Blast From The Past Thread #4, Epi 62 Pg 139 - Page 64

Originally posted by: indi52

quick thoughts on episode 56

during puja hour, a grandson seeks out a grandma. he needs her to be her usual self, loving, forgiving, the elder. without her in a state of calm, he knows his sister's anniversary party would just not feel right, no matter how perfect his arrangements. he needs his naniji to feel like naniji. otherwise he can't really function well, nor actually, can she.

"main janta hoon hamare ghar ke jo halat..." hesitation??? did asr just sort of hesitate? how sweet. "...hain... i mean... aapke aur mere beech ki jo tension hai." i know the situation at home... i mean... the tension between you and me...

a contrite look, an even air, no bristling bits, the younger to the elder.

"i know what's happening in the house, but despite that..., " his lovely nani cuts in, and then witha regall air, "hum ee ghar ke bade hain... i am the elder of the family... which is why after much thinking i've decided that tomorrow we shall neither fight nor..."

"this is what you came to talk about...," sweetest nod from grandson and hint of smile that spoke oceans from grandma... emotions and their meaning in a relationship. you can sense each other. he too came because he knew naniji would listen.

he looks on, a streak of admiration in his gaze now... yes there is much to learn from this woman. I was thinking the same thing!!!! i think arnav is just like his nani


"humri payal ke chhamchham se hoti hai... ka hai na manorama ka time pe taiyyar hona muskil hi nahi namumkin hai." to not like this crazy coot mano darling is not merely difficult, it's impossible i say. utkarsha naik brought so much to this off the wall, pretty strange character. layers here too. if only the makers had stayedw with original tale, might have got a look at mamaji, mamiji lau ishtory, ah, maybe in the sequel? If only...mama ji and mami ji were hilarious together...too bad me vanished after holi


at last the creatives find the perfect way to show shyam. why not carry on like this. think we were all in the same state when he threw the anniversary gift saree around his wife's head and then imagined it was khushi he was looking at adoringly. felt like sickness, sexual predation, and a complete desecration of khushi's privacy all at one. and did they just make his hair fly a la asr khushi rabba vey? can't forgive. the scene made me sick



"arre shativan, jahan raizada house hai..."
is their no end to the poor girl's troubles? how she resisted this meeting again. something in her could neither stop thinking of him, nor want to run away from him. all these awful feelings he aroused in her. some she understood, but what about the ones she didn't. that's what i believe caused this level of panic.











she walks in.. he's on the phone... he pauses, eyes looking up... a breeze rises... reaches her, she senses something... piano notes traipse in...hey hey, he lets the phone leave his ears, constantly on it since yesterday as though his mind must be kept busy, even while talking to la it was stuck to his ear, but now... she steps and looks aware... rabba vey... His khushi radar went off!!!!

see you on 57.

Originally posted by: indi52

aww, arshi 🤗 many of those for this.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

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Episode 57 Maha

Hide and Seek/ Peek 'a-Boo

He is always on the phone, making demands, organizing, ordering and in contol until the door opens; a gust of wind blows, the keys of the piano playing softly Rabba Ve and she walks in the door. His phone slowly leaves his ear. She is praying to the Goddess for protection and she hopes the Laad Govenor is not at home. "No, she is not here. I don't want to think about it." He says and continues with a phone call. The girls continue on their entrance to the Raizada home and are heading to the kitchen. Kushi is hesitant, looking around and hoping not to see that Rakshas! She must make sure he won't find her she will have to hide out in the kitchen! She is heading that way. He is on the move, heading towards her. This next scene was amazing with the ambience of the preparation for the party, scarves on pillars and poles, music playing softly in the background Rabba Ve, and both of them on the move walking towards each other but DM has plans for them. They are not to meet just yet and by her grace they miss each other because workers walk in between them carrying the scarves. The thin fabric just barely separates them, close enough yet so far away. Hide and seek, peek a boo, just loved how the creators did this scene!

She hears him talking with a worker, " I don't like people who make mistakes'", she sees him and she runs away so he doesn't see her but he hears her payal. He looks. Hide and Seek, you know she's here but can you find her? She runs in to the kitchen and Payal tells her what to do. Uncle Rahim is there and says to place the gulaab on a large platter. Just then Naniji calls him to come to the temple. He turns to Kushi and says go to the store room and get the platters. DM has a funny way to have these star crossed lovers meet. Payal sees how uncomfortable Kushi is and says she will go, but no our heroine takes a deep breath and says she will go because LG is not here.

Anjali and Shyam are in gold looking quite nice. She tells him he looks handsome and asks who gave him the suit. He tells her of which he has many. She gets upset.

Kushi is looking for the store room as she is walking she is talking to her self, "calm down, Kushi, he isn't here. Don't worry."

Shyam realizing his mistake says to Anjali, that she is his favorite admirer. She answers himthat she is lucky to have him. He replies that he is the lucky one, Rani Shaiba.

Kushi is walking right pass their room. This is a great scene she standing in front of their door and both Anjali and Shyam holding hands in the background. The phone rings and Anjali picks it up and is told the desserts are there. Kushi is still looking and says to herself I think this is the way. She walks forward and behind her we see Anjali coming out of her room heading to the kitchen missing each other. Another hide and Seek, Peek-a-Boo moment.

Kushi is till talking with herself and is saying how can anyone find anything in this house it is so enormous. She stops, she hears ASR's voice. He is walking her way. She prays DM what to do? She runs into a room, walking in backwards to Shyam's room who is walking into the bathroom, playing hide and seek again. She doesn't see him. Brilliantly done creative team! Well played. ASR walks by, stops in front of the room sensing her perhaps'Rabba Ve. The phone rings, he gets distracted, probably Aman interrupting and walks off. She steps out of the doorway and so does Shyam from the bathroom with a towel drying his face. He looks up but she is gone but does he sense that someone was there? We just had another came of Hide and Seek/ Peek-a-Boo.

She hears him don't you see where you are going? She stops turns he is scolding a servant who got his shirt dirty. "Devi Maiya why are you testing me?" Here he comes she has to go hide! She runs into his room. "Goddess where am I?" You are home my dear Kushi, you are home. "I would not come back to Delhi to run into him!" She looks out the door and he's coming. Where to hide? Where to hide? She runs behind his chaise, no not there. She jumps into his closet. Yes this is a good place to hide he won't find her there! Haha, DM has other plans in store. He walks in takes off his vest. Phone rings again. He goes to his closet to get another shirt, opens the door distracted by the phone, not looking into the closet he just reaches in to grab a shirt. Fumbling around with his shirts she assists him with one. He closes the door, walking away he realizes something. "I'll call you back", he turns staring at the closet, he rolls his eyes probably saying to himself 'I must be crazy' and walks away. She hits her head and squeals and does it again. He hears, turns around in disbelief and walks over to the closet and opens the door. "What the?" He is staring intently into the covered eyes of one Kushi Kumari Gupta!

Peek-a-Boo! This game of Hide and Seek just became interesting!

Anjali and Nani are in the kitchen where the aroma of Lucknow sweets has filled the air! Anjali is surprise to see Payal who explains that the sisters have opened a sweet shop and won their contract. Anjali seems happy about the great news! Payal congratulates her on her anniversary. Anjali introduces Payal as Kushi's sister the girl from Lucknow and Nani tells Payal that she is always happy when she talks with Kushi and now that she met Payal she is very nice and she feels good. Nani seems very pleased with the sweets. Anjali asks Payal where is Kushi? Playing hide and seek and peek-a-boo with your brother, that's where!

He is staring at her. She uncovers her eyes and looks into those intensely deep, chocolate brown eyes. She has to get out of here and fast! Those eyes, those mesmerizing eyes. She jumps down from the closet and tries to walk away he grabs her arm'.Rabba Ve. She breaks his hold on her and runs for her life. Her dupatta flying reaching out for him, he tries to grasp it it's just out of his reach. He calls, "Kushi'Kushi!"

Nani is so enamored by all the sweets. It is nice to see her smiling instead of scowling like she has the past few days. Kushi has the platters and comes back to the kitchen with that all so familiar worried look on her face. Payal sees her and goes to her and asks why she is so late. Anjali says to Kushi that she is very happy that she personally prepared these sweets for her anniversary. She tells her that when they meet she feels good. Nani chimes in again that nice people prepare sweets that are very delicious! Payal nudges Kushi who is in another world and says Nani and Anjali are talking to her. She snaps out of her private thought world and says Namaste to both of them and Happy Anniversary to Anjali. Mami then comes in and does her Mami thing. She sees the girls and wants to know why they are here. Anjali tells her they have the sweet contract for the party. Nani and Anjali leave. "Hmpfff," Mami says. In comes Akash and he sees Kushi and then is mesmerized by his lady Payal. Kushi tells him they brought the sweets for the party. Mami doesn't like what she sees and rushes her son away. No peek-a-boo games for you!

ASR is pacing in his room remembering HER words that she is leaving to Lucknow forever! He saw the locked door! What the! Why is she HERE? Lavanya walks in, "How do I look?" He doesn't answer and she tells him so. How can he think of anything else now that Kushi is back? Lavanya walks over to him and is straightening his shirt when Anjali walks in on this very intimate moment. She is taken aback I believe. ASR sees her, throws the shirt and walks away from Lavanya, asking Di why Kushi is there in the house. He doesn't know but he knows she does. Anjali answers him, "Yes, YOU ordered sweets for the party and Kushi and her sister got the contract. YOU ought to know, YOU are the one who made the arrangements." He answers that he gave the order but if he knew that they were commissioned he would have canceled it. She tells him to leave his anger or he will be punched in the nose. The sweets are great! Akash comes in and tells everyone to come down the guests are arriving. Lavanya says to ASR that she is so excited and she hopes they all like her surprise! He just walks away; he probably wants to just hide than face his reality.

Anajli goes to her room to freshen up and tells Shyam to go down everyone is here. She proceeds to tell him about Kushi and the sweet contract and when she turns he is gone. He didn't even hear her. He is going to be playing hide and seek soon.

Everyone enters the party greeting their guests followed by Arnav with Lavanya on his arm. This really bothered me, I really felt uncomfortable with her hanging there it just wasn't right! Kushi is trying topeek out from her hiding place to see what's happening. ASR welcomes everyone and introduces the happy couple. Anjali and Shyam come down the stairs. Lavanya is happy for them. They take blessings and gifts from everyone. Kushi says to Payal look how happy Anjali is. She is looking for her husband. Payal says forget it just come and help me. She wants one more minute to see. Mami sees her peeking and doesn't like it. Mami comes in and scolds her and says they should be working not just standing around and Kushi tells her sweets are served later. Mami says so you are not going to work before you serve the desserts? Go'Payal nudges her and says Okay. Kushi is quite angry with Mami right now but Payal soothes her.

Chit chat during the party, Mami talking about jewelry and Shyam is praising his bride. Lavanya's friends come to the party dressed in modern short skirts which Nani notices and is not pleased. The event manager comes to the girls making sure everything is going well and after they say yes he goes to ASR. As the manager is talking to ASR, ASR is just playing peek a stare with Kushi. She becomes very uncomfortable and leaves the room. Payal follows and Anjali wants them to play hide and seek with Shyam, no she wants them to meet her husband. On the way to meet him Nani calls Anjali and she leaves them. Mami sees them and tells them to serve the juice. Payal spills the juice and Kushi says she will go and find the wipes. Akash finds Payal and hands her her hanky which Mami is observing. Payal thanks him for the dupatta. I did not know it was from you. He says yes. Mami is in utter shock. She says to herself she came with sweet contract and now she is trying to make contacts. "Veil? I don't understand about the veil. I have to get rid of these Lucknow sisters." What game will she play now?

Kushi is at poolside looking for a towel. ASR questions her, "You said you were going to Lucknow." Kushi tries to walk around him and leave but he grabs her arm and pulls her close. She tries to free herself from his grasp. She asks him, why this insolence? He answers he can be ruder and she knows it. "I asked you a question. You said you were going to Lucknow and you weren't coming back. Then why are you here?" "Leave me, otherwise'" "Otherwise what?" Perhaps you are at home here. "This is my home" "I know this is your home. We spent all the money and manager did not tell us in time. I would have rather committed suicide then come to your home (and play hide and seek or peek-a-boo)." He answers that she has worked there before and anyway people like her will do anything for money. Lavanya calls for ASR while Kushi is in an uncomfortable position and tries to break free from him. She breaks his grasp and steps back. Lavanya asks her why she is here. She looks at ASR and leaves with her payal falling off her ankle. He sees. Lavanya asks if she belongs here. He says forget it. I say, yes she does. La says yes forget her! Surprise is on now. He looks back at Kushi's payal on the ground. At least he has another reminder of her. The dancers come on and everyone is uncomfortable except La and Mami. The dance ends with Lavanya in the finale.

Kushi is going to light the candles on the anniversary cake, she bends down to get the matches as Shyam turns to look. Hide and seek has begun. When he turns again he sees her. He remembers her saying she got a contract for a large sweet order. Uh oh it was his!

Someone is in trouble! It's your turn to play hide and seek. Go hide Shyam, we will close our eyes and count to 100. Ready GO'1'.2'.3'.4'..5'.

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE56

Why is there too much screen space for Mithai [sweets ]in these epis is a question lingering in my mind to solve the riddle of this mystery.Here are my findings[my POV].No offense.

"Mithai" Sweets, Food that gives us such pleasure and satisfaction, food that has the capacity to give us happiness, is frequently a symbol of our feeling the world. In other words, something that goes with our emotions, our love relationships, and the way we deal with all of this .According to Chinese ,these represent safety, good fortune and sweetening for the new year along with togetherness ,reunion, and growth all around. During Rosh Hashanna ,traditionally sweets meant for "What you ate would influence your year".Sweets in circular plates"Thal" covered with red covering means joy,happiness, and sincerity. Hence, if we have indulged in too many sweets, and consequently feel stuffed, or ill, it may symbolize how we feel about a relationship we are in, and the emotions involved in it.

That's exactly Sweets are representing all of these emotions among all in these epis. Jalaibis ,a sweet which gives Khushi a way out of stress and solution of her problems.She is solving everyone problems with these sweets and unintentionally stepping towards her sweet ,loving, and safe heaven Arnavji who is also heading towards facing a relationship which he wants to keep at the edge of bitterness because of his egoistic jalaibis but will wrap in the aromatic indulgence of Khushi's sweet innocence.As too much sweets cause aches and pains the same is about emotions in any relationship.That's why nok jhonk,roothan manana makes this bitter life more sweet just like Khushi and Arnav.But an alarming sign for Anjali as her side is being stuffed by too much sweets that their relationship which she thinks is sweet but in reality is a heading towards distasteful merge of deceit and cozening slyness.These sweets represent "pyar" [ love] of elders with responsibilities towards the family and especially towards the grandkids.These sweets ponder their "Chashini"[syrup] over siblings' love and care at all levels either Arnav-Anjali, Payal-Khushi ,or Arnav,Akash,NK-and all.Their togetherness is inevitable and each and every member of this Mandir either GH or RM will be safe and together and will grow into relationship besides all odds.

Surely they will be safe from being diabetic from extra dose of sugar known as Shyam by the grace of DM.😆

GH , fulfillment of the First order is sweet and tangy as Buaji made Khushi confuse in her counting boxes.These are the sweets which have decided to reside in RM seems like having their own mind now.Shyam's crummy and muddy games are spreading the filthy aroma in Khushi's mind to go back to Lucknow. He can't afford muddy and sweety stains on his clothes as "Daldal" [mud] in between Rani Sahiba and Khushi is getting bigger and wider each day.Dude if you keep pouring sweetness of your swindler games how will it get dry? Buaji was soaked in the sweetness of honey tongued Shyam and monopolized to see his assimilate ways of Jalaibis towards Khushi.She discursively gave him hints to pursue Khushi's parents for the marriage. Buaji, just admiring the look of this unaccustomed and peculiar sweet and has no clue of the true flavors of this abhorrent and bitter pill beneath this sweetness known as Shyam '😡

Symbolism:. 35 boxes of sweets. #35 is used 5 times in the bible.It represents anniversary of marrige.It also represents possible losses especially in the case of business and marriage partners.

Pause Here:Khushi will lose money over this contract .Thnx to Mamiji.Anjali has marriage anniversary and will lose her partner or I should say had lost him a long time ago.

Khushi's resentment and acrimony after knowing about the order for Raizadas was amazingly prodigious .Sanaya was too good in delivering it..👏👏👏 Payal made her realize the "waqat ki Nazakat" [ fragility of time] to pursue the order and consider it as a business contract as Babuji and Buaji needs them.Payal knows her sister way too well...👏

Arnav Tries to tenderize the and amend the relations in between him and Nani as he is the cause of it.I love his side of this .He knows he is wrong but his stubbornness does not want him to accept it.He wants all the distasteful and undesirable reasons in between him and Nani to be on hault for this grand party.The party which he is arranging personally with extra zing and aroma in it .Love the elder like Nani she is not only understood her inexorable and opinionated grandchild as he walked in Mandir to talk to her which is not his trait but also agreed to espouse willingly as this is all for Anjali's happiness on her sweet day.Nani also played a dodgy role to convince this obdurate child of hers to make him see the true picture behind the mirror.So a "Peace contract" has been signed and ammunition from both sides has been placed under the Sweet day. It seems to me it was hard for him facing his own reflection.

Pause here:Arnav's realization of his fault is so evident and written on his face as he came to Mandir and his eyes were so apologetic which Nani admired with proud and smile.Loved this scene and both of them. Super aromatically delicious !

In RM, Shyam 's slimy and sticky jalaibian moves are spreading and stretching the muddy feet around Anjali by spreading pure red roses to filth her mind with his non tolerable aroma and he gifted her "Suhag ki nishani" a Saree by loathing with Khushi's thoughts.How low you could get in your tangling and sticky web of honey,Shyam..Seriously'.😡😡😡

Pause here: He is spreading rose petals today and later glass pieces for her feet.😭

La's boo boo act to serve Kheer to impress everyone for ASR dissipated in the air when she dropped it by nuzzling touch of Lakshami . Poor Lakshami or poor La, couldn't figured out who is more scared from each other.Nani got infuriated again but Shyam shafted the bitter situation with his honey and twisted tongue nicely. Nani was too scrappy for La's behavior since Mandir incident and last night of her sweet wandering in sweet hallway to sweet dreamier Arnav's room.She is warning you "rehan sehan theek rakhnna"[behave properly in the party] La's surprise and behave accordingly sounds fishy...

Pause here:Arnav's attitude shows how he felt about after Nani's Love and affection towards him in Mandir.He couldn't resist making La realize to shake off attitude and say sorry.

SYMBOLISM: Kheer made of Milk.Due to it being a product of a mother, it represents your feelings about your mother. It might also suggest the giving of sustenance, self sacrifice nurturing the young or needy parts of yourself or others.

It fits perfect on Nani as she is doing exactly for Arnav and Anjali and she will develop for La too later.

#3- as there were three kheer plates---meaning success.Everyone will be successful in their moves so far.Just like three pearls in Arnav's hand.He will be successful

Spilling Kheer:Loss of belief in closed one as Arnav will lose belief on Shyam

Pondering point:Arnav does not trust anyone for the arrangements of the party is setting a new meter of judgement for La.

Arnav's trust system over Anjali'a issues shows he does not tust any one but himself until Khushi will take that place.During remarriage in Rocka he asks Khushi to stay with Anjali while he went to bring medicine .Same during revelation of Shyam both times.

The big moment, Finally Sweets have reached their destination with the astounded essence and aroma of Khushi towards Arnav and family and every corner of RM.The spicy and sweet fragrance of Arnav has touched sweet soft Khushi and her family and each and every corner of GH.[as Payal is representing family here and a GH Buaji was helping in this order] .The gusty winds are slapping them to awake their sweet and tangy emotions towards each other as these sweets are entering the door of heaven and the safe dwelling arms of Arnav as he sensed her intuitively.These round thals of sweets are bringing its footsteps to spread joy and happiness by removing pain and despair with sincerity around him.Khushi can't hide out from the sensual smell of this sweet torture as she sensed Arnav's haunting aroma by the same gusty winds tingling her features as she is feeling his hand and fingers roaming around her awakening her desires for him. But still "Hey DM woh Laad Governor ghar na ho" [DM I wish LaadGovernor were not here] They both can sense , feel ,and read each other's thoughts at this point without being together in one frame.

"Saath nahin tou iss ka yeh matlab nahin keh paas nahin"[I can see,feel you without being together] in the last epi but started right here today as he accepted his guts to feel her but "mein uske bare mein nahin sochna chahata" [I don't want to think about her]

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Episodes 54.55,56: Express version 😉

Tensions mount between Nani and Arnav when Nani uses Laxmi to barge into his room where Lavanya has snuck into. At first Arnav looks a bit embarrassed because he knows how this looks to Nani, but she has no idea out of respect for her and the value she upholds, he made a very wise decision by doing this..😃

👏 claps for Arnvav!!!! 👍🏼

Then he gets even more upset when Nani advises La to sleep early so she can get up for arti in the morning, he was about to object to religious stuff being imposed on La , but observes she doesn't mind and right away agrees to do it. He didn't utter a word but his displeasure and anger on his face spoke for him (Sobti BRILLIANT!)

love this scene as he stares Nani down, takes a few sexy steps with out blinking and closes the door only to put his head back against it in agony like it was all too much for him.

He is losing control, a big part has to do with the girl that won't stop coming in his dil or dimaag (hear or mind)...sometimes in the form of curtains, sometimes as DM chunni and sometimes at the table when someone mention Lucknow food... and this strained relationship with his Nani is also affecting him.

Meanwhile at the GH, Khushi comes up with the idea to advertise catering, to which Buaji immediatly begs her, no more ideas, please . Khushi convinced her by using her dad's business strategies, "haan nahi kare hai, to konu aur ujha lai dieyo sasura laike(if i don't say yes, you come up with other problems)" "THANK YOU BUAJI!!!!!" and there is that hug :)

Arnav immerses himself in planning a anniversary party for Anjam (thanks Anita!), may be that will take his mind off of all things Khushi right? NOPE! He is on the phone with the same manager that Khushi just scored a contract with for his party "the party should be perfect, all guest should walk away complimenting it. understand?" La walks in just as he is hanging up wanting to complain about what happened in the mandir (where even after Nani specifically told her to get up early and come bathed, she didn't so Nani got really mad), but Arnav has no time or the mood for her drama since he has to plan in just one day (wow i would so hire him as my party planner if he wasn't so rich ).

She asks him what dress she should wear but he goes back on the phone..guess he didn't hear her, "hamaari bridal collection ki red saari pehnu? the one chamkili wore?" those sensitized ears pick up her name... attention no longer on the phone, pictures of Khushi in the red saari as he stands there thirsty to drink in her beauty..

he stops himself as his dimaag fights back "enough Lavanya!" he turns around "mujhe aaj ke baad uska naam nahi sun na hai (I don't want to hear her name after today)!"

just last night he woke up in the middle of the night to the most tender thoughts of her, her dupatta sweetly touching his face. Indeed he loved being "wrapped up"(Thanks Indi!) in her dupatta, and in her. Total submission to her essence, he was not ready to be interrupted by his girlfriend, he was still very much in a daze when La was trying to kiss him. But since he last saw Khushi, a certain resentment had been building up toward her then he saw the lock confirming his fears that she left. Every thought of her that wandered in, made him more vulnerable, a tag that doesn't suit Arnav Singh Raizada.

He needed to gain that control back.Later, while opening his khazana of personal belongings, Arnav noticse the motis (pearls) belonging to khushi's blouse that he had torn so vigorously that night at Sheesh mahel. Is there a more intimate place to put them than where his personal belongings stay in secured box? he has already made her a part of him 😊

There it is, the vulnerability on his face at the sight of them and his desire to feel them in his hands. The touch of them transport him to that moment the first night they met

seconds into the thought, he erupts, he throws the beads in such anger his whole body swings around. How out of control he must feel to erupt like that at her thoughts? how much did she hurt him by not listening to him and then leaving? That's it! no more! ...when he faces us again, the best back-score ever is back and so is ASR...well he's trying anyway. Hard-hitting dialogues spoken by the most hard-hit man to himself.

"itna kamzor nahin hai Arnav Singh Raizada ki ek ladki ke khayaal ko apne dil se na nikaal sake! ek saaye ki tarah chha gayee hai mere dimaag mein (ASR is not so weak that he can't fortge about a girl, she's on my mind like a shadow)"

By throwing those pearls out, he believe he is ridding of her thoughts and well.. her, but so much pain on his face because a part of him is also in those pearls, both have already become shadows of each other, the one doesn't exist with out the other... Arnav will understand this one day "agar tum koshish bhi karogi Khushi, tab bhi hum alag nahi ho sakte, Arnav aur Khushi hamesha saath rahenge"

" bar bar usi ka khayal, uss hi ka chehra, jaise mujhe challenge kar rahi ho...nahi mein haar maan ne waalon me se nahi hoon. (her thoughts keep coming, like she's challenging me, no, i don't lose) "

She had been a challenge for him since their first meeting errr confrontation, then he signed a contract with her which he fully intended to win... but the unexpected happened, he fell in love...and for some time she was no longer a challenge, whatever she was, he was engulfed in it...he inhaled it... but now her constant walking away as he tries to speak to her and the constant taunting of her thoughts...she is a challenge again, or is it that calling her a challenge is the only way ASR can even begin to flush her out since he always has to win?

"Emotions, Ehsaas, inn sab ki meri zindagi mein koi jagah nahi hai...aur na mein kabhi ban ne dooga. Tum mere uss kal ka hissa ho jo beet chuka hai aur ab, Khushi Kumaari Gupta ek naam se zyaada aur kuchh nahi hai, "

"Mein tumhe apne ghar mein jaga nahi bana ne doonga" he tells her the first day Anjali brings her to work at the RM, so adamant that he has no room for emotions, ehsaas (feelings), pyar (love), Khushi and jaga ban ne nahi doonga (emotions, feelings, love, Khushi and he will not make room for).

Determined he is, but this determination looks awfully familiar, "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kisi ladki se koi farq nahi padta (no girl will make a difference for ASR)"...he said to himself that day he saw her in the red and they when he saved her from an oncoming car. fact is when it comes to Khushi the harder he pushes away the closer he gets to her and the same goes for Khushi, and both are is pushing mighty hard.😉

His face say," i will forget her, i will win" but his eyes have moistened throwing her pearls away, reminds me of a line from the first IPK promo,

"Kaash mein tumse pyaar kar paata"

Wonderful scene as Arnav and Nani reach a mutual understanding the wave their peace flags for the day of the party. There was so much respect in Arnav's eyes for this nani...just lovely

La wants to help more with the party, but he bluntly tells her he doesn't trust anyone except himself, realizing what he just said, he looks back at La apologetic for what he just said, "its ok ASR, but i have surpise planned for them also" [His sentence about trust says a lot, about where La stands in his life and how protective he is of his Di, only trust himself, on the note about La planning the surprise, i wonder why he doesn't ask her what she's is planning, he knows his gf is not the brightest bulb in the lot...and he just said he doesn't trust anyone when it comes to this party...just a thought.]

Khushi and Payal pass the taste test by the restaurant owner that hired them to cater for the big part. He tells them to hurry, the party will start on time.

"is there any info that will make it easier to find?" a very happy Khushi asks

"Shanti one, jaha raizada house hai"

Khushi's smile disapears and looks up in shock, Payal knows this will be a problem, "hum wahan nahi jaa sakte(I told you, i can't go there)" even after he warned to ruin her business, she was ready to walk out. Thankfully Payal convinces her reminding her of how much they need the money and how Buaji leased the bangles [im still very mad that they never got their money for this order] Khushi longs for Arnav just as much as he does, but ths is exactly why she is terrified, he is a rakshash and needs to stay that way. Also if she goes there, he'll know that she didn't go to Lucknow and maybe even accuse her of being a liar. As always she asks from protection for DM when it comes to him...protection of her heart, of her feelings.

Heart-grabbing ending as we are set up for the maha-epi 2, Khushi and Payal arrive at the RM, nervous and anxious Khushi rings the bell, meanwhile Arnav on his phone yelling at some one. Khushi steps into his world again, a soft breeze...a soft rabba ve... he feels this "ehsaas" that he wants out of his life so much, but when its in his midst, all is forgotten even the phone call...she prays that he isn't home, even though she felt him..wishful thinking i guess.

"Nahi woh yahaan nahi ha, mein uske baare mein nahi soch na chahta..."

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!

❤️ helpless Arnav when it come to her ❤️ vulnerability is so beautiful at times

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

Episode 57

Title Credit : Cynthia

i loved Arshi in this episode...their eagerness...nd Arnav whn he saw Khushi...its lik he can finally breathe now

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

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Episodes 54.55,56: Express version 😉

Tensions mount between Nani and Arnav when Nani uses Laxmi to barge into his room where Lavanya has snuck into. At first Arnav looks a bit embarrassed because he knows how this looks to Nani, but she has no idea out of respect for her and the value she upholds, he made a very wise decision by doing this..😃I was so impressed by this man when he did that. Wow!

👏 claps for Arnvav!!!! 👍🏼

Then he gets even more upset when Nani advises La to sleep early so she can get up for arti in the morning, he was about to object to religious stuff being imposed on La , but observes she doesn't mind and right away agrees to do it. He didn't utter a word but his displeasure and anger on his face spoke for him (Sobti BRILLIANT!) Nice take on that I didn't view it that way but I should have.

love this scene as he stares Nani down, takes a few sexy steps with out blinking and closes the door only to put his head back against it in agony like it was all too much for him. He was brilliant as always. Saw and felt his pain.

He is losing control, a big part has to do with the girl that won't stop coming in his dil or dimaag (heart or mind)...sometime in the form of curtains, sometime as DM chunni and sometimes at the table when someone mention Lucknow food... and this strained relationship with his Nani is also affecting him. and the stress of having La in the home too!

Meanwhile at the GH, Khushi comes up with the idea to advertise catering, to which Buaji immediatly begs her, no more ideas, please . Khushi convinced her by using her dad's business strategies, "haan nahi kare hai, to konu aur ujha lai dieyo sasura laike(if i don't say yes, you come up with other problems)" "THANK YOU BUAJI!!!!!" and there is that hug :)

Arnav immerses himself in planning a anniversary party for Anjam (thanks Anita!), may be that will take his mind off of all things Khushi right? He is on the phone with the same manager that Khushi just scored a contract with for his party "the party should be perfect, all guest should walk away complimenting it. understand?" La walks in just as he is hanging up wanting to complain about what happened in the mandir (where even after Nani specifically told her to get up early and come bathed, she didn't so Nani got really mad), but Arnav has no time or the mood for her drama since he has to plan in just one day (wow i would so hire him as my party planner if he wasn't so rich ).I agree he is one organized human!

She asks him what dress she should wear but he goes back on the phone..guess he didn't hear her, "hamaari bridal collection ki red saari pehnu? the one chamkili wore?" those sensitized ears pick up her name... attention no longer on the phone, pictures of Khushi in the red saari as he stands there thirsty to drink in her beauty..

he stops himself as his dimaag fights back "enough Lavanya!" he turns around "mujhe aaj ke baad uska naam nahi sun na hai (I don't want to hear her name after today)!"

just last night he woke up in the middle of the night to the most tender thoughts of her and her dupatta sweetly touching his face. Indeed he loved being "wrapped up"(Thanks Indi!) in her dupatta, and in her. Total submission to her essence, he was not ready to interrupted by his girlfriend, he was still very much in a daze when La was trying to kiss him. But since he last saw Khushi, a certain resentment had been building up toward her for not listening to him and then he saw the lock confirming his fears that she left. Every thought of her that wandered in, made him more vulnerable, a tag that doesn't suit Arnav Singh Raizada. He needed to gain that control back. It is difficult sometimes watching him lose his control but what makes it easier to swallow is that he is falling in love with Kushi.

Later, while opening his khazana of personal belongings, Arnav noticse the motis (pearls) belonging to khushi's blouse that he had torn so vigorously that night at Sheesh mahel. Is there a more intimate place to put them than where his personal belongings stay in secured box? he has already made her a part of him 😊 Oh, Ami...sigh...

There it is, the vulnerability on his face at the sight of them and his desire to feel them in his hands. The touch of them transport him to that moment the first night they met

seconds into the thought, he erupts, he throws the beads in such anger his whole body swings around. How out of control he must feel to erupt like that at her thoughts? how much did she hurt him by not listening to him and then leaving? Thats it, no more ...when he faces us again, the best back-score ever is back and so is ASR...well he's trying anyway

"itna kamzor nahin hai Arnav Singh Raizada ki ek ladki ke khayaal ko apne dil se na nikaal sake! ek saaye ki tarah chha gayee hai mere dimaag mein"

By throwing those pearls out, he believe he is ridding of her thoughts and her, but so much pain on his face because a part of him is also in those pearls, both have already become shadows of each other, the one doesn't exist with out the other...
He can't actually do that she will never leave!!! even if he thinks so, well said. they won't exist without the other
Arnav will understand this one day "agar tum koshish bhi karogi Khushi, tab bhi hum alag nahi ho sakte, Arnav aur Khushi hamesha saath rahenge"

" bar bar usi ka khayal, uss hi ka chehra, jaise mujhe challenge kar rahi ho...nahi mein haar maan ne waalon me se nahi hoon. "

She had been a challenge for him since their first meeting errr confrontation, then he signed a contract with her which he fully intended to win... but the unexpected happened, he fell in love...and for some time she was no longer a challenge, whatever she was, he loved it...he inhaled it... but now her constant walking away as he tries to speak to her and the constant taunting of her thoughts...she is a challenge again, but IMO calling her a challenge is the only way ASR can even begin to flush her out.

Does he really love her now, I would like to think so, but he just doesn't know how to handle these emotions. It is easier to hate her, keep her at a distance, be angry rather then to be vulnerable and let her in to his pain, his world.

"Emotions, Ehsaas, inn sab ki meri zindagi mein koi jagah nahi hai...aur na mein kabhi ban ne dooga. Tum mere uss kal ka hissa ho jo beet chuka hai aur ab, Khushi Kumaari Gupta ek naam se zyaada aur kuchh nahi hai, "

"Mein tumhe apne ghar mein jaga nahi bana ne doonga" he tells her the first day Anjali brings her to work at the RM, so adamant he has no room for emotions, ehsaas, pyar, Khushi and jaga ban ne nahi doonga (emotions, feelings, love, Khushi and he will not make room).

Determined he is, but this determination look awfully familiar, "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kisi ladki se koi farq nahi padta (no girl will make a difference for ASR)"...fact is when it comes to Khushi the harder he pushes away the closer he gets to her and the same goes for Khushi, and both are is pushing mighty hard.😉

Wonderful scene as Arnav and Nani reach a mutual understanding the wave their peace flags for the day of the party. There was so much respect in Arnav's eyes for this nani...just lovely

La wants to help more with the party, but he bluntly tells her he doesn't trust anyone except himself, realizing what he just said, he looks back at La apologetic for what he just said, "its ok ASR, but i have surpise planned for them also" [His sentence about trust says a lot, about where La stands in his life and how protective he is of his Di, only trust himself, on the note about La planning the surprise, i wonder why he doesn't ask her what she's is planning, he knows his gf is not the brightest bulb in the lot...and he just said he doesn't trust anyone when it comes to this party...just a thought.] couldn't have said it better

Khushi and Payal pass the taste test by the restaurant owner that hired them to cater for the big part. He tells them to hurry, the party will start on time.

"is there any info that will make it easier to find?" a very happy Khushi asks

"Shanti one, jaha raizada house hai"

Khushi's smile disapears and looks up in shock, Payal knows this will be a problem, "hum wahan nahi jaa sakte(I told you, i can't go there)" even after he warned to ruin her business, she was ready to walk out. Thankfully Payal convinces her reminding her of how much they need the money and how Buaji leased the bangles [im still very mad that they never got their money for this order] Khushi longs for Arnav just as much as he does, but ths is exactly why she is terrified, he is a rakshash and needs to stay that way. Also if she goes there, he'll know that she didn't go to Lucknow and maybe even accuse her of being a liar. As always she asks from protection for DM when it comes to him...protection of her heart, of her feelings. She certainly needs it from him

Heart-grabbing ending as we are set up for the maha-epi 2, Khushi and Payal arrive at the RM, nervous and anxious Khushi rings the bell, meanwhile Arnav on his phone yelling at some one. Khushi steps into his world again, a soft breeze...a soft rabba ve... he feels this "ehsaas" that he wants out of his life so much, but when its in his midst, all is forgotten even the phone call...she prays that he isn't home, even though she felt him..wishful thinking i guess.

"Nahi woh yahaan nahi ha, mein uske baare mein nahi soch na chahta..."

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!! Love, love, love!!!!!

❤️ helpless Arnav when it come to her ❤️ vulnerability is so beautiful at times