I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no, no
Arnav came home from work, and went to his bedroom. He took out his clothes from the closet and walked to the bathroom to get changed. When he came back he put the radio on and heard this song. When he heard the first two lines, he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He began to wonder why is he doing this to himself?, He was losing his mind on a tiny error and nearly left the real him on the shelf. He was letting his happiness go, He was letting his ego and pride come in between him and Khushi.
Don't lose it all in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
He went to sit on the bed, and took out a photo from his bedside drawer. He looked at the photo of the cheery girl, the girl that captured his heart. He doesn't want to lose it all in the blur of the stars. It's okay not to be okay, He didn't need to always show his hard form, it was okay not to be okay and this little chit of a girl taught him this. He realised how the last line showed his feelings, sometimes it's hard to follow your heart, but in his case it always is. His heart is telling him something else but his mind is trying to take over and tell him why he shouldn't follow his heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are
He looked at the picture and felt his eyes moisten. Tears don't mean your losing, He lifted his hand to wipe the moistness, but then stilled them and brought them back down. Tears don't mean your losing so he let himself go after a very long time. Just be true to who you are. He held the photo close to his heart, he needed to do this and only one person could help him.
Who you are, who you are, who you are
Who you are, who you are, who you are
Who you are, who you are, who you are
His mind wandered to what she would be doing?, Is she being true to who she is?, or Is she making a cover just like him. Were they both similiar?.
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah
The more I try the less it's working, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no
Khushi switched the tv channel to the music station when these words caused her to leave it. Brushing my hair do I look perfect?, Does she looks perfect when she brushes her hair?. I forgot what to do to fit the mold. Has she forgotten what to do?, Has she been wrong with him?. Was this injustice?. The more she tries with him the less it's working. She tried to get him to talk to her but everything inside him scream no, no, no, no.
Don't lose it all in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Don't lose it all in the blur of stars. It felt like the song was designed for her and Arnav. Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing. She remembered her dreams of her and him, and how they are together, laughing and enjoying each others company. It's okay not be okay, Khushi took the photo out from her pillow. It's okay not be okay, she whispered talking to him. I know sometimes it's hard to follow your heart, but let go...it's for the best.
But tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
There's nothing wrong with who you are
She felt her eyes go wet, she wasn't going to stop, because tears don't mean your losing. Everyone's bruising. We have to be here for each other. She said to the photo.
There's nothing wrong with who you are. He whispered to the photo. He needed her to see this, and she needed him to see this. They were both perfect for each other.
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows like boom
Just go and leave me alone
Real talk, real life, good luck, good night
With a smile, that's my home, that's my home, no
No, no, no, no, no
Ego's, Fake show's these were the words that stood out to him. This is what he had as the hard personality that made it impossible for people to come up to him and converse. Just go and leave me alone. He liked this, he liked the quietness, or didn't he? He started to question himself after she entered his life.
Real talk, Real Life, Good luck, Good Night. Luck he didn't believe in the word. She thought looking at the picture. She smiled. That's my home. He's my home. She stroked the photo with her finger.
Don't lose it all in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Let's not lose it all in the blur of stars. Khushi got up and went to the window to look at the stars. Hoping he was too doing the same.
He got up from the bed and made his way to the poolside, he looked up at the stars, knowing she'd be doing the same thing. It's okay not to be okay. He told himself and sometime's it was hard to follow your heart but he was going to do it tomorrow. When she comes.
Tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Tear's don't mean your losing. Everybody's bruising, Tomorrow she'd be with him to heal his bruises quicker. Tomorrow she'd be true to who she is and help him do the same too. One night. Tomorrow. They both whispered.
So I guess your wondering what is this 😆.
Well I was listening to the song and it made me realise that it relates so much to Khushi and Arnav and then I thought why not and here you go.
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You must listen to the song, if you haven't. It's Who You Are by Jessie J
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