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Hi all,
Am here with the os which is in lines with the current relationship status of rikara. Trust me I myself got conphused multiple times trying to write this but finally managed to pull it off..
Dedicated to all DKD s who love,hate,cheer,adore rikara..😆
Luv,
Yayini
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"Gauri tand lag rahi hai? He marched near her realizing she is trembling in too much cold due to AC. She was looking through the French windows, looking divine. Her usual chirpy face turns calm and unaffected, near him, which he had been noticing off late. As much as it hurt him, he realized he had brought this upon him.
"Wo.. nahi nahi kuch nahi She still tried to hide. She knew he likes the AC high and cold though she is uncomfortable sleeping in such cold temperature. Her trembling body did no good for the reason.
His brows crooned in a questionable gesture knowing she is hiding her discomfort under the shrug, although it was too evident for both of them. He turned towards the wardrobe, got out the designer cold throw for her, from Germany. While she was busy avoiding his glance, he marched near her with the shawl. He wrapped it around her whilst she looked puzzled. Isn't this supposed to be his?
"Yeh shawl aap apne liye laaye the naa? She looked doubtful while he had a glint of guilt in his eyes
"Nahi his words were plain.
"Phir us din aap keh rahe the !!?
"Wo.. main yeh cold throw tumhaare liye laaya tha, germany se. Uss din I didn't know what you would say, that's why didn't give it to you He looked awkward.
They looked into each other's eyes for a moment, while gauri was the first one to break the eye contact.
"Thank you..
"Kya kaha tu ne?
"Wo.. thankoo..
Omkaara looked surprised. Isn't this the second time he heard it?
He made frantic efforts to talk to her, but she has been busy avoiding him these days. He felt very uncomfortable, when she did that, still remained silent since that's all he could do.
"Gauri.. He tried to make her look into him, while she was busy looking down elsewhere.
"Hmm..
"Tumhaari lips itni dry kyun hain? I see it has cracked at one place. AC ki tand ki wajah se kya?"
She looked at him, startled. Is he looking at her lips, all this time?
"Pata nahi.. shaayad tand ki wajah se, subah to aisi nahi thi. Shyaam se aisi hain"
"agar tumhe taqleef hai, to bataya kyun nahi Gauri?" He sounded frustrated.
"Taqleef nahi hain, omkaaraji. Main naa ghee lagati hoon. Teek ho jayega" She started to move, to get something applied on the lips.
"Ruko He held her hand to stop her from moving away.
A moment later, he came up with a healing lip balm while she kept looking at him.
"Yeh lagao. Teek hojayega She extended her hand to get it from him, while his hand held the balm, tight. She looked upto him with a question in her eyes, while he continued to stare at her face. She had no idea, what's up in his mind as she felt flustered at the look of his deep intense eyes.
"Main.. wo.. main lagaoon? His husky voice and the intense gaze caused flutter in her stomach.
Her cheek were starting to turn pink, while he waited for her affirmation. She was busy looking elsewhere, in awkwardness or coyness? He couldn't decide.
He extended his hand anyway, taking her silence as an affirmation. She felt a surge of undercurrent shock, when his fingers touched her rosebud lips, while he held her face up with another hand. His fingers went around her chapped lips, caressing it with a feather-like softness leaving her all flustered. She knew he was turning towards to her, these days, but this sudden move from him was unexpected.
Omkaara felt his fingers have grown their own mind. He knew his fingers went around her lips more than what was needed and simply refused to be taken back as if it had a mind of its own. Her pink cheeks tempted him to extend his longing caress, which heated up her flushed cheeks, all the more. She squirmed a little, when he pulled her earlobe a little, whilst his other hand trailed along her hair.
She looked completely taken aback by this sudden development, quite unaware of the surge of sensations which was completely alien to her, till date. His hands trailed alongside hers and took hers in his, as he guided them to his chin.
Gauri looked flabbergasted when realization dawned upon her, on his gesture. He held her hand pressed onto his chin, as he caressed her hand with his stubble cheek.
"I miss you.. Words so intense yet simple, indicated deep longing in his husky voice.
"Wo kyun.. Main toh yahan hoon?" She again looked unclear.
"Tum paas ho, par saath nahi ho"
With her face clouded in gloomy uncertainty, she tried to pull her hands back from his, which wasn't quite possible, since he held her strong.
"I know I have put you through a lot of unpleasant things, which am guilty of. Par kya hum isse suljha nahi sakthe?"
"Main ek sawaal pooch sakthi hoon aapse?"
"Haan"
"Aapke liye main kaun hoon?"
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"Dekha.. kuch jawab nahi naa.. yahi shayad iss rishthe ki sabse badi sach hain.. humhaara rishthe ki koi naam pehchaan nahi hain"
"Rishte ki naam aur pehchaan dil se milthi hain, Gauri. Main tumhe issue nahi samajh chahtha kyunki humhaari shaadi iktifaaq se hui. Balki issliye samajhna chahtha kyunki mujhe tumse MATLAB hain. Gauri se." He finally made peace with his mind letting out something which he couldn't for days.
While he was relieved , she felt choked by the overwhelming emotions pent up inside for so long. She isn't sure if it's the right moment she was waiting for to express what she truly felt on the facade of being just a 'bahu'.
"Hum yeh shaadi issliye maante kyunki meri maan na hain yeh shaadi sankar jee ki di hui amanat hain. Jabse humhaari shaadi hui, maine aapko sirf pati ki nazar se hi dekhi. Apke liye ye ek naatak tha, issliye main koi zabardasti ki rishtha nahi thopna chathi thi. Agar meri ek pati nahi hoti aur wo pati aap nahi hothe, main yeh sab kab ki chorke jaaye hothi. Cb banke hi sahi Maine aapki baaremein bahut kuch jaana. Ek naukar ke liye itna maan samaan dene wali aapki dil ki pehchaan mili. Apne maa ke liye khud ki zindagi Barbaad karne wali ek bte ki pehchaan hua. Agar main kehti ki main aapki saath issliye jeena chahthi hoon kyunki mujhe aap pasand hai to bhi kya hotha. Aap mujhe ginona aurat hi samajhthe.
Chulbul ko apna sakthe par gauri ko nahi. Phir bhi main aapki saath reh rahi hoon, Omkaaraji. Pata nahi kis pehchaan se. Mujhe har roz wahi baat chubti hain, kyunki mujhe mehsoos hothi rehthi hain, ki main wo jagah reh rahi hoon, jahaan mujhe haq hai hi nahi. Mujhe pata hain aap mujhe samajhna chahthe hain, par yeh baat koi pehchaan to nahi degi. Main ek choti shehar se hoon jahan hum naam pehchaan ke bina koi paraya mard ke saath nahi rehthe. Aap shayad mujhe samjhenge nahi. Agar aap shaadi ko maan na nahi chahthe to teek hain. Mat maaniye. Par mujhe aise rishthe mein nahi rehna hain, jahan mujhe naa hi koi wajood hain na koi pehchaan. Mujhe duniya ki di hui pehchaan se zyaada aap ki di hui pehchaan maine rakthi hain. Mujhe kabhi kabhi lagta hain, main koi najaayaz rishte mein.. aap ki saath.."
He came out of his freezed state for a moment and closed her mouth in a hurry, midway as she looked at him teary eyed.
"Shh.. aur ek shabd nahi. Please.. My life had been ruined enough by the illegitimate relationship of sorts. Ek aur baar I don't want to dwell into this
She slipped herself away from his hands.
"To ab batayiye, mujhe kya karna chahiye
He pulled her with all the force to wrap his arms around her for one tight hug. She felt nostalgic as they hadn't hugged heartfelt after cb phase. His arms had been one warm shelter which gave her the solace which no one could or probably nothing could, this entire world put together.
"tumhe mujhpe itni haq hai utna meri maa aur Bhai ke hai. In fact zyaada hai because I wouldn't have been alive if not for you. Aur isse yakeen dilane ke liye ek maauka chahtha hoon."
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