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Hey everyone. Looks like the separation is affecting us as much as it is Shivaay and Annika. How many times we have asked for this very thing, for them to feel what it is like without the other, so that they will never take each other for granted?
Yet, when it happens, we can't even stand ONE week of it. Let alone these two (figuratively) went 3 months without each other. One is angry and hurt, the other is desolate and hopeless ; but both are miserable and missing each other. Both are not themselves and half alive.
Someone is blocking Annika's jobs. Yet Sahil is happily at school, while Annika frets about his fees. She is living safely with Chanda, who happily supports her and insists she stays put with her. Whether or not this is Shivaay's punishment or hidden motive to get her back (like few of my friends have postulated) we have to wait and see.
He is living in her memories, very hurt and upset. Just hearing her name, washes him with feelings. Poor Ishqbaaaz misses his other half. He seems to live for his brothers, his tears leak out sadly with them, as the three are in a bad state, at least together.
One for all, All for one. No matter what.
At what point are the younger two going to feel safe and brave enough to hold their big brother close and tell him the truth that made his much loved wife go away? We wait and see. At what point does he need his NKK and pride more than the love of his life? He is at the verge of driving off a cliff as it is, at the mercy of conniving females.
Breakups are HARD. There are times you sink so low , you'd never believe you'd be happy ever again. These two are there. And they have shown it so well, that we feel the same misery. (and we need a lifeš )
I feel Shivaay is angry and wants to punish her. When she was on the phone, all it took was her saying his name, and he was filled with feelings.
But he is being "Nakhre Noor Jahan" , won't even grace her with a "yes, what do you want?"
Or a " yes?"
Never mind a "How are you Annika? are you alright? I miss you so..."
He carries his hurt like a badge, and cut the call. Heartless, yet all the thoughts are of her. He can't show her that can he? If he's civil he might show weakness, and he definitely won't , not to her.
But this Nakhre , is so fragile. I can't wait to see what happens when he comes face to face with her.
Wait til these two come alive again, as they fight each other. Samar as a friend would be a good trigger for possessive husband Shivaay to roar.
The poor guy is heartbroken himself, I don't see chemistry there. But a nice shared pain kind of equation. A helping hand to someone drowning in sorrow. I'm keeping an open mind. Because I cannot see Annika ever falling in love again, like she loves Shivaay. Once in a lifetime kind of love. Vice versa for him.
Because he hasn't moved on, the memories of her will plague him when he sees her with anyone else.
Those memories. Where she blushes when he goes near. When she gasps if he grabs her hand pulls her close. The way she shudders when he grazes her cheek and blows in her ears. The way she is breathless when he kisses her. Knowing what it feels like when she runs her hands all over his face , when she hugs him, when she worries over him.
To imagine another man in his place will drive him mad.
Let's bear this miserable break up week. Next week promises to be explosive...
(i hope)
p/s: I like PriVeer chemistry. They were scorching hot , albeit Pranka being out of character. I wished they were this daring with Shivika..
Anyway it looks like Kamini is mimicking what Pinky did (in a nastier cheap way) to her Bahu. To make Ranveer turn against his wife, and kick her out if the house. Ho hum.
p/s: Bhavya returns to OM. I must say Leenesh is pretty good as lover boy, and that scene in DBO deserves a standing ovation ...
p/s: Omkara is resurrected !! Yayyy!!
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