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Hi girls!!!! I am back with the shaayri. Want to know what the Dev inside Advay feels when his Chandini recognised him...
DEV KE EHSAAS
Breaking the things of his room in anger, Advay recalled the happenings of few minutes back when he realised that Chandini knows about him being Advay. Her constant mutterings about their childhood was churning his heart and he hated to admit that he was melting. He was feeling weak. Though unknowingly yet Chandini was successful in catching his aching nerve. Smiling bitterly, he said
Tujhe diya bata
Kya thi teri khata
Ab bhi mukarti hai
Ab bhi jhuthlati hai
Chhoti thi umar
Dhokha tha badaa
Kamzor nahi thi nazar
Fareb tera pakdaa
Tera tha aisa junoon
Jo deta tha sukoon
Teri thi aisi zaroorat
Jo deti thi raahat
Tu thi meri bandagi
Tu thi meri zindagi
Tu thi meri deewangi
Tu thi meri aawaargi
Tu haq jataaye
Jeevan mei aake
Phir yaad dilaaye
Woh din barbaadi ke
Woh bachpan ka lagaav
Woh ankahaa saa kheechav
Woh khaas jhukaav
De gaye gehre ghaav
Kehke itne jhooth
Pilaake khoon ke ghoot
Deke hazaar gam
Aaj aayi ho banne marham
Kho chuka hu masoomiyat
Bhool chuka hu insaaniyat
Bann gaya hu patthar
Nhi honga ab tittar bittar
Tu thi meri jaan
Par nikli beimaan
Jis din di dagaa
Kho di iss dil mei apni jagah
Nahi karunga maaf
Hokar rahega insaaf
Mai aur tu banenge, DevNi
Yeh firse naa hoga, Chandini
(I told you
What sin you committed
You still negate it
You still deny it)
(You were small
But the betrayal was huge
My eyes were not weak
They caught your deceit)
(Your obsession was such that
It used to sooth my heart
You were so close to my heart
That you were it's relief)
(You were my devotion
Your were my life
You were my madness
You were my vagrancy)
(You come and claim your right
By entering again in my life
You remind me
Those days of destruction)
(That childhood fondness
That unknown tug
That special inclination
All have left deep wounds in my heart)
(After lying so much
After making me suffer so much
After giving so much pain
Now you have come back to tend me)
(I have lost my innocence
I have forgotten humanity
I have turned into a stone
I am unbreakable)
(You were my soul
But you proved to be a traitor
The day you became unfaithful
You lost your place in my heart)
(I won't forgive you
It's time for justice
If you think we will become DevNi again
Then you are highly mistaken)
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So guys here is the 15th OS of Ehsaas Series.
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Loads of Love,
Nazia😊
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