A letter for YOU :)

I dont know whats wrong? what do I do? where do I go?? everything reminds meh of u :( from my room to. my cell phone to my ipod to my laptop to my pc to my cupboard EVERY FREAKING thing reminds meh of u :( am I allowed to say please dont go? its hurts :( I keep on thinking about u do I even exist for u? no I dont and I'm completely okay with it :) yes I'm in love with an imaginary character Yes because you r my imagination and I know I'll never meet u does that stops me from loving u? NO :) you know what every sunday I used to ask everyone around meh "tell meh something what is the day today?" and they used to be like ya ya its Sunday and we know its monday tomorrow and I used to be like yeaaa they will show him tomorrow :D :D but what will I do now? I quit !! i accept it ! YES u r leaving!! and It hurts !1 but somewhere in my heart I still believe that I'm dreaming and u will say it was all joke and I'm not going anywhere and I wanna keep dreaming till u return Sobti :)