I'm so disappointed with Vansh 😭
Writing such lame stories soothes my mind
Kindly tolerate it. 😆
"Riddhima Riddhima"
Vansh ran inside their room calling her name happily.
Finally they could be 1 happy family. Riddhu, vansh and their baby. Vansh was so happy he couldn't control himself from jumping around.
Flashback
A month after he had started playing the whole Ahana is Mrs VRS drama, he came to know that Riddhima is pregnant.
It was purely coincidental the way he found it. Ishani had gone to another gynaecologist for antenatal checkup since her usual doctor was on 1 week emergency leave.
Ishani had seen Riddhima there and found out she was pregnant. She had told the whole thing to her brother. Riddhima had tried to pretend she wasn't pregnant maybe due to her anger at him. He brought Riddhima from the outhouse back to their room.
He was still angry at her but he couldn't hurt his unborn child. He was distant with her even after that. He never talked to her even when she tried talking to him. He pretended to flirt with Ahana to make her suffer. He would feed Ahana while Riddhima watched, he took her out on dates.
He had been behaving like a real sicko the past few months. He was so blinded by jealousy and rage that he never cared about the feelings of the woman in front of him.
Yet he still made sure she was being properly taken care of, that she was eating on time, sleeping properly and not doing too much work. He had appointed a nurse for her to stay by her side throughout the day.
Few days back a maid had come to him showing him a letter she found in K's old room with Riddhima's handwriting. He furiously opened it assuming the worst. But he saw it was actually Riddhima's confession addressed to him.
Vansh still didn't know if he could believe her but his heart had begged him to give Riddhima another chance.
So vansh had started investigating and finally had to threaten Mishra with a gun to find out the truth.
Mishra had told him everything. How Kabur ad stalked Riddhu and then planned everything to make her fall in love.
How he had acted in front of Riddhima that vansh would kill Kabir.
How he put a gun on his head and forced Riddhima to marry vansh.
He admitted all of that. Even how Riddhima had gone to Kabir before karwachauth to tell him she was in love with vansh.
Vansh had gone back to his study and cried a lot that night. Riddhima had been really helpless and yet he had made her suffer so much. He had hurt her a lot. He had commited so many sins that would probably take days to count. But he decided it was time Riddhima got her rightful place in the house.
The next day morning he had taken Mishra's confession to police station to get Kabir arrested.
But before leaving he had apologised to Riddhima kneeling down in front of her. He promised her that here after he will never hurt her. He will make sure that she doesn't shed a single tear. They will live happily ever after.
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Now he was back from the police station and has been searching for Riddhima for almost half an hour. He thought she must be in Daadi's room and started walking towards her room when he heard a ping on his phone.
It was an email from Riddhima. Smiling to himself, he opened the mail.
Dear Vansh,
After last time I didn't want to take any risk. Hence thought of writing an email instead of letter this time.
There's so many things I want to tell you but I don't know where to start.
I don't know when I fell in love with you or how. I don't know when I realised Kabir was wrong about you. It was a slow gradual process I suppose seeing the concern and care you had for me.
No matter how it had happened, I was in love. Fiercely, passionately, foolishly in love.
Yes vansh, foolishly. There's no other way to explain how I've been behaving.
It was my foolishness wasn't it, that I thought you felt the same way? No matter what you said I obeyed without ever questioning you. You called me a traitor, a cheater and I silently took all the blame. You called my love fake and all I was apologise. I apologised to you every time you hurt me.
Ahana had nearly killed me but I even let that slide because all I wanted was your love. I had hoped someday you will understand my love and will accept me. You see how foolish I've been?
You asked me to kill kabir to prove my love knowing fully well that I could never take another's life. And when I didn't kill him you hated me for it. And I apologised for not taking a life. How absurdly foolish of me.
I tried to jump from a cliff to prove my love but even that wasn't enough for you. You pretended to give our love another chance. Yet left me alone in an unknown place to suffer. You erased my identity and gave it to Ahana. All because you wanted to hurt me more.
I stayed in your outhouse hoping to prove my love. How naive right?? You didn't try to make me out because you wanted me to suffer in front of your eyes. Yet I loved you...foolishly.
I don't know how, but the day I realised I was pregnant, my mind awakened. Somehow I saw sense. I saw reason. I saw the reality of my situation. Saw how wrong I've been. How you were just a monster and VR mansion was a hell.
I planned to run away that day but your sister saw me at the hospital. And you brought me back into the house, into our room and proceeded to hurt me more.
But I was not hurt anymore. I was happy. Happy that I had a new life within me and nothing you did could take away my happiness. I was planning on running away on my next visit to the doctor.
But today morning when you came and apologised to me, that scared me more than anything else you have ever done. I thought I will be trapped here forever with my child.
You wanted us to live happily ever after. I do want a happily ever after vansh.
Just. Not. With. You.
You see I can never raise my child as a Raisinghania. I can never let my child grow up into another vansh or Ishani. Spoilt brats who gain joy in hurting others.
If we have a son I can't watch him grow up to be another vansh and hurt another Riddhima. Coz if another woman cries because of a son I raised then the blame is on me.
I strongly believe that even if my child has the Raisinghania genes in him, I can make he/she into a good person with my upbringing. A gentle kind soul that everyone blesses not someone they hurl curses at. An example of how a human being should be, not how a monster should be.
I've signed divorce papers and kept it in your cupboard. You are free to marry Ahana or whoever you want. Just leave me alone Vansh.
I've decided to prepone my plans because I may not get another chance. By the time you get this mail I'll probably be in another state with another identity. You will never find me.
Goodbye forever Mr Vansh Rai Singhania
Not yours anymore,
Riddhima
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