His heart had a limited access.Only his Family. None other.
Then she came in.
And before he knew she had become his Family.
"She is Family"
And then he let her in,
He let her in to the place which was meant only for a few.
Let her in to the place where "Shivaay" lived inside the boundaries of the Great Wall.
The Great Wall She had Faced, and claimed entry to this Place, His Heart.
But,
She did something, he would have never even in a nightmare thought she would do.
She harmed the inner "Shivaay".
That Shivaay, who was all delicate,
That Shivaay who was protected and concealed under Great Wall of SSO.
He made that wall cause he knows, the real Shivaay is too delicate, the world will hurt him.
So he kept this " Shivaay " concealed inside SSO only his loved ones could access him.
And then he TRUSTED her and let her in.
Trusted, her to not hurt this Shivaay.
But, Karma has its way..!
He hurt the Anika, Broke Her, Left Her Scarred.
He had to get it back..!!
They have to Keep The Balance To Stay Together Forever.
They will never be together if they don't keep the Right Balance.
She hurt him knowingly yet helplessly. Her Love Made Her Do It. Love for HIM and His Family, which is now hers.
He had done much the same.
He had Hurt Her Knowingly yet helpless. His Love(Insecurity) for her and His Family Made Him Do It.
And the Cycle Completes To Make The Balance.!
She stabbed the "Shivaay".
He was wounded.
sookhe phool hain haathon mein
pyaar ka mausam chaaha tha
usne zakhm diye humko
jis se marham chaaha tha
there are dry flowers in the hands,
when I had wanted the weather of love.
the one from whom I had wanted balm,
has given me wounds.
He least expected her to cause him the hurt that she has.
Worse, all he wanted was to love her now,
Its then that she decided to betray his trust.
abke os ki boondon ne
dil mein aag lagaayi hai
this time, dew drops have started
a fire in my heart,
The cooling dew drops of her presence,
Now burn him like Fire.
He stood their his eyes reflecting the pain in his heart.
Was he wrong?
jiske sapne dekhe the
usne neend uRaai hai
the one I had dreamed about,
has taken my sleep away.
He had started dreaming.
He saw his dreams with her.
But, she chose to leave him sleepless,
By breaking all his dreams, his Trust.
Do not unto others what you don't want shall be done unto you..!!
But he is strong.
Or at least tries to be.
He pushed her out of his heart.
Or at least he believes he did so.
The pushing her out and closing the door signified just that.
He threw her out of his heart and closed the doors shut.
He thinks he has pushed her out and closed the doors.
But,
He doesn't realize she is already a part of the "Shivaay" inside.
A part that can never leave him, No Matter What.
pehli shart judaai hai
ishq badaa harjaai hai
its first requirement is separation,
love is so unfaithful.!
Lyrics-Murshida
Movie-Begum Jaan
Just Can't Get Over The Heart Touching Episode..!
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