So I saw a lot of angry posts for Omkara and rightfully so since he has been quite unfair to Gauri from the start of their relationship but even then I would like to point out his plight to the viewers if they don't know it already.
He is feeling two things at the moment and both in extreme.
One is anger.
Other is thankful.
He feels Gauri indirectly became the reason for someone's death. He sees flashes of that person burning in front of him and he sees his mother in that person. So I think we all can understand where these harsh feelings of hatred are coming from. He tries to forget that incident but it's impossible. He tried to supress his anger and succeeded just for a little while but then one word and everything came screaming back to him.
He also feels that she saved him and his family from a great danger and thereby feels thankful. She risked her life for him and thus he cannot shake of that moment from his mind either. So obviously he feels he owes it to her to treat her right and that is what the past few weeks were about. Omkara trying to be nice to Gauri inspite his very being not allowing him to.
I feel he is in a dilemma. He wants to accept her. He also wants to respect her but because of some misunderstandings he is not able to do it. We all could see how restless he got when he realised she's gone. He thinks of her as this terrible woman with no morals whatsoever but still doesn't want to let her go because of some unnamed connection he feels for her and that is what I feel is the most beautiful thing about their relationship. Even back then he saved her by marrying her inspite of hating her.
I'm not justyfying his anger or hatred because we all know he is being unfair to her by not directly asking her why she decided to marry KT but just the fact that he cannot let her go even when he assumes that she is in the wrong (because if we saw someone burning and thoughts a person to be responsible for that we'll probably hate them enough to kill them) is what has me pinning for Rikara and for Omkara.
I know it got reallly long. Sorry
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AGAIN IM NOT JUSTIFYING HIS ACTS JUST FINDING THEBEAUTY IN THEM!