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THE DEPARTURE
I purposely lodged in myself opposite to her at dinner table.
To my surprise she was calm, completely focused to her meal.
Thats unusual. She would not finish her dinner without ranting her bravery tales to dinning table audience. It would be wrong to say that she doesnt suffer lack of energy but the sight is a rare occasion.
I asked her to pass me the dishes expecting she would respond, glare, taunt over my ability to serve for myself but she quietly slid them to me without any weird expressions.
"So All set for the journey?" Asked bade papa as he joined us for the dinner to which I nodded confidently and he smiled.
I was going away for a whole month. I had never been far a field longer than a week. Bade papa had asked me for the project and I had gladly said yes to it.
Rudra and priyana had cried after I had broken the news to them. I had promised to meet them online everyday. Further Rudra had handed me with a giant shopping list for him as a compensation.
Om had merrily agreed to my decision and wished me success.
But she hadnt said a word. No demands and arguments she had made till now. That irked me. Her being unaffected about my departure contused my insides.
How strong was she about her promises! We had vowed not to conserve any emotions, any longings for each other. Our marriage was a pure deal with consented terms and conditions. She had kept it every time and I failed for first time.
My nystagmous eyes didt miss her actions but none of them was about me or the whole of it was for me.
After the dinner I had an hour of last discussion with bade papa about the massive project.
I went upstairs and entered to my room. It was dark except the bedside lamp which vaguely illuminated the narrow area by her side.
I remembered how hard we had fought for that brightest side of the bed lastly I had to bow down my head before her. She would keep the lamp on till she fall asleep and I would switch it off later.
A cold sensation brought me out of my memory. I realised the room heater wasnt running. I galloped to the remote and grabbed it before pressing the button.
I turned to the bed and found her empty area. She had separated the whole bed into two with a row of few small pillows. I would often remove the first one at midnight to clear the hinderance between me and her face and would admire her sleeping till I fall asleep without keeping the pillow back and very next morning she would accuse me of invading her territory.
"She must be with Om and Rudra" I made a guess. They would often organize long chat sessions over the poolside and I would watch them giggling from distant through the window. Om had tried to nudge me many times but it had only resulted into awkward silences.
I ambled to the window and leaned against it lazily. A silent lone figure caught my view instead of a noisy trio.
She was sitting near the pool facing her back to me. She had her hair fallen over her back which appeared glossy against the streak of night bulbs around giving a perfect moonlight radiance.
I strode out of the room and reached to her. She was sitting folded into herself and her hands embraced her knees.
"Annika" I called softly and she chose not to answer as if my presence was invalid.
I bent down to touch her shoulder and she lifted her head sharply at the tactile sensation.
The dim light reflected her hazy face even then I was sure she had been sobbing.
"Its too late. Before you catch cold lets go inside" I offered.
She silently went back staring the pool regaining her previous posture.
She was without any woollen attire at this midst of December month and the mansion being at sea coast always witness a chillier winter than other places of Mumbai.
Without wasting a second I leaned furthermore and gathered her up into my arms.
Her skin felt cold as if she was a fossil under layer of ice for years.
I captured her more into me and led my heat seep inside her. She quickly surrendered herself without any resistance.
I gently carried her to the room and set down her over the mattress to her side.
I sprawled over her and settled the pillow behind her head. She opened her eyes.
They looked red and swollen due to her long crying hours..
My heart sank heavily and my mind screamed for the reason. But she loathes my favours to her problems and I was never allowed to know them.
I tried to rise up off her but a jolt held me in position. She had firmly clutched the collar of my shirt.
" dont go" she uttered incoherently. Her lips was tinged bluish due to cold and was trembling rhythmically.
The pump inside me intensifed as I heard her.
I inhaled deeply and blew out slowly "I have to..."
"Please donot go" she interrupted tightening her grip and drooping me more to her as if I would disappear the moment she would loose.
Tears rolled down her wet cheeks and I brushed my thumb lightly to wipe them off.
I inclined to meet her forehead with mind. My tears dropped down over her face and made their way with hers.
Her hot breaths became quick and shallow which radiated warmth over my face.
We stayed like this entangled, absorbed into each other before I slowly shifted myself beside her. The pillows got disarranged and both our territories united to ONE.
We retained our gaze to each other's eyes till the aurora.
Till my departure hour arrived
part 2 the arrival...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4705275
...
Hey all..
I was thinking to write this for long and finally framed it today..
Hope you enjoyed...
Do tell me me how was it...
.
Shivika os...unexpected proposal...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4697457
Anshi os..dishEjung...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4676323
Rudra..ishana..anika os..bhabi maa...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4675564
I purposely lodged in myself opposite to her at dinner table.
To my surprise she was calm, completely focused to her meal.
Thats unusual. She would not finish her dinner without ranting her bravery tales to dinning table audience. It would be wrong to say that she doesnt suffer lack of energy but the sight is a rare occasion.
I asked her to pass me the dishes expecting she would respond, glare, taunt over my ability to serve for myself but she quietly slid them to me without any weird expressions.
"So All set for the journey?" Asked bade papa as he joined us for the dinner to which I nodded confidently and he smiled.
I was going away for a whole month. I had never been far a field longer than a week. Bade papa had asked me for the project and I had gladly said yes to it.
Rudra and priyana had cried after I had broken the news to them. I had promised to meet them online everyday. Further Rudra had handed me with a giant shopping list for him as a compensation.
Om had merrily agreed to my decision and wished me success.
But she hadnt said a word. No demands and arguments she had made till now. That irked me. Her being unaffected about my departure contused my insides.
How strong was she about her promises! We had vowed not to conserve any emotions, any longings for each other. Our marriage was a pure deal with consented terms and conditions. She had kept it every time and I failed for first time.
My nystagmous eyes didt miss her actions but none of them was about me or the whole of it was for me.
After the dinner I had an hour of last discussion with bade papa about the massive project.
I went upstairs and entered to my room. It was dark except the bedside lamp which vaguely illuminated the narrow area by her side.
I remembered how hard we had fought for that brightest side of the bed lastly I had to bow down my head before her. She would keep the lamp on till she fall asleep and I would switch it off later.
A cold sensation brought me out of my memory. I realised the room heater wasnt running. I galloped to the remote and grabbed it before pressing the button.
I turned to the bed and found her empty area. She had separated the whole bed into two with a row of few small pillows. I would often remove the first one at midnight to clear the hinderance between me and her face and would admire her sleeping till I fall asleep without keeping the pillow back and very next morning she would accuse me of invading her territory.
"She must be with Om and Rudra" I made a guess. They would often organize long chat sessions over the poolside and I would watch them giggling from distant through the window. Om had tried to nudge me many times but it had only resulted into awkward silences.
I ambled to the window and leaned against it lazily. A silent lone figure caught my view instead of a noisy trio.
She was sitting near the pool facing her back to me. She had her hair fallen over her back which appeared glossy against the streak of night bulbs around giving a perfect moonlight radiance.
I strode out of the room and reached to her. She was sitting folded into herself and her hands embraced her knees.
"Annika" I called softly and she chose not to answer as if my presence was invalid.
I bent down to touch her shoulder and she lifted her head sharply at the tactile sensation.
The dim light reflected her hazy face even then I was sure she had been sobbing.
"Its too late. Before you catch cold lets go inside" I offered.
She silently went back staring the pool regaining her previous posture.
She was without any woollen attire at this midst of December month and the mansion being at sea coast always witness a chillier winter than other places of Mumbai.
Without wasting a second I leaned furthermore and gathered her up into my arms.
Her skin felt cold as if she was a fossil under layer of ice for years.
I captured her more into me and led my heat seep inside her. She quickly surrendered herself without any resistance.
I gently carried her to the room and set down her over the mattress to her side.
I sprawled over her and settled the pillow behind her head. She opened her eyes.
They looked red and swollen due to her long crying hours..
My heart sank heavily and my mind screamed for the reason. But she loathes my favours to her problems and I was never allowed to know them.
I tried to rise up off her but a jolt held me in position. She had firmly clutched the collar of my shirt.
" dont go" she uttered incoherently. Her lips was tinged bluish due to cold and was trembling rhythmically.
The pump inside me intensifed as I heard her.
I inhaled deeply and blew out slowly "I have to..."
"Please donot go" she interrupted tightening her grip and drooping me more to her as if I would disappear the moment she would loose.
Tears rolled down her wet cheeks and I brushed my thumb lightly to wipe them off.
I inclined to meet her forehead with mind. My tears dropped down over her face and made their way with hers.
Her hot breaths became quick and shallow which radiated warmth over my face.
We stayed like this entangled, absorbed into each other before I slowly shifted myself beside her. The pillows got disarranged and both our territories united to ONE.
We retained our gaze to each other's eyes till the aurora.
Till my departure hour arrived
part 2 the arrival...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4705275
...
Hey all..
I was thinking to write this for long and finally framed it today..
Hope you enjoyed...
Do tell me me how was it...
.
Shivika os...unexpected proposal...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4697457
Anshi os..dishEjung...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4676323
Rudra..ishana..anika os..bhabi maa...http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4675564
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