please don't bash me, this is the truth we cannot choose whom we love if we choose it would be more easy. It is from my own experience. Well not like Shayam but in other way around.
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Easy to fall hard to love
After few years ArShi MU clears
After on their Anniversary night she wakes up find herself in to her Husband arm holding her tight even after years. She smiles & kiss on his forehead. She took her dairy from the dressing table drawer looks for place sits & writes. She sits on recliner facing poolside resting her elbow on knee chin on palm.
She lost deep in thought. The event of yesterday played in her mind. For their anniversary they go to an orphanage in Lacknow. There they see someone they did not even dream to see him like this. It was Shayam Jha who is running that small orphan house. Both Arnav & Kushi startled. But he did act normally in front of everyone like he met them only today.
When they left alone with him, he ask "Kushiji, you are happy are not you" Kushi looking shockingly at him. he smiles at her sadly "don't worry Kushiji, I would not harm you or your Husband, I just ask." before he finished a five year old baby girl comes to him tugging his hands says "Papa, Kushi di falls on the steps please come" Shayam looks at them said "Haan Payal I am coming" he left her to shoulder talking to her fondly and reassuringly goes away from their eye sight.
"how can you let a man like him in to this orphan house" Arnav fuming with anger. the head lady of that house says "Calm down Mr. Raizada, come look here" she show that Shayam take care of may be 4 or 5yeas baby girl. "when he comes here he said he comes from jail if I could let him live here. I said yes. This is the place where all bad deeds are forgiven under the gods graces"
Arnav and Kushi both struggle to believe what they see. Shayam Jha was playing with children & takes care of them. the Lady continues "and when he comes here they both was left on this orphan gate, he take both of them in to this house & he named them as Kushi & Payal. They both call him as papa at first. Now all of our children call him as Papa. May be his past very horrible, may be he is very horrible person in the past. But now I can assure him. Now I am in early seventy. in my experience five years is enough to tell about somebody now he is a good man & he never wants to go back to the normal world. He says he will live here until he died. I can tell he said the truth". She smiles at them.
They come out & go to Shayam they did not know why. Both babies hide behind him shyly. Shayam looks aver the shoulder and get up. the three of them staring and try to understand each others on their own. At last Shayam said "Good Bye".
They understand what the lady meant and she is right. Three of them namasgar at each others at similarly nod their head. Shayam eyes beseech something from them. Kushi even now ashamed to understand him like this but she says "it is a baby girl" Shayam nods his head and take little Kushi & Payal to shoulder again go away from their eye sight. He never looks back again.
Arnav looks down at Kushi, Kushi looks up at him, they both smiles at each others. He hold her by waist and lead her to his SUV.
While Arnav driving takes Khushi's hand in to his "Kushi do you think we needed tell this to Di". Kushi deep in thoughts for a while then said "No Arnavji, let it to destiny, like us when we apart destiny bring us together we would let this too to destiny". Arnav kissed her fingers.
Kushi begins to write on diary
Dear Diary
To day I meet Shayam Jha totally as a new person but I think he still like me the same way as before bu did not show it. but you know falling in love it is not in our hands if we could choose to whom we wish to fall for then would it be love
When it is easy to me fall for Nanehji I love Arnavji
When it easy to Arnavji fall for Lavanji Arnavji loves me
When it easy to Anjaliji fall for Arjun Anjaliji still love Shayam
When it easy to Shayamji to love Anjaliji Shayamji falls for me
If we can choose to whom we love, love would be free of pain
But Pleasure & Pain is two side of love coin without one it worthless.
-Kushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada-
Kushi feels a hand in her shoulder knowingly she looks up at him smiling. He looks at her fondly and tenderly. His face told he had read what she writes. He sat down next to her holds her waist rest his back on the recliner pull her to him. He rests his other arm back of his head. She rests her head on his chest, he kissed her top of head said "that is wonderful Mrs. Kushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, May I take it as our wedding day gift" She nods her head in to his chest.
Again both of them drift in to sleep each others arm.
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So what you reserved for me Eggs or sandals
Please let me know what you know
"If we can choose to whom we love, love would be free of pain
But Pleasure & Pain is two side of love coin without one it worthless."
It is my own poem
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
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