I was watching arnav-khushi scenes from payash pre wedding scenes till arnav's kidnapping scenes...I couldn't have prepared myself for the kind of reaction these scenes brought...why didn't I have such reactions the first time around...or the second...or the n number of times that I have already watched them??
Iconic scenes where arnav jumps out of the cupboard and does badtameezi with khushi...the silent scene post the kidnap story where he hugs her..lifts her and puts her to sleep...the birthday bash...the supportive arnav when Dadi comes to stay and many more...
All the above scenes had somehow softened my outlook towards arnav..and i had forgotten the tyrant that he used to be...
Did the makers think that Arnav groveling on his knees for forgiveness did not go with his sexy image??
Were we as viewers so taken by his husky voice and sexy looks..that we didn't complain that he really got away easily...
I couldn't stop thinking of all the things that arnav said to khushi post the disastrous suicide scene...those words have erased all the iconic scenes mentioned above...
He called her characterless...he said khushi didn't deserve the love given by both gupta and raizada parivars...and her parents who died would have been ashamed of her...he said how could you do this to the raizadas who have given you so much...i know it is difficult to leave this kind of money..power..and fame that you are getting by being mrs.arnav singh raizada...only a fool would leave these...
Right now in the state of mind that I am in...I wish...I really wish in a vindictive way...the whole raizada parivar...including mami...who constantly ridiculed her...Anjali who always thinks about her woes only...Arnav who till this point of the story doesn't deserve Khushi...ask for her forgiveness...and she just calls them losers and leaves...
The show was always about arnav's problems..why he hides his tears..why is he always angry...why is he so heartless...there really must be some big thing behind this wall that he has built around himself...poor thing...
Anjali loves her husband so much...he is always busy..doesn't give her any time...her precious chote yells at her just once...and the whole family goes berserk searching for her...
And post kidnap..it was always about safeguarding her and her baby...her medicines..her khana...her happiness...
Actually everybody got to kick Khushi around in the show...Obviously Arnav did that...anjali did that...Shyam did that...Nani did that when she asked khushi not to be seen when Anjali was around...lavanya did that...Mami did that...Buaji did that...Even that ridiculous Pam did that...
God was I watching the show in my sleep...I did get upset after these scenes...but when he said I love you on the phone and told Nani that usne zindagi ki samse badi galti kardi...My treacherous heart skipped a beat and I forgave him in a second...and I think even Khushi did the same...
Sorry for the long post...but I am really upset right now...