Blast from the Past Thread #12 Extn... Saansey - Page 11

Originally posted by: DurgaS

Hello friends,

Please take a look at this link. This is how I intend to do the episodic anaylsis link post. Any suggestions for changes or improvement?

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/85428299

Would be adding Sohara's review, Supriya's picture edit and Kate's related videos, once I find those posts.

Kate, Sohara, if possible, can you update your indices please?

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

DISCLAIMER:DON'T COPY MY WORKS AND CONCEPTS WITHOUT GIVING ME CREDIT

YOU HAVE SEEN MY HUMBLE SIDE. TRUST ME YOU WON'T LIKE THE OTHER...

ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE PART 133-134

Beginning of trust...

"mein aapke elawah kissi keh saathe Khush nahi reh sakta"

{I can't be happy living without you"]

Akash's provocative way of making Payal to acknowledge her feelings for him actually did awake Arnav's true feelings for Khushi which he is denying or lying for over and over'.."jisse pyar nahin karti uske saath Khush kaise reh payegi"[How can she live with someone she doesn't love]He said those words for Khushi in agony but did describe his stance and over here he is proving it after realization and acknowledgement in a deeper way.

Arnav drops Khushi home after shaking hand as a signature on this deal of bringing two hearts together.My grabber was his concerns and longing to say something to her as it took him a while to gather himself but she as usually diverts the whole story with her childish acts which amuses him as always. His softness and pliability is very much noticeable and he was way deep in his concerns but main grabber is ,he listens to her regardless being irritated by her.

One side Khushi is playing mind games to reach to the hearts and other side Arnav is playing mind games to reach to the minds but beauty is both are achieving same goal .Khushi and her childish antics are worth watching and delectable.The frustration of Payal towards poor Akash with agony throws light on her heart and mind's stance.I love Khushi ,she is a fighter despite of all the humiliations,antoganism,and longing ,her smile does spread joy in everyone's life.

Arnav with determination of cracking deal for Akash seems pretty mellow and amiable here,very unlike to his character doing things in his style and not agreeing upon with the client.hmmm..Aren't you already doing what your sweet client asking you to do'.and you are liking it too.Hey Devi Maiya! ..

Akash's condition for getting answer is pretty drizzling and quavering.He diffuses Arnav's thoughts with Khushi's which makes Arnav to give him a weird look.

Symbolisms and connections:1-Arnav mentions #3 with his gesture as 3 is a masculine # with success.Yes they will be successful by these sweet schemes.

2-Khushi asks to call 4-times and the clock tells time 4:00pm too.it means lust and love 'here love is flying without wings among these 4 birds.

3-Khushi mentions Libra sign of Zodiac..It is 7^th sign in the Zodiac and represents SHIFT and Libra is ruled by Venus who is known as seductress so Love is in the air and shift of relations is inevitable.

4-when Arnav arrives ,time is 4:15...4 is for love but 15 is the Devil Rider in Tarot cards and Devil represents in failure but reversed is release from something binding.

CONNECTION is deep as Arnav ad Khushi'love seems failure but that failure approaches to Arnav's heart to release him from his binding past..Simply amazing!

Arnav plays along the game with Khushi and oh boy..He gets trapped again by Payal's smartness'"aapne unhain jate huwe dekha tou roka kyuon nahin'kaise Bhai hain aap."[Why didn't you stop him'What kind of brother you are ?] Howard Brain goes speechless and with frustration.."ab kya boloon mein'"[What I supposed to say now?]Khushi barges in with begging'Love these hubby and wify gestures without any hesitations and with lots of winks.Khushi's overacting infuriated him though at some points but he was speechless by seeing her plan at place.

They become successful bringing Payal to the top of the hill.Her "bechaini" is amuzing Khushi and Arnav pretty well,'Khushi,"unhon ne socha hoga bina cashme ke bhaghair unchai na dikhe tou dar kam lage ga.. aur koodne mein bhi aasani hogi'Kyuon Arnavji"[he must be thinking without glasses it will be easy to jump without looking down clearly]'Arnav and his irritations all melt down with a beautiful smile while turning his face which didn't go unnoticed by Khushi too.His smile brings smile and peace on her face just like hers on his face.

Khushi's excitement made her holding his hands unintentionally which he feels as a bliss and gives her his intense meaningful look and she receives it by taking her hands off as this "engagement" is lingering at the back of her head .One thing was very visible and that was his "bechaini" whole time like he wants to say or do something but again she is not his any more.

Payal confesses her love for Akash which brings them both to a hug but this proximity breaks down quickly while finding out ,it was all a part of scheme but Akash make her realize her love for him.

My grabber was the moment when Akash mentions class difference and his longing for Payal"Mein itna janta hoon'mein sirf aapke saath Khush reh sakata hoon"[I know I can only be happy with you"] Arnav goes in deep thoughts of realization about him and Khushi by giving her side intense look.

Some peaceful realizations perks up in Khushi when Arnav takes responsibility of the family,["Ghar walon ko mein sambhal loonga"] ,especially Mamiji.Her peaceful smile says a lot.Both siblings and their hugs assure their future a new and an exuberant direction.Arnav and Khushi's happiness lie in the happiness of others as always.

They both gazes at each other while walking down the hill as they both seeing each other at Akash and Payal's place hovering over those moments.

Pause here:Look at this pic which says a lot and it's a future indication.Akash and Payal together and ARHI have distance as they will have this distance for a while till the end of Kidnapping but Payesh are the reason till the very end to keep em together.This threat and contract over Payesh really glued them pretty well whole this time.

Arnav's appeasement seeing her smiling and Khushi's obliged look was well received from both ends. Akash puts the BALM on Payal's wounds,"Jijaji kehte hain 'kesa bhi zakhum ho iss se haar hi jata hai"[any kind of wound can get heal with this balm]'hmmm ,''hint ..hint..

Yes when Buaji tells Khushi Shyam Babu gave her a special Marham[balm] and tells her the exact words and puts Khushi's smart brain on the run to solve this riddle'Who said these exact words'???

Arnav and Akash enters home successful.Arnav's peaceful expressions delivers his "sukoon" [peace] seeing his brother captivated with blithe and same is on the other side.Khushi's has no limit of jubilance seeing her Jiji's zestful joy.Akash thanks Arnav for working with Khushi and accepting her plan'"mein mana kahan tha.."[when did I agree] as he refuses to bow down the terms of Khushi'uhhh'Dulha akad ki dukan hai' '.Akash,"Khushiji thodi pagal hain na 'eik dum alag hain who.."[Khushi is mad but kind a different']

Arnav with blissful joy and a sigh jolt by thinking Khushi which brings a peaceful smile on his face,"Haan pagal tou hai '"[Yes she is mad..]...She is, that's why she loves a man like you if you ask me'.Yummilicious!

Other side Payal in an inquisitive way,"Arnavji bilkul waise nahin hain jaisa hum ne socha tha'"[Arnaji is not like the way we think]'Khushi in deep blissful thoughts pensively but smiling,"haan waise nahin hain'"[Yes he is like that]

Both of them with aspiration of each others hankering ,fascinating land with longing desires but aching within because of their self imposed guards which they both want to break but don't know how'???

Pause here:One thing is so apprehensive that both of them have started TRUST and FAITH in each other'He did exactly what she was dictating him while being annoying and she had full faith that he will take care of everything'"eik atoot Vishwas" which started from the stars gazings,,,

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: During Anjali's miscarriage she uses this for giving him courage and strength"aap sab kuch sambhal leinge"[You will take care of everything'..At that time she knows her man fully inside out'

Akash's refusal to marry Ms India instead of Ms Payalji was taken a back seat plan for Mamiji but the whole family took him with both hands for his decision.Arnav astonishes at Akash's confident but happy as he will take a stand.He gives him his assurance hug.

Mamiji's phone call to Payal drops the bomb shell to payal and she calls Akash to forget her which embittered Khushi and she calls her LG.Arnav's abeyance hearing all this was very much visible but it didn't sit with Khushi.

She comes straight to her LG to give him a surprise.She accuses him for not doing things the right way and how this all is making her Jiji upset "Humain aap pe Vishwaas hi nahin karna chahiye tha"[I shouldn't trust you].The most important grabber is Arnav's concerns over her agony and not trusting him and that he can't tolerate.He tells her to take a deep breath and assures her he will take care of everything.She accuses him and her lack of trust in him exasperates him .She starts pacing and wants to act another filmy play to convince Mami but it doesn't sit with Arnav .Hillarious 60% act Arnav Bitwa'You need 40% "abhiyas" for reaching 100%.

Pause here:His making her calm down,her listening to him and then her bringing his anger meter down is the "trust" '"atoot Vishwas" which they don't realize it yet but exists strongly in between them.

PONDRING CONNECTED DOTS: This is the beginning of Arnav's "shhh" to make his Khushi calm down whenever she is angry and upset'.From now on till Karva chauth..This "shhh" is going to melt evryone's heart

Khushi does postulates a factual truth in front of Arnav ,"There is some one some where is made for everybody"hmmm'.but her filmy lecture and "Khuch Khuch hota hai" is totally "What Crap" for him'

Pause here:She does make him realize that he can't do everything alone and can't be right which later he will make her realize"har kaam tum akaile nahin kar saktin"[You can't do everything alone]

Meanwhile Mami accuses Payal for complaining Akash which antagonizes him and he leaves home which drops bombshell to every one in RM.Arnav and Khushi are ready for this or not with their filmy act'continue NEXT

MOMENT OF THE DAY

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knTiOeAo-eo[/YOUTUBE]

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMLUcoinOGw[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: sohara

thanks for sharing Supriya.

i'm in the US. so there is no point to feel happy.

But who can dub Barun's voice?. I don't want to hear any other man dub his voice.

his sexy, husky voice is his signature sex appeal. And I'm pretty sure he will not gonna dub. Bitter truth is that he already broke his tie with IPK and television. God only knows when we will see his handsome thobda again.😔

Originally posted by: DurgaS

Hello friends,

Please take a look at this link. This is how I intend to do the episodic anaylsis link post. Any suggestions for changes or improvement?

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/85428299

Would be adding Sohara's review, Supriya's picture edit and Kate's related videos, once I find those posts.

Kate, Sohara, if possible, can you update your indices please?

Originally posted by: indi52

hi horizon,

colour, spice, flavour missing? awww, glad some respite from it here. my saansey have never struggled as much as they have this past year and a half.. i've never been made so aware of its presence. not only am i grateful for this breather, i am abjectly prostrating before the powers that be for switching rhythm and mood 131 onward... saansey really struggled past few epis. 😆😭😭

Originally posted by: sohara

wow new thread.

Congrats to us. Wanna dance with Khushi.

Indi mind boggling introduction as well.

I really appreciate all your efforts to make this thread alive. After such long wait Saase rukne ka time abhigaya.

Durge loved how you pondered all the saase rukhne wala moment.

One of my most favorite saase rukhnewala moment

Yup the thought of that rain sequence on the song "saas mein tere" really made our saas rukhed. 😆

Lavanya will be out NK will be in, who talks tooti footi hindi like me. Can't wait to see jealousy in Arnav's eyes. Poor la, what can we do you belong to somewhere else. not in Arnav's heart. Only Khushi can rule his heart, nobody else. But still feel sorry for you. You are also in the looser's list like us, who only can drool ASR/Barun Sobti, but can't get him.😭

Khushi's thappad on Shyam's cheek, uff the timbre of the sound is reverberating in my ears.This is for you Shyam

looking forward for another breath taking thread full of fun with my brilliant blasters friends.

credit goes to tumblr.

Congrats Akash and Payal.

Originally posted by: sohara

Horizon, There are bunches of VMs made on this song.

Appy won in a IF contest to make this VM.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=e3UaX5F5HvI[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 130

⭐️main aisa hi hoon... i am like this... i have no idea why, but this is how i am. he said it with an anguish those who haven't ever had that feeling will perhaps never understand, but they will be moved nonetheless.

⭐️this episode was like an essay on that one line alone. he is a certain way... that's all. fathom him or not, like it or not... this is how he is. he hurts, he aches, she touches him terribly, but he can't take it, just can't. and he has only one defence, one weapon really. his dearest friend, his saviour from the day he let it come right out and surround him in its fierce shield... his anger. it was there in that "maa" too. it's what keeps him together whenever he feels vulnerable.

and she makes him feel "weak" again...

he hits the breaks. he is disturbed... his thoughts fly to "yeh mat sochna ek amir aadmi tumhare payal seene se lagakar baitha tha..." don't think a rich man was sitting with your anklet clasped to his heart

and all the tears gathering in her shocked eyes.

"mujhe iss sab se koi faraq nahin padta..." all this makes no difference to me.

then comes another memory of her tears. "kahin aisa na ho ki jise tumne rais samjhke fassaya hai... iss bracelet ki tarah sasta ho," may it not turn out, that the man you trapped thinking he's wealthy, is actually as cheap as that bracelet...

and another picture in his head,⭐️ creatives use flashbacks repeatedly to build story, but each shot is selected with care and somehow the device never palls, becoming an essential aspect of ipk and its execution.

"maafi maango..." say sorry, he taunts her with a smile.

"sorry..." a tear drops, fat, round, bursting with pain.

flashback four. "gift nahin toh... tip saamjhke rakh lena," and she cries sitting alone in her world of shattering dreams.

he banged the steering wheel with his injured hand...

"kyun karta hoon main aisa... hamaesha uski aankho mein aansoo... kyun usski har baat se itni taqleef hoti hai mujhe?..." why do i do this... always tears in her eyes... why does everything about her give me so much pain?

he's rending, you can feel the cut, the slicing of something within...

"lekin ab... ab aisa nahin hoga... kyunki main aisa hone nahin doonga." but now, now this won't happen... because i won't let it happen. how he struggles for control. for a safe return to fort faraq nahin padta. and yet, that is not to be.

in the living room, just a small, subtle hint at khushi's awareness of him, her need. she's rattled when la shows nani ji the jewellery asr "chose" for her.

⭐️she may not say anything, but her dream world shatters too, because unknowingly she had fallen for someone she had no intention to even go near. he was her raajkumar and he had hurt her with his running away from her. so she has dashed into an engagement herself even before looking at the feeling clearly, or assimilating in herself... but that didn't mean she didn't hurt, didn't feel. in fact, the day she connected her dhak dhak to him, she'd also connected it to "pyaar" and all her fantasies of what would happen when love comes.

now that had to be pushed away, so she was coming to a point where she'd take away the word pyaar and replace it with confusion... i don't know what's happened to me. but the feeling? what do you do about that?

all of this, in one slightly fixed look when la and nani talk. stylish.

when he walked in and saw la in "khushi" sort of clothes, he erupted, compsure blown.

"yeh kya hai lavanya yeh kya pahna hei tumne... ek toh main pehle hi koshish kar raha hoon ki..." what's this la, what're you wearing... here i am trying too... trying to what, asr... forget khushi?

and a shelling follows, completely uncalled for tempo and fire. the gussa is out... it's all been too much for him... his only outlet that temper

"aur yeh... yeh cheez iss lagakar tum itni stoopid lag rahi ho... bilkul uss..." and this... wearing this you look so stupid, just like that...

and "uss..." walks into view. a silence. "tum aiase kyun ho???!!!" why are you like this? poor poor la's desperate question to her inscrutable, impossible to understand fiance.

you're going to change right now... "nahin asr, main yeh dress change nahin karoongi..." no asr, i will not change... la is fighting back. no one can live like this. khushi is perturbed. an absolute pure innocence on her face. troubled she is, and vulnerable, her only defence, her sheer saadgi... clean heart that reflects on her visage.

he wades in... you'll do as i say.

⭐️a telling remark, i think at least twice from la in these episodes about asr's temper... it has gone up inexplicably these days. why?

in his room he paces like a caged animal. the grip of this emotion on him is unbearable.

and she is at the door.

"get out." he wants this over before it's begun.

"nahin...hume aapse baat karni hai." no, i need to talk to you.

"toh karti raho... mujhe nahin sunni," then talk, i don't have to listen...

⭐️she takes the blame for la choosing that dress. why does she do that i wonder. it's one of khushi's many little lies... is there any need for it? is this how women in our patriarchal society taught to "adjust" the truth, view this blame taking as a way of acquiring some sort of bizarre inner power? she has every right to say everything else she does.

but this confounds me. it is wrong. and at some point khushi should realise this and let go of this manipulation.

but the rest of her words are relevant and pointed... you have no idea how much people around you love you... do you know what your bitter words do to them?

and then her suddenly bringing herself into the story, oh he didn't see that coming. i know you are angry with me... but don't punish la for that. "hum jaante hain ki aap hum par gussa hain. lekin isski sazaa lavanya ji ko mat dijiye."

⭐️he'd said he wouldn't let anything to do with her matter to him...he'd spoken too soon... the implications in her words and the truth in it blows him apart. classic raizada gussa rises and the tongue lashes out... but as i hear, i wonder, is this the storm before the calm... the last leap of the tempest...?

"tum samjhti kya ho apne aap ko"... who do you think you are... you think i am angry because of you... that whatever i do i do because of you... voice rising, a full flight into rage... unthrottle, lift off... if you think it makes any difference to me your being or not being here... "tumhare hone ya na hone se koi faraq padta hai..." then forget it... she starts at the vehemence, the magnitude of this anger... in my life you don't have so much importance that because of you i'll get angry and then take it out on someone else... well, that's exactly what he's done... you don't even exist for me... do you understand... tum ho ya na ho... whether you're there or not... now the index fiinger is jabbing downward making a furious point... kuch kaho, kuch karo... mujhe usse koi faraq nahin padta... whether you say something or do something, doesn't make a damn difference to me...

samjhi tum?!!!

⭐️the glass shook at the decibel level.

he has turned away on the final words. he can't lie looking you in the eye... he never could. she is desperately trying to control her feelings... somehow this time he can't stay looking the other way... he needs to know if he's hurt her again, his lips quiver ever so slightly, he sees her and can't really... eyes close in pain, he turns back.

almost unable to stop himself.

there she stands, tears in both eyes. he is immediately contrite...
the music changes... all the high notes and drama taken away... just a quiet thick emotional feel... slow, probing. trying to find what's hidden in the layers...

she wipes her eyes... his response is a reflex, he can't watch her in this state... he has done this again, brought tears to her eyes.. har baar usski ankhon mein aansoo...

"hum jaante hai ki hamare hone ya na hone se aapko koi faraq nahin padta... par hum yeh bhool gaye the ki aap arnav singh raizada hain... aur kissi ka dil dukhane ke baad aap kabhi maafi nahin maangte..." a quiet, hurt but determined little voice says, i know my being here or not makes no difference to you, but i'd forgotten you are asr, and after hurting someone you never ask for forgiveness...

he listens speechless, just his eyes glowing like embers, saying things to her to himself to me. he swallows once.

⭐️my mistake that i came to talk to you..."humari galati ki hum yahan aapse baat karne aaye the," poised and almost ethereal... the other side of burning yelling destroying anger. with a gesture most poignant she shut the sliding door, an air of finality, the grating sound cutting through the space between them dividing them forever. he had shut the door on her face. she accepted that there was no recourse... he is arnav singh raizada and no one can make him listen to anything... she is nothing and nobody to him... she left.

⭐️an emotional purity in this scene. a leveling, no game. though she knew she had her feelings and he his, there was no passive aggression here, tonight she accepts whatever it is he says.. and she is leaving the battle field... this is her submission.

⭐️what a fight couldn't do, that quiet voice and eyes full of tears did. he heard. through all, his agony and rage and love and despair, the words reached him.

"lavanya..." sweet and gentle... "yeh kya kiya tumne i mean change kyun kiya..." he came to his fiance and apologised.

⭐️the music was just so beautiful... understated, feeling its way around... tumhe pasand hai toh tumhe pehna chahiye... if you like it you should wear it... listen to me... i'm sorry lavanya, mujhe iss tarah react nahin karna chahiye tha... i shouldn't have reacted like this.

⭐️now that's the asr i know. he does not interfere in the way his girl friend or wife dresses. even when he doesn't think it's cool.

la was delighted to have the man she loves back... i love you, asr.

⭐️and then as he hugged lavanya, a beguiling, astonishing act... he looked directly at khushi and said, "i'm sorry." without him really doing it intentionally yet wanting to very badly within himself, did he just apologise to her? gentle, imploring almost, no wonder she looked mesmerized. she who means nothing to him.

⭐️he's done with hurting her... he can't bear it any more.

khushi reacts to all that's happening, this time when he looks at her, a worry, an empathy... what a tangled web.

this time he wanted her to tell her something, anything, everything, his eyes said it all, as he stood there watching, his eyes unable to leave her as she left the room... maybe she too heard.

maybe that's why, that night, she had to speak to dm. tell her she doesn't know what she feels or why... once she knew what but not why... now she as to forget the what too... confusion is safer. i will deal with it, i won't ask anymore questions... once he's engaged i'll be fine... and you are there with me... aren't you?

the phone rings at gh. and the drama of no answer begins. at rm, anjali is a worrier. one meeting with motilal and she is completely distracted. she is wondering about truth. payal gets a call from akash.

season change in ipk.