After thoughts and back to square one!!!

I loved today's episode. It was fun to watch. It was lightheartedness before the heart burn that all of us are going to face in the coming days or may be weeks. I am not taking anything away from today's episode while I make my points.

Because this post is where I still analyze yesterday's rescue operation and the fact that did Shivaay do it out of love or guilt???? The CVs are still not able to convince me that Shivaay is in love with Anika. (if he is not in love with her even after all this then I don't know what will make him to be in love)

As if the dust has settled after yesterday's storm, I still feel that yesterday Shivaay was guilt driven. He is very attracted to Anika but still short of love.

I say this because after saving Tia he still assures Tia and her mother that he will marry Tia. So that means the divorce is still on. I also did not understand why did home come back and ask Anika to come along to witness him rescuing his future wife?

Then why this amnesia or lame use of the dialog yesterday 'meri biwi ko haath kaise lagaya'? And why this so called promise from Anika 'that come what may don't stop talking to me'. Come on dude what do you expect, after the divorce you and Anika will have the Sunday tea, with Tia hovering over you where Anika 'talks'to you.

Is Shivaay confused or outright insensitive of Anika's feelings? Why not insist the 'baat karte hain ' regarding the marriage and what Anika wants. He has decided everything... He decided to get married and now it is his decision to get divorced . Anika also is acting like a mute doll and tolerating all that Shivaay is doing.

I was also confused regarding the precap. When Anika was blabbering regarding her doubts Regarding Tia, I felt like Shivaay was nodding, as if in agreement, or was it my mind playing tricks with me. Only tomorrow's episode will tell.