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awesome update

Originally posted by: -Faria-

Its beautiful update Preethi...Amazing.Sam kissed indu- haye!!Lovely update.

Thanks alot for your comments guys 😊

Todays episode was so boring...i think it will remain like this for the whole week...Anywayz thnks 4 ur updates bcz atleast we can enjoy by reading ur ff...

Chapter-17

Sameer Kissed Indira, both are standing in the pool water comes till there waist. Sameer slowly took her lips and started deeping the kiss. He kept her hand and slowly started pulling her near him. Indira's mind went blank for few seconds, unknowingly she kept her hands around his neck for support she cannot believe her legs will support her any more. This is the first kiss of Indira. She never kissed any guy. Sameer is teasing her with his tongue and lips. Indira felt thousands of butterflies in her stomach. Her mind is exploding with excitement. It is a new experience for Indira. Sameer is teaching her new lessons which she never learned from any one. Unknowingly Indira started responding to Sameer's kiss encouraging him to deepen the kiss more. Sameer played with her virgin tongue skillfully teaching Indira to kiss him back. Sameer breaks the kiss when he feels they need to caught their breath, and slowly sees Indira's face. She is standing infront of him with closed eyes. Her face became pink with the blush and lips are looking adorably swollen with his kiss. He slowly rubbed her lips with his thumb. Indira slowly opened his eyes to look into his. She donot know what to do, she turns and runs from there without turning back leaving Sameer in the pool. Sameer pulls his hair back with his hands taking a deep breath refreshing the moment again in his mind, a small smile forms on his lips. 'yes I am falling for Indira, I am getting attracted to her. But how much deeply I am falling for her I am not sure. How to define these feels I don't know. Can I tag this feels as love?' he questioned himself for which he is still searching for answer, one thing he clearly knows that Indira introduces him to new feelings which he never experience with any other girl not even with Natasha. Indira's mere presence is affecting him like anything. If anyone believes in love at first sight then maybe yes he has fallen in love with Indira when for the first time he has seen Indira, but still some question nags his mind about love. Then sameer remembers Rishi but decides not to think about him. If he thinks more he will go mad. So he decides to cherish this beautiful moments for few days. He slowly comes out of the pool and goes to his room; he stops at his door and looks at Indira's closed door smiling to himself he goes into his room, thinking to sort his feelings and come to a decision. He cannot run away from his feelings any more. If he truly started loving Indira then he will get her at any cost. He will make her his. If it is a mere attraction, he will get over it immediately that is good for both of them.

On other side Indira runs to her room, closes the door and stands leaning to the door catching her breath. She cannot believe what just happened. She slowly touches her swollen lips; she can still feel sameer's lips on her. She kissed Sameer Diwan, her first kiss. Oh god she felt so special. She falls on her bed with wet dress without caring to wet the bed with her dress. How can she allow unknown guy to kiss her. But her heart and mind said sameer is not an unknown guy, he is'. She donot know what she will call Sameer, who is he for her. Is she falling in love with him? The mere thought send a shiver down her spine. Indira Sharma is falling in love with Sameer Diwan. Indira "no no how can I fall in love with Sameer whom I know just for few days. Yes, he is developing new feelings in my heart but Love'" she still cannot decide what she is feeling for him. Sameer nearness always affected her, she felt protected and secure with him. She felt right in his arms. She never trusted any other guy so much that she stayed with him in his farm house long back and now she happily staying with sameer in Nainital all alone. Now also after the kiss in the pool she did not mistrusted Sameer. She can go with him anywhere without doubting him. If this blind belief is love then yes she is in love but will their relationship has any future? She is no match to sameer in any way; he is rich and maybe has seen a lot of beautiful girls than her who roam around him like bees. More over how can she forget Natasha, he is engaged to Natasha. Indira "this is not love Indira, you are just attracted to Sameer. He is handsome and has a dynamic personality, so you are just attracted to him. If once you go back to your house you will forget him. I am sure." Indira decides to forget Sameer as she feels she is not a match for sameer's status. She is just a mere employee in his company so it is better to suppress her feelings here itself not to give it wings. The whole day both avoided each other.

Next day Indira sitting in her room decides to face sameer and tell him sorry for what she has done and if needed she decided to talk with Natasha to clear any misunderstands happened due to her. Indira slowly goes to his room and gathering all her courage knocks at his door. But she did not get any response so she slowly opens the door to find the room empty. She takes a deep breath and turns to go to her room. She finds the old man coming towards her, says "mam food is ready can I get to your room." Indira asks hesitatingly "where is sameer ". Old man says "today is his mother's birthday. He may not eat the whole day. Every year if he is in this farm house on this day, he goes hungry for the whole day." Indira "where is he." Old man "sir is in his study." The old man leave the farm house leaving all the food on dining room as Indira orders him. Indira slowly goes to Sameer's study, sees sameer standing at the window looking out with a blank expression. Indira goes inside and slowly calls "sameer." Sameer did not turn back but folds his hand to his chest and says "today is my mother's birthday Indira." Indira "mm, just came to know." Sameer continues "I lost my parents when I am 18 years old, at that time I just started my collage. They both came to Nainital for vacation. My mom loves this place. She always dreams to have a farm house in Nainital and get settled after dad's retirement from his business. I still remember the day when both my parents went for the vacation leaving me in the hostel, as I have my internals I said I don't want to come. That is the last day I have seen them. My mom called me on her last day told me how beautiful the climate is and she said she missed me. She always likes to go for a vacation as a family. She said next time we will go a family for any vacation. I said yes but they did not return to have another vacation with me" sameer stopped talking, takes a deep breath. Indira can feel the pain in his voice. How much he might have faced when he lost both his parents at a time. Sameer slowly continued "my mom and dad has a run-away marriage, so I donot know any one of my mom's or dad's side relatives. I heard both side families have rejected my mom and dad for marrying against their wishes. After my mom and dad's death some people came to claim me as their own but I did not allowed them to dictate me. I made my own decision not to go with any one. I became stubborn; I bottled my feelings and concentrated more on work to become successful. My only aim is to earn money, to establish myself as the best business man, as my father always dreamed to see himself as a successful business man. I made that dream as my goal and today I am what I am on my own. I feel proud of myself. I hope my parents are always proud of me. You know Indira I always want to have a family of my own, but-" sameer stopped there and Indira has no more will power to listen further. For the first time she is seeing an emotional Sameer. She knows sameer as ruthless, arrogant, careless man but now the person standing infront of her is an 18 years old boy who is craving for love. Indira did not said a single word, she just smiled to herself slowly went towards sameer and keeps her hand on his shoulder, he releases his folding hands still he did not turn towards Indira and says "I know you might be feeling weird hearing my emotional story, you might be feeling I am an emotional fool-" Indira slowly went infront of him looking into his eyes, though he is not crying she can see his heart is crying. Indira without a single word puts her hands around his neck and hugs him. Sameer slowly puts his hands around Indira and hugs her tight. She is right, he is craving for love, he is craving that someday someone will come and hug the 18 years old boy inside him and will give him assurance that she is there for him. The hug pampered the boy inside Sameer, it promised a lot of things to Sameer. He could release all his emotions he bottled up in his heart from his 18^th year. Thought he did not cried but his heart felt as if a lot of burden is released. The hug cleared a lot of things for sameer. Yes, he is in love with Indira. She is the girl for whom he is searching with his life. She is the girl with whom he wants to start his own family and grow old. Indira did not say a single emotional word but the hug told all of it. Sameer determined to get Indira into his life. He is in love with her, He will make her his at any cost. With the same determination and confidence he tightened his hands around her hugging her close and a smile formed on his lips.

Nice update...keep it up...👍🏼

it was just fabulous and awesome update
awww Sara kiss was the best part
and Sara HUg was fabulous
fantastic update

waiting 4 update kal zarror karna😛

Originally posted by: clustersofstar

waiting 4 update kal zarror karna😛

Chapter-18

Indira took Sameer to dining room for lunch; this is the first time in 14 years he ate on this day. He always goes hungry on her mother's birthday as he more attached to her. See a different glow in sameer's eyes Indira felt shy, she could not meet his eyes. She is afraid that may be she will misinterpret the look of sameer as love and starts weaving the dreams of their future. So she decided not to think any further about this and decides to stay in her room till they leave tomorrow morning. To her luck or bad luck sameer became busy from afternoon planning his tomorrow's moves with his business associates or employees on phone, in his study. Indira called Rishi and came to know that he will reach delhi by Monday morning 8.30 and from there he will catch Chandigarh bus from Delhi at 9 AM. They both decide to meet at Delhi bus stand and will go together to Chandigarh, first to Indira's house. Rishi will drop her at her house and will go to his house so that no one will doubt her. Indira hesitatingly goes to Sameer's study to discuss her plan but finds Sameer still busy with his work so Indira decides not to disturb him and goes back to her room.

Next day morning stock market starts at 8.30, along with it his plan will start executing and Sameer has to reach Delhi by 9 AM to make his next move. He decides to take Indira to Delhi and if she can stay he wants to keep her with him till evening and then he will drop her at her house or if she insists not to stay till long then he will arrange the comfortable transportation for her. He asks Indira to get ready by the early hours. As they reach Delhi Indira "Sameer, can you drop me at Delhi bus stop" Sameer "why? I will drop you in-" Indira cuts him saying "Rishis is waiting for me at bus stop, we will go together to Chandigarh then no one will doubt us. As I told my family that I went with Rishi to his science exhibition." Sameer keeps his face straight without giving any expressions but inside he is fuming to send Indira with Rishi. He is feeling very possessive about Indira. Sameer "ok fine. I will drop you at bus stop." As Sameer and Indira reaches the bus stop the crowd is little, Indira finds Rishi and says bye to Sameer. As it is public place if any one identifies sameer, it will be page3 news. Sameer without caring for anything comes out of his car. Rishi's gets shocked to see Sameer with Indira. Sameer sees Rishi, a ping of jealous hits him. He goes near to Indira and puts his hand possessively around Indira's shoulder giving her side hug eyeing Rishi as if he is informing Rishi that he claimed Indira, she is his. On other side bechara Rishi did not get any clue what sameer is doing. Rishi tries his best to give a smile to Sameer as he is still thinking about his project and job as soon as he saw sameer. The one who is getting affected and confused by sameer's gesture is Indira. She gives an affectionate and confused look to sameer swallows the lumb formed in her throat as she donot know when again she will see sameer, hope to see his soon as she already felt like missing him. Sameer touches her cheek and controls his best not to kiss her in front of everyone making her embarrass, sameer "take care and bye" and tells to himself 'meet you soon' and leaves from there without turning before Rishi approached him. Rishi feels disappointed not to get a chance to talk with Sameer. Indira and Rishi start to Chandigarh. On the way Indira tells to Rishi why she is with Sameer. Rishi gets angry on Sameer how could he kidnap Indira like that. But Indira explains that the mistake is hers and Sameer never misbehaved with her and she really has a great time in Nainital. Rishi cools down a little but still angry on Sameer. Indira takes promise from Rishi not to tell about this to any one and learns few things from Rishi about science exhibition so that if anyone asks her about the events she should not keep a blank face and get caught red handedly. On the way back to her house Indira decides to forget Sameer at her best. She is not a match for Sameer, there is a boundary of Rich class and middle class between them which can never be crossed and more over Sameer is engaged to Natasha who is his match in every sense. And more over she has very slim chances to meet Sameer who is always busy with his business schedule and meetings. But Indira's heart is not ready to accept this and keeps on nagging her and remembering Sameer.

[Guys here is a song from veer zaara, which I felt is apt for this situation but not sure if you people feel the same, please bear with me and enjoy]

Indira and Rishi gets down the bus, he goes to bring the auto. Indira bends to take the luggage to put in the auto... But she suddenly sees someone takes the luggage from her hand, she raises her head to see and gets shocked to see Sameer who takes the luggage from her hand and loads in the auto…

Jaanam, dekh lo, mit gayi dooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan..

Indira stands like a statue looking at the Sameer's direction. Rishi comes and puts his hand on her shoulder asking her to get in to the auto.

As Indira is about to get in to the auto, she finds sameer sitting in the auto with an open arms singing for her….

(Jaanam, dekh lo, mit gayi dooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan) -2

Indira sits in the auto in the middle looking at empty place, Rishi asks Indira to move further as Indira turns she still see Sameer sitting beside her, touches her nose singing

Kaisi, sarhadein, kaisi majbooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

… Indira helplessly turns towards Rishi but suddenly sees Sameer standing behind Rishi, turns to see no one beside her and get shocked moves further into the auto. As auto starts she sees Sameer waving at her standing at the bus stop. Indira closes her eyes thinking she will become mad.

Indira's family receives her with affection as they all are missing her like hell, kutumb and inder returned back from Delhi. Indira goes to her room to freshen up and comes down for lunch.

Kutumb affectionately scolds Indira for going without telling them and now she is looking so much tired from journey … Indira suddenly sees Sameer standing behind Kutumb keeping a baby face as if he is the reason for Indira's tiredness making her smile a little, as kutumb is loading her plate with food, sameer gets a bite of food from her plate and places in her mouth… he shows the daal on her lips and bends as if he is about to lick the daal but clears the daal with his finger singing…

Tum chhupa na sakogi main woh raaz hoon

Tum bhoola na sakogi woh andaaz hoon

After lunch she goes and stands at the sofa in the living room as every family member is gathered planning for sangeet, mehendi and wedding busily, Indira feels someones hands around her waist making her jump under her skin… Sameer hugs her from back singing…

Goonjta hoon jo dil mein toh hairaan ho kyun

Main tumhaare hi dil ki toh awaaz hoon

Sameer comes forward and hugs Indira keeping her head on his chest singing…

Sun sako, toh suno, dhadkanon ki zabaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Indira suddenly realizes she is still standing alone, she turns to her either sides to search Sameer… she did not find him. She slowly and quickly escapes from the room before anyone sees her so lost in her thoughts and question her. She goes to her room to take some rest as she is going mad thinking and imagining Sameer everywhere… Suddenly she feels Sameer's hands on her shoulder guiding her towards the bed and makes her lie on the bed and covers her with bed sheet singing…

Kaisi, sarhadein, kaisi majbooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Sameer bends as if he want to kiss Indira but traces his palm on Indira's face from her forehead till lips making her close her eyes to sleep, kisses on her forehead and goes from there…. Leaving Indira to sleep peacefully.

Next day Indira goes to office, deposits her cell at the security and reaches her floor turning towards her Lab room… sees Sameer sitting on the wall infront of her Lab room giving her his million dollar smile.

Indira returns him the smile going into the room… Indira checks the work and tries to find some solution to the equation when Sameer puts his hand from her back taking the pen and correcting the equation… she stares at him, so he bends towards her lips as to kiss her, Indira closes her eyes to feel his kiss…

Main hi main ab tumhaare khayaalon mein hoon

Main jawaabon mein hoon, main sawaalon mein hoon

Indira gets disappointed when she did not feel Sameer's lips and opens her eyes to see Sameer sitting in front of Indira keeping his head on the desk with support of his hand looking at her, she shakes her head with an annoyed look and starts her experimental work.

Main tumhaare har ek khwaab mein hoon basa

Main tumhaari nazar ke ujaalon mein hoon

Indira returns little early as that day is Sangeet of Vidith, she already took a lot of leaves she just took only leave on the wedding day though Kutumb requested a lot to take the whole week leave… Indira open her rack to take the dress for the evening and sees the lehnga sameer bought her, traces it with her hand and she see sameer standing at the table folding his hands to chest…

Dekhti, ho mujhe, dekhti ho jahaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Sameer comes near her and put her lehnga in her hand as if requesting her to wear that lehnga,

Jaanam, dekh lo, mit gayi dooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Kaisi sarhadein, kaisi majbooriyaan

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Indira gives an attitude look and keeps the lehnga back telling him that she wonot wear it and turns to go when Sameer pulls Indira towards him and bend to kiss her making her close her eyes… when Indira opens her eyes she cannot find Sameer… She gets disappointed and searches for sameer either side and about to run she sees Sameer coming into her room…

Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan

Indira goes near Sameer, glares at him, takes her face in her hands and places her lips on his. After few seconds Indira realizes that it is not her imagination but she is really kissing Sameer Diwan