He stood there listening to her words .
'You won , but it better to loose rather than breaking hearts and relations.'
That's right chandini ! That's what iam doing breaking hearts and relations. That's why I wanted to win. I want you to know how to feels when someone breaks your heart and takes away your relations.
'By seeing you I can say that u r alone.'
He remembers the days he spent being alone. Lonely. Crying . Remembering his parents and brother.
'You know why there is no one in your destiny, bcoz God knows you dont deserve any'
How many times he blames himself for what happened with his parents. He didn't save them. He couldn't help them. If he gave more thought back then he could have stopped it. It is his fault that they are not alive. No! His mind cried. It's her fault. She is responsible for it.
' baatha Nahi tumhe illzam de Kar kya povunga,
Nahi Diya tho khud ki nazzaramo mein gunegar ban javunga'
He closed his eyes.she continued..
'even of God showed mercy and gave you someone , you would throw them right out of your life!'
He remembers throwing miku from the train.
'Enough!!' he shouted. He couldn't take it any more. He couldn't hold his emotions any more.He opened his eyes. They are full of anger. No not anger it's more than that. It's like a volcano just erupted inside him.
He moves suddenly , grabbing chandini by herb shoulders and pinning her to the pillar. Her tear stricken face showed no remorse. It's determined. ' he deserves this ! ' she thought.
She looked him in the eye. Agony . Pain. Anger. All masked by warning. He titled his head slightly. ' don't you dare' he didn't say the words out loud. There is no need to. His eyes said it all.
She opened her mouth. He tightened his grip before she can utter anything. Closed his eyes.
' get a grip on yourself, this isn't the time. ' he told himself.
She knows she crossed the line but she is not backing . ' say it advay! Say what ever you want to say . Say why you hate me . Say what I did to you. Say everything and let's end this. Why do u give so much pain to me and to your self.' she thought.
He took a deep breath. His thoughts running wild. It's like living all that again. All the pain , fresh , as everything happened just now. He curled his hand into a fist and hit the pillar just above her shoulder. Hard. The fairy lights broke, cutting his skin. He didn't mind.
' this feels better' he thought. Chandini saw the blood and looked at his face. Concern in her eyes.
He opened his eyes slowly. ' Don't worry about me , Chandini.' he said mocking sweetness. His words dipped in hate .
' I won't be alone for much longer. We are getting married right. You know why there is no one else in my destiny ? Bcoz you are my destiny!' he steps back .
She is stunned. Her head falls in despair. She is exhausted by all these emotions. She closes her eyes. And a silent tear falls.
He catches the tear on his palm.she raises her head confused.
' Don't waste these now ,chandini. Save them for after marriage' he says looking at her. Folding his fingers. He nods his head as good bye and walks away from her.
She stands there by the pillar, looking at him going away and wonders what made him like this. His eyes filled with pain. She can never forget them.
' you are my destiny ' his words echoed.
So people what do u think. Iam so eager to know what happens next. I mean advay can't just leave her when she saying all that. He have to react right.
In the above scenario I want advay to be so dangerous that.
He is not someone who gave you sweet sleepless nights rather he is your wide awakening nightmare.
Bus dhak dhak hona Chahiye.
Hope u like it. Always a pleasure to known what u actually felt. So drop your comments.thankyou😊
Edited by mayukatta - 8 years ago