Blast from the Past Thread #15 Extn ~ The Practice - Page 88

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ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE PART 162-163

Payesh Wedding Part-9

Storm behind Silence...

There is always a storm wrapped around silence.Nature gives us so many hints to be ready.Here is the indication of rising storm behind the family silence and Arnav has to face it in near future.His own silence within him will emerge as a storm in which he will wrap Khushi around towards its center yet keeping his sister safe but Fate 's silence has something else planned for all of them...

Khushi and silence are enemies because this is the only way she copes with her internal storm and right now she is upset and the storm of not having Sangeet is eating her without Jalaibis.She offers her Cheek to Maharaj to Slap...to get evenathis terms.Maharaja, standing at a distance with folded arms in thoughts with grin on his face...thoughts..yes "tarah tarah keh"...which makes us blush just by thinking and he is in front of that gorgeous opponent who is offering him ,come and touch me...

. "Aap dekh kya rahe hain, humara gaal hai, aapka haath hai mariye thappad mariyena..." [what are you looking at, my cheek is here, so is your hand, give me a slap, go on..]..."Plz don't make others suffer if you are angry at me..."He is just staring at Maharani while Raba Ve plays with internal silent desires running on his face.He steps further ,closer to closed mesmerized eyes, quivering pink luscious lips muttering some quiet notes to his heart and string his smile on his lips with seductive tone"maardoon"[should I hit?"]

She nods,..yes without opening her eyes and realizing his proximity and state...Then he breaks the silence again with his husky, desirable , and sensuous voice..."chororehne do..." [just leave it..] A deadly silent pause in which only heart can hear each other while gazes were roaming her and his breath was brushing her cheeks ..."Tumseh nahin paaogi"[ you won't be able to bear it] ...She opened her eyes ,may be her heart got the unsaid message stringing with his smile and proximity where both can hear each others heart beat...Jo tum mehsoos karti ho woh main mehsoos karta hoon....[I feel what you feel]...may be setting here so one day they can hear it while being miles away.

Indeed love is a silent feeling which does not need words for communication and any reason to be with each other...It's a BOND of love .

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:On Diwali night he fixes her ankle and she moans with pain while their faces were almost sensing each others heat.She winced and grabbed his shoulder in pain while he mesmerized by her beauty and fanaticized her essence mingling with him which was not gone unnoticed by her either...Today she felt the same in his proximity and timbre of his voice.

Her innocent expression changes into awareness of their proximity and she steps back..he has to hide his vulnerability with taunting notes but today that seems hard even...he is losing himself in front of Maharani...

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:His passionate look to her starts from the epi one where he claims her his...by drawing his attention to her lips with his intense eyes where he claimed "you are mine"...He always looks at her and draws attention to her lips..in later epis too like in GH for Doc' note, Kadva Chauth etc...

Khushi learned his deep intentions and passion when she was in red attire...1^st RabaVe...and lost in him that day just like him.Today he knows it and so does she so when he says "seh nahin paoogi" Her heart got the message and so do her eyes...and really she can't handle the intensity of his passion

Anger rages back with mosquito's presence around Maharani and her paying attention to him[NK]..."Do you think it's because of you I said ..no to sangeet...I don't even think about you...so stop giving yourself that importance..."

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:He said the same kind of words after yelling at La's dress..."Tumhain lagta hai keh main tumhari wajha se ghussa hoo...You don't even exist for me ...."

She looks at him baffled and a bit angry...He continues in his defence,"Maine manasirf iss liye kiya tha kyunke mujhe naach gana aur

shorsharaba pasand nahin... mujhe khamoshi pasand hai.. "jisske baare mein tumhe pata bhi nahin hoga...".[ I said no,because I don't like noise, I like silence instead of noise... about which you don't have a clue] She is being provoked and ready to say something but he shuts the door.Somewhere he knows she will get back to him as he is igniting the revenge fire in her after this and she did ...

Now Maharani has to find the "opaye" solution of this "silence...Khamoshi" and solution idea is given by Maha Lakhshamiji...[couldn't stop laughing over here] for which everyone get excited even Mamiji.

First Qurbani ka bakra....Poor HP faced the wrath ..."what the... mun se bolo, dammit."[speak with your mouth, dammit]...till on dining table to Naniji"Tou aap kehdaitin"[Then you could've say that...] who played a sharade game with him at the door couple of minutes ago...Everyone's silence storms his tornado towards it's eye...KKG...He pins her down in the Kitchen with bubbling anger "kuch bol kyun nahinrahi ho... dammit!"[ why aren't you saying anything, dammit.] She asks him to be "shhh! ....

He continues in frustration,"Why should I be quiet,infact ,why are you quiet?Why aren't you talking?... He can't see her crying or quiet...period...Ajeeb Fella!...

"hum dono kitne ajeeb hai" is setting here

"Kyunki aapko khamoshi pasand hai..."[ because you like silence...] She got even with him...there you go! But one thing is clear two opponent always want to beat each other in the game yet get pulled towards each other each time stronger than before...

He tries with everyone and becomes successful some how with NK...but then He left everyone with their nautanki mehfil and takes the food to His Di..the climax site of this drama ..everyone has to be stuck at the door sight to finish this silence...and when his biggest weakness his Di gets him...and his brain gets the master plan...he asks with determination, "Di, in sabse andar aane ke liye kahiye.."[ Di, tell all of them to come in...] "Aur yeh drama band karne ke liye...bhi," [and to stop this drama.]

All bow down to Maharaj yet Maharaj has a special eye to his maharani,keen,observing,kind with a determination to win her with her "Riyasat".her beliefs and confidence which makes her always stands in front of him.

All settling with making plans for sangeet while "Khamosh" [silent] keen eyes are watching moves of NK and his Maharani...who are celebrating their victory...loud ."Plan ...successful...now Arnavji will accept his defeat.."

Now Mharaj has to get even with her yet Mharani doesn't have brain to figure that out yet unlike him...Mosquito has been removed from the vicinity of Maharani and now face to face again...with Maharani,."haar jeet ki baat itni jaldi..." [talking ofwinning and losing so soon]

the man who loves to win is ready to set a score. with full ASR BG ,reminding meoffice days...for Rounds 2:1

Maharaj continues"Aur acha hoga tum iss maun vrat ki aur thodi practice kar lo, kyuonki sangeet ke competition main harne ke baad tumhari bolti band hone wali hai, KKG,"[ Practice that silent mode more because after losing in the sangeet you'll have to shut up anyway]

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:He never likes Khushi to be quiet.later after Heer Ranjha when Khushi does not talk to him so Rajkumar and Shaitan depends on Letters as her blabbering either way is his life...Khushi hold him with both hands after crossing Rangoli' when they visit GH 1^st time after marriage.

He walks up to her and she tries to walk away after ignoring him which he does not allow any more..enough for him to have NK and her interaction silently...The storm is turning direction...and first stop is making her stop by putting hands on her shoulder.
"waise toh tumhari adat hai, par iss baar competition mein girna mat... main sambhalnenahin aaoonga," [though it's yours habit to fall down but this time during the competition don't do it as I won't be around to save you.]

Yeah right you will be there to not to let go off her dear..."Hamesha Sanbhaltarahooga..."

The moment he turns to go, trips on the carpet to fall. She catches her Maharaj... The heat of her hands transfers in him which he throws at her with his gazes which shows through her quivering lips...

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: This Hamesha Sanbhalta rahooga.on Karva chauth starts the very first day when he grabs her in Sheesh Mahal and till now on various occasions...yet this is first time Khushi is doing it as coming future she is the one who is going to save him from all the Evil besides the odds and hewill be there for her as always...now it's mutual...

She gathers herself to show her powers,"Aur aap girne sey dariyega mat kyunke humaapko sambhal lengey..."[ and you don't worry to fall, as I'll always save you, because I'm from lucknow where the winner also helps the loser... ] He just looks at her as her sudden touch makes him numb as always..he opens his mouth yet "Jhansi ki Maharani"takes out her sword for Yalgar of bhawishwanis[predictions] "haan haan ....till ..What the"..
"where your what the ends, my hip dance begins.".The poor guy and his amusement seeing the innocent crazy beauty is worth watching.No wonder why he can't see her quiet.It's hard for him not to fall for her'..

"Jhansi Ki Raani " takes off by flasing her sword with smile yet leaving her determined and angry Maharaja trailing behind her who just wants to win her at any cost and quick..

Scorpion lusty eyes and thirsty smiles over descending Khushi makes me phew as she is coming in her joy with her swinging style innocently unaware of these filthy pair of eyes who are gauging her torso disgustingly. His stalking in the presence of his wife is a bit too much.LM used to say that Shyam is his fav .plz...I think he needs a word from ASR.

Later Buaji catches this stalker to rip him apart and she gets surprised at his audacity to prove him a decent one...lies upon lies..Once La said "Khud se jhoot bolti rahi keh who sach lagne laga"...nice similarity yet one mean intentions and other with pure ones.But one word stuck in his head "Shaadi Shuda"[Married]..Now hisfantasized obsession is taking a new angle..killing Rani Sahiba...Bichu ,Scorpion is in full swing now..

Symbolism and connection:Green color .Shyam ,Akash are wearing green while Khushi is wearing greenish blue mixed together.

Green represents Good Luck with the zest of jealousy and blue represents Virgin Marry meaning pure..Connection is easy They all are getting Lucky.Akash is lucky having his fav gal in his life'Shyam is lucky and going to be getting away from Arnav too as Anjali will get pregnant..Khushi has mixed of both'.Her purity and good Luck is bringing her in Arnav's arms regardless apparentlyit seems different.

Symbolism and connections [in red in between]of Natraj Statue It expresses the rhythm and harmony of life, Nataraj meaning "King of dances" has four hands represent the cardinal directions. He is dancing, with his left foot elegantly raised and the right foot on a prostrate figure ... 'the personification of illusion and ignorance over whom Shiva triumphs.[ARNAV'S MISUNDERSTANDING WITH SHYAM AND KHUSHI] The upper left hand holds a flame, the lower left hand points down to the dwarf, who is shown holding a cobra. The upper right hand holds an hourglass drum or 'dumroo' that stands for the male-female vital principle,[UNION OF ARSHI] thelower shows the gesture of assertion: "Be without fear."[ARNAV'S BOLD DECISIONS WITHOUT FEARS OF CONSEQUENCES ]

Snakes that stand for egotism, are seen uncoiling from his arms, legs, and hair, which is braided and bejeweled. [ARNAV'S EGO NEVER LET HIM COME DOWN TO UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION IN KHUSHI'S CASE TILL HE GIFTS HER PEARL NECKLACE TO PUT ALL OF HIS EGO ASIDE AND SHE DOES ACCEPT IT BY PUTTING HER ASIDE]His matted locks are whirling as he dances within an arch of flames representing the endless cycle of birth and death.[HIS AND HER COPING WITH HIS PAST AND PRESENT] On his head is a skull, which symbolizes his conquest over death.[HE SURVIES FROM NEAR DEATH DURING KIDNAPPING AND SO DOES KHUSHI] Goddess Ganga, the epitome of the holy river Ganges, also sits on his hairdo. His third eye is symbolic of his omniscience, insight, and enlightenment. [HIS VISIONARY DECISION TO SAVE KHUSHI AND DI REGARDLESS IN ANGER]The whole idol rests on a lotus pedestal, the symbol of the creative forces of the universe.[DM, AND GANESH AND KRISHNA ARE ALWAYS IN PICTURE TO BE WITH THESE TWO]

The connection starts with Teri Meri and ends with their union and conquering Shyam with the help of all the powers of this universe.

NK and his infatuation days .. as always is on the train of praising Khushi

Baccha abhi abhi jawan huwa hai.kya karain.

abhi abhi hindi bolna seekha hai kya karain

The Maharaj descends for his Maharani.."how dare you, KKG" He wants to chat with her but the whole family is on..Natraj Statue ,Naniji's trophy will be a prize for for Sangeet competition.ASR and his crazy Maharani glare at each other occasionally.Mamiji overshadows Khushi's thought of winnig the statue but she is right about one thing King of dance is going to be with DM"Arnav and Khushi...khabialag nahin ho sakte."

He follows her Maharani as he wants to say a word or two..."Khushi"

She pretends not hearing this...and keeps walking.Frustrated Maharaj,"khushi kitnibaar kaha hai tumse when i'm talking to you don't walk away[how many times I've told you when I speak don't walk away.]

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:He never likes any one not to look at him while he he is talking with him...When Khushi was being expelled from RM by Dadi ,he comes to her and says the same but in a concerned tone and Dadi also does not like that as she tells Arnav with rage while I am talking to you why did you walk away..when he stands by Khushi...

Maharani with known fear as her challenge has set him off ,"Chal to nahin sakte parbhag toh sakte hain ,"[ can't walk, but I can run, ] she runs... from her own heateddesires which she can't control near him...and a fear what might he say this timeafter that proximity they had shared today...

Maharaj relaxing in his garden while watering plants and again mosquito is roaming around his queen...and has audacity to ask the advice in love...Love Barun expressions...NK couldn't show back bone to talk to his queen and leaves while he got the opportunity finally to settle with her irritating queen who just accuse him for picking the phone instead of NK to distract her dance practice...He tries to talk "Listen Khushi" yet she cuts in "and declares "hum jeetain gey aur aap harain gey"[I will win and you will lose...Indeed he will lose his heart to you ...

RM ,everyone is ready for Shagun..and Anjali is getting fainted as all the men are ready to go...[I think this is the first time we are seeing more men than women ...other wise it's ASR only]Scorpion and ASR together ,one for to set a score to his queen and the other one to let Buaji and Guptas know they can't get rid of him.Guptas ladies arehiding a big storm behind their silence...Indeed'.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

AS I promised to you Supi...❤️

This is directly from my store room...

This is the last pic I painted to bid Good Bye to London before marriage...

Originally posted by: indi52

what do you do with a feeling? one you never thought you had place for. one you never knew. episodes 149/150/151.

i was in a rush. a backlog of almost 12 episodes, plus a couple not done from before, could i finish it in these two weeks of practice? maybe i'll do a couple of combined episodes one, just choose one scene and talk about it... in this frame of mind i watched 149 to 151. i was fully concentrated on identifying a handful of scenes, started paring away looking for just what i wanted... and was struck by what i found... there was loads of fun and games and bromance and things... but below all that a serious dialogue between a man and his most perplexing emotions.

he had not planned on love. in fact, he shunned it. in his eyes oyaar was galat. he'd do anything to be sahi. anything to wipe away, obliterate the galat perpetrated by a father, a galat that took away his mother, practically annihilated a young boy. he had to stay away from this terrible thing. so he never allowed it in, no fantasiies about what will happen when a girl comes into his life. no musings about saansey and things. only work... extreme effort to get beyond the tragedy of life.

Indeed he didn't plan it and that's where Khushi's words come "aap ne jo kuch likha hai DM ne aapka haath pakad keh likhwaya hai"

so he had no idea what this feeling was all about. like i have no clue about the surface of the moon, they say it's been landed on, but till i get there... and suppose it reached me before i'd done some hectic reading, would i even know it was the moon?

the moon is always big and watching in ipk, and there's always the sun rising.

when he saw her that very first time, something happened to both. what it was neither knew... yet there was a note taking by the gut. a rise of emotions. unfathomable. two meetings, and she was on his mind...
from very first meeting he was like "u r mine" but again it was a gut feeling ,not planned...He left her marks deeply in him and he ended up having those pearls..emotions which he scattered that day to divert his attention as this feeling is "galat" but he couldn't stay from it ..ever

aur uss ladki ka kya?... what about that girl? episode 5, anjali asks asr. his eyes say there is only one uss ladki, and she is on his mind. it's a classic asr scene, his complete persona almost in a few minutes, in a minimum of well crafted lines... and already she's made a mark.

"dulhan ke libas mein arnav singh raizada ke gode mein giri... kabhi socha uss kladki ke baare mein..." fell in your arms in bridal wear, ever thought about the girl? teases a gently interfering sister who cares and has again asked god for a vbride for her brother... . an intense look, eyes transported to another space... flat reply, with the slightest hint of devil smile, "soch ke hi toh kiya tha..." thought and did what i did... he'd released her tapes to the media. challenged by her insistence that god exists and creates our destiny.

That left mark made him ,compelled him to do this to show and prove himself galat.That girl means nothing to me...Which he's been repeating in front of her in anger, in desires but those scattered pearls are getting shape now and he doesn't want to throw them...He wanted to send her belongings to her when she resigned..He kept her payal...that was the first thing with the fear may be I won't be able to see her again...Yeap he was thinking through it...no way all this was going out of his hands which were clutching the curtain thinking of her...and now he is here confessing all in front of every one...yeap no need of tapes...

"sara din beet jaye...sari raat jagaye...bas khiyal tumhara lamha lamha tadpaie..."

was he refuting her theory or really fighting back, sensing her getting into places he never let anyone in. that long long stare at her tremulous lips the very first time she fell into his arms, eyes moving down to them... caught... then somehow managing to look away.

I just said up there"u r mine" started from there..

he wasn't waiting for love. he had no fantasies about it. he had no way of knowing what was happening. yet something was.

by episode 7, akash seems to pick on something that his successful and smart cousin is not willing to see: uss din wali ladki hai kaun? usne gadi se zyada arnav singh raizada ke dimag mein dent kar diya.who is the girl from that day? looks like more than the car, she's made a dent in asr's intellect.

Akash sensed that and knew it but later out story couldn't connect him with that

and dimag enters the conversation. he gives akash a long hard stare, eyes dangerous... then tells him not to mention anything to di... she wants him married, and more talk about dulhan girl is poossibly not what he can bear any more.

then came their many meetings and clashes. till her in a red saree... he couldn't just couldn't look away... so he punished her more... and had to save her even if it meant getting hurt, injured, killed himself. a hold of desperate hands in the rain... can't let go. why?

he had no answers, but he realised this was something new and impossible... inadmissible. not sahi... galat. kissi ladki se koi faraq nahin padta.

guesthouse came and with it again that need to reach her, save her. his first "khushi," his first complete loss of control. had to touch her hair, her cheek, a rush of sensations, had to cradle her and take on her responsibility it seemed, a streak of lightning showed a man looking at a woman endlessly as though they had never not been together... they were eternity.

That "u r mine" is getting shape there...he feels his right to hold her,touch her and above all take care of her...all happened unconsciously till he took his responsibility to take her home safely and then She marked him with her RIGHT on her first time...by clutching his collar...which he acknowledged later and made her realize too"Haq hai tumhara mujh par" ...which she accepts "aap par sirf humara haq hai"...

he had no clue what was happening... again and again he asked himself what the h was going on.

and slowly despite lavanya being there, despite him making her move in with him, he couldn't stop thinking of her. oh that collapse of all barriers on diwali.

lavanya knew of love and recognised it for what it was. but even after knowing he had this thing about khushi... she was always there, that he couldn't bear to see her in tears, she moved him, he wanted to protect her, he wanted to do things to make her happy, he wanted her badly, madly even... he still had no idea what this feeling was. he had no notion of love, never having allowed it into his conscious mind. no picture. no expectation. no recognition.

That is his state which he acknowledges later to his Di"mujhe lagta hai Khushi keh bina meri sansain ruk jaye gi"

for that, krishna had to come.

nand kissore... buaji's ishara that he is the ultimate lover, the beautiful namesake's emissary... later she sees three nand kissore in her inebriated state... all of it pointed to a little play by the writers👏 of course, to give depth to story, but how well conceived. what lovely understanding of the protagonist they created. when his di asks again and again to tell her why he's breaking off with lavanya... the anguished... "bata deta agar..."

why "agar"? would he have said... "agar main jaanta kyun?" would have told you if i knew why?

he was feeling many feelings, swamped by them... but what did they all add up to? to come to faraq nahin padta turning to faraq padta hai, to make him hear his first dhak dhak, we needed nand kishore... you know, nk. normally nand kishore arrived from up there, but this time a little variation, he came from down under. 😆

at crucial moments the story that started with "hai re nand kissore," always returned to him.

when asr heard nk was coming, a familiar irritation at the thought of this nutty cousin's cousin who called him naanav/nannav, without any fear that too. (my mind rambles: almost as though krishna knew the little boy that dwelt in the big bad ogre's self... as much a part of him as anything else. that that little boy, laughing, tender, full of tricks, suddenly shut off, needed a friend... and he was that friend. and why the naanav then nannav? also in bangla krishna is often called noni gopal, referring to his penchant for fresh buter, any connection?)

but when he introduced nk to khushi in an exasperated moment, he had no idea what it would do to him. to see the two immediately hit it off. to watch nk "fall" for khsuhi and chase her around, to have him invite her as his "taarikh." to look at khushi all happy and cosy with this crazy creature with his flamenco beat.😆😆

a little break, please.

when 149 starts, a die indi moment. "haan aman... listen... what?!..." asr is in the car, speaking to yes, aman (peace)... he says that and shifts his phone to the other side... how natural is that... did the director tell him or he did it on his own... so life like, and that busy executive air.

"no way..." oh grain in voice... i'd like to buy some if i may.

okay break over. onto nk and khushi and the intro.

"lekin sab kuch perfect hona chahiye... yeh main apne bhai ke liye kar raha hoon, understood?" he's talking about the party he's planned, everything must be perfect he's doing it for his bro... later khushi will tell him he can never do anything for others, not understand the pleasure bringing a smile to someone's face brings. she is not being fair... she knows it, i think, but the moment is too rife with layers of hurt and pain all ricocheting off one another, and exploding.
😊She does know he can do anything for his loved ones but she was pointing at her...aap kya jane kissi labon peh muskurahat lane ka sukh"...as she always tries bringing smile on his face which gives her peace and sukoon yet he does the opposite with her...[MY POV} as she does not know how much her smile provides him sukoon..and that's why in the next epi when ne smiles while standing on stairs with her ...because that is the first time they smile together...and she gets the meaning of this what she is saying to him at this moment...
in the house, nk does kathak, khushi gapes, the bwoys come to manage the scene. lots of fun.

"kaan gaye hai yeh toh bataya that, dimaag ke bare mein toh anjali ji kuch kahe hi nahin." khushi is looking at nk and thinking of what di had said about the saree seller... hard of hearing, but hadn't mentioned he was nuts.

classic case of mistaken identities on.

"yeh, nk bhai... kya?"... akash.

"what the!"... guess who.

"shh... bahut chillati hai... very strict," nk says she screams a lot. he's been told by di, the dance teacher, he of course thinks khushi is she, is most strict.

"woh toh sirf iss liye kyunki anjali ji ne kaha tha ki saree wale ko kam sunai deta hai," that's only because di said the saree man little deaf... she's yelling. fantastically natural both sanaya and karan... delightful lightness.

"okay stop... yeh khushi hai... koi dance master nahin hai... aur yeh koi saree wala nahin hai... hamara cousin bhai hai... nand kishore."

stop! yells the man. enough... this is khushi whose sis will marry akash, and this is cousin nk.

khushi's prompt "o" and my recollection of draupadi and nk/krishna and vastra haran, happen practically together. yes, much later, the mortal nk will stand by his friend khushi as her sakha and defend her against the public stripping shyam in duryodhan/dushasan style will subject her to. that story of draupadi's saree being pulled off her body by dushasan, as she pleads to krishna to save her from this dishonour; dushasan keeps pulling and the saree keeps coming undone... but never ending, always coverung her body, her sense of honour, still gives me goosebumps.

Fab connection Indi🤗 Indeed ...never occur to me...it is a goosebumps moment👏👏⭐️
saree wala krishna... some might think he doesn't hear, but if you speak from your heart, no way he won't listen.

a delicate subtlety in writing... unless all this occurs to us, the writers never meant it. no idea.

nk says, "aur main saree wala nahin hoon. main iss ghar mein toh... beiman hoon."

khushi corrects him... first of many times... "beiman nahin, mehmaan." not a cad, a guest.

they start chatting promptly, silly, light, girl and boy.

and into the lightness enters a streak of red... burning... a feeling in the head, a zizz in the gut, a look in the eye. he hadn't bargained on this... that she would immediately start laughing and get all friendly with nk.

"hum khushi hai..."

"hum bhi bahut khushi hai..."

the long hand shake has him in a state.

and "phir toh aap buaji ko bahut pasand ayenge," khsuhi's then you'll be a favourite of buaji's brings in the lady around whom a naughty tale writers will spin... innocent yet oddly suggestive.

"inerfamily intro khatam ho gaya ho, toh kaam kar ken. bahut baki hai." if your inter-fam intoductions are over, let's get to work.

absolutely hot gorgeous seething man in brown jacket, brown eyes fiery, lips dangerously pursed.

akash makes it terrible, "nk bhai ko toh apna perfect match mil gaya. khushi ji." nk's got his perfect match. khushi ji.

the eyes stilled, the face too, then the eyes moved... le.thal.

akash didn't see the look, he left to mind nk. only the music knew what went through asr at that moment. something he hadn't thought of at all.

and off this instant friendship came a plan to ruin asr's party and make it more palatable for her jiji. what khushi perhaps forgot as she showed a certain haq over him, is that he too has a place, a right to do his party his way. wonder if she ever considered that. chances are... not.

she was a bit worried about the non-desi stance of a laad gov evening. rather judgmental too in announcing it would be boring. but may have, just may have stayed off, but nk wouldn't allow that. there was work to be done. a feeling taken to its correct recognition.

he said, uh huh, she had a say in this party as being payal's sis, she was a stakeholder too. i thought of shareholder meetings that brought down boards.

and so the two tried to persuade the seething one. who looked coolly indifferent and said things sexily so the viewer went bananas but not without noticing, he told her it would be the best party of her life.

so he had invited her.

also he told nk to stay away from her, ostensible because she's crazy.

or was it because he was going crazy watching them together.

"crazy people." yeah. right.

i don't think at this point he knew it to be jealousy. just a terrible feeling. he knew not why.

but after the he'd heard his own dhak dhak... oh then it was jealousy supreme. felt like a master flautist had him dancing to a tune.

NK did bring not only his feeling to the surface but also Khushi's too...Thsy both didn't realize that ...through NK they both pressing their right on each other...

in 150, khushi tried to make him change his mind about the videsi party... add desi rang in party... agar nahin hua toh... if it's not there...

"toh tum uncomfortable feel karogi?" then you'll feel uncomfortable? what was that in his voice. a little concern? some tease?

"ji..." she looks hesitant, unsure, picked that concern in his voice? melting? "abhi bhi waqt hai, bas ek do jilebi ke stall laga dijiye... aur thodi chaat..." there's still time, just a couple of jalebi stalls...

gritted teeth, "aisa kuch nahin hoga..." nothing of this sort will happen. note, he hasn't banged the phone down. he is having a conversation about thsi party which he wants to be just right for his bro. he has no idea it's love that keeps him here, keeps him tied to a strange loony girl. jalebi? he wouldn't even allow indian classical music, no, with a little expression that devastates... some "jazz... or (and i couldn't figure out that word)."

"nahin hoga?... pa par hume lagta hai ki..." won't happen? then i feel..."

"ki tum nahin aogi, right?" "taht you won't come, rught?" he prompts her suddenly, cutting off all argument.

"haan?" she's taken aback... never thought of that.

"toh ek kaam karo, mat aao... it's ok. jo kaam log karna nahin chahte main usske liye unhe push nahin karta, you see... delicate pause... bad manners hote hain."

then do one thing, don't come... it's ok. i don't want to push people into doing things they don't want to... it's bad manners.

there's a push and a tease and a getting close and intimate in that. she just affects him... he doesn't seem to be able to control it. even when she's doing something where he's legitimately right in objecting.

"aur waise bhi... maine tumhe invite hi kab kiya tha..." and anyway, when did i even invite you.

smash. game to asr. nasty boy. he was upset, he was angry at all that nk-khushi team making and the interference, he had to give it to her. a decent rally, but then, a little falter by khushi and one smooth powerful shot.

takes off blue tooth. he's done.

He is showing his frustration over her and NK but she doesn't know that and vulnerability for her which she sensed it some what yet he wants to move away to show that to her that she matters...but both are casting their rights just like a couple...

"woh laad gov ki itni himmat ki hume party mein nahin bulaya?

she's hurt, and angry... how dare the laad gov... not call her to the party?

the sweet, caring, loving khushi... he seems to bring out the worst in her. after acknowledging why she couldn't marry shyam, she'd decided not to look at a feeling any more. so she resolutely stays away from it. but that feeling wants its own fun. khushi is hurt too... the man didn't call her. how could he.

and part is Diwali night which shattered her completely and she suppressed her feelings .her Dhak Dhak was not not even allowed to come at the surface by her...just he suppressed his feelings of Pyar after His father's misdeeds...

so a pretense of having hurt her ankle and so too bad she can't come for the party... but jiji must.

till again, circumstances and a ceratin interfering, take over aspect in madam's nature takes her to the venue of the changed menu.

151 has him looking at her nonplussed. she lovely in flowing blue, the colour of night... months later shades of this blue in an intense reverie, rich in psychological meaning... teri meri.

"tum!"

you didn't call me but what to do i couldn't say no to nanhe ji, says the coquettish khushi, most upset by that remark of his.

she's out to get him, hurt, hurt back, hurt once more... so many signs of love. yet one is in denial and the other doesn't know this is what it is.👏

aur waise bhi maine timhe invite hi kab kya tha, he'd said, forgetting he had actually taken it for granted that she'd come. his haq over them.

That is playing all along...

she starts, "waise kaafi udas party hai na... bilkul phiki, bina namak chini ki... arre haan ab agar sugar ki bimari hai toh chini toh kam hi hogi..." seems like quite a dull party, absolutely bland, without salt or sugar, of course, if one has a sugar problem then how to add sugar...

nasty mood, khushi ji. awww.

a conversation between the two is always on. nk is puzzled. what's that in asr's eyes. she is here with nk... what else could be there in his eyes, nk bhai?

right through the evening, he can't stop staring at her... all sorts of emotions in him. she is no less aware.. raises her voice to apprise someone, when nahe ji said she must come, she couldn't say, "no." khushi never asked herself why she had to get her back at him.

"walk straight, dammit!" he of course heard her and had to dammit someone.

she baits him. "hume party mein nahin bulaya" vs "how could she come with nk." i should be laughing but it's becoming hard. i know these feelings and they are all painful. maybe necessary, but painful nonetheless.

a difficult evening moves on. she does whateve she pleases with it. he says nothing. he lets her. telling, i thought.

till the very end.

only when she smiles brightly and invites him to thank her, that he snaps. and in all the turmoil, oversteps the mark... hurts her. again.

"sirf ek pal ke liye mujhe aisa laga tki shayd mujhe tumse yeh poochna chahiye... ki tumhara rishta toot gaya issliye upset ho?... kya hua... tum theek toh ho?"

for a moment i'd thought that maybe i should ask you, your engagement broke... are you upset because of that? what happened? are you ok?

she's beginning to dull, dim, ache... all the pent up emotions, dissipating... taking her down.

"tumhara rishta?..." slightest cocking of an imperious brow, "hua tha... yaad hai na? jisskio toote hue, lemme think, abhi ek hafta bhi nahin hua hai... par uss baat ka tum par koi asar pada aisa lagta toh tum yahan meri party ko desi banane mein lagi ho... you really surprise me."

he is punishing in his attack, remember you had an engagement, broke, what, less than a week ago, yet it doesn't seem like it left a mark on you, you are busy making my party desi... you really surprise me.

" aap ki baat... hume bilkul hairan nahin karti... hum jabbhi milte hain khushi... jabhi aap humse kuch kahna chahte hain... hum aise hi," she's choking... "nahin aise nahin... isse bhi kadwi baatein sunne ke liye taiyaar rahte... kyunki kuch achha toh aap bol hi nahin sakte... ya phir aapne seekha nahin hai..."

but what you say doesn't surprise me... whenever we meet i am prepared to hear bitter words like this... no even more than this... because you never say anything nice... or perhaps you never learned to. she has a point there. he is usually nasty as h.

on talk of his toota rishta... he turns away.

he didn't see her tear this time.

he hadn't meant to hurt her, just ease the anger, the pain he felt...

he turned back, a part of him revealed in his eyes.

but she was gone.

He was just releasing his pilled up frustration and jealous...again he hurt her and that hurts him...He didn't and never did stop her ever whatever she does to him ...he lets her ...if NK was not in the pic he would never say those words...but the situation was boiling uo like Lava in him...

when he caught up with her... oh he did go after her. that he had to. no choice. he may not know whjat his feelings meant. but there never was any question about what he had to do when it came to her. she was insisting on going home alone in the middle of the night. she too hurting badly. and he couldn't lket her. the sensible man and the lover were one in thsi decision it seemed. his anguish at not being able to get through to her. he has no right over her... he knows she's doing badly within... he wants to haul her to his car maybe, yet a funny sensitivity. tonight it's tough for both of them...

lines from tagore's shapmochan... "jao morte, shekhane dukha paabe dukkha debe" (alas not on the net, can't correct, straight from fading memory) go to the mortal world, curses indra. his court musician and dancer have committed the folly of forgeting their duty to indra in their love for each other... go to earth, live a mortal life, give pain, receive pain, and that pain will be your prayashcitta... penitance. then you'll find each other and love and return to this exalted state again. just flows though my mind.⭐️ My fav.Thnx for sharing

"khushi stop this..." dark, saturnine, remorse in every bit of him. he can't help hurting her he can't see her hurt... complicated... it's love.

"khushi kumari gupta, tum andar aa sakti ho..." kkg, you may enter, he'd said in 149/50. way after she was already very much in. entrenched.

he will soon realise why.

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

4lions hav released few pictures of Arshi from 1st episode

i love the way Sanaya is tryin to hold her laughter nd Barun is doin the scene 😆...so cute
4Lions mentioned this scene was nvr aired...



Love them 😃

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

This is a Vintage⭐️❤️...a lovely countryside painting...beautiful⭐️...i had done somethin lik this...but thts totally different in colorin
i love the colorin nd shades in the tree...so good...the texture on the house thts great work 👏
ArshiH 😃 you r truly a splendid artist ...Love you 🤗 thanks a lot for sharin .
the dog is so cute 😳