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she is sitting on her bed , thinking about her life..she is in deep thought unaware of world
her pov
aaj fir se wo sab yaad aa raha hai. jab bhul hi chuki hu to q fir se wahi sab batien ek film ki tarah mere dimag mai chal rahi hai..q wo chehra wo naam mere jehan se nahi jata..kisi na kisi bahane chala aata hai..kabhi sukun bankar to kabhi baichaini bankar..aaj bhi sochti hu wo pal jab use pehli bar mili thi..kehne ko barso beet gaye par aaj bhi wo pal ankho ke samne is kadar taja hai jaise aaj hi ki baat ho..
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RMD college
one 17 year old girl is walking out of her class room with her friend .she is looking normal in her simple salwar kurta , high ponytail and specks
girl - are anu hume to foundation class mai jana hai..bhul gayi..
vidya - ohh yeah anika thankgod tu hai warna itne bade college mai mai confuse hi ho jati..
ani - humara town hi accha hai is city ki bhid bhad se par education k liye to rehna hi hoga na..
vi - hmm sahi kaha..chale
they go to class n sit on seat..professor come n deliver lecture n leave .her eye land on a group who is enjoying .she look at group n smile seeing their fun n friendship ..n with time vidya n ani aka anika become their friend .that group consist of om , somya , rudra n shivay .
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anika's pov
jab pehli bar us group ko dekha to laga ki kitni acchi dosti hai kash mai bhi is group ka hissa hoti..kuch or nahi socha tha. par fir bhi ek insan par ja kar najar tham gayi jo kuch alag par sabke jaisa. hum dhere dhere sab bffs bane or vidya wapas chali gayi..par now i have my friend jinhe mai saccha dost keh sakti thi..ek alag hi bat thi unke sath mai..kab waqt beet jata tha pata hi nahi chalta tha..sabse khas bat thi wo mujhe mere look se judge nahi karte the unlike others..wo jaise koi khubsurat si duniya thi.jisne mere akelepan or dard ko bhula diya..dard ki ki baat aayi hai to sochti hu kya tha wo dard .mai riya ek simple girl jisne kabhi apne ghar se school k alawa kadam nahi rakha . kam bolne wali..apne mai hi gum..bas chahiye tha to koi accha or saccha dost ..jiski kami unlogon k milne se puri hui..
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college class room.
its empty coz class is over
rud- yar aaj commerce group mai ek new ladki aayi hai.
shi - are wah tujhe sab pata chal jata hai .details de jara
om - stupids science group mai kya kam pad gayi to bahar najar maar rahe ho.
ani - tum ladke na sach mai ..by god
som - pata hai guys wo khanna mam hai na unka verma sir se affair hai
ani - kuch bhi ...kisi k bare mai bina jane nahi bolna chahiye
som- are hume pata hai yar
ani - aisa kaise pata chalta hai..
shi - hay chashmish tu nahi samjhegi yar.rehne de..
ani- mai q nahi samjhungi..
shi - qki tu na bahut sweet or seedhi hai..ye duniya ki chalaki tere bas ki nahi..
he ruffle her hairs,,she look at him n he get busy with rudra abt new girl..
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ani pov
us din nahi pata tha q dekh rahi hu use..par fir kuch dhyan hi nahi diya...meri jindgi mai pyar ki kami nahi thi wo apni family se bharpur mila mujhe ..bas kami thi to understanding ki .mai humesha chahti thi koi mujhe bin bole samjhe ..or wo kami usne anjane mai puri kar di..
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all are in cafe near their college ..they are having coffee.suddenly somya has to left .n also om is not presenttoday..now only shivika n rudy left having coffee n chatting..ani saw one of her relative .who is narrow minded.
ani mv uff ye uncle yaha..inhone mujhe college time mai bahar dekh liya wo bhi boys k sath to pata nahi kya kya kahenge..
she start feeling nervous
shi - kya hua..
ani- wo mere relative hai.
rud - to ky hua ignore mar
ani start playing with her dupatta
shi - ani aisa kar tu us side se college chal hum wahi milte hai..tera or somya ka order hum le ayenge.
rud - kya hua
shi - kuch nahi..to ani - tu jaa
ani smile nervously n left
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ani pov
jane kaise wo bin bole sab samjh gaya..jo aaj tak koi nahi kar paya usne kar diya ..the ever silent anika ko samjh liya wo bhi bina bole. jitna understanding tha wo utna hi caring bhi
she smile remembering one incident
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their gang is going for picnic ..they all are happy .ani cook chole for all at her hostle..all eat them n praise them..
they are enjoying .n exploring place.its beautiful natural place..a small river n a big tample of shivji..ani leg get slipped .but shivay hold her hand
shi - sambhal kar
ani - aahhh
shi - laao mujhe dikhao.
he twist her leg n its fine now..
shi - ani u fine
ani - hmm ..ab thik hai..omg meri sandle tut gayi..
shi - ye le mere shoes pahan le
ani - or tum
shi - teri tarah najuk nahi hu..ncc ka cadat hu aadat hai meri..pahanle
ani - nahi tum mai kaise ..
shi - chup chap le le chashmish jyada natak na kar..
he give her his shoes n she wore them ..its was big in size but still its okie rather than walking bare foot
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ani pov
us din uska ek or side dekha..his caring side. wo sab humari gang humari dosti .sab ek sapne ki tarah tha.sapna to tutna hi tha.tut gaya..papa ko attack aya tha..mujhe lautna pada..wapas ja hi nahi payi..bas exam dene gayi.or akhiri bar mili un sab se..waqt beeta sab badal gaya ..log bhi rishte bhi..ek bar fir se mai akeli ho gayi..ek dum akeli..akelepan se jyada kisi ka sath pakar akela hona takleef deta hai..har pal sabki yad aati thi om, somu , rudy or uski shivay ki..par jaise sab bhul gaye mujhe. haa hum kabhi kabhi ya yu kahu occasionally phone par bat kar liya karte the..but ab wo bat kahan rahi thi. tut chuka tha wo sapna..par jindgi wo kaha rukti hai..wo to chalti hi jati hai.
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anika take admission in pg course. but in another city..
ani mv q mai un logon ko bhul nahi paati jo mujhe bhula chuke..kya dosh du kisi ko jab meri kismat mai wo sath hi nahi..un logon ko kabhi dosh de bhi nahi sakti qki wo to meri life k angels the..unhone kuch waqt k liye hi sahi mujhe wo diya jo kabhi nahi mila na milega sacchi dosti..aj bhi mere kai dost hai par wo bat kahan.
sara - ri kahan khoyi hai tu..
ani- kahin nahi bol
aditi - hum ye discuss kar rahe hai pyar kya hota hai
ani - par q u both r in love n hve boyfriend
sara - haa yar ..accha tu bata kaisa boyfriend chahiye tujhe
ani - nahi chahiye boyfriend mujhe..qki mujhe kuch pal ka nahi jindgi bhar ka rishta chahiye..mai to apne pati ko hi pyar karungi..jise mere ma papa mere liye chunenge
adi - accha madam to ye hi bata dijiye pyar kya hai aapke liye
ani - pyar mere liye sabse pure feeling ..pyar to har jagah har rishte mai hai,,
sar - uff family girl is mode se bahar aa or bata wo pyar kya hai
ani - mm wo pyar , wahi jo utna hi pure ho jitna ek ma apne bacche se karti hai..matlab selfless .pyar kab ho jayega ye hum decide nahi karte..ye to bas bin bataye ho jata hai.. mere liye wo aisa hona chahiye jo mujhe bin bole samjhe , meri care kare..jiske pas hote hi ek aajeeb sa sukun mehsus ho..jiske hone se hi lage mai duniya ki sabse safest place par hu,.jis par mai vishwas kar saku.
aditi - ohh god tu to shayar nikli..kaun sochega ri k andar itna kuch chupa aai..
ani smile
sa - kya koi kabhi nahi mila aisa tujhe
suddenly their phone ring n they go to talk
Ani - mila to tha ..usme ye sab qualities hai.par mujhe samjh nahi aya ki usme wo sab qualities hai ya uski qualities ne mere man mai pyar ki ek chavi banai hai.. i don't know ye kya hai jo mai uske liye feel karti aayi hu..pyar ya ek admiration .god knows..par ek bat janti hu ki mai uski kabil nahi..
she sigh n clear her tears which unknowingly brimmed out of her eyes.
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ani pov
ye bat mai aaj tak nahi samjh payi ki mujhe us jaisa pati chahiye tha ya mai use chahti thi..kabhi jawab dhundne ki koahish bhi nahi ki ..or kabhi laga ki jawab mil raha hai to maine use daba diya..ya u kahu khud ko dhoka de diya..par aaj bhi sochti hu to lagta hi..kya wo sach mai sach tha .kya wo mujhe sach mai samjhta tha.agar haa to q usne itni asani se bhula diya mujhe..pyar nahi mang rahi na kabhi chaha par wo dosti q chin li mujhse..kya uska wo care karna uska nature tha. shayad mai hi galat thi..uske sath jane q khud ko kuch khas feel karne lagi thi.par mai uske liye khas nahi thi shayad wo sabke liye aisa hi ho..meri jagah koi or bhi hoti to yahi karta aise hi rehta.. mai ek bhuli hui kahani hu uske liye..or wo bhi to kaun sa roj yad aata hi mujhe. waqt k sath maine bhi use bhula diya.. kahi or dil lagane ki koshish bhi ki par wo lag hi nahi paya..aaj bhi uska fav song meri playlist mai hai..kabhi kabhi sun leti hu use..jane kabse meri favorite sabji badal gayi..ab to wahi meri favorite ho gayi hai..uska rang to kab se mere pasandida rang par haawi ho gaya. sab to uska hai mera reh kya gaya gam k siwa fir bhi khud se yahi kehti hu..pyar nahi mujhe usse..wo ek beeta hua pal hai..
aaj bhi jab uske apne liye bole shabd yad aate hai ..jab wo bolta tha ani tu kitni cute or bholi hai..tubelight kabhi to bulb ban ja..mai has deti hu..
aaj bhi jab apno k liye pary karti hu to uska nam khud ba khud juban par aa jata hai..wo jane kab meri har dua mai shamil ho gaya pata hi nahi chala..
par kya sach mai ye pyar hai,.kehte hai jaha pyar hota hai waha jealousy bhi hoti hai,.par mujhe to nahi hui..humesha dua mangti thi use wo mile jise wo chahta hai or meri wo dua kubul hui..
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its shivay's birthday ani call him,..
ani - hay shivay happy birthday
shi - thanks yar..kaisi hai
ani - mast tu suna
shi - humesha ki tarah mast..
ani - shivay .i think koi to hai , hai na
shi- hmm
ani - wow sacchi bata kaun
shi - batata hu batata hu
ani- haa to bol na
shi - kavya...mere sath hi job karti hai..
ani - wow..great.to aage ka plan
shi- all set..ghar par koi problem nahi jaldi hi shadi ki date niklegi..
ani - wow shivay i am too happy for you..bhaghwan tum dono ko har khushi de..
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ani pov
us din jhut nahi bola tha i was n am really happy..use wo mila jise wo chahta hai..mujhe kabhi jalan nahi hui dukh nahi hua..par uski shadi mai nahi ja payi..haa uske liye or uski aane wali life k liye pray jarur kiya..fast rakha..ab shaad use is tarah yad karne ka hak mera nahi raha..wo kisi or ka hai..
use mile 10 sal or bichde 8 sal ho gaye..maine use bhula diya..wo khush hai mai bhi..par jab bhi meri shadi ki bat chalti thi to lagta tha jaise koi mujhe usse bahut dur le jaa raha hai..mera dil rota tha..jindgi mai sab chutta sa lagta hai..
mai bhi shadi karna chahti thi..sochti thi ki koi to ho jo mujhe pyar kare ..or jab wo din aya meri shadi fix hui..again wahi feeling jaise wo mujhse bahut dur ho gaya..aditya mera hone wala pati bahut accha hai..he likes me.par mai q use nahi pasand kar pa rahi..arjun wo to ek bhuli hui kahani hai na .ek aisi kahani jo kabhi shuru hi nahi hui to khatam kaise ho sakti hai..q je karta hai ek bar use gale se laga kar khub roun ..jabki janti hu ye hak mujhe nahi or ye sahi bhi nahi..wo khush hai apni kavya k sath..or mai uski khushi mai khush..mai chahti thi koi ho jo mujhe pyar kare..to wo hai par fir sab galat q ho raha hai..q wo aaj bhi mere dil dimag par chaya hai..jabki roj khudko kehti hu use pyar nahi karti..kaha karti hu use pyar..kabhi use manga kaha khud k liye..kabhi use apne pas lane ki koi koshish kaha ki maine, kab mujhe uske aage badne se takleef hui..balki mujhe to khushi hai wo khush hai..to kya yahi pyar hai ya dosti..
do din mai meri shadi hai. or mai meera ki tarah kanaha kanha kar rahi hu jabki janti hu kanha to radha ka hai..meera k nasseb mai to bas vish ka pyala hai..
par bas yahi dua karti hu ye sawal sawal hi rahe to accha hai .ki kya yahi pyar hai..iska sawal mujhe jeene nahi deta to jawab kya haal karega pata nahi..
she sigh n look at her mehndi which is showing name of aditya a lone tear brimmed out her eye n fall on her palm...
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