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SHIVIKA OS
WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE.
(PS: This shot shows SHIVIKA'S inner turmoil. Sentences in RED are Shivaay's POV and sentencesin BLUE are Anika's POV)
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
What was all of it for?
OH, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Shivaay sat in his room, thinking about today's event. His face was displaying many expressions. Pain, hurt, jealousy and grief.
I just heard you found the one you've been looking
You've been looking for
I wish I would have known that wasn't me
And she has gotten engaged. She have found someone else to take his place. She has found my replacement. And he will be lying if he say that it wasn't hurting him. It was hurting, hurting like HELL!
'Cause even after all this time,
I still wonder Why I can't move on
Just the way you did so easily
Don't wanna know
He just can't believe that she has moved on.. so easily, doesn't it bother her? Wasn't she affected at all? Was it that easy for her to forget him? Forget them? But, it isn't easy for him. I can't forger her, even if I try my best. All I could think of is her, when I drink my espresso, I remember her, when I lay down on bed, I remember her, when I stand in front of the mirror, I remember her. Then, how could she Move On? Forgetting me?
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight
If he's holding onto you so tight
The way I did before
And the same image keep haunting him. When today, he saw her in the cafe, with someone else. Who could he be? Oh! Her fiance! How could I forget? She was wearing a little grey dress and smiling seductively. She was about to trip because of her 5 inch long high heels, but that man, he held her. Shivaay's hands closed into a tight fist, remembering the scene which he witnessed. That instant I could punch the man in face, who dared to touch My Anika!Then, he took a deep breadth. And out of sudden, his expression changed, confusion and hurt took over jealousy. But then, was she really my Anika? The girl I fell in love with? She didn't seem the same girl to me... But a complete stranger, who I never met.
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame
He groaned in frustration, holding his head with both of his hands. Why? Just why? Why am I thinking about her now!? She was the one who walked away from our relation, our special bond and me..Well, I was an idiot, duffer and what not! I shouldn't have trusted her. She was with me, just for my money not because she loved me or anything else. But still, I am thinking about her! Why? Why is it bothering me so much now? Why can't I think of anything else except her?
That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Shivaay was on verge of crying now. Thinking about all this made him feel vulnerable. No, Shivaay get a grip on yourself. He took a deep breath and then piked up the keys of his car and left the Oberoi mansion. I need to clear my head, I need to go somewhere quiet, where I can't think about her.
I just hope you're lying next to somebody
Who knows how to love you like me
There must be a good reason
that you're gone
Anika is in some small park. Little children are playing there and she is sitting on a bench and seems distant, lost in her thoughts. She recalls the event of that day, the day when she did all of that and made Shivaay throw her out of the house. She remembered Mrs. Pinky Oberoi's word. Shivaay needs someone better than me, who has Naam, Khoon and Khandaan. He needs someone who can love him more than I do. She closes her eyes and a tear roll down her cheeks. Have I done the right by choosing to leave him? It's not that I was given a choice.. If I haven't done that then Pinky Aunty would have told Shivaay everything.. And he would have broken down and I can't stand to see him like that. I think it's for the better that I am out of his life.
Every now and then I think you might want me
to Come show up at your door
But I'm just too afraid
that I'll be wrong
Anika sighed in defeat. Every time, she was alone in the house, she just wants Shivaay to be here. She couldn't help but recall their moments as a memory which she holds deeply within her heart and every time she closes her eyes, his charming face comes before her. All I wish is to see him but I can't because he probably hates me now. I have given him the reason to do so... It's not his fault that he might hate me now and doesn't want to see my face, it's all my fault. I am the one to be blamed. Anika started crying bitterly looking at his photo in her mobile.
Don't wanna know
If you're looking into her eyes
If she's holding onto you so tight
The way I did before
She then remembers of seeing his photo in a newspaper with some other girl. Newspaper called that girl as Shivaay Singh Oberoi's new girlfriend. It pained me to see that. To see him holding other girl's hand like he held mine. It pained me to even think of him looking at her the same way , he looked at me. Suddenly, Anika didn't know why but she felt angry, thinking about the same thing.
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame
Anika wiped her tears as she didn't fell like crying now, she felt rage running all over her body. After seeing his photo in newspaper, she had felt extremely jealous and wanted to make him feel the same way. So, she had prepared all this drama of wearing that dress and meeting with some guy, just to make him jealous but she got no reaction. Why wasn't he jealous? Doesn't he care for me now? Has his feeling towards me changed? Doesn't he love me anymore?
That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Shivaay saw a small park nearby and stopped his car to take a walk. He entered inside and the first thin GB he saw was her. What is she doing here? She looked like she was deep in thoughts and tear strains were visible on her face. Was she crying? But why? If that fiance of hers is the reason behind it, then I swear I am going to kill him with my bare hands. Anika felt someone's strong gaze on her and she lifted her eyes. It was him. What is he doing here? And why does he seem angry? Oh, is he here to shout at me? For saying all that things on that day? Their eyes met for a second. Shivaay's eyes showed hate for the person because of whom his Anika was crying. Anika mistook that hate for herself and looked away. I can't see hate for me in his eyes. Shivaay looked at her baffled. She saw me, but... She looked away.. Oh, so we are on this stage now! Where we ignore each other, where we are strangers to each other, where she doesn't know me and I don't know her. Earlier, their eyes never seemed to leave each other. But now, they ignored each others presence. Ignored each other.
Times have changed, things have changed and unfortunately, they have also changed.
SO, This was just a random shot. I was listening to this song and could relate to SHIVIKA'S condition with it. So, thought of writing it. Hope you liked it! If yes, then do tell me by commenting. And the link of this song and my other stories is below.
~Mystry Girl
LINK OF SONG "WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE"
LINK OF SHIVIKA FF "A COLLEGE STORY"
LINK OF SHIVIKA OS "LOVE FOR RAIN"
LINK OF SHIVIKA TS FT. OBEROI FAMILY
