Mein aa gai...
And this is the last Kesariyo 😭
Kya karen!! I just cant seem to write...
But last hai..likhna toh padega na!!
So where should I begin ...because the banda had been sleeping like Kumbhkaran allthroughout his lady loved banged her head against every wall of the house!!! I think he must have prayed before Vasant's photograph..'Bha!! Ab toh maine sar bhi phudva liya, abhi bhi ye nahi maan rahi, ab aap hi aa jao!'😆
But before I start on that 5 min scene of the saffronboy! certain scenes I just would like to comment on!
Ofcourse the first thing, the accident! It was so hyped !! And then we finally find MB climbing down the stairs of his house with the doc, and the doc saying that it is a minor injury! and here we were contemplating a hospital, ICU, blood shortage and Gullu giving blood and then random people coming and telling that now they are bound by 'blood relation' ..how can they get married.. it is Paap!!😳😆
Who Thought MB looked zapped when Gulaal came in rushing crying 'Kesar Kesar!' ...The guy actually looked as if 'Vasant''s ghost had come before him😆
And the first time in the history after her plastic surgery did PB did ONE good thing na...she stopped Reva from following Gulaal in her mad chase towards Kesar's room! The family is so ishmart na! Nobody bothers to tell Gulaal that the doctor has told that it is a minor injury and he is just sleeping and not unconscious😆...I mean she sat there all night wide awake like an own and also telling Reva she would not eat anything till Kesar opens his eyes!!
The best thing: (Except the reunion scene ofcourse ) ...Gulaal confessed before the God, her inability to survive without him...before The ghost decide to jump in the story to fast forward it!!
I just the subtle nuances of all ...The way she actually is scolding the Gods! !how dare you do this to my Kesar!! you are wrong!! 😆 you should have not done this to him, to make me realize!!! She is one stubborn woman, I tell you!
Ofcourse then we have the stupid PB coming in and asking 'Are you praying for Kesar?' 'Haye RE! What else she would be doing right now!! Praying for Sandhya and Suraj's happy married life😡
And all the ladies surrounding her, and Talli HAS to barge in na😡
But Gulaal still at loss, to get out of that 'wrong and right' feeling...and anyways, she knows these chameleon like ladies who just days before heaped allegations like municipality heaped garbage in the Suez Canal !!!
I just loved how Gulaal was apprehensive on entering her own room, and the way she enters, as if entering into a different time zone!!
I just love how the CVs kept consistency of the past events, They remembered how PB had taken away Vasant's photograph from Gulaal's room, and so had kept that wall empty...
The way Gulaal hugs that pillars, reliving those memories...To me it felt like she was trying to hold on to the memories, like she had held to the pillar!!As if letting them go, would make her crumble and fall down!! Metaphoric na...Falling down, as in falling from the grace !!!
And her memory of Vasant merging into Kesar!! I liked how they used the grunge look of Kesar drumming the dhol, love shining through his eyes, rather than the one at Talli's wedding when Gulaal had her first realization!!
And then, the shock and she looks upto Vasant for the answer, as if asking him what to do ..at the same time fearing his accusing eyes, of betraying him and his memories...and she finds the wall empty...
She is so shocked at this na...as if Vasant has gone from her life all over again and it is SHE who sent him away this time!! her cry!! as if saying sorry, she free falls on the floor!!1
And then MB comes!! He so reads her mind na...I mean out there the bunch of ladies did not understand what dilemna Gulaal was going through inspite of her spending every living hour of hers, for the past ten years with them! And a man, her father in law, looks at her from the distance, watches her looking at Vasant's photo and entering her room, and KNOWS what she must be growing through...Any wonder Kesar is Kesar!!! He has MB as his father!! (PB ke genes gaye bhaad mein!😡)
Oh I loved how he puts his hand on her head and she flings herself on his feet!! As if saying sorry for having these thoughts! of having betrayed him and his family !! It was MB who had been the biggest frowner on this relation na?? And he was right ..but because it had been a relation between a woman and a child...and also he, like Kesar, believes in facing the problems head on! Not falling back, or hiding behind like the relations, and treating them as Shield...But he knew Gulaal's reasons so I guess he let it on! But the moment he knew, Kesar's mind,
I dont think he ever frowned on this whole relation!!
And that is what he tells Gulaal...till now i think he might not have told her, because he never thought she was ready for this relation, and he always wanted HER to make the decision...but now when he sees her dilemma...he FREES her of that guilt...
and telling her that what she is thinking is NOT wrong!! And Vasant would have told her too!!
I think this is what Triggered the ghost to emerge! We all know it was Gulaal's subconscious mind talking!! As I said in the discussion thread also!! Vasant has led her all her life na!! He has been this subliminal force which made her go and do things which were way out of ordinary reach and capacity! And in a way he was the one who had discovered and made her believe that she had extraordinary existence in this world!!
Shown her the way to a higher road and life!! (It was Kesar who made her human😉)
So with all the concepts of right or wrong erased from her mind, her subconscious had to come to give her that final push na!! He had to come!! He has always been the bridge between the two and he was the last link to her past! Albeit he always will stay ...Talsagra house can never be without Vasant!! He has that ethereal quality which would exist for like generations and his stories will be told as if legends...But she had to let go of him, and only she could have done that..and so he appears..telling her how she needs to see that she had always been with Kesar!! how when he was there she never felt alone!! Vasant has long ago started being just a part of her memories and her life has been taken over by Kesar...
Though for a moment when Vasant said that 'how could you have let the most precious thing to me, go like this?' I for a moment thought that he was wanting to say 'Kesar!'...Did anyone feel, Gulaal thought so too??
See
And when he says Good bye!! you feel for Gulaal na!! This is it!!
by the way ! Forgot to say that I liked that Vasant invaded Kesar's room and not hers when she was alone there crying!! And did anyone notice they did not use Piyu maahri with Vasant this time!!!
And ofcourse the small things like, Vasant and Chhotu Kesar's photu on the side table and the fact that both Vasant and Gulaal look at the sleeping Kesar when Vasant says that he is happy that he has brought the smile back into her life!! and how he says...It is my 'wish and your heart's voice!!' ..His wish had been so supreme for her all her life na...and he telling her that his wish is her heart's voice ..as if telling that his wish can never be something which her heart wont want to!!
Oww..there are soo soo many things,,,I just cant seem to stop...but this is a saffron thread😆
So we need to come back to him na...the Kumbhakaran finally awakes and goes loitering in the corridors...By the way, Gulaal when wakes up did look like a ghost has entered her body na??
And ofcourse, the way Kesar barged in...I swear the ghost looked better than him!! Gadha kahin ka!! Should have shaved and come na...Gullu ko impress karna toh banta tha na!!!
(By the way who thinks that the CVs knows our penchant for White Kurta?? because when he had an accident, he sure was not wearing the white kurta na?? So again the question?? who changed him😛)
Oh So I so loved the searching look he gave her when she stares at him..half relieved, half crying and half complaining!!
The bump on his head did make him head strong na! Or the moment her tears would have started , he would be like 'oh oh Gulaal and ah ah Gulaal!!'
But today he just stood there...letting her cry,,,making her realize what she will be if he was not there before her eyes for the rest of her life!!
Oh and I am just too breathless to say anything about this scene!
But he still doesnot relent does he!! Aaj toh aar ya paar! this is the Maha episode! ab kab tak raah dekhni padegi mujhe😆
He is as if baiting her, so what I could not go yesterday, I will go tomorrow ..or any other day...But I have to go na!!!
He did wait for her answer na..and when she stands there looking like a stature, he just begins to turn and go...when she asks him, 'Is it necessary to go!!'
Aww Just Love the searching gaze he again gives to her..as if wanting to believe her, wanting to believe that the biggest happiness of his life is just within his grasp and afraid to reach out for it...
And he so simply says it na...HE doesnot want to go! She is sending him!! She has to know that he was leaving because of her na??
Oh and I love this complaining Gulaal...She had felt bad na, when she was told that he was going...HE had not told her!!
And Ah...he doesnot give in...My Kesuda is back!! when he says..even if I tell when do you give me straight answers!! now also you are going round and round in circles!! haha!! he is so out to get a confession from her!! Me likes Me likes😳
and the way Gulaal says ...Mat ja!' O did I say MP was just fab...smiling, crying, saying sorry, exercising her right and at the same time begging!! All in her one expression!!
And boy! does he stare back..waiting for more...and afraid of the same!!
And when she says...'Tere bina jeene ki aadat ab nahi rahin!'
I swear Just look at him!! I actually said that he was on the verge of having a heart attack!!!
I just CANNNOT Describe what this expression did to me!! And I can;t stop tears everytime I see it!!
The man has been craving this one moment whole his existence, and when he is handed it to him, he doesnot even have the breath left to collect it...Just look at this..she flings herself to him, and he is so much in daze that he forgets to put his arms around her!!
And did I hear a sound ...a guttural sound when she is crying 'Mat ja' on his chest! As if he just resuscitated himself to life!!!
Oh and the way he then comes to life when she says Dont let me go anywhere and he catches hold of her shoulder and tells her that he wont let her go even if she tells him to do so!!!!
Oh and then we so have a happy hug...I just loved the blissful smile on her face when he hugged her back!! I even loved the crows feet she got around her eyes smiling so happily...Gosh... I will so miss them
And well the last happy happy scene...
By the way you know when the scene was suddenly transferred in the living room with everybody wondering 'Where are they?' ..I almost had a feeling they were talking about KesGul..who might be returning back from their honeymoon or something😛😆
But ofcourse they did not show Dushy, though how could be be just dragged out of the jail after committing a murder is beyond me😕 ...Well pardon me for holding a law degree and not understanding this brilliant defence tactic😛
and Then Kesar coming down with his grand announcement and Gulaal climbing down with pallu on her head and Kesuda declaring she is not going anywhere! hee hee ! that was damn cute na
And who was the happiest of all...see the guys is beaming ear to ear!!
And the Garba! ! Ok me not complaining...but we wanted a longer version! But okie...Me not complaining...Me just happily sad!! And now me going to cry buckets...
By the way..not about the show really, .But I really want to thrash SP for this one...Have they already forgottten that they had a show called Gulaal😡 No upload on the player or on their You tube Channel of the Mahaepisode...nor a simple bye bye on the FB page
They so dont deserve a show like this😡
Okie so bye for now!
Seee you guys on the Vintage thread!!