Part 5 both omkara and rudra slept at last when after trying a lot shivaay didn't reacted to any of their question, he stood in the balcony starring the moon while she too stood beside the small window of her room starring at the moon, both had some questions and they demanded those answers from the silence around them, from that feeling that they are very close to each other 'you shouldn't have betrayed me anika' he whispered as her face flashed in front of his eyes, she seemed to be in pain but after so many months he don't have that heart to fall for the facade she wear , once again tears rolled down her cheeks 'you should have trusted me shivaay ... it was only you for whom I had opened all the doors for my heart...you made me feel special and then when I started dreaming about us, you just walked away killing my dreams brutally, why did you do this shivaay?' she cried both complained the moon hoping that they will get at least some of their answers but it was only silence around them...that night was one of those when he had spend whole night keeping her bracelet close to him reminiscing their past and she had cried herself to sleep ...it was tough for both of them but they had learn to cover It up...she with her smile and he with his anger and rash decisions about which he would surely regret in future the next morning when omkara and rudra woke up shivaay was nowhere to be seen...they decided to get into the matter and set everything right, but all their plans went into vain when shivaay returned and announced that they would be leaving in an hour 'par kyun shivaay? ...we planned a long vacation' om asked
'han bhaiya we are staying back' 'no rudra we are not and Om there was some issue and the decision was pending since long, and I have finally decided something so now it's important that I go back, inform others and work on it' he said 'so no more arguments on this topic...no need to unpack your already packed luggage and we will be leaving in an hour' he added and went to the balcony leaving both of them feel like losers in no time they boarded the plane and reached Mumbai, when they reached Oberoi Mansion, they were welcomed by a very excited pinky and very upset janvi and dadi along with tia and her family... om and rudra didn't wished for any worst day then this 'shivaay what's going on? ' om asked when he was making his way to tia 'you will know' saying so he went to tia who took him in a hug which he reciprocated, half heartedly 'well mom I did explained you last night but no one else knew so I want to inform you all that me and tia are getting married in two weeks...mom you can start preparations' he simply stated and where pinky , tia and her family were overjoyed, dadi and others stood with a sulking feeling within them...dadi and others did get to know about anika at the orphanage but this was the least they expected as shivaay's reaction...
dadi to show her disappointment walked away without saying anything followed by om and rudra, shivaay noticed them but choose to not to react and so the drama in the hall continued and he was the center of attraction this news didn't took time to reach all around the country...after all Shivaay Singh Oberoi has decided to get married, anika while resting during kid's lunch came across the news, she remembered how on the time of their engagement she asked shivaay to not to let media get in all their private affairs and he obliged and here he hardly decided something an hour ago and already its on all news channels she sat on the couch, her hands covering her face, she wasn't crying but she wished to cry her heart out...she is now habitual of all these heart breaks but everytime it hurts more than earlier...everytime it breaks her already broken heart even more... 'anika didi' she looked up at the little natasha 'Ragini mam is calling you' she informed and ran back to the hall while she made her way to Ragini Mam's room
'anika there is a call for you...' for a moment she frowned who would call her now ? There is no one...may be he called to break the news of his wedding himself, as that thought crossed her mind her face lost all it's colors as she hesitated in answering the call in front of ragini who kind of understood her thoughts and excused herself with shivering hands she picked up the receiver 'hello' she merely whispered 'anika' he said from the other side of the call and she sighed 'om' relief washed over her as she was afraid to talk to him 'anika...I wanted to talk to you...' 'I am listening om' 'anika...are you okay?' 'Om if you are asking this because of the news of his wedding then I want to tell you that it doesn't matter' she said getting all the courage she had within her till that moment 'anika didi but you and bhaiyaa...' it was rudra, he started but she interrupted him 'me and shivaay are nothing rudra...wo aur mai, hum nahe hosakte...kabhi nahe hosakte aur jante ho, bohat takleef hoti hai mujhe jab bhe unka naam mere samne lia jata hai ya mere sath liya jata hai, bohat dard hota hai jab har bar yeh ehsas hota hai ke jis insan se is dunya mai maina sabse ziada mohabbat ki, ushi insan ne akela chod dia mujhe, bharosa to nahe kia aur tanha bhe kar dia usne mjhe...' she said as a sob escaped her lips, she bitted her lower lip to stop herself from crying out aloud... 'didi please don't cry please' rudra begged her and she took in a deep breath 'no rudra, I am not crying, ab dard hota hai rudra, ansun, ansun bhe ate hain shayad par ab mehsos nahe hote...ab kuch mehsos nahe hota rudra, yeh news, isse bhe kuch nahe badla, mai wohi Han jo the, jo tum log ne mjhe samjha tha, ek dhokebaaz' she didn't wanted to say something like this to them but she was also a human being, at some point she too would want to let go of some of her pain 'nahe anika, beta we knew that you had not betrayed us it was just that situation was very different that time otherwise we never hated you neither blamed you ' dadi who was silent listening everything spoke up 'dadi...' anika whispered as tears finally made it's way out... 'anika bache, please be strong, we are sorry for whatever you had went through, beta we want to do something to lessen your pain'
'dadi...I was an orphan actually no I am an orphan , I have spend most of my life in orphanage but when sahil's parent adopted me, they gave me a precious gift which was sahil...and today I have lost him , my only precious gift I always had...dadi I miss him...you want to do something for me...sahil ko wapis la dein,..mjhe mera bhai lauta dein.. shayad yeh nahe hopaega dadi islie ap sab meri fikar karna chod dei.. maina sab kuch kho dia hai, sab kuch... apna bhai, apne family or apna pyaar...sab kuch phir bhe zinda hun mai...' she cried and ended the call without listening to them anymore, wiping her tears she turned to find Ragini behind her... ragini came forward and caressed her cheeks lovingly wiping the wetness of her cheek , more tears rolled down her cheeks as she hugged her and cried her heart out , after a long time she got a shoulder to cry upon and her tears did not stop to flow... rudra rubbed his forehead as his pain grew and om wipped away dadi's tears 'why is shivaay doing this om...anika doesn't deserve this' dadi cried but he remained silent as he himself was clueless about what his brother wanted... but otherthan them there were someone else who heard everything...priyanka without saying anything ran away from their...may be because she was feeling too much guilty to let it out in front of anyone
while shivaay too silently turned making his way to his room...he came to talk to them, thinking that now as some time has passed to the announcement , they would be fine by now but he didn't expected from them that they will call her but then of course nowadays everything is unexpected he didn't know what to think from what she said, he didn't know how to react but the only think he knew pained him were her tears...he knew that she was crying and putting everything aside, the thing which is unbearable are her tears and that he is the reason behind them... 'why is everything so complicated anika? Why can't I just forget you and move on? Why does your tears hurt me so much...why damn why?'
'Because even after everything that happened and is happening you still love her. ..and because you love her even more then before and because you can not just see her in pain and because you can't lessen her pain you are hurting yourself too..' om said... shivaay turned to him, there was something in his eyes...something which urged to repeat his words and to go to her and take her in a hug and let go of everything else ...but...
'things never are what they seems to be om...so does she... she betrayed me, she left me, she had hurt me and still you guyz think that I love her' 'yes we do think that way shivaay and you know what this is enough i can't keep quite and let you ruin yourself ...tu janta bhe nahe hai ke apne is gussa aur ego ke chakar mai tu khud ko aur anika ko kitna hurt kar raha hai...you just said that things aren't what they seems to be so just open your damn eyes and see beyond what is shown to you... ' 'om will you please let go of this...I am fed up now' shivaay once and for all said and he went quite om turned to leave when rudra came rushing to them... 'bhaiyaaa prinku called...' he informed 'what happened rudra...?' Shivaay asked coming to them 'bhaiyaa prinku asked us to come to city hospital...she...she found sahil' So that's it for this part, if you found it short then I am sorry par isse ziada mai is part mai or kuch reveal nahe karsakte...do leave back your reviews , and sorry again for being late
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