Part 2
she opened her eyes and looked around her, feeling dizzy she sat with her head resting on the headboard, she massaged her head lightly and closed her eyes, trying to lessen this sudden headache but the moment she closed her eyes, all the horrible memories from last night came rushing back to her, she opened her eyes the same Instant and looked around, tears rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably as she weeped on her ill fate 'didi please don't cry' sahil requested as he came in her room listening her cries ' sahil, I can't take all this anymore, it's hurting badly...nothing had broken me like this before, but shivaay, he killed me, he killed me by doing all that and if I will still stay here then I will kill myslef' she cried and sahil too couldn't stop the tears that formed in his eyes finding her didi so much broken 'didi please stay strong' 'I can't sahil, I am tired' 'didi ap bus rona band kardo please, we will go, we will leave from here...we both will go , you just don't cry' sahil said hugging her from her waist and she hugged him back resting her forehead on his head both silently crying for her shivaay was in pain, he was broken but like always he didn't let go of his facade of being strong in front of others, although he knew that whatever the situation is, his brothers will always understand his pain and from what he is going through but still he showed no Interest to them when they again tried to talk to him about her, he hate her, was the only thing he kept on chanting anika was determined to leave from here and start a new life of her's and sahil, she now knows that shivaay was never meant to be her's after everything which happened yesterday and she hates him for making her so weak but more than him she hates herself because even after everything which happened, somewhere deep down in her heart she still loves him... 'why...why can't we hate someone in just a moment just like we can love someone in a moment...jab pyaar ke lie ek lamha kafi hai to nafrat ke lie kyun nahe... I was always told that hatred is a strong emotion, strong then love because where love makes you weak, hating someone gives you power and his memories are making me weak ' she thought as she stood on the foot path waiting for the road to clear...sahil forced her to go to work to divert her mind but she was helpless to do so, the only person whose memories had a permanent residence in her heart and mind before doesn't leave her anymore lost in her own world which had his memories everywhere around her, she didn't realized when she started walking in the middle of road neither she noticed a car nearing her, she was lost and when she noticed the car she went numb, her heart skipped a beat as if convincing her to get ready to die, closing her eyes tight she sighed, may be it's the end of all her worries but just before she could happily envelope death she was pulled back by someone who then hurriedly embraced her in a tight hug, she breathed hard with her head resting on the chest of other person and it didn't took her a minor second to realize that the person who pulled her is none other than The Shivaay Singh Oberoi, the reason of all her worries 'are you blind? Damn it!! can't you see and walk...' he shouted at her pushing her away making her face him, As he glared at her with anger visible in his eyes she tried to find concern in his eyes , but he was never expressive about what he feels and thus she concluded that it was just anger, visible and hatred, hidden 'kuch ho jata toh' 'toh kia? Acha hi hota na, apko bhe is dard se azadi mil jati or mjhe bhe...you should had let me die ' she said in daze and he chuckled sarcastically 'you act so well Anika, i must say what amazing dialogues and what a performance, award winning' he said clapping hard, fire visible in his eyes as if he is ready to finish everything, him and her 'you know what all this drama and these cheaps dialogues of yours are making me hate you more' 'if you hate me so much then why the hell did you saved me' she shouted ' to show you that whatever you did with me wasn't strong enough to break me, to destroy me...for you to realize that you did a mistake by doing whatever you did to me and i will destroy you instead...' 'enough...enough is enough Mr Shivaay Singh Oberoi, yesterday I was quite taking all the accusations and blames on me but not anymore, yesterday I was hoping, hoping for things to get better that may be you will somehow show some trust on me and believe on my love for you...but no, you just killed that hope and with that you killed me too, you have already destroyed me Mr.oberoi, nothing else is left to do...' 'oh just shut up and leave, I saved you but that doesn't mean I will stand here and listen to your crap...I hate you and don't want to see your face ever again ' he said turning on the other side, she smiled sadly 'feelings are mutual Mr.Oberoi but still I can't hate you, but you don't worry I will hate you soon because no one have ever given me so much pain but you did...and it hurts..It really hurts a lot but you know I have always fought with my pain in my life...I will fight with this so called love of yours too' 'are you done?' He asked, it was getting tough, he just can't stand in her presence anymore, because if he did he will lose, from his heart and from the love he have for her 'yes, I am done but I want to tell you that I am leaving not because I want to make you content or anything but because I want to put my heart at peace, I am not a coward shivaay and that's why I am telling you myself that I am leaving, for always...Good Bye' she whispered at last and turned to go, his looked baback a little witnessing her leaving, and he just stood their not doing anything, his heart skipped a beat as her words made sense... she was leaving, forever and he couldn't do anything except watching her going away but then this Is what he choosed himself by not trusting her P.S - any new or silent reader? If yes then buddyy pm account MaujMasti for pm's😊