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Hey all!🤗
I want to thank everyone who reads my posts and comment on them even if they aren't that amazing. It means a lot to be read and appreciated😳
This one is for my two darlings Pooji and Prithu, who always encourage me to write🤗 🤗
We will do this a bit differently as I have an analysis of a scene to put in as well, so I will try and keep it short but sufficient.
In the space between our fingers lies my heart at your disposal,
even though you ruthlessly crush it with well-deserved words,
I hold on and look, reluctant to let go of the space where we breathe in our world, together.
~Shivaay~
After a day, a night, and a dream filled with her name, he finally managed to say with some semblance of resolve to his brothers that Anika did not fill his heart and mind and soul.
Forced to eat his words, merely a few minutes later when he walked in to see her framed against lights that seemed to dim beside her.
'Beautiful', a word I must get rid of if my world has to remain firm and practical.
'Beautiful'; How much more of this will I be able to take?
She heard his whispered word, like a chant, like a prayer, and found him gazing at her with an expression she was beginning to distrust. Why did his look make her feel warm, complete, and inconsolably sad? Why was he looking at her this way?
He felt her slip before he saw her, and rushed to save her. As it was, there was no need.
Without touching each other, they felt close enough to hear each others' heartbeats. To break contact would have been easier, but how could they break this?
This space between them that neither could bridge, and yet, he could feel her hair tickle his fingers, he knew tonight would be sleepless as well as phantoms of that touch would remain ensconced in his heart.
I had thought I would be able to intertwine my post with my analysis but it didn't work out that way so here I am, copy pasting from Pooji's thread:
I found the scene significant when Anika was all lit up, in a frame, and on a pedestal (the stool/workbench) and Shivaay was staring at her, mesmerised, lost, and completely in love.
Why, you may ask?
Because, this is kind of like how Anika is seen by Shivaay: all bright, happy, lit up, extremely self-reliant, and beautiful of course.
He has a certain image of her, and he's idealising her now.
Remember, he did say the truth (that he doesn't want to admit again), that night when drugged when he called her nice, too nice. That he doesn't deserve it.
He thinks Anika is a nicer, better person than he is. And he's right.
I think it's significant that even when she was about to fall, he shouted, and was right there (as fast as that was, it shows how quick to jump to anika's defence Shivaay is).
Shivaay was also afraid that she'd fall from the pedestal she's on. Because she's so involved with family, she has been so involved with family, the chances of her erring are higher and inevitably, he would be there for support at the end, whether she knows it, accepts it, or not.
That does not mean he won't doubt her. But he will eventually, at the end of it be there if she's being insulted by someone else, or hurt, or whatever.
Again, he doesn't understand the concept of him hurting her with his words, and I think he'll make the mistake soon enough again.
Anika and Shivaay almost but did not touch in that scene.
I think that was extremely significant considering the self-dignity and commitment angle. Paraya dhan and all that.But more than that (As we see KC wale scene mein woh toh khatam ho hi jaayega), more than that, it is significant because it shows the gap between these two still.
A very tactile gap between them, that lakeer neither is willing to cross, for good reason.
I do not know if I'm making any sense here or not.
Even in yday's scene, there were frames, while they are very pretty, today I was forced to admit that it was for a reason: their significance is simply that Shivaay has framed Anika in one particular way, and she has more to her, stuff that will help him unlock the secrets of his own heart, perhaps connect them in a more visceral way.
Enough babbling! sorry for long post!
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