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I know i have to update my ff but i really felt like writing this one shot after seeing today's episode.
This is saumya's diary note - 15/3-2017
Grey's Anatomy - Saumya's diary note:
I was really surprised when bade bhaiyya and bhabhi came to see me. Funny how i call them bade bhaiyya and anika bhabhi even after all the happenings. Am supposed to hate all the oberois. Yes supposed to. But only God knows why i am affectionate to them.
Even after what they had done to my family. My blood boils whenever i remember my brother . My brother Ashok. World's best and the most affectionate brother who got burnt alive due to the OBEROIS.
I don't know which is more painful , the fact that i got affectionate to the family which killed my brother or the fact that i fell in love with the son of my brother's killer and married him or the fact that my husband refuses to acknowledge me.
Husband? There was a point of time this marriage mattered to me more than anything else in this world but not anymore. Even after everything i did to save his life he chose to insult me.He humiliated me for my appearance.How shallow?
Its your loss my so called hubby. This is saumya who is independent and ambitious. She will get what she wants. Day is not far you will come back to me. But don't even dream the vice versa.
I kind of melted when dadi spoke. She knows who i am. Yes. She is the only one in the oberoi mansion who knows am ashok's sister. She found out about me when she got my brother's belongings after he got burnt. She got a promise from me that i will not tell anyone else about me. She believed am good. She believed my brother was good and her son has done injustice by murdering him. She promised she will take care of my life and paid for my education. She had every right to be angry. But am sorry dadi. Am not the saumya you believed. I stayed true to you and the love your family members showered even when i heard my bhabhi gayathri got murdered.
Yes.She hated me for staying true to you people. But i just couldn't hurt you people.
Bade bhaiyya asked me to tell him if rudra hurted me. There was a point of time when i had helped in his murder attempt. Yes . Thats why i was there in hospital, the day he was fighting for his life. The day i met rudra. The day he was crying his eyes out. Seeing him cry like that i couldn't help remembering how i felt when my brother died. I melted by his tears. I felt a strange connection. I gave up my idea to help in the murder attempt and instead gave him the most precious thread of my brother.
Bhabhi was furious at me for this and stopped talking to me. But I didn't regret it, i did what I felt is right. Om bhaiyya adopted me as his sister. He had always showered me with love. How would i harm his family??
Anika didi had spoilt a lot of gayathri bhabhi's plans but i never hated her. For i know she is a pure soul who loves me a lot. I did try to divert her a few times like when i saw gayathri bhabhi coming out of the dhol. But she always ended up saving the oberois. I felt bad for gayathri bhabhi but i loved anika bhabhi. I never really wanted the oberois to get hurt for the love i got or i thought i got.
But rudra... you ruined it. You killed my love. You killed my goodness. You destroyed the family i thought i had. In short you killed ME.Your dad destroyed my real family. Be prepared for now i am the biggest threat for your entire family.
LET THE GAME BEGIN
With hate
Saumya
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