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You raise a baby for 2 years and you name the baby of your choice. Suddenly one day people take the baby away saying its for everyone's good. Its takes months for you to get adjusted to the new fact. You live in dreamland remembering the cries, smiles, laughs that your baby spread across miliions of faces. One day the same society comes and says here you go, since you are missing your baby, We got one for you and you name it as the earlier one.
Really? Ofcourse IPK is nowhere compared to a child but IPK started when I started my motherhood. It all started when I was all alone thousands of miles away from parents and with my husband in his office. I was in my second trimester, sick to death, unable to keep anything in stomach for more than 5mins. Emotional, distressed, and depressed, didnt have anyone to talk to but my husband. Thats when IPK happened to me. It brought me smile, and made me forget my pain and stress. It was new feeling, watching the episodes and discussing it with my daughter in my womb. It was special. I knew what love is before but never knew how to love in hate. I was teaching her just that, talking to her about the feelings and emotions.
As my daughter hit the milestones, I cherished the milestones ArShi crossed together. In many ways it taught me the fact that life doesnt start and stop with simple I LOVE YOU and I HATE YOU.
It taught me to be compassionate. I never believed a person with anger issues is worth to be loved. But ASR proved me wrong. I never believed a girl in her mid 20's can be that crazy yet mature in relationships. Khushi proved it. The bonding between Arnav and Anjali made me jealous of not having a brother. The bond between Khushi and Payal made me proud of my relationship with my sister.
Never gone a day without discussing about Arnav Khushi in my house. Its become a household names to such an extent that, I decided if we have baby boy in future I would name him Arnav.
I know there are people who will call me crazy after reading this. Honestly I dont mind and I dont care. A person who used to watch every other damn soap on TV, didnt watch TV for over 9 months. Thats me because nothing came on par with SaRun acting. Why? I dont know. I dont have answer. Its just not worth spending time on unrealistic saas bahu dramas in todays world. TV should focus on younger generation not my mom's generation.
IPK = SaRun they changed my life for the better. I smile and stay happy all day. I dont feel stressed out with the young toddler because at the end of the day, I wait for the moment to peacefully close my eyes thinking about ArShi.
It is an eternal feeling and I hope these people dont snatch away my sleep, my dreams and my memories.
Whatever may be the decision and the outcome, nobody and nothing will replace my thoughts of IPK as ArShi. I have a choice not to focus on the other seasons and to swtich off TV as some say but when I search for IPK online I dont wanna see anybody other than SaRun. If you can guarantee me that I will not see anybody but SaRun, I will not protest.
Else please dont mock people's emotions saying "What's in a name?"
