This is the first time I am writing something so looking forward to your comments and criticism.Hope you'll like it enjoy reading.
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part 1
" That I love you damn it" were the only words that were echoing in her mind while she stood by her window lost in thoughts of her arnavji ...
Just then her phone rang and she flashed her 1000 watt smile when she saw the name...
"Khushi tum white dress aur Khule Baal mei bohot achi lagti ho"
"Ek minute aapko kaise pata ki hum..." and she felt his arm on her waist
" mai tumhare bare me har khabar rakhta hoon" Khushi blushed and turned to face him "aap yahan kya kar rahe hain?"
" I need to talk to you Khushi and it's very important" He made her sit on the bed and took her hands in his..."Im sorry Khushi,mujhe shayad yaad bhi nahi hai ki maine tumhe kitni baar hurt kiya...for every single time Im sorry"
Khushi cupped his face in her hands " aapko yeh sab kehne ki koi zarurat nai hai. Hum jaante hain ki app humse bohot pyar karte hain...damn it!
They flung their arms around each other and hugged each other.
Arnav broke the hug "don't you think your forgetting something khushi?
Khushi: no! What will i forget?
Arnav: aren't you supposed to tell me that you love me too?
K: I already told you that
A: yeah you did but just once whereas i told twice
k: twice?
A: yeah on the phone don't you remember? I was dying to listen to your answer but you just kept quiet. I understood your silence meant a yes, but now i wanto hear it from you again. Please khushi?
K: what that means you said that for real?
A: what the! What do u mean? Of course i meant every word i said. What did you think?
K: i thot you just said it so that i should understand that you were in danger.
A: are you out of your mind khushi? Khushi just stared at him with a blank expression on her face.
A: just keep quiet and listen to me with out a word ok? she nodded
A: from the day you landed in my arms in sheesh mahal there was something in you that attracted me khushi...there was a strange magnetism in the air when you were near me. You evoked some strange feelings in me whenever you came near me. I had suffered alot in life and had built strong walls around me khushi because i feared letting anyone come close to me. I promised myself that i would never fall in love...he paused and looked into her eyes which were by now glazed with tears...But you khushi made me feel strange, I wanted to punish you for it, I wanted to hurt you so that you would hate me and would never come near me.
But you my brave lioness would never give up, you always made me feel like a restless lion. You made me react in ways i never knew i could. Do you remember in nainital when that man pushed you I couldn't tolerate it khushi I felt like killing him for touching you.
K: i witnessed that.If i had not stopped you...you would have really killed him!
A: just shut up and listen!she pouted and agreed.
A: khushi I hated it that i had no control over myself when it came to you. The same thing happened on Diwali night, I couldn't resist you and I realised that you evoked feelings in me which i never knew existed. I told you i write my own destiny so in defiance i announced my wedding with lavanya. One more thing khushi I never loved lavanya. NEVER.EVER !
Tears were brimming down khushi's face now. He wiped her tears and hugged her close and continued
A: it killed me from inside when i learnt that you were engaged. I could not tolerate the thought that you would be some one else's and i ended up hurting you again because khushi I was hurting and burning from inside. I felt suffocated. Somewhere i knew that you were not happy and then i swore that if that guy hurts you i won't leave him.
A: phir hum dono ne mil kar payal ko manaya akash se shaadi karne ke liye. Khushi your silly childish ideas and behaviour really amused me and when you smiled i felt peaceful and content.I liked being around you khushi...I always used to think of you and even lavanya understood and so she left.At this he felt khushi go a little stiff but he held her tighter.
A: its ok...and then that stupid NK arrived honestly khushi i felt like knocking him on his head when he came near you with all his nonsensical talks.
Khushi giggled and snuggled closer, so he was jealous!
A: I feel weird to admit it but i was actually jealous and when you laughed and joked with him i really felt like kicking him. How could you fall for a dumb fool like Nk when i was still there.
Finally when i realised i loved you i wanted to confess my feelings but when i went on the terrace the sight that greeted me killed me. I felt betrayed. I wanted to destroy everything, this whole world.
Khushi tightened her grip on him. And he felt pangs of guilt hit him. He was so wrong!
a:I went to tell di the truth and learnt that she was pregnant. I spoke to shyam and he told me that you were his partner in crime. I couldn't believe it khushi i was blinded by rage. Then i thought alot and came to the conclusion that the only way to protect di was to marry you.
K: so Arnavji you were not entirely wrong but if only you would have told me!
A: shhh! Let me finish...khushi you know very well that ASR is selfish and makes it a point to get what he wants. Khushi was confused. Khushi you idiot i wanted YOU. Her eyes widened and she just kept staring at him.
A: i wanted you khushi...i always wanted you to be by my side and since i thought you were involved with that creep obviously you wouldn't accept my proposal and ASR does not like rejection and so i forced you to marry me! This way i could keep an eye on shyam and as an added bonus have you with me. I loved you but i felt betrayed i never thought from my heart always from my mind and thats why i hated you but whatever i did i could never ever get myself to hate you. At the airport when you were pleading with me not to go i walked off but trust me khushi i believed you, I was coming back to you to tell you that i trust you but when i turned i was taken away by those goons. Khushi was practically digging her nails on his back now but he still din't say anything about that and continued...khushi I told you that i love you because I wanted to tell you the truth and because i wanted it to be my last words that i ever said when i left this world. She immediately put her hands on his lips and said no never!
A: you know khushi whenever you would come near me my heart beats faster and louder and so loud that i can actually hear it. At this khushi looked up and said " kya??? Iska matlab aapko bhi acidity hua tha?
"A: what the! Acidity? unbelievable! I am saying i love you KKGSR and your talking about some stupid acidity!
K: laad governor! bolna kya seekh gaye, hame hi chup kara dete hain!
A: bolo khushi...I'm all ears!
K: arnavji I think we need to go and thank that creepwa from the bottom of our hearts!
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