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-- Previous Private Message --Sent by : ~Marble~Sent : 24 May 2006 at 5:56amHi madhy,am postin this pm to u,hope tht u will say to the other antara fan club members.Its true tht i and antara lived in the same village for some years then i shifted to kol,but the chat with antara thing is false.When i told in the forum tht i knew antara everyone was very excited,often i used to get pms sayin tht they want to meet antara atleast ones,i felt sad and thought if i cud help them.Thus just to make them happy i told tht when antara will come to me i will say her abt them,but then they almost started requestin me ofatleast bringing antara once to the forums.I had no other option.Then i tjought tht if a lie can make ppl happy then its not bad.I tried to pm u all abt this but i felt tht i wud loose the frndship.am sayin all this bcoz i wont come to india forums anymore,bcoz am gettin admited to the hospital today evening,perhaps not more than a few days neha will exist.Bcoz i never told this to u all before but i knew frm a long time,i wont be able to disclose the illness to u,but pliz forgive if u ppl can,as i dont want to go away havin taken any of ur hatreds.