A sacred thread By Farin (Shivika Story before ReDux)Updated Part4

Part Two

Anika P.O.V-

I could feel the empty sounds inside my womb.I was rubbing it so vigorously yet so lightly to feel the ashes of one who left me sometime before.Doctor told me that my uternus had been damaged so extremely because of the heavy fall that I could never regain the ability of holding a life in it.Why doctors are so entangled in their words?Can't they say clearly that I can never become a mother again? Again?It means I had become once a mother...no..no I was going to become...

I remember the night

"Anika,don't go there,putter-it was not a plead,instead it was my mother's claim on me.Oops..why I forget it she is shivay's mom,Pinky Singh oberoi,who had not seen her biological son since past 3 months just because of A raped victim like me.She left no stones unturned to feel me like her daughter and her own princess.She was so learned in my matter as she is also a mother.Somewhere in the farthest corner of my heart,I would always thank shivay for doing so heinous to me.Sarcastically,I got a family,their unconditional love which is not enshrouded by the compensation of their son's mistake..No,that was purely not a guilt.I could see the reflection of their love for me in their eyes everyday,every second,every minutewhich I once craved for to see in shivay's eyes...why once??Am I still not craving for it?I don't wanna search for the answer..

OmRu and Dadi also accompanied mom's voice,plz bhabi,don't go down...you don't need to see that moron.

"He is your brother,Om-I corrected him,but Om just blew my words.

Dadi added,Anika,puttar,why will you stress yourself?You don't have to face shivay.We will talk to him.He will go from here.

"Why Dadi?Why are you pushing your own grandson because of me?Why?I am not even your daughter-in-law.-I had stopped there as I knew my words had hurted them like a digger.

Rudra just cried,Bhabi,is this all you had to say about our relation?You really need a name to define your bond to us?

I couldn't answer him...I changed the topic,Dadi,plz let me go for once.I want to know why he has still the gut to face me.Why on the earth he has come to meet me?Why he found me?I want answer,Dadi..I almost cried while saying those.

Without letting to stop,I went ahead to meet him in the drawing room that had just 1 floor distance from my room.While walking,I had so many flashbacks in my head.When Dadi had learned about my child,she was hellshocked.

Rudra for the first time had raised his voice on his bhaia for me,I am taking my bhabi with me,bhaia.Dont you dare to stop me.I will never let your shades to fall on her anymore.Just spare her.

Mom had slapped Shivay lika a herd,How could you,Shivay?She had spitted on him ,Dont you dare to call me your mom

Except Dadi,everyone just lashed out at shivay.But dadi's silence had killed the beast shivay,I know.He was numb..he had then a minor heart attack.Making him alright,after 16 days in hospital,one day Dadi just had held my hand and trafficked my body from Oberoi mansion to shivay's dadaji's firm house in Goa.Till then,Shivay had been all alone.He had not his brother nor his family with him.Did he deserve those?
I hit my head,Why are you being so sympathetic to him?Jusst don't..never

Shivay then had left OM where his every relation just used to bite him like a snake in every pillar..Where he had been in all these months?I had read in newspaper that shivay Singh Oberoi is seen spending his whole day in an orphanage...seen participating in road cleaning works with juvenile volunteers...How did he grow so much fondness with such works?Is this his redemption?
Oh!why I was thinking about him?This thought had stirred my head..

I had dizzines thinking those haunted memories.Coming close to the staircase,I then had looked down and shivay had been standing here.He was still so handsome,exotic yet I felt nothing seeing him.Why hadn't I felt nothing seeing him?Had all my love had turned into disgust for him?

I couldn't walk Anymore..and just as soon as had I put my first step in the stair,I kept rolling the ride...

"Ahhh!!! I shouted falling from the first floor with my child in my womb.

I only could see shivay shouting my name like crazy..he was barely breathing.He might have had his one more heart attack,I didn't l know..

I was in so much pain,but I loved listening my name in his mouth.Shivay rushed to me holding my head in his lap..just then mom jerked him,
"Dont touch her,Shivay.I am warning you

Shivay was taken aback.He was so sweating seeing me like that..He was crying,I could see with my blurred Vision..

"Mom,She is bleeding.Plz let me take her to hospital.

"we are there for our bhabi,OmRu made the situation more appalling saying those words.

I was cringing in pain...

I can't remember anymore...meanwhile nurse just now finished giving me another dose of injection and I just couldn't know it...I was so lost in my thoughts..

Part Three

Please bear some more ones from me.Here it goes..

Shivay P.O.V
Finally I could finish my walk from the 4th floor to the lawn.There Sahil was sitting.He was unaware of the whole situation as how his anika didi just had fallen from the staircase out of stress and dizziness.He would have gone mad till now if he did see the incident.Amid all this incident,Rudra forgot about bringing Sahil from his school,hence,I had the great opportunity to meet my pampered Sahil after three months.It was a celebrated moment for me.Nobody told me to bring him home,but I picked up the phone of Sahil what he made from his principal to bring him,on the landline.Sahil had his bunch of questions while coming to the hospital,where i had been in past days,why i didnt meet him and he didn't forget to mention that how he had missed my hand made Apple pie which happened to be his 2nd favourite dish after his didi's PARATHA'.

The most unlovely question was why I was taking him to the hospital.How could I tell him that he is gonna get the biggest shock of his life.He knew about Anika's child and had started considering it as his sister who would just look like his didi which I also believe to be.Sahil was never told about the mishap that happened with his Anika didi.What would have been the exact fact that they would could tell him,I wonder.He is too small to understand this,too innocent to understand my cruelty.I couldn't think of the disgust that obviously would come from Sahil if he knew the coward manhood in me.

"Bhaia,where have you been since half an hour?You told me that you would only Take 15 minutes to visit your one relative in the 4th floor and come back soon.You never keep your promise,na?Now Take me home quickly.Rudy bhayia has kept a new videogame for me and anika didi would be worried for me till now.I am not liking this hospital.

Sahil said so much.But shivay heard what he intended to,
"You never keep your promise,na?
Shivay has a flashback-

Anika and he had a challenge of making Rudra skip his protein shake for one full day and how tempting it was when Mr.SSO himself offered her a plate of aloo puri' made by himself only if anika wins the challenge..
Anika not willing to let go the chance of shivay's hand made Aloo puri,took OmRu,Saumya with her to her house and spend the whole day in distracting Rudra from his protein shack.
"Didi,I forgot to take my shake
"Offo,Rudra,Let's focuse on the pillow passing game.Later I will give you your fav chips...okay??

Thus anika had win the challege.But shivay couldnt make his time out of his busy schedule to make Aloo puri..Anika Had Said then,
"You never keep your promise,na?...
Flashback couldn't finish just then Sahil shook me,
-"Bhayia,where are you lost?Let's go,please
-"Sahil,I have someone to meet you.Plz come with me,champ to the 4th floor.

I could sense from Sahil's eyes that they had some unknown fear listening my line.I did not wanted to make him cry like I did with his didi.

I leaned towards him and moved the crutches to his left Side making a place in his right one and sat there.I didn't know what to say,from where to start..

Suddenly the same nurse whom I bumped into some time ago,rushed to me,

-"Mr.Oberoi,Your wife's condition is very serious.She has lost extreme blood and the internel injury of her uterus can lead to an operation,doctor is guessing that.

I didn't know how to react.Everything was so blurred in front of me.I think my heart beat had stopped for some minutes then.I so wanted to run to my Anika,wanted to hug her so tightly that all her wounds would get healed in a jiffy..I didn't realize Sahil was there with me.I was so lost in dark.

-"Mr oberoi...Hey,...hey...Mr.Oberoi??Nurse echoed
-"Hmmm I could only say this much
-"Dont waste time.I didn't find your rest of the family,so informed you..plz inform them.You wife is unconscious now.

The nurse saw Dadi,maybe that's why she thought anika to be my wife..Who cares??
I was blabbering,Unconscious...??What..do..you..mean by that?What the hell you all were doing your duty?How did all this happen?Sometime ago,she was fine...Can't you keep your patient safe,damn it?I shouted the best from me..Sahil was scared listening my voice..security,Manager all came

-Mr.Oberoi,plz calm down..Our security system is always best..it's not our fault at all.

Nurse added,We visit in every half an hour.When we went to mam room,we saw her blood in the floor and her blood string was stripped.She had already lost so much blood..and now this has lead to fatal.I myself had placed the blood string in her left hand.It seemed like she herself broke the string as it looked like stripped down...

I didn't let the nurse finish her words,Heyyy,you,don't dare to say this..Anika can never harm herself intentionally..she is the strongest..don't impose your mistake on her...Now get lost and treat her..

All wnt to their places...My head was paining with the line,It seemed she herself broke the string...

"No,Anika can never think of doing such things..she tried to kill herself??I asked myself

I broke down and was crying like a kid..I was coughing so badly but I didn't stop crying
,No..Anika can't do this..No..no...never...She can't...just cannnttt..

Suddenly,I felt a hand in my shoulder,It was Sahil,
"Bhayia,Anika didi will be fine ,na?He spoke while crying..

I hugged him tightly.He said,My princess will come to this world,na??I love her,bhayia...plz bring her to me..I can't live without her nor without my didi..plz .plz..

I had no words to console him.How could I tell him that I am responsible for all this,I,his bhayia,has forced his didi to death,forced her to feel so apathetic to his world that she tried to finish herself.
"I am sorry,Sahil i wish I could tell this to him,but I am scared to loose him also.

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Part Four will be coming soon.Criticism needed!!

THough there was not enough response from anyone.Still I am continuing t after a long time.

PART Four

Making Sahil feed something from the hospital canteen and lying him in his car,Shivay headed towards the 4th floor again.Sahil was crying profusely,hence he fell into sleep very quickly.Shivay this time took no time in reaching the 4th floor as he was dying to see her Anika.He couldn't afford to waste any more time.On reaching the 4th floor,he could feel his leg numb.Every step toward the 403 number was breaking his inside so terribly that he feared to move an inch.The NURSE's words were spinning in his head,She is very critical...She might need an operation...inform everyone...fast..

After a lot of struggle of gaining strength to see anika,outside the room,Shivay finally entered there.He was breathing heavily that the sound echoed in the room.

In the middle of the room,a single bed made its place.There many machines were placed beside it.In the left of the bed there was the heart rate machine and in the right side,a string was swing from the blood bag.Between all these,Anika was lying so helplessly.Her middle finger of her left hand was inside a concealer connector coming from the machine and every pulse of her was being monitored and displayed.The right one was pierced to make the blood string go inside her skin.

Shivay P.O.V
I saw anika in such a submissive way.She was like a living corpse.Looked like she had no control over her..like the machine was eating her up and she,having no other way was sleeping defencelessly.
I noticed the oxygen mask covering half of his pretty face.I suddenly collapsed in the floor.But surprisingly,I was not crying then as I also had become numb like my anika.I went near her bed tugging myself through the floor and sat on the small tool beside it.

I realized a cut in anika's right hand and it looked like the preaching of needles.I so clearly understood that the nurse was right.Anika tried to remove the blood string forcibly leading herself to this condition.I couldn't stop myself from cringing in anger as I knew I was responsible for that condition.
I stirred Anika so religiously but she didn't respond..

-"Anika,don't punish me like this.I know I don't deserve you..but don't punish your family fo my misdeeds..They love you like crazy,Anika...plz wake up na...why did you do that..you didn't even thought once about me..I will die if anything happens to you..couldn't you think about me for once before doing that,Anika...for once...only once..Anika wake up,na...plzzz..I was pressuring my words but they didn't make Anika conscience.I was feeling so helpless then.I was crying vigorously holding anika's bandaged hand and they were still motionless.I stared at Anika's belly for another couple of minutes.I then very carefully put my hand in Anika's tummy and caressed it...it was empty,I could feel.I rubbed her womb as if i was trying to find a life inside it.But i knew my efforts were so meaningless.
I didnt even realize when i kept my head in his tired paunch.I could feel the softness of her body,Her slight movement which gave me a ride of up and down in her belly proving her respiration system to be working,had been helping me as a releif of his existence..I knew she was breathing and thats why i was also resting in her warmth of womb.

Suddenly I felt a touch in my shoulder and to my utter shock,it was Om.He might have been the last person i could have expected to be there that time.I didnt think anything else.Neither about our spit nor his anger towards me.I just jumped over him

-"Om,I cant see her like this..I am respnsible for all this.Plz tell her to wake up..she blabbers a lot,na??Then how can she stay so mum right now?Plz for me tell her..i am sure she would listen to you...plzzz...tell her,Om..,i couldn't control myself and kept crying tackling his T-shirt tightly.
To my another surprise of the day,he also reciprocated the hug,

"I told you once,she will get hurt but your heart will cringe in pain;She will fall to death,but you will loose your breathe,shivay,Om was patting my back so softly.He was consoling me that i could never imagine.

-"Shivay,Nothing will happen to her,you will see.She is the strongest.when she didn't break by your jerk,then how can she now?

I suddenly felt om's angst towards me.I could see his anger for me but his anger hadn't the disgust like before.I broke the hug..

-"Om,Then God should punish me,na??Why is he punishing a angel like anika?I cant see her like this,Om..plz bring her back..Doctor said she needs operation.But Anika is scared of that..how can doctor do this to her??If she cries in between,How will they console her?Doctors dont know that only i can control a crying anika..Tell her to wake up,na??saying this i couldn't control myself again got into his arm and again he held me like a kid.

-"You are already punished,Shivay
i was shocked by om's words..I looked into his eyes directly.

-"I have seen how much you have hurt yourself in thse months.You left OM and got yourself in Anika's house.You leaded a life what anika used to live."

He took my hands in his.They had some scars which i wanted to hide but Om knew them so perfectly,though..

"Every day you cut your hand with knife and burn them with rod and lead it to dry..And you think you can hide thse from your brother?suddenly om shouted pressuring his last line.

-"I,Rudra always keep your information no matter how upset we were with you..You hate your hands as it reminisced you about your treat to anika..You hate yourself,shivay,right?
i coudnt respond at all as his every words were correct..

-"You still try to suicide,na??Whyyy??
He shouted..But was so more than correct.Then I had understood that why my sleeping pills used to get vanished every other day.Om and Rudra had their eyes always on me.I didnt know i should be happy or shocked or sad..

-"Dont you ever think of us everytime before doing such?You forgotAll for one,One for all...how could you,shivay??We couldnt sleep a night thinking what step you would take the next day to finish yourself..You so have dissapointed us..Om just pushed me..

-"Its not me,its you who have forgotten the "All for one and one for all.You two had promised me that no matter how big mistakes i do,you two will never leave my side...then just why?Anika also left,Though i never expected her forgiveness... i can live without being with her but cant live without her existence..She had almost killed herself,Om...i am dying seeing her like this.

I again cuddled in his arms.Suddenly i felt another hand in my shoulder,it was Rudra..

-"Dont worry,bhaia...didi will be fine..And now you are here,na???Everything will be fine...just fine walla fine,okay
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Shivay stared at them as it was a long time of craving for hearing bhayia from Rudra.They all cuddled in them..

After an hour,Anika is taken to operation theatre..Outside dadi and pinky are worried.

Shivay's head was paining.And there came a hot coffee brought by dadi..

-"Puttar,your expresso..it will decrease your stress.
Dadi was about to go but shivay held her hand,
"Dadi,will you ever be able to forgive me?

"Oi khotaya,I had done that long ago..i had seen the guilt in your eyes and nothing can be compared to guilt in the road of redemption

They hugged each other.Pinky also joined the hug.Dadi then handed a thread in Shivay's hand,

"When my daughter will be fine,you will officially make her a oberoi and then tie her this thread.

-"Why this,dadi?
-"I believe You two are made of one thread which can never break.Even it gets burned,it will exolore a new string to grow up itself...Its not ordinary at all..its pure like both of you..a shivika thread..a sacred thread

Everyone smiled.

After One hour,Doctor came outside,

"Mr oberoi,operation is successful..the chances of her being a mother agian has still hope.But for two years she cant conceive.Her womb is yet too weak to hold a life in it.Give full nutrition food..keep her happy.Dont give stress and most imprtantly dont make her feel alone.She is still in depression.If needed,give her a rehabilitation treatment.

-"That wouldn't be needed,doctor..Her billu will cure her,Pinky pointed at shivay.

After doctor had left,Shivay was going to the room,just then dadi stopped him,
"Dont think anika will forgive you easily..it will take some more time,puttar..dont pressurize her.

-I know dadi,i still have a long way to the path of redemption.

Shivay entered the room.He saw anika was under seductive tablets.He placed his hand in Anika's womb,

"I will fill this place with a new life which will be only like you,I promise you,Anika.saying this,he stood up and started to go letting her rest.

Suddenly he stopped and looked at a unconscious anika and said,

"I will never let this thread break..it is ours only...A sacred thread which is never bound to bread.

His words echoed in the room.

AN SPECIAL EPILOGUE WILL BE COMING SOON.

Originally posted by: jaansahiba

Wow! That was bang on awesome! It's been days since I visited the forum, but alas, I didn't expect to be welcomed by such an awesome story! I have always loved shivaay's pov and the plot is really good! Do continue soon and do tell me about the update if possible 😊

Editional epilogue coming