Originally posted by: scarletthara
Aaj to special treat hai... we are discussing them all together... so many variations and facets of each character - Gulaal and Kesar, though mostly in essence the same... love and miss the old camaraderie...
Kesar is showing his vulnerable side to Gulaal for the first time, since he is back after his decade long punishment to his Gulaal... although it was not intentional... but, he was so chicken scared at the thought of being caught by his nemesis in such a weak moment.. he does not want her to realise that it is the same Kesar, she knows ... Totally...and she KNOWS as you said...she KNOWS that his issue is also that he doesn't want her to see him vulnerable, to see him being himself...but she is still disturbed cuz she doesn't know WHY.He has tried to build his super macho image, of I am a man now ... This whole softy side, his emotions expressing themselves just by looking a a bunch of his old life, when he was happy and free from all doubts/ griefs... the days when he had his comfort around him, to hold him, to tell him that there was nothing to worry about... he didnt have her with him for 10 years, and it was his punishment as much as hers... he so knows that it would hurt her to be cut off from him, while he on the other hand suffers too...missing his Gulaal.. his life's biggest pillar of support in every situation... she held him, and comforted him when his life shattered with his bhai, Vasant, who was everything to him, is lost forever... Gulaal was the one taking care of this boy, taking care of his fears then...Yet, his biggest grief came with the truth of Dushyant being his brother's killer and Gulaal being a co-conspirator (or not)... his life took the biggest fall, and there was noone he could turn to now... he learnt to be brave and mature for the world... as he lost his trust in the one person, who embodied love and trust for him... Very well saidđđI guess he carried on with this facade for so long that he feels most safe in it... and not in being his normal loving, trusting self, on a decade ago... he feels afraid of being himself in front of his very own Gulaal... what a situation he is caught in?? The one person he trusts most in life still, yet she is the cause of all his distrust in life...I know haina? What a situation he's caught in...he can't be himself...he's afraid and wary of being himself in front of his own Gulaal...the one person he trusted more than anyone in the world...and interestingly it is that distrust, that disillusionment in her to an extent which toughened him up, made him grow into the man he is.On another note, Gulaal was such a sensible, intelligent woman, usko iss Talli se irritation nahi hota tha... I mean it looked most of the time like Talli was her eyes' apples, but why??? I know that she is Sudha's molly-coddled, brainless adopted daughter... and hence is loved as a family member almost... still... there would be a limit to which any sensible person can be sooo in lowe with such a dimwit????? LOL...Talli irritates all of us but jokes apart, Gulaal basically is one of those kind of ppl who loves to take in wounded beings and nurture them...she felt an instant sort of bond with Talli when she found out that Talli lost her mother at a young age and later on her father as well...Gulaal has a MEGA protective streak as we know and that went into overdrive from that point on and continued on till this day...she pampers Talli cuz she constantly feels bad for this "bin maa baap ki bacchi"