Blast from the Past Thread #9, pg 105, ep 108 - Page 110

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 104

"khushi ji darwaja khul gawa, bhagwan ne aap ke sun li."

an interesting opening line i thought. khushi prays fervently before the entrance rm and her playmate op assures her that the door has opened, god has heard her prayers. a simple reference to the door by the talkative young man. but at another level... signifies a new opening, a certain easein accessing something. which door is being referred to i wonder. the one to a closed heart?

good observation.

then there is vanvas talk from la. yes she is all silly and confounded as you'd expect her to be. where is vanvas? is it further than gurgaon and noida? can a grown educated woman in india really ask such questions. obviously some significance to the exile story and how now it's time for ram to return from it. well, asr is in self imposed vanvas upstairs and khushi has to go and get him.

khushi is today even more talkative than usual, constantly chatting with devi maiya. I think this is her indirect way to cool her anxiety.obviously the happenings of the past few days are doing funny things to her. first babuji's terrible illness. then the constant pressuring by buaji to agree to marrying shyam. her utter confusion regarding this. and all the time a terrific awareness of a not very pleasant young man. yet he is always on her mind. think anything and she thinks of him. sister speaks of dream man and there he is. it's all getting to be too much, just the evening before that dhak dhak giving fairy lights incident. he was so close and she was feeling all sorts of things. now she can't stop thinking about that laad governor. she's asked devi maiya to expplain this thing to her. why is she thinking of him, why is she refusing to listen to her family for the firtst time? she just doesn't want to see him today. but that's not to be.

however, when her attempt to call him down fails, she is delighted and scurries back quickly. he's not coming, la...

but the wind says something else...

and ramji comes back from vanvas

so the door to a heart has opened and now its owner is ready to return from his exile. interesting analogies and hints all over. the fairy lights have sparked something in both. she roams around perturbed but in denial. she has never imagined falling for a man like this. but he? tat contemplative look at the lights the night before, the long intense gaze at her, a concern, and just now, again the memories... but he too is in denial.

both of them are denying that there is something between them. But God certainly will make them realise soon.

but can he ever deny her ever again. listen to the wind, the answer is coursing though it.

"di main sirf yeh check karne ke liye aa raha hoon khushi yahan koi gadbad nahin kar rahi hai, " i've just come to check if khsuhi's doing some goof up here. di had started all khsuhi had to do was call you... he'd cut in with his curt little answer. he'd refused la just moments before. di laughed off his answer, but la noticed what had happened, it registered in her slightly troubled look trying to mask her worry with a smile.

good observation again. didn't noticed it. but saw she smiled to see him.Poor La. sometimes I feel bad for her. Arnav doesn't even look at her properly. specially when Khushi is around, his gaze always sticks at Khushi.

"doh," he grabs the wires from khsuhi and starts work on the gallery lights. a cute little moment with khsuhi. he's looking for the tape which is safely held between his teeth and she si pointing this out. a strannge sweetness, a glint of a smile at the corner of his lips. but he is not going to smile. no way. he is bothered by this happiness he seems to get just looking at her, especially looking at her happy. he's been in exile too long. exile is safe. it doesn't hurt. but this? dangerous. his instincts are warning him perhaps.

very well written. God is trying hard to get him out from his self imposed exile.

yet, try as one might, certain things just have their way. and so there is this constant awareness of each other as they do their work. she is helping di with rangoli,he stands on a stool and fixes the wires.

"dm, aajkal na aap humse bahut ukhdi ukkhdi si rahti hain... lagta hai pichhle hafte joh prashad humne chadaya aapko achha nahin laga," dm, you seem upset with me, looks like you didn't like the offerings i made last week. khushi talks to herself... audibly. the essentials sanak of khushi is at work. she as asked dm for some clarity on the marriage issue (it was poignant the way everything inside her said "no" to a marriage with shyam and the restless yearning that stoked her heart, all she does is think of arnavji, why), but dm hasn't answered.

"khushi ji... aap kya badbada rahe ho?" anjali asks, what are you muttering?

"shadi," marriage. at khushi's reply a man is alert.

"kisski shadi?" whose marriage?

he goes still.

"humari," mine.

he's chiseled stone for a fraction of a second, then he turns.

aww, our sexy boy got perturbed, hearing her marriage.

she is silent, he is waiting, she looks at him. eyes say things, wonder if the ears hear. just simmering awareness.

no i mean your marriage, how did you think about marriage? she asks anjali.

when anjali mentions it was easy to fall in love with shyam...

pyaar? asks khushi, a note of lovely excitement in her voice, a wonder. yours was a love marriage? but how did you know?

crucial question, how does one know one is in love.

anjali gives a beautiful personal answer. and had the listeners minds been working they'd have recognised themselves in anjali's words, but all they knew was this awareness. inexplicable. no one in a rush to explain also. early heady days of attraction slowly coming out of the closet. nainital was not reached, but a far more important destination seems to have been.

can't agree more.

"pata hai khushi ji, jeevan mein na ek aisa insaan aata hai jise aap har pal dekhna chate... rat ko sone se pahle bas wohi ek chehra hota hai jo aap dekhna chahte ho... subeh uthne pe na... bas aisa lagta hai ki unki nazar aap pe pade... agar unhe koi dukh aaye na toh lagta hai ki bas kuch bhi karke woh dukh.. woh dukh unke jeevan se hata doh..."

you know, khushi, in life there comes a person one day whom you want to see all the time... before sleeping at night that's the one face you want to see... in the morning when you wake up, you want those eyes to fall on you... and if that one is even slightly troubled then you feel you must take away the pain by whatever means...

why do i think of arnavji all the time she's asked. before going to bed he'd stood by the pool thinking of her. and when she was in pain he was restless till he could ameliorate it somehow.

but neither was in a state to make these connections. too too bristling with the sense of each other.

"bas, pata chal jaat hai," anjali ends, you just know.

anjali leaves.

he can't, she can't, stop looking at each other... rabba ve... they both know but don't want to. she gets up ready to leave, walking past him with that dazed air, and he falls... taking her with him, he is down, holding her, keeping her safe.

colours of rangoli scatter and fly.

joy, blessing, fun they seem to say. two people hopelessly entangled sprawled over a half done rangoli. something erotic and sensuous on the main hallway floor. a man and a woman and the colour that wants to enter their heart. rabba ve...and their they lie.

loved your description.

It was indeed a very sensuous moment.

khsuhi tries to get up, but of course falls right onto him, can't stop looking still... till finally, he tells the wriggling girl, stop... ruko...

they extricate themselves. as he pulls her up, she falls forward and strokes his neck accidentally, smearing yellow powder, i think of haldi, uff that nearness. she is about to put her hand in her eyes and he stops her, look you have colour on your palm he shows her. a normal enough exchange, just that there's a parallel conversation on all the time. desires calling out to each other. why do i think of arnavji all the time?

hot and bothered she is... he is.


the heady days of attraction are on. in full technicolor.

Originally posted by: sohara

my yearning for you is endless

Episode-103

Khushi is exulting,jumping like a kid with the two coins in her hand.-can't imagin any other actress pulling that scene of so innocently. Sanaya looks the part of KHushi to perfection.

There is a glint on her face as if she got the world's precious treasure. Though Arnav was furtively enjoying her triumph., but pretends something else. He comes to ask her,why she is jumping,"itna uchal kiyu rahi ho!" It seems Khushi's impact is increasing in Hotie's life. He has become nautanki like her. La tells him that khushi got the silver coins on the money day, dhandaras day. Khushi suddenly feels she supposed to get one coin only, not two. She intends to go to the store to return the other coin. (pause: It sure proves that how honest khushi is and of course not greedy at all. Arnav should remember this when later he called her gold digger.) - great point but Arnav thought she was fake at that point so any good she did for nani/di was all a drama in his eyes.

Arnav gets a little nervous to hear that. He immediately admonishes her ,"nahi," he was almost got caught, but instantly changes his tone and says,"if you go outside so much I'll cut your salary." Anjali also suggests her to keep both the coins as shagun. Arnav turns to leave, but looks back with a content smirk. Uff my sexy boy was looking extra delicious, my laddoo, muahhh! - ok you know you'll get purple/bold from me for saying stuff like that 😆 muuuaaahh me too!

Khushi is teaching la how to keep the dia stay for long. Anjali comes to ask her whether she saw OP or not. she tells her that the entangled fairy lights need to fix by the poolside. But khushi wishes to fix it instead.

Khushi tries to disentangle the lights, but instead of fixing it she enmeshes herself with those fairy lights. she is baffled,"hum to khud pei light laga dia. lagta hai ab sari raat murtiki tarah khada rehena parega.' (I wrpped myself with light. It seems that I have to stand still like a statue whole night)

pause: In that case your LG would be very happy. he can devour you whole night!😆

When Arnav was passing through the hall Anjali tells her to take a look if khsuhi could fix the light or not. Hearing this our sexy boy gets engrossed with happiness I guess. He enthusiastically comes to check Khushi on the poolside. when he turns the light on, he sees Khushi is incandescent with fairy lights. he gets mesmerized again at the resplendent beauty. The romantic tune of Rabba vey resonates the ambiance.He moves towards her, holds her hand gently, but his gazed is fixed on her eyes. He touches her bare neck to extricate her from the light. then slowly he turns her around. starts to remove the tangled light carefully from her body. he lingers his fingers on every part of her body where the fairy light touched her. Khushi is quivering by his touch. He seems exhilarating with the cascade of yearning. Khushi is feeling the warmth of his touch. His gentle touch is smoldering her with desire. Her breath is getting heavier and uneven. Armav yearning gaze makes her hyperventilating. He finally extricates her from the fairy light , but either of them is unable to move. - ufff, loving everyone's desription of this scene

Arnav asks her with concern, "tum theek ho? are you alright?"

when Khushi nods yes, he asks her again,"are you sure?"

i can understand Khushi's condition. He was literally burning her with desire.

Anjali as usual comes to invade their rabba vey,"is everything alright?" Arnav answers without taking his eyes off from khushi, "khushi was entangled."

Khushi feels a little awkward and leaves. Arnav still is starring at her. Anjali also notices this. Did she guess anything!

Khushi is sauntering slowly down the street thinking of Arnav. she is recollecting all the recent confrontation of Arnav with her, first in nainital, how he took care of her, then how he extricated her from the tangled fairy lights. Her feelings sure is growing stronger for Arnav.

When Khushi comes home she gives two silver coins to buaji. Buaji thinks she got it for Shyam and herself as Shagun. Amma says as she didn't say anything, they fixed her marriage with shyam. She asks khushi is it alright with her or not. Bua antagonizes,"how cum it won't be alright. we are not getting her married with some ineligible guy. But khushi is in consternation, "I can't marry."Bua gets frantic, she gives her dad's excuse that he wants this marriage. Khushi tries to make them understand that she is not ready to marry. Shyam is eavesdropping their convo behind the curtain. he is fuming like a wounded snake, as if he wants to strike her right now. Gosh this face of Shyam really scares me. Amma is more understanding. she tells her that they are not pressurizing her. Their dad's wariness is making them to take such decision. amma says that shyam is a good guy. Buaji gets frenzy now,she reminds her how shyam helped her from the goons and also helped the whole family during their crisis. she is confident of her decision. she thinks she can't be deceived so easily. she asks her for a strong reason of her refusal. Amma though is compassionate, she suggests not to pressure her.

pause: I didn't get it how cum they are forcing an eighteen year old for marriage. and how buaji is so overconfident of shyam. usually in an arrange marriage, people search groom's background. but in what basis bua is blindly trusting a guy!😡) - good point!

Khushi gives her dad medicine. she is very upset. she holds her babuji's hand and asks him what she can do. she is very apologetic to him, "You did so much for me. For the first time you asked me something, but I can't fulfill your wish. I think this is not the right time for marriage. Shyam is a good guy, but don't know why i can't agree to marry him." shyam comes and acts extra modest with her. he agrees her decision. He indirectly teases babuji,"nobody will understand but uncle will sure understand why you refused."

when Khushi leaves the room shyam again manhandles the ill man. He promises again to marry Khushi. how a person can be so cynical!😡 Sashiji gets terribly perturbed.

In his heaven,by the pool side lovelorn Arnav is thinking of khushi. He touches the fairy lights with a smile, remembers how he devoured Khushi's milky skin with his fingers. khushi is also pensive in her room, turning the lamp on and off. She is also sinking in Arnav's thought, how he put his hand on her head, how he touched her to remove the lights. But she is incredulous, why she is thinking of Laad Governor! She is muttering herself,"buaji is right. shyam is not a bad guy. but why I can't agree to marry him. why am I thinking of Arnavji all the time! this is the first time i'm going against my family's wish. Plz tell me DM, what's wrong with me. plz show me the right track."

love is blooming between two soul mates.

Shyam is frantic like anything. Anjali is trying to coax him, "I don't know what is the reason of your wariness, but it will be solved soon." But there is no value of an angel in devil's life. he is showing her anger and attitude.

pause: poor lady I wish you would know his tension, then you won't be able wish him good ever.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

👏👏👏Good one sohara yes fairylight scene has so many layers in my eyes he was not only removing lights he was assuring her that ,every burden of her will be removed by him but as she initiated the hug in the hospital so he thinks he owns her as Indi mentioned after Nainital yes he owns her and she saw in her eyes everything while he was beating up goons.Very sensuous scen indeed his touch just melts her and it was very much noticed by him and he took full advantage of it,

Girl you need to relax...chill😆

Anjali is observing everything and she wants him to acknowledge it my POV.Yes love is blooming until your sexy boy comes back in ASR avatar and sabotages everything for her and in return for himself.So many lives are at stake here not only these two.

Shyam is getting better and better but his torture towards Babuji is unbearable to watch.He needs to learn to take an answer NO.So proud of Khushi but Buaji 😡 but sohara we have these women around us so whatever...

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Indi, I too know how you feel. Since they postponed MAMR AGAIN! It can be frustrating I am sure for the actior and all involved but it is common in the business to postpone until some Production House/ Movie Corporation picks it up that it is slated to have a premiere. Unfortunately MAMR was directed by a young man , an unknown so he is fighting for his rights too. I will pray. I told Ami that we should all come together and become a production house, hire Lalit Mohan to Direct and make the IPK Movie. It would be awesome! Alas maybe just a dream but I did PM him.
I did read your brilliant essay on Barun before but am very glad you posted it again; there IS NO other profession for this talented man. He WILL catch his break. Keep the faith. DM will take care of them both Barun and Sanaya, and they will come together again one day.

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE 103

Entwined , interlaced , and amalgamated moves by humans to weave things around intentionally and unintentionally always connected to the Fate which directs us there and this epi is indicating that strongly by any means .Within humanity lies the capability to affect the changes that alleviate suffering, soothe pain, and spread comfort but Fate is binding together the humans who are supposed to be doing these works either in evil or good state .Good and evil goes side by side always no matter what.

very well said.I absolutely agree.but in this race fate always makes the good wins against evil.

Scene 1:Entwined , interlaced and amalgamated moves of Shyam

[Slouchy Scorpion Rook ]

Slouchy rook is running his stingy moves through Buaji and Garima ,his pawns as he is using Babuji's health as a bait to grab his prey [Khushi] .Khushi's refusal is unacceptable as he is steaming up with rage but again as this is Scorpion's nature it stops and stays still before his real action .He comes right behind khushi to entwine new thoughts of guilt in her head at the top which Buaji and Garima already planted as THIS IS BABUJI's Wish and he is using the same to interlace her guilt along with her answer ."You did right Khushiji,as I couldn't say no to marriage but you took that burden out of my chest.I'm sure Babuji will understand."What a honey tongued , web caster Slither who is now ready to sting and grab any time with his Scorpy moves.

the slither guy manipulated the weakest link to implement his filthy wish.

Khushi's distress becomes heavier with this guilt but Babuji's distress becomes lighter which Slouchy Rook makes heavier again by enlightening his intentions . What a sardonic and coward but again that is true nature of Scorpion to attack from the back not from the front.

Pause here:Didn't like Buaji's frenzy nature at all but Today she is praising Scorpion too much but later she will be the one who will be ready to cut him into pieces .True to her character.

yes she did wanted to cut him into pieces, but I think her apology wasn't enough to Khushi.Or moreover i really hated her when she accused Khushi not being their blood after the forced marriage.

Scene 2:Entwined , interlaced and amalgamated moves of Arnav and Khushi[King and Queen]

Khushi is teaching La how to keep Dia lightening longer when Anjali wants OP to fix poolside fairy lights.[What a double meaning dialogue She wants Bhagwan to fix Arnav's entangled life] Khushi ask her permission to do that.Khushi in Eternal Heaven[poolside] entwine herself in those fairy lights and talks to herself "Anjaliji ne tou poOlside par kaha tha par humne tou khud pe hi laga dia. Kia ab humain sari raat murtiki ki tarah khada rehena parega.[Anjali told me to put light around poolside but I wrapped myself in it,now Do I have to stand like a statue whole night.]

While passing hallway Arnav gets to know that Khushi is fixing their Eternal Heaven's lights and his face enlightens by hearing this.

The moment he turns on the lights he sees Khushi is enfulgent with fairy lights.He stops at this mesmerized and resplendent beauty. The romantic tune of Rabba vey oscillates the pendulum of charming notes in their surroundings which makes them to dive in it .

lovely description.

Her clumsiness and his concern is worth to watch,"Dihan se"[be careful]-----He moves towards her, holds her hand gently by keeping his gaze on her eyes. She closes her eyes while breathing heavily as his fingers touch her bare neck along with his brushing breath to disentangle her from the lights . He slowly turns her around to remove the rest of the tangled lights carefully but his actions are making her breathless .It seems he is kissing her from the back with his burning and sensuous breath along with his gentle fingers .If his seductive touch was driving her nuts so does hers to him.Her essence while turning her around and the gazes of her bare back were enough to make him lose his desires too. His crawling fingers not only touch her in this process but also shiver her to her spine .If she is quavering by his touch he is intoxicating with outpouring desires . The same with Khushi as the warmth of his touch is consuming her with flooding desires .Her uneven breath by his warm touch and burning gazes makes her palpitating . The other day he couldn't embrace her ,hold her ,assure her that everything will be alright but today he is showing her his presence ,his assurance that "sab theek ho gyega".Today he is embracing her though in seductive way but message is being delivered .

beautiful description again. It's true he completed the hug in every way.first by paying the hospital bill and now being really nice with her.

but the moment by the pool side was very sensuous indeed.

He showed her his complete right on her and she let him.He could feel the burning intensity the same way she could during this proximity and above all they both forgot to turn the lights off meaning Fate wants them to be entangled with each other with all the lights , happiness on in their lives under the stars ,under the sky, even their parents want that too.

The amazing part is this even he disentangled her from the fairy lights , neither he or she couldn't be able to move.

Arnav asks her with concern, "Tum theek ho? [Are you alright?" ]

Even Khushi nods yes, he asks her again,"Are you sure?"

Pause here:Why do I have this feeling as his last expression surely indicates that he wants her to feel the burning desires in which he is burning for himself and he asks twice is she fine and at the top it didn't go unnoticed by him either as his touch stimulates her burning desires . hmmm... interesting ..Yummilicious is one heck of a romantic guy ...[just imagining him without lingering past on his subconscious...]

yummilicious is damn romantic.moreover how cum his Harvard brain wouldn't understand her weakness. It was very evident in her behavior.

As usually intruder of private moments Anjali is here and she gets concerned about Khushi. But Arnav's entwine answer makes Khushi entangled with thoughts "Khushi Ulajh gaye"[Khushi got entangled] The way she looks at him with trepidation and the way he couldn't blink ,couldn't breath is simply breathtaking.During this whole scenario he does not take his eyes off of her even though she leaves feeling awkward and his signature turned gazes don't stop.It's hard for him to let her go..."This is the moment when Di's word [during 1^st Tu hi bata mere Maula] "Sansain ruk jayengi" are coming into action.I wish Anjali could see it.

he was literally burning her in desire.

I also think so. How Anjali didn't notice it.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: ON Khushi's Bday Anjali intrudes their privacy and gets upset to see her brother caring more about Khushi than her.

that time i really didn't like Anjali. her brother who was deprived of love for his whole life, when he showed love to his wife she rather should be happy.I don't know why she suddenly turned so selfish!

Khushi as percolating down the street is thinking of Arnav by flashing all the recent encounters in between Arnav and her. In Nainital , how he took care of her, then how he disentangle her from the entwined fairy lights. Her feelings surely is making her more interlaced and amalgamated with the current situation which is arousing her growing desires for him. As "Dono tarf aag hai braber lagi hui"

Arnav in his Eternal heaven[poolside] thinking and feeling Khushi while touching fairy lights.He remembers how he engrossed in her pearly touch [he wants to keep the pearl now what a difference].Her touch is creating havoc in him...😳 as this is his right the way he has this relaxation and pride at his face...

it was just so amazing to see him happy.

If he is entangled with her pearly thoughts so is she.She is contemplative with her Laad Governor who she is calling with love Arnavji now by turning on and off light as she is trying to turn her brain light on which is flickering by these entangled thoughts. She remembers how he put his hand on her and how he removes the fairy lights but she dejects herself by Buaji's words and mutters herself ,"Why are LG's thoughts over and over hovering me?"Why am I going against my family? Shyamji is a good guy then why I can't agree to marry him?" She wants her DM to disentangle her from all of these interweaved questions .As I want to hit his head ,I really want to shake this innocent soul to bring her back to reality .Seriously they both are simply playing with fire, Fire of burning desires...

loved how you expressed their state of mind.they will come to reality soon. they will deny it, but fate again will reunite them. cause they are soul mates and made for each other.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE 103

Entwined , interlaced , and amalgamated moves by humans to weave things around intentionally and unintentionally always connected to the Fate which directs us there and this epi is indicating that strongly by any means .Within humanity lies the capability to affect the changes that alleviate suffering, soothe pain, and spread comfort but Fate is binding together the humans who are supposed to be doing these works either in evil or good state .Good and evil goes side by side always no matter what.

Loved the intro Arshi and you compared both evil and good at the same level in the same terms below. 👏

Scene 1:Entwined , interlaced and amalgamated moves of Shyam

[Slouchy rook is running his stingy moves through Buaji and Garima ,his pawns as he is using Babuji's health as a bait to grab his prey [Khushi] .Khushi's refusal is unacceptable as he is steaming up with rage but again as this is Scorpion's nature it stops and stays still before his real action .He comes right behind khushi to entwine new thoughts of guilt in her head at the top which Buaji and Garima already planted as THIS IS BABUJI's Wish and he is using the same to interlace her guilt along with her answer ."You did right Khushiji,as I couldn't say no to marriage but you took that burden out of my chest.I'm sure Babuji will understand."What a honey tongued , web caster Slither who is now ready to sting and grab any time with his Scorpy moves.

Khushi's distress becomes heavier with this guilt but Babuji's distress becomes lighter which Slouchy Rook makes heavier again by enlightening his intentions . What a sardonic and coward but again that is true nature of Scorpion to attack from the back not from the front.

Pause here:Didn't like Buaji's frenzy nature at all but Today she is praising Scorpion too much but later she will be the one who will be ready to cut him into pieces

But I thought it wasn't enough for all the many ways she pushed Khushi into this engagement. Actually, ASR and buaji should have had simultaneous redemption tracks for that Diwali night!:)

True to her character.

Scene 2:Entwined , interlaced and amalgamated moves of Arnav and Khushi[King and Queen]

If he is entangled with her pearly thoughts so is she.She is contemplative with her Laad Governor who she is calling with love Arnavji now by turning on and off light as she is trying to turn her brain light on which is flickering by these entangled thoughts. She remembers how he put his hand on her and how he removes the fairy lights but she dejects herself by Buaji's words and mutters herself ,"Why are LG's thoughts over and over hovering me?"Why am I going against my family? Shyamji is a good guy then why I can't agree to marry him?" She wants her DM to disentangle her from all of these interweaved questions .As I want to hit his head ,I really want to shake this innocent soul to bring her back to reality .

She was more in denial than him becos she already realized yet wonders why she feels so!

Episode 104-Part 105

Khushi's acknowledgement of her feelings for LG

God has mysterious ways to give us signs and "Ishare" to let us know or warn us about certain things. This experience of knowing signs of the subtle world is also known as a 'spiritual experience' or Insight, grasping the inner nature of things intuitively but not everyone can judge it or has the ability to insight it.It's the trade of pure soul connection among people or in between human and God but every one has this intuition to insight.

Khushi is asking DM to show her signs in order to find the answers of her questions and these epis are leading up there.

I have an intuition that there is no Shyam or Buaji here'..yeh meee!

Scene 1- Knights[Akash and Payal]

Payal and Akash scene is small yet shows this side of blooming love.Payal has intuition that Akash bought the dia for her after hearing his convo with seller and returns it because she doesn't want to take any favor from Akash as she is vey aware of her self respect. Unerringly She is avoiding him because of Mami's torturous words which are still agonizing her brain. I really do admire her a lot with this attitude."Hamesha sar utha keh" love it.[Horizon we need to talk]

Arshi, putting myself to the danger of some tomatoes, Payal was the sanest and most mature among all the women folk of her age around there. Her simplicity combined with her inner strength to match up to that of her sister without ever going over board made her my most fav. She was always there at important moments for her sister initially. And imparted some much needed realism into her little sister's endless dreams "kahan se layegi aisa bewakoof"!! She NEVER gave into Akash's intrusions like you said here with her head firmly on her shoulders. And the way she put both Raizada brothers in place at Lotus cafe was truly praise worthy. Although, she was made foolish along with many later on with chameli oils and high heels, given proper treatment, she could have been THE pillar for Khushi in her hrs of distress!

Scene 2-King-Queen and Pawns with Kind Rook Bishop[Arnav -Khushi 'Anjali and Raizadas ]

Symbolism and connection:Baati for 2 Dias and 2 is the sexual tension and connection is so evident

Khushi's dainty chat with DM becomes repulsive when La and Anjali tells her to bring him down.She knows she has no other choice but to go and bring him down.Khushi always blabbers too much when she is upset as recent events like,Babuji's illness, constant pressure of marriage with Shyam, and the top this Gadbad,Dhak Dhak after fairylight incident. Among all of this her unanswered questions for which she wants sign of DM.Why is she thinking of him, why is she refusing to listen to her family for the firtst time?Why doesn't she want to marry with Shyam?Among all these entangled thoughts she just doesn't want to see him today. but that's not possible is it...

Pause here:"Phele Miss Tip Top ,Phir Phatti Saree Bhagwan jane kya ho humre Arnav Bitwa ka" [First La and then Khushi,God knows what will happen to Arnav ] Mamiji's comment is indicating future .First La and then Khushi.

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His concern, gazes, and melting with her touch and beauty and now the nutty driven memories which make him crazy is written all over.Her thoughts only about him by turning on and off lights are also indicating the same but denial and ego is playing big role here.

Can he say no to her,no way Anjali Di,she is his life and breathing air around him and who can live without breathing.uhh... or in other words you know but you don't want to know.hmmm.La's concerns and lines on her forehead are sending different currents to these lights. She is also in denial ...as any blind can see his burning gazes on Khushi while Di and La is talking to him ,and Di you are saying Khushi asked him once and he came...yes he is here because of her not for anybody else and "jhoot bole kawa kate purple kawe se dariyo" he is here to check whether Khushi is doing any Gadbad...

Arnav Bitwa she entered home today for not doing Gadbad and you are saying she is.

Symbolism and connection:Over flow boiling milk signifies with happiness, wealth and health.In some south Indian rituals one of them is boling milk with over flow for [Vastu pooja]gareh parvesh, meaning beginning of new life.Connection is easy its new beginning of Arnav and Khushi but also for RM wassis too as Khushi is messenger of joy.

Anjali and Khushi are making Rangoli while La and Mami are making Kheer and LG are sending electric current through his stealing glances and gazes to His Khushi.

Symbolism and connection: In Kitchen jars are arranged in 3's and 2's as 3 is the symbol of victory and 2 is sexual tension .Connection is simple as the tension in between Khushi and Arnav is so visible and we will see some success too .Kiss is on the way...

Anjali's concerns for her got one answer from "Shadi" marriage and current passes through Arnavji's Howard brain and what a look like his Brain's light turned off.First he became statue and then turned without breathing.Yes she is going to be taken away right under your nose .

Anjali,"whose marriage?"

Khushi,"mine" and her gazes on him and his on her.OK how can they both not getting these vibes seriously."Joote padne wale hain iss Yummy and Tempty ko "

Their gazes sent and received messages in those moments.He gets so relieves by hearing "no I mean your marriage."

Anjali asks her why is she talking about marriage for her it was easy to fall in current I mean Love with Shyam .Argg...😡. But Khushi's next question is one of a kind and really how does anyone know that he or she is in love?

I love Anjali here as she is really a true Di to both and they both self reflected in her words ,What an attractive enchantment in between these two.

Anjali,""pata hai khushi ji, jeevan mein eik aisa insaan ata hai jise aap har pal dekhna chate ho... rat ko sone se pehle bas wohi eik chehra hota hai jo aap dekhna chahte ho... subeh uthne pe na... bas aisa lagta hai ki unki nazar aap peh pade... agar unhe koi dukh aaye na toh ji karta hai keh bas kuch bhi karke woh dukh.. woh dukh unke jeevan se hata doh..." BAS PATA CHAL JATA HAI...

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Anjali leaves but she gave the realization to each of them .She went to bed thinking of him...Last night He was in his eternal heaven touching fairy lights like touching her, feeling her, thinking her...She couldn't see you fainted and you can't see her in tears and above all you both don't like any other in the proximity of either one of you either its La or wavy style goon and still you both don't know WHY ? Unbelievale ! Jan keh anjan..." inn anjano ko kya naam doon..."

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PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Whenever they fall he always takes her in his arms safely.in store room, in GH twice and in kidnapping

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Everyone runs on the spot and Mamiji 's words indicating future.They will be playing Holi together.La takes Khushi to her room where she wants to practice wearing saree but Arnav seems unhappy as his stern gazes are still following his Khushi as she also looks back at him.Love is gripping its roots in their hearts but minds are still in jiggle and wiggle mode.

La's room Khushi acquaints her about saree and she tries but gives up after few abortive attempts and tells Khushi to show her. When Khushi starts drapping the saree she feels misty wind ,his presence again. She looks outside and finds him watering the plants as her presence being felt by him too.His burning gazes are fixed on khushi. Her heartbeat is erratic and can be seen by his heaping chest .Arnav's yearning eyes and Raba Vey in the BG makes the moment more romantic and erratic. Khushi gets nervous while draping saree under his radar but he just can't take his eyes off of her. They are looking at each other profoundly . Khushi Dhak Dhak is raising and she tries to cover herself with saree as being exposed. He is so devouring her beauty zealously and forgets about watering the plants.

He comes back to his sense after notifying by La. Khushi can't breath ASR's hankering and aspired gazes any more and makes excuse for not feeling well and needs to take medicine.

PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS: In Epi 47 when water was over flowing "ja rahi hai tou mujhe Farak nahin Padta" and today"farak padta hai jab nazron keh samne ho"'hmmm '..Big difference '..

Since Sheesh Mahal his gazes are becoming his signature but now after her reliance on him in the hospital and then disentangling her from fairy lights these eyes just can't let her go and why do I feel he is trying to find the answer of the same question in her eyes which she asked from Di"how do you Know about love? "

Symbolism and Connection:Running water meanings , Transformation ,Subconscious, Purification, Reflection, Intuition,Blessing and Life.Connection ASR will be transformed to Arnav, will be blessed by all especially DM and by his mother,will reflect back his mistakes to redeem ,will get his life back which is kind a lost after his mother's death though Khushi will suffer along with him.

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Khushi with her blabbering , is walking and seeking strength from DM and wondering why on earth she is thinking of Arnav all the time! She gets flummoxed seeing him pretty much every where and in every other guy from auto man to watch man which reminds her words," when you will fall in love you will see him everywhere." She asks DM anxiously what kind of disease she got! she is extremely astonished but puts herself together by consoling herself that nothing happened to her. She runs back to RM gets baffled to see Arnav as dhobi oh I mean dhobi as Arnav is waiting for her," "Shubh deepavali khushiji."

Arnav is disconcerted at her perversity ,"you went for meds'."

Khushi says in enmity," No, I think medicine will not work, So I didn't go as It's not like usual fever." And runs away leaving him perplexed.

Constant thought of Arnav is making Khushi completely frenzied.

Disarrayed Khushi in the street keeps blabbering to her DM, "What you did DM. I just asked for one sign"

This is THE telling moment for Khushi. The writers didn't at all do justice to her when she comes back with black magic the next day. Would have loved if she accepted yet deliberately pushed those feelings away. Would have been so womanly! In fact, we won't see any of those until she stas by that pool side during kidnapping.

she recalls her words,"I thought when I'll fall in love he will be seen everywhere." And she remembers how she saw him everywhere as an auto-man, watch man and dhobi.

Her words rebounds again" when I'll fall in love flowers will shower from the sky,and my Dupatta will sparkle with stars." She recollects how they both were under the showering flowers and stars in her dream.

DM answered all of her questions regarding with marriage with the signal of thunderbolt and gusty winds and She says in perplexity," I just asked for one sign and you gave me so many."

Rabba Vey in the piano makes her feelings intensifying. She mutters ..."hum... theek nahin hain... tabi tou hum shadi nahin karna chahte."

Translation:I am not ok...So 'that's why I don't want to marry."

"And That's why I think of Arnavji all the time" but she did not get the right answer yet ,did she ? No a girl just found the reason why she does not want to marry but still wiggles and jiggles with the same question...and that part I love it...[my pov]

Hats off to everyone for this curiosity in all of this snuggling moments...

continue -----next in Part 105-106

Episode 107- small part108

Love and magic have a great deal in common .They enrich the soul and delight the heart and whenever you are with that person who you love makes that moment magical .Magic itself is just an illusion but this illusion is pure love which is only can be felt .That feeling in return becomes magical to love and to be loved too.

Always love your intros Arshi. Superlative👏

Scene1- Khushi-Anjali-La -Mamiji [Queen-Kind rook -Pawns]

La is ordering Mud cake as Khush's mud dias making her craving for that.La even you orger mud ,but seed has been planted and got its roots in this soil already dear.Mamiji is hilarious as she eats mud instead of mud cake.As Mamiji and NK always give us fure hints and yes this is one of em.She is going to take this bitter taste of Khushi and Payal as her Bahus regardless of her Royal taste.

Symbolism and connection:There are 9 boxes of sweets .9 is opposite of 6 as 6 is motherly nature 9 is humanity # as this closes the circle and La is ordering mud cake meaning sweets. She will be realizing soon the proximity of Arnav and Khushi and will be out of their way too by making Arnav realize"pyar nafrat se bada hota hai"

Scene 2-Arnav and Khushi [King and Queen]

Khushi is abhorrent to go to the eternal heaven [pool side] for bring mitti[soil] as she does not want any gadbad either by seeing him ot letting him see her.After constant pressure of La she goes by telling DM "aap dekh laina.." [you just keep watching.] She gets what she wants Arnavji right in front of her eyes I mean dirt in her eyes ok either way'.but in second attempt.First she made such a muddle during this process of getting mitti and he followed that to reach her.

Symbolisms and connection:She comes twice for soil as this is #2 which is sexual tension and we all see it how their desires are yearning for each other.

She is getting soil from him and at the end he gives her soil either way she is getting opportunities to move on with her answers and she will but even though he is giving her vibes and a set of opportunities to start believing in but scattering and muddling of soil is the chaos which is around them and he followed it so he will follow chaos to step back and broke her heart and dismantle her beliefs .At the top soil ends up in her eyes '..now you got real answer Love hurts Khushi'[No kiss]

Truly loved this connection Arshi..👏

He said I planted seeds in it.hmmm'yes he provided all the opportunities and he is providing em unintentionally'..From Sheesh Mahal till now.From pearls, manta ki chabbi,and her payal which is almost surfing up soon and he is taking care of em like his plants.

She found him or he found her under the stars of soil particles which end up in her eyes.She fidgets in her nervousness and starts cleaning her eyes which makes him anarchy.He berates her for not touching her eyes.He brings her to their recliner but she can't stop hee fidgeting,Arnav gets annoyed,"eik minute seedhe baithne ke liye overtime daina parege kya (do I have to give you overtime to sit still for one minute?) His holding her hand and coming close makes her leaning back but he firmly pulls her towards him and she couldn't say no either to his burning and yearning eyes but to surrender.He completely owns her at this moment .He blows the dirt out of her eyes as always removing obstacles.

She closes her eyes during this anticipation.He touches her ,hovers his fingers over her soft skin, inhales and gulps this bewitching beauty who is sitting in front of him with closed eyes causing erratic desires .He caresses her hair with his fingers which are seducing and devouring this delicate but enchanting and enthralling beauty.She can feel his misty smell and warmth of his touch too which is making her breath uneven and that is very much noticed by him too which arouses him more towards flirting and seductiveness .

The moment he loses his control to linger his fingers on her soft skin she jolts up and catches him in his wrong action.

He liberated her hand immediately due to embarrassment .His stepping back with introvert look and her turning with timidly saying their unsaid emotions,Both can't look at each other for a while. Her hyperventilating is very much seen by him amusingly as his yearning is back on.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:He never could resist Khushi with closed eyes ,always adores her,talks to her while she sleeps'.."jab tum soti ho .tum se baat karna kitna aasan ho jata hai".

Yes Arshi, he is some one sho communicates through/ with silence..

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:His blowing does not stop here

Diwali, and Karva chauth is my fav

BIG CHANGE

BUT she never let him come close in Bherserai when he wanted to remove Sindoor from her eyes.They came really that far'.

Yes Arshi, That change is very noticeable

Khushi's vexation reaches no limit after finding the truth and she scolds heself for putting him in trouble and her stupidity of thinking him doing such an act.

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Pause here: ok She shared the same food or drink and doing act as one of the 7 promises[vachans].hmmmaagain

Yes again.Noted..😆

BUT question is why did she think he is doing this magic act only for him..hmm ..so Temptalicious already thinking of him as her man.Intersesting'.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Indi, I too know how you feel. Since they postponed MAMR AGAIN! It can be frustrating I am sure for the actior and all involved but it is common in the business to postpone until some Production House/ Movie Corporation picks it up that it is slated to have a premiere. Unfortunately MAMR was directed by a young man , an unknown so he is fighting for his rights too. I will pray. I told Ami that we should all come together and become a production house, hire Lalit Mohan to Direct and make the IPK Movie. It would be awesome! Alas maybe just a dream but I did PM him.
I did read your brilliant essay on Barun before but am very glad you posted it again; there IS NO other profession for this talented man. He WILL catch his break. Keep the faith. DM will take care of them both Barun and Sanaya, and they will come together again one day.

Originally posted by: wiwy

Hey my friends

Although I have posted my answer to Riddle no.8, I agree that Horizon's answer is the best.⭐️👏

Shiva is certainly drinking all the poison in my life too! While returning from Shantiniketan one of our cars broke down and had to be towed to the garage in Kolkata. We returned home pretty late but reached safely. Thanks to Shiva, the car engine did not die on us in the middle of the highway or we would have had it!

Also thanks to Shiva and all your prayers and best wishes, my father is recovering well. He is in Jaipur but I was able to contact his insurance agent. Surprisingly the insurance office was open on a Sunday and I could sort out the problem on phone! I think everything will be settled by the time my dad is released from the hospital tomorrow. I don't want him to worry coz he is hardly in a state to.

Thankyou all so much for your best wishes, from the barun of my heart. I have so much to catch up with you guys, i don't know where to begin! But I have already started thinking of my next riddle. And that proves i am back! Many, many thanks for your support! It means a lot to me. ❤️ 🤗