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6 yrs...7 months...and exactly 9 days...i've spent being ur fan...living ur characters with u...seeing things thru those eyes...
i always saw people defend their favourite actors...no matter how dark they turned...no matter how eviil they were on screen...but fans always found a way to justify everything...and i always felt that if your favourite actor is doing something evil on screen...and still u can think of a pretext to defend him...deep down...he's failing as an actor...
today i see sahir turn his darkest ever...the most manipulative that his character can get...and i hated him for doing that...
as i saw sahir inject that medicine into aarzoo...i watched with my eyes wide open...hoping against all odds that maybe sahir did not know abt her allergy...but all hopes came crashing down with that flashback!!! he knew!!! omg...he knew!!!! and i felt bad...very very bad...sahir risked her life...no justification whatsoever...it was evil...and as he continued with his game...i started hating him more...
but as the drama moved towards its climax...my lips curved into a proud smile...coz today if sahir had made me hate him...it sure meant harshad's victory as an actor...
gorky had once said that he had seen hc transform into sahir...today i saw what he meant...hc literally lived sahir today...the expressions...the small nuances...everything just wanted to shout out... how he had started wearing the character of sahir under his skin...
harshad...this day today...u just need to take a bow...coz no matter how much i love u...u made me hate sahir... today u proved ur acting prowess...that if something was evil ... it turned out to be evil and nothing short of it...
and today is the day...wen i stand proud amongst all...proud...and tall...my head held high...that u have won me over...once again...āļø
