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ISHKARA FF: HIDDEN EMOTION (PART 4)
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Ishana: I know we have our own issues. After my mother death I'm the new owner of this rehab center. For this reason plz don't quit. As per as i understand My mother likes you a lot & wanted you here, now she is not here. As a daughter it's my duty to do everything which she wanted. For her sake please stay.
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Om: I'm not quitting. I promised Mrs. Roy & I never break my promises like other people
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Ishana understood this taunt for her. She hurt by his sharp word, but cover it quickly. Her whole life she is learning this thing how to cover your emotions without acknowledging others.
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Ishana: Then that is good.
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She left him alone. But she didn't know how much she tried so hard to covering her emotions om knew that his words hurt her. On himself didn't know why he taunted her. He didn't want. Maybe he can't forgive her for her deeds. How can he forgive her? It's true what happened with her its very bad but that didn't justify her previous actions. But why he can't see her being hurted after what she did with him. Only god knows.
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At night in oboroi mansion shivaye & rudra came to Om's room saw him in deep thought.
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Shivaye: om what are you thinking?
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Om: why I can't see her in pain?
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Rudra: ohhh!!!!!!!!!!! her!!!!!!!!!!! Who is this her om? Bolo bolo
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Shivaye & om: shut up rudra
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Shivaye: what's the matter om? I thought you are thinking about Mrs. Roy's death. It's hurtful for you as you admire her a lot
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Om: yaa but i'm not thinking that
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Shivaye: then what are you thinking O?
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Om: guys actually I don't share a thing with you.
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Rudra: what?????? O you kept secret from us!!!!!!!!!
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Om: I thought you guys get worried about me & it's only matter of two months so I handle it myself.
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Shivaye: now can you tell us what's the matter?
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Om: Mrs Roy have a daughter &
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Rudra: (cut him) don't tell us O you are fall in love with her now i'm also restricted your room after 7pm.
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Shivaye glares rudra.
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Om: shut up, rudra I wanted to tell that Mrs Roy's daughter is ishana.
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Shivaye: what ishana??????? That con girl???????
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Om: yesss.
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Rudra: vaiya I think I have some ear problem. That's why I heard that the girl trying to con om she is Mrs Roy's daughter. Oh my god I have hearing problem vaiya call doctor. I don't want to deaf such a Young age. (Cry)
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Om: stop your drama rudra. You heard right
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Om told them everything
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Shivaye: you are working with her! Why don't you tell us before? Om you are not going there anymore. It's good for you keeping yourself distance from this cunning girl.
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Om: no, I promised Mrs Roy I work there. I can't break my promise.
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Shivaye: but
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Om: plz shivaye don't ask me to do that
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Shivaye: OK as you wish. But keep distance from her & take care of yourself.
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Om: OK (he again lost in his thought)
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Shivaye: now what are you thinking?
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Om: I don't understand one thing yesterday her mother is dead & today she behave like nothing happened. She smiled, joked but you know her eyes showed something else that there is lot of pain which she is hiding by her smile but can't hide through her eyes.
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Rudra: please O don't again start that her eyes tell about her pain. For sake of her eyes you lost 50 lakh of money in car dealing.
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Om: shut up rudra, it's not me it's you who did that deal.
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Rudra: oh really!!!!!! First you Denied to do that deal then you looked at her eyes & agreed to do that deal.
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Om: because you told me look at her eyes.
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Rudra: now I tell you O cut your hair will you do that?????? No na then why are you accused me now & it's not 1st time that you lost in her eyes
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Om: lost in her eyes!!!!! what the hell you are talking about?
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Rudra: O eat badam like vaiya. It's sharp your memory O. Remember you tell us in kitchen her eyes showed her connection with pain. You see pain in her eyes. Why are you so obsessed with her eyes?.
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Om: I'm not obsessed.
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Rudra: then why are you always said I saw pain in her eyes, I saw that in her eyes. Only you see pain in her eyes. I never seeing anything in her eyes, I only see that she has a big beautiful eyes with long eyelashes.
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Anika: because om see the real her through her eyes.
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The three look behind & saw anika standing close to the door
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Shivaye: rudra & anika stop this ankh me choli game
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Rudra: what game it vaiya???? When I & bhabi playing it I can't remember. I also should start eating badam (making puppy face).
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Shivaye: shut up rudra. Oh god what is happening with my language. Its all your fault anika hearing your weird word I also start speaking that & now don't open your mouth not for fight & not for your gyan. You don't know anything about that con girl she is not real she is a none but a fake girl.
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Anika: how can you tell that she is fake.
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Om: stop fighting guys. And anika shivaye is right she fake. She betrayal my trust, my friendship. She told me lie, she represent herself a helpless girl which she absolutely not only for money.
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Anika: your mind said that Om but your heart said other things. Your heart knows she is real that's why you befriended with her.
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Om: because she showed me she is a good person so my heart believed that but it's all lie.
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Anika: but now you know her truth then why you feel her pain now? Isn't she is the fake girl who told you lie for money.
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Om: I don't know.
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Anika: Om I'm not saying she is not wrong by betrayed you? But maybe she had her own reasons. You know everybody had their own reason for living the way their life, you can't put all the reasons in same box.
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Shivaye: you want say for conning others she had some reason are you justify her anika?
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Anika: no I'm not.
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Om: anika, wrong is wrong her choice is wrong. Maybe she had reason but for her reason she can't hurt others.
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Anika: yes you are right Om but from where I see her, I see only a lonely girl who lost all her dear ones & trust me it's really hurts when you lost them whom you love.
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Her eyes became moist, shivaye came & hug her.
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Shivaye: it's late I think we should go & have some sleep.
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Anika: yaah let's go.
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Rudra: but before that vaiya tell me how to play ankh me colhi game
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Shivaye: shut rudra.
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Rudra: why scolding me. Tell that you dont want to tell OK good night
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Om: good night
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Everybody gone. Om trying to sleep but sleep is far away from him. When he shut his eyes he only saw those big, sad eyes of ishana the last time he saw her. Is rudra right???? Is he really obsessed with her eyes. He never looked at ridhima's eyes with so intensity when they are in relationship. Her eyes now haunted him. He decided to read some sayari to calm her mind. He goes to the book self trying to select a book.
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Suddenly he saw blue color covers a book type things. He pick it & thaught, what is it? He never saw it before. "He opens the 1st page & saw something written in whole page & the hand writing is really very bad."
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He read the 1st line " HI, DIARY I'M ISHANA ROY"
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Om shut it immediately.
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ishkara ff: hidden emotions part 5



om opens the diary & read the 1st line

[COLOR=green]"hi diary, i am ishana roy"[/COwh
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om immediately shut the diary

om: so this is the diary ishana searched that day

FLASHBACK STARTS

he went in teacher's room after finishing his class, he saw there ishana created mess in whole teacher's room, she searched something, but the way she searched it seemed like there is a income tax raid in that room & ishana is the investigation officer.

she asked the singing teachers that if they saw any blue covered book type thing.
BT they move their head in reply of negative

she again searched like a mad
& repeatedly asked herself in slow voice, 'where she kept it? how can she became so irresponsible? how can she lost it?
she was look like she is going to cry anytime as she lost her dear ones

FLASHBACK ENDS

om tell himself, 'but when this diary he took with himself? how it came to him? he even not met ishana in rehab centre regularly & they just bumped each other some times. he tried to remember.'

OK start with first
'he buy some new sayari books from market
then he went rehab directly, he became late so he went for his class along with books
then he went teacher's room.
that time rudra phone came
his one hand had full of books another hand he pick rudra's phone.
then he collided with table & his books & a ladies bag kept on table shutter on the floor
rudra said some stupid things
he was paying attention in rudra's words so he grab all his books & then put that bag on the table back
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yesss maybe that's the way this diary he took this diary with him

he have to return it ishana tomorrow

he put this diary back, now he had no mood to read sayari
om tried to sleep
BT he only think the sentence "hi diary, I am ishana Roy"
he sit in his bed & thinking ' if she is not enough to bother him, now her handwriting is also bother him'
but seriously how bad handwriting she has!
what she write on that diary, for that she became mad when she lost it.

should I open it again
no its very bad manner to open anyone's personal diary

he again try to sleep but he himself don't know what is attracted him towards that diary

after a long battle with heart & brain
his heart again overcome his brain

he open the diary again

trying to read, it's very difficult to read.
om(himself): why she behaved that day like if this diary came anyone's hand that person came to know all her secret, how can anyone know her secret handwriting is awful. none can understand what she written in her diary.

after much difficulty finally he able to read

Hi diary,
I am ishana Roy. i dont know what to tell you ok i tried I am ten years old now. I am fair in complexion. I have round face. I have two eyes, one nose, two ears, I have OK let me count first right now I have 12 teeth. my teeth fall. baba said my teeth again grown. I have long black hair like my MAA. because my baba have chand in his head. I mean he is takle. OK I have a small family my MAA, baba & my little sister. I call chapli because when she eat she made chap chap sound. I can dance. wait I see you my dance. so tell me are you like my dance. oh I forget you can't talk. I have many friends in my school. everybody loves my dancing. I have a pet dig name is bozo. it is my room in this room there is a bed, a table, a chair, a wardrobe, my school bag, my room color is blue I love blue. right now I wearing the dress this color is also blue.
nice dress naaa
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baba gift me this dress today because today is my birth day na. i love chocolate cake so baba get it today for me. maa gifted you to me. she said writing diary is good. when we can't speak anything then we just write that things. so she told me now I also write my feelings on you as you became my friend today. BT sacci bolu friend I don't understand what she said to me. BT she said from now I should write on you. so let's make a deal I tell you everything & you told yours. opps I forgot you can't tell then you listen my talk. bdw I told you I am very talkative.

OK MAA told me to sleep , so goodnight
oh I forget to tell you tomorrow I give dress. I don't like you to be nangu. I covered you with a blue cover. u know na blue is my favorite color

OK bbye

om close diary. he can't help but laugh like maniac
om: seriously who tell give her description to a diary
& the way she described herself it looks like a paragraph.

then he stopped laugh, so this con girl had a sweet childhood, oh i forget nobody is born criminal, but then how she became a con girl?
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he turned next page