants to refuse she can't he is technically his husband and she can't leave him. It's her duty.

She agrees.

Aman: do I come in for help?

Khushi: no its ok we will manage.

Khushi not want aman to come and situation get more awkward.

Khushi get in house and take Arnav to his room. He know raizada house as she stayed there for few days. But it has been so different from what it is today. Now it is nothing but structure of bricks and cement. There is no life here. Lights were off. No one was there to take care of house, its condition can tell that. With difficulty but finally Khushi reached Arnav room and make him sleep on bed. She move from bed to sleep on next room when Arnav held her hand make her fall near him.

Khushi: Arnav

Khushi struggle to come out but Arnav hold get stronger.

Arnav: please don't leave. I fear from this aloofness. Please be with me.

He said. Khushi heart melts with his pleading. She saw heart in her heartless devil. She stops struggling and sleep beside Arnav.

It was late night Khushi was wearing lehenga and Arnav in sherwani. They were in hospital.

Khushi: doctor this is a minor attack right. It cannot be a major one I studied dhruv report he is improving. You too gave its approval than how could.

Doctor kept a sympathy hands on broken Khushi.

Doctor: time has come doctor Khushi. Now he has only few moment of life. You should meet him and tell him whatever you want. Might you not get time afterward

Arnav: stop doctor. How could you say that your work is to save life not to lose the battle before fighting?

Arnav look at Khushi who is already shattered. She has accepted the truth. And how will she den it she know everything she has no hope to give to her heart.

Arnav grab her hand tightly.

Arnav: what you are doing here. It is no time to shed your tears go and save my brother. What kind of doctor you are here your patient need you and you are busy in your own grief.

Khushi: Mr. Arnav Singh raizada. Leave me and calm down. Your brother needs you. Whatever you want tell him he not has much time left with him.

Arnav: stop your f**king lecture right now. And listen to me carefully. Do whatever but save my brother.

Khushi shove Arnav hands and said by meeting his eyes.

Khushi: accept the truth Mr. raizada. Now no one can save your brother. We as a doctor did whatever we can but now we left with no treatment.

Saying this Khushi went inside ICU where dhruv was admitted.

Khushi and Arnav were sitting in front of dhruv .

Dhruv : why you both are silent I am alive not dead till now.

Khushi: stop your joke dhruv . Here situation is so serious everyone is worried for you. At home nani and di are waiting for us and you.

Dhruv : I love you

Dhruv made Khushi quiet with his confession. A tear escape from her eyes. She move to dhruv and touch his face.

Khushi: I will die without you don't leave. Stay. Please stay.

She said joining her face with him and crying out loud. Arnav stand and face other side not knowing why her tears prick him.

Dhruv : don't say that ever Khushi.

He said making Khushi face him

Remember I reside in your heart. If my body become lifeless it not matter but if your heart stop beating I will die that moment. If you are alive I am alive. Because you are reason of my existence, without you I am nothing,

Dhruv : now please don't cry. Will you give me farewell like this with your tears?

Khushi quickly wipe off her tears.

Khushi: how I will live without you

Dhruv : don't worry aman is there, I am sure he will be good husband. You too give him all love forgetting me. You remember your promise you made me. That you will move forward and marry aman forgetting me.

Khushi: I promised you how I can forget that. How much painful it is I will move forward but no one can take place of your in my heart, I always loved you and will love you.

Dhruv : I know. I too loved you.

Bhai...

Dhruv call Arnav.

Arnav: Dhruv don't talk much now I have call specialist team from Delhi they will be here in an hour. Other might assume that there now no hope but I will fight till end.

Dhruv : bhai why are you wasting time. Now no one can save me. Accept it.

Arnav: Dhruv I said shut up

Dhruv : bhai I am going at least not shut up me now.

Arnav hug him tight. Controlling his tears.

Arnav: nothing is going to happen you. Ok

Dhruv : bhai aman.. Call him I want before I die I see Khushi get married.

Khushi: Dhruv I am not getting marry to anyone like this when you are at hospital in critical condition.

Dhruv : Khushi I will not die in peace if I not see you settled. Please don't come in between this it my last wish and you said you will fulfill that.

Bhai please call him

Arnav: he is unreachable. Might be some network problem. He is out to pune for some official work. It will take time to come here. But don't worry as soon as your operation will over. He will reach till that time here. And then you do whatever you want.

Dhruv : bhai try to understand I have not much time. Call him now.

Khushi: Dhruv calm down you are stressing yourself.

Dhruv : Khushi promise me you will marry before I die. I want you see settle in your life.

Khushi: Dhruv I promise that. But if aman is not here we can't do anything you please don't stress yourself. Your health is important right now nothing else.

Dhruv : bhai did he picked up phone.

Arnav: Dhruv just relax please I will call doctor

Dhruv : I don't want doctor why don't you understand.

Arnav and Khushi got worried seeing dhruv condition that is becoming bad. It is not good sign

Dhruv : bhai you marry Khushi

Khushi leave dhruv hand that she was holding in shock. Arnav too look at dhruv unsure what he heard. There was silence in room.

Khushi: what rubbish you talking?

Dhruv : Khushi this is only way. I can't wait for aman and till I not see you marry I will not die with peace.

Khushi: did you hear yourself dhruv. I am not any doll of your that you one day say me to marry to aman and other day to your brother and I agree.

Arnav: Dhruv this is going over the limit. Whatever you are talking we can't give you.

Dhruv : fine than let me die now only why waiting for time.

By saying that Dhruv remove syringe from his wrist with all other instrument attached to him.

Khushi:are you mad Dhruv what you doing.

She again put them on his body

Khushi: listen to me I am not giving you what you want. Ok and stop doing this stupidity I am already broken don't give me more pain.

Saying that Khushi rush out from there.

Dhruv : bhai

Arnav: no Dhruv what you saying is not possible so better not try for it.

Dhruv : bhai please just listen me.

Arnav sit in front of him. and Dhruv say him something.

Arnav: so you want me to marry that girl. Right.

Dhruv : yes

Arnav: if this is only your last wish then I will do it.

Arnav get out of room angrily and show Khushi weeping in front of god. He looks at him angrily. He never thought he had to marry that girl. But is this is his brother last wish then he will do it.

He walks to her and held her hand tightly

Khushi: mr. raizada what ..

Before Khushi could ask anything she found herself drag away from crowd to Arnav's car. He throws her angrily on front seat and locks the door. She struggle to open them and come out but in vain.

Khushi: what are you mr raizada

But Arnav drove the car without listening to her pleads. He stops at mandir. Khushi heart stops beating

No it's not possible

Arnav get down and open door for her.

Khushi: no I will not marry you.

But he not listened to her and drags her up from stairs to temple and make her stand in front of holy fire.

Arnav: believe me Khushi I hate it more than you. But there is no option left with me. But if you had for a second loved my brother truly than marry me without any drama. Dhruv had refused for operation till we get marry now his life is in our hand.

Khushi: you think any play is going on here. I loved you brother but I am not property of his who work according to his wish.

Arnav: till now I have fulfilled all wish of my brother and if he wants you and me to get marry he will get that. Anyhow right or wrong

Saying that Arnav move close to Khushi and hit her on her head. Making her unconscious.

He filled her partition with vermilion before Khushi can realize anything she found a black thread wounding on her neck. Arnav lift Khushi in his arms and start taking 7 rounds with her while priest chanting mantra before Khushi close her eyes she heard herself as wife of Arnav.

khushi: nahi

khushi wake up from her nightmare that come daily to her. she compose herself and saw arnav still sleeping with his hand on her waist she remove his hand and show him with hatred.

khushi: i hate you arnav i hate you