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IMPORTANT :My right is to tell you, and to those who get uncomfortable very easy, i didnt want to do this in this chapter, but i kept it alright compared to the description and attitude i was planning on, Because Myself ,im not comfortable writing this .Warning this chapter is going to be abit uncomfortable.I wrote this as good but quick as i could.Sorry next time i will Update Sooner .COMMENT
I scrunched the bed sheets in on hand,while making no movment on the bed.My eyes were Shut tight.images zoomed off back and forth towards my mind.My brain wonted to explode on what life had lead me too.A scream escaped my quivering lips,as if someone, or a monster from the corner of my brain was staring at me with desire, but pitty.A smirk formed on Him slowly as he walked closer.My mind wanted to erase thoughts memories in a flash.But the moments wouldnt let me go.It was as if they were lurking around my flesh.Trying to harm me, most importantly trying to harm arnav.
Black Water
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Shyams actions and cruel decisions had left me blank.only sins in my hole life were incountered.To me, living was a sin now.The thought of the snake ached my heart in so many ways.I was in deep pain.
Knowing now that no one would wont to see my face,see my flesh, was enough for me to handle.I wonted to make things better but yet fate lead me to a bed were i myself am playing a life and death game.
sucking all the memories of My love in my weak heart.Keeping the few moments safe were only He could feel her thoughts.But the thought of a few days ago left me in fright.
*FLASH BACK*
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The monsters hand creeped slowly towards my waste,His touch suffering me.Slowly removing the distance between his flesh and mine,Giving me a posions look.
Kushi ji, i cant belive i wasted my time on you,He snapped my hand behind my back,Only to hear a crack in my bones.I squealed in pain.
Before i new it i was snapped against the tree, my little back ached,I was in horror.
Kushiji, you could of loved me, you could of been mine! I could feel the blood oozing down my back,giving a big blood stain on my white anarkali dress.His slithering hands crept up slowly to my open neck,The venom lips sucked on my little throat.As souse of pain rushed as he slowly bit my right ear.
But kushi, you choose Arnav,I could have gave you so much love.But now IM glad That your out of my life.His hands touched the corner of my chest as i cried in pain.Not one word came out of my mouth.Just the shock of this Bloody man Raping me.
I looked up at the night sky as the last image of his deathly smirk formed slowly to his curled up lips.Un buttoning the back of my anarkli dress.The image of him faded slowly as he pushed back and threw me in the cold black water.I ached for air, but the best was to leave it .Leave how fate had lead me here.
Kushi now i will see how you love will exept a worthless used girl.His laugh lead me in horror.The only thing i could thank devi maya was he left me,But informaed me I have unfinished his work kushiji, i will be back...soon he smiled as his eyes twinkled.
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Seeing the waves slowly rocking my painful body back and forth, the thought of Anrav lurked in my mind
I love you, i cried but destiny had a mind of its own i laughed,The pain in my heart grew stronger.As he didnt deserve me, i was a useless worthless, low class girl,I was nearly used my a man with no shame,and yet he wonted more...A tear escaped my sorrow eyes.As my body faded in with the black water
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