Always knew qualities ,habits , character and upbringing which we get from our birth doesn't leave us until death. They become the main core identity of our existence . They tell us what we really are. When Sai pleaded sada to make her talk to virat thought she is guilt ridden as she failed to understand friend virat, when she climbed the tree like a maniac to get mangalsutra thought she was in vulnerable situation as a wife who could do anything for her man to get back to life, when she took troubles to get injection thought that she could do any thing for the man who saved her life from landmine, when she took the job of observationist opposing chavans thought she wants to do her duty towards virat for saving her. That's the traits of Sai who is naive and sensitive in those situations. But after that where is our Sai when the man asked her. Tum kaun ho? I felt it was the exact point where our Sai kamal joshi should have woken up. Okay apologising for not trusting him as a friend acceptable. Other than that Sai kamal joshi had the forte to give it back to virat. The sherni should have woken up when he said that she is not his wife . Her savage reply should have been yes I am not your wife and never was because he had said it before marriage and time and again she had experienced it that she was anything but not a wife. Nor he or his family ever accepted her. From sai's point of view if relegate the things then virat before marriage told Sai that their marriage will be a deal and nothing more than that. On marriage day too he confirmed it while taking pheras and to pakhi too which she witnessed. With in few days of marriage she knew she was just an unwanted burden not only for the man but for the family too. The PD lunch kaand proved her unaffordable of even having a meal or money because all belonged to him.The ousting of Sai at midnight proved his worry.The taunt that she is mentally ill and needed treatment in front of neighbours proved his responsibility towards sai.The silence of the man in all the debacles created by his bhabhi proved that she was nobody to him. The frustration and hatred shown by virat after anniversary proved to her that she was unwanted and unworthy to him.To give your name to another woman itself is degrading but in front of your wife (deal or no deal) present the other woman as your wife and her son as your son and more over sign the documents as her husband and baby's father itself proves the worth of Sai . How can Sai kamal joshi take it?For all the things he did to her when she named it as ehsaan or the things he did for an orphan or as zimmedaari he never stopped her or said otherwise but accepted or was silent then what is she to him rather than only a friend in mimo track and the friendship also was broken by him not her. Bring the practical savage Sai back not this door mat mad Sai who has lost her senses which was never lost even when her aaba was on deathbed. When a girl is married her name may change but the person remains same . Sai kamal joshi forever.
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