Why ? Why this weeping dawn of darkness fallen in everyone's eyes ?
KHUSHI :
What kinda sin i have done ? Why these daunting paths looks so heavier than any bricks could be ? I'm not a ' MURDERER '. I'm not a ' CULPRIT '. Then why every one is shoving me in a dark dungeon ? Death that's all I feel , pain, twisting inside my feeble body, each person's brutal and abusive behavior destroying me. All people around me triggered me on the stove of burning fire. Am I characterless ? Was I the only girl where people always cascade the glitters of esteem ? Who am I today ? Why every one has left me in an Eternal hell ? Sometimes even Angels do slips-up in their commands , so why ? - I'm a human if i had taken a misstep then is it larger than any sins ? And hell Yes , I have footed my step in the other lane without letting anyone in consent. But I'm not a sinner , I'm ' TRUE ' with my own belief. My heart is untainted with my virtues. Where did I go wrong with my kindness ? Where did I go wrong ? Did my love for all means absolutely nothing ? How can I un-layer the reasons when me , my life has become hollow ? Where did I go wrong did I not amount to your standards and love ? I guess not. Because I've realized that you all people weren't ever mine , you all people have never loved me and care for me. Thank you so much for all your obliging applaud for me. Thank you so much for lighten up my dignity. But still , I Love you all because washing my hands in blood will never make any difference. As , i am that pure water who believe in wiping out the blood rather than leaping in the same. Thus , one fine day you all people will come to the reality how authentic i was , how pure i was. Her tears are now dry , She has lost her faith , her sweet innocence is now gone forever.
ARNAV :
I don't believe in fabricating the castles in dusty sands where waves can rub out , demolish my hopes , my happiness , my love , my whole sweet little world of my loved one's. I'm a Ruler of my own pre-ordained mind who settles on faith in creating the strong abode by standing in the rays of blistering sunlight. So what do you wanna know about me more ? Damn! I know my beaming heated sun is swelling underneath all your bodies but that's the way i'm. If you all don't wanna approve our relation that i'm much proficient to take my beauty in the new fortress. Then, do hell with your tears and anxiety. You people think I'm a monster , i'm merciless , i'm uncouth , i'm the only one who has turned your lives into gloominess then feel whatever you can. I don't give a damn! Because sometimes it's not easy to explain the word , ' WHY ' rather than to frame ' YES I DID '. Sometimes in life , promises and assurance cannot be given in an urn of sunflowers. And , if you see even the sunny Sunflower has its dark brownish part in the midpoint who helps to shield the petals of sunflower so that it won't get shattered ever.
' OH MY DI! Don't you believe on your Brother ? Is this the utmost compensation you have given me ? I have shelter your care and responsibility granted in my hands so that you may lead with your dreamful Life. So that , your walls of life cannot shudder. So that your angelic smile cannot fade away ever. So that your roads cannot bend ever. But please , don't make your heart stop beating for me '. Please not! Just paint the mask of annoyance with me though never ever let them engrossed in your heart. Never divide our sacred bond of Love DI.
OH MY GRANDMA! Why did you did this ? In a single moment of disaster you thrown on my face that I've equalized myself on the diffusion of my Father ? Well Done! How can i make you understand that , Sometimes silence is the ace to give a proper shade of life , in which every one could be hold altogether. Because if a thread of relationship once get unties it all ruffled into another axis. I don't want this shattering earthquake in my life. So now , i put the full stop over here because something better would be provided only by hurting sometimes.
The walls of siblings from both sides is crumbling. I hope it would get catch and salvage before it further downfalls.
EQUATION :
ARNAV + KHUSHI = SOULMATES
PAIN + REJECTION + SACRIFICE + ISOLATION + TEARS = ?
ANSWER :
ENTWINED IN THE SAME STRING OF ABUSIVE EQUATION.
' CURSED , DESPISED , BROKEN , FRAGILE , CRUSHED '.
Edited by Cute.Sadaf - 13 years ago
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