Originally posted by: sohara
Episode-192
You proved again that, you are not out own blood. You are not real daughter of my brother and sister in law. If you were my real niece you wouldn't have hurt me and Payal like this.
Bua's afflictive words must have pierced her heart severely. She accuesd her for hurting Payal, whereas she did this to save Payal. But Khushi is still taciturn, only copious tears are flowing from her eyes incessantly. bua continues her assail
You have given me a great reward. I took care of an orphan girl whole heartedly. I loved her, raised her with care. And in return you gave me a big reward. I won't be able to forget your reward ever in my life.
Bua cries in acute pain. After erupting her frustration, she takes a leave, leaving Khushi abhorrent. At her abjection, she feels derelict, her emotions has been snubbed and her heart feels heavier than the rain laden clouds.
With scorching pain in her heart, forlorn Khushi enters the raizada house. She starts to traipse slowly recollecting how her life turned topsy turvy in a day. She can't fathom how the tempest has devastated her world Arnav's poignant words are reverberating in her mind.
Now you are my wife, only in front of the world. Just for six months. This sindoor, this mangalsutra all are just a compromise. Neither I will accept you as my wife nor I'll give you the status of my wife.
Then bua's pungent words come to her thought,
You proved us today again that you are not our own blood. You are not the real daughter of my shashi and Garima,
She is reeling under the effects of a complex mlange of emotion that are causing chaos and disorder in her already clamorous heart.
beautifully paraphrased. her whole life has gone haywire... she has no idea why.
Payal and Akash are still in the hall. They have become stupefied at the shocking event of Arnav and Khushi's unexpected marriage. Payal is crying and Akash is trying to assuage her. When they see Khushi is coming, Akash leaves two sisters alone. I liked Akash sensibility here. I wish if he would be like this always!
Payal asks Khushi, why she took such big step? She requests her to speak up.
You kept quiet in everybody's query, but you should tell it to your jiji.
But Khushi is still silent. Payal asks her again,
For god sake, say something. You must have something to say. There must have some reason. Don't you have anything to say Khushi?
After Payal's incessant request, Khushi finally speaks up.
No jiji, I don't have anything to say. Or moreover nothing will change if I speak or not.
Shyam is watching them from a distance, trying to hear whether Khushi reveals the reason behind her marriage or not. But when he came to know that Khushi will not open her mouth, he leaves .
Payal is upset with her answer. She reminds her how their family left the house with embarrassment! payal takes a pause to lacerate her more. She accuses her not to consider their family of her own.
Since the day you came to our life I accepted you as my baby sister. I thought I'm always aware about your, joy and sorrow, your happiness and grief . But I'm wrong. neither you considered nor you accepted me as your elder sister.
Payal's acrimony has shuddered Khushi. She leaves Khushi alone in the big hall room, where there is nothing, but caustic pain what engulfs her heart. She slides down on the ground, starts to sob covering her face. She cries at her kaput fate.
In the room Arnav is pacing back and forth in convulsion. He recollects how they confronted the family a while ago and how vehemently Khushi's mother's slapped her.
After a while, khushi lifts her face up. Holding her mangalsutra, she repurcusses, how her marriage took place. Her tears brim and stream incessantly down her cheek. And Arnav is in contrition for shutting the door in front of his di's face. A ghost of pain is gnawing at his heart for hurting his di.
The ambiance of the RM has turned melancholic. The whole Raizada family is sullen, they are mourning as if somebody died. The situation seems perpetually enveloped in a cloud of unnerving gloom Anjali is crestfallen, crying in her room. Shyam comes there, looks at her from outside. But instead of comforting her, he leaves in anger. Khushi has become the wife of ASR. He is very much aware of his potent. to get her became an impossible dream now.
nani is frazzled and mama is consoling her in her room.
Feeling bad for Payal and Akash. Their suhaag raat has been ruined because of Arnav and Khushi's sudden marriage payal is crying, sitting on her suhaag raat bed. Akash tries to comfort her by giving her an assuring nod. Loved their understanding.
Arnav is now pacing by the pool side in embroilment. His eyes are teary. Sad rabba vey is playing in the BG depicting his inner turmoil.
After crying for a while, khushi stands up. Her sanity, her patience what she has been trying to bridle for a long time, with all her courage returns with a vengeance. She looks obstinate and incorrigible. Enough of crying. She is ready to confront Arnav. She comes to their room with a fire of retribution in her heart. Did I just say their room? Yes, It's not only Arnav's room, but it's their room now. She shuts the door and comes in front of Arnav, who was sitting on the chaise. She slowly sits down on the ground in front of him. she starts to speak through her constricted voice without looking at his eyes,
sanaya was magnificent in this scene i thought, and yes, you did say their room and their room it is. this is it... never going to change... hate love whatever.
I was eight years old, when my parents died. Then my amma babuji and buaji adopted me, gave me place to live. And today they are telling me that I'm not their own. Aaj hum pher se anath ho gayi Arnavji... today I became orphan again.
Arnav who was not looking at her, veers his eyes towards her.
Whatever I did today, because of that I became orphan again.
Arnav is listening to her with despise. His eyes crinkle in contemplation. She resumes
Whatever happened I can't change that. But it is very important for me to know that why you did it?
She gazes up at him with a question in her eyes. He looks at her and a sharp dart of pain runs through his eyes. Slowly her raw emotions rise from the dark recess of her heart like quivering flames of fire. Khushi asks him again,
Why Anvavji?
Arnav just doesn't answer her. he seems become completely petrified. He gets up to leave the room. Khuahi calls him from the back.
One minute Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada. Your getting up and your walking away can end the topic in your office, but today the matter won't end till I don't get the answer of my questions. You just can't get up and leave, not until you tell me, why you did this?
Khushi's yelp makes Arnav turn around to her. His visage is getting taut in anger. Khushi asks him again,
Why are you quiet? Why don't you tell me, that why did you do all this?
Khushi comes towards him and jerks him by holding his arms. She needs to know, why he is not answering her?
You can't keep quiet like this after ruining my life.
She shows him her mangalsutra,
Why did you do this to me?
What are you trying to get?
She is chivalrous. Like a wounded tigress she pushes him.
Answer me. Do you know the significance of marriage? Do you know this nuptial chain doesn't just adorn a woman, but it has some meaning. And this vermilion? Jo apne aise hi humari mang main bhar dia...What you just casually put on my head. What is the meaning of all this? But for a girl, for me, it's very significant. To fulfill your intention, you put me under oath of my jiji's marriage. And with me!
She starts to push him vehemently now and keep asking him why, why he did this all? Arnav can't stay indifferent at the crescendo of her scream. He finally holds her hand, turns her around and pins her on the door. He tells her with gritted teeth,
Why are you so angry? Or you want to say that you don't want to stay here. This are all your humbug. Tumhe jo kuch chahi tha, who to tumhe mil hi gaya. Ek amir admi, jiske shadi karke tumhe ek jhatke mai who sab pa sako jisko aaj tak tum serf sapne dekhti rahi... Whatever you wanted, you got it all, a wealthy man, by marrying him you will get everything in a snap, what you dreamt of.. Am I right? Khushi kumari gupta? what a terrible mess they both are in... and asr without realising is making things a lot worse. like the way you write it.
Khushi looks at him with disbelief. He literally tramples her with his accusation. How could he say such disdainful words? But it's nothing new. He accused her several times before ,for being a gold digger, greedy girl. Even though his obnoxious behavior is ravaging her soul, but she has to retaliate him. When Arnav leaves her hands and turns around, she inhibits him by keeping her hand on his shoulder,
This was not the answer of my question. I will not let you go from here, until, you tell me, what is the reason behind all this.
Arnav turns his head a bit and tells her grimly,
I don't think it's necessary to answer any of your questions.
He brushes off her hand in a jerk and huddles away fast from the room. Khushi's inside dithers in excruciating pain. She slides down on the ground in excruciating pain.
The devil shyam is walking on the dark street. He is embroiling thinking of Arnav and Khushi's marriage. Suddenly his vision gets obstructed by the headlights of a car. With Arnav's BG music, he screeches his SUV to a halt in front of Shyam. He gets down from his car and slowly walks towards him with confident step. Shyam tells him,
Don't remain in illusion Arnav, that I don't understand, what are you trying to do? Arnav answers him with a glint of steel in his eyes,
I know. That's why I'm doing it.
You made her do all this. Otherwise she would've never married you.
What an atrocious man he is! He just didn't stop after ruining that innocent girl's life. His words must have pierced Arnav's heart severely and instigated his anger even more. He says in volition,
Whatever you want to think, think, but it's true that I already married her. And now you can't do anything. If my di was not pregnant, I would've thrown you out of her life long ago. But now I'll give you another chance, first and last chance. Make a Compromise with your situation. Be happy with di and the child, that will be the best for you.
He turns around, but before leaving he says by addressing him jijaji,
You told me one more thing, that you will never get separated from Khushi. Well now khushi is my wife. Don't try to come close to her. Don't even dare.
asr was at his deadliest in these lines... oh the patttni, t stressed.
After giving him his final warning, Arnav strides towards his car. Before driving off, he looks at him with deep rooted resentment and loath.
Shyam did a cardinal sin by deceiving his di. He tried to snatch his girl, whom he loved for the first time in his life. This unforgivable crime of him is not less than a sacrilege of his sanctuary. So his punishment is inevitable. I wish if he would've thrown him out of the house without giving him any chance. as Khushi did a mistake by not revealing Shyam's truth to the Raizada family, same way Arnav also did a mistake by keeping that snake in his parapet. oh i like this thing you say... mistakes, they both made mistakes... about the same person. nice observation, sir.
in a way i am glad they did because funnily it took them more and more toward an understanding of what love is. if there was a real loser in all of this, it was unfortunately anjali. left with nothing by the end. she paid the price of being utterly blind i guess.
I was keenly contemplating two men's acting, and realized what a magnificent actor Barun is! How naturally Barun emoted his frustration, his contempt, his anger; where Abhash was making faces, trying hard to express his emotions.
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credit goes to Zoha
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