The amazing journey of a few months, the separation of a lifetime of weeks and the torment filled 'Doh Feet' ki duriyan for the next few days. 😳
With Shivvay the last one is going to prove the hardest it seems. More than the 3 month separation the 'Doh Feet Ki Duriyan' are going to be too much to bear. 😉
The Shivvay in my story is at the same crossroads ...lol 😆
While Annika has already covered all the miles and miles of the 'many labours' she embarked upon and is now being blessed to enjoy the fruits of those 'many labours' it would seem.
Billu on one knee asking her to be his wife in front of the whole world.
Guys ... 'aaj ki party meri taraf sey' 😆🥳
Annika: Going the distance
The song that comes to mind and has been for the past few episodes of ShivIka which I am sure you all are very sick of me mentioning over and over again.
Yeh kahan aa gaye hum
Yunhi saath saath chalte ❤️
And that holds true for Annika. She is like the girl in this song in her journey with Shivvay. How far they have come is easy for anyone to understand if they have been following the 'ShivIka' journey for the past 350+ episodes.
When he met her she was like the Goddess who was made of stone who lives in a lonely temple of her choosing while she saw the world around her pass by.
Proud, detached and unyielding she observed from a distance all that the world had to show and offer without partaking in it physically because she knew she was not of this world and it was not of her. So she lived for the 20 odd years untouched by all that the world made her go through on the outside while she withdrew into herself more and more on the inside.
With the hand that life had dealt her she hardly had any other choice. She had to be that girl who was tough on the exterior with a spine of steel. She gradually became the Annika who cared 2 pennies of what the world thought about her and what it threw at her.
She desensitized gradually, her emotions and her love closed to all except little Sahil because she knew first hand how dangerous it was to love someone.
She had loved her Family and lost them so she was no stranger to the pain that the loss of a loved one brought to someone. But with Sahil she risked to feel and partake of that love.
He was the only one who managed to get through those gates that were barred to all others. He was the only one who saw the vulnerable Annika who feared loving because she feared losing.
Sahil, she knew, was one thing that belonged to her exclusively because they both had only each other and this time nothing in the world was going to take him away from her. This time she was older and better equipped to protect the one she loved - or so she thought till Shivvay came along and proved her wrong.
After Shivvay happened the rest was history and chemistry rolled up into one with a healthy dose of genealogy. Again I am not going to waste our time recounting all the above mentioned sciences because it would be an insult to any ShivIka fan to do so.
Teri baahon mein hai jaanam
Mere jism-o-jaan pighalte ❤️
... and so she does melt in his arms as we all know it. This Goddess who was made of stone untouched by all things in the world who thought that she would never experience love began to melt in the arms of the only God capable of making her do so. We always speak about Annika penetrating Shivvay's hard and cold exterior but always fail to understand that he in turn also penetrated hers.
And so we will witness the further melting as he chips away more vigorously at her stone exterior, in the next few days to come, with the 'Doh Feet' distance he has to keep that is going to be the hardest distance he has had to cross in his time with Annika.
O, tu badan hai main hoon chhaaya
Tu na ho to main kahan hoon ❤️
Mujhe pyaar karne waale
Tu jahan hai main vahan hoon ❤️
She has proven that already time and time again. Fiercely protective of the ones she loves she will cast her shadow over them and shield them if it means it will protect them from the heat of being burnt by the outside forces. Hence she felt the need to cast a shadow of protection' over HIM even at the cost of their marriage and their relationship. It was done to keep him from burning in the heat of the truth that would have consumed him and reduced him to ashes.
She never once doubted his love for her and what they shared. So even separated she assured his mother that he would always be a part of her and she would be of him. That was something no one could have any control to take away from her or ever be able to intrude upon in their silence and thoughts.
Hamein milna hi tha hamdam
Issi raah pe nikalte ❤️
Loosely translated the word Humdum' means soulmate. They started off on the path where it was already pre-destined that they would meet and journey together. No one and nothing can change the path of soulmates that crave and yearn for each other
"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
Shivvay : Measuring the distance
Main aur meri tanhaai aksar yeh baatein karte hain
Tum hoti to kaisa hota, tum yeh kehti, tum voh kehti ❤️
Tum is baat pe hairaan hoti, tum us baat pe kitni hansti
Tum hoti to aisa hota, tum hoti to vaisa hota ❤️
Main aur meri tanhaai aksar yeh baatein karte hain ❤️ ❤️
For the 3 months that she was away from him I am certain he felt like a man parched, thirsting for her presence in his life, home and heart. I am sure he relived all their moments together, as they brought faint smiles on his drawn and tired face.
Her laugh, smile, fights, sadness and her joys were probably what filled his anguish filled days and his sleepless nights. He probably imagined her in his thoughts doing all the things she would have done reacting to everyday situations around him.
He has spent 3 torment filled months when she abandoned him and 3 torment filled weeks when she almost became another's wife. During that time he has barely had the opportunity to physically feel her presence in his life as he was out of his reach though very much within his reach.
All that distance for a man who by some kind of Birthright and Haq', from almost the first few weeks after their meeting, has had the delicious need to touch, grab and hold her to him, feeling her physical presence surround him everytime he did that.
Now he is being told that all that physical distance that he has had to suffer while he had been separated from her, his oxygen and lifeline, has not ended even though he has made it clear that his Haq as a husband still stands. He is being told that to enjoy that Haq he has to wait till it is on a new found level. That Haq of physical proximity will be reinstated only by giving her the wedding of her dreams and a honor filled one befitting his Oberoi Bride.
The reel life Shivvay sounds and looks as half crazed as the one in my story poor guy. No matter Shivvay, patience is the mother of all virtues and Sabar Ka Phal Meetha Hota Hai',yeh toh tumney suna hoga aab aazma bhi lo.
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