SS: RRR (2. Regret Page 4)

My plot for confession. You can find some (if not the best) logic here and heal your brains.

Part 1: Retrospect

Part 2: Regret

Part 3: Rebirth

Will try to fill in when I get some time. Mostly over weekend because I will be traveling for winter vacation next week.

PS: Posted it so I will not postpone.

This is unfair. Mujhe laga FF milega. Yahaan toh sirf spolier hai.

Originally posted by: Nja91

This is unfair. Mujhe laga FF milega. Yahaan toh sirf spolier hai.

Will try to get some meat as soon as possible. only SS dear. FF ki tho time nahin hain 😲

Title padh kar laga it is related to the upcoming movie RRR😆

Anyways, I am excited for this. Bring it on🤗

tag kar dena plish... I am a guest in this forum now... bulana padta hai mujhe 😆 🤣

Ayyeee!!! Mujhe laga story is started!

Anyways! Update soon

Part 1: Retrospect

Sai Joshi Chavan

"Virat Sirr...No!"Sai woke up with sweat all over her forehead, heart thumping, tears streaming down her cheeks and her hands stretched forward trying to grab hold of empty space. It was a terrible dream indeed. She had seen her husband falling into an endless dark abyss leaving the tight hold of her hand. She wiped her face and looked at the side of bed which has been empty continuously for the 3rd night. Tears gushed from her eyes which felt to have originated from her stomach that lurched whenever she missed him.

She ran to the bathroom, and silently cried to herself at the twist of destiny that changed the dynamics between them so suddenly. She pondered over the empty sink observing the swirl of water disappearing into the drain. Her brain started to go back instantly to Mohit's words that evening. Unable to contain himself anymore, he told her about everything that he had seen in the hotel the previous day. She was not shocked to hear that her husband was helping a fully pregnant lady, but felt betrayed when she had known that he was helping her by pretending as a husband. The bile rose from the pit of her stomach when she thought about that detail. How dare he? she gritted her teeth. And then, her calmer self would ask Why would he? and by the time she convinced her mind that he must have had a valid reason to do it, she is encountered with the most dreaded question.

What if...he was responsible for her pregnancy? Tears would not stop after that. She cried again with a shallow shrill at her inability to get answers out of her husband's mouth. She cleaned her face with cold water to work up her brain and as if on mission went to check the calendar on her phone. She went back 9 months on the calendar and landed on Mar - April of that year to see if her husband was missing at home during that month. In the back of her mind, she hated to do this but she had to be absolutely sure! He was indeed missing during Holi and she did not like that detail. So did he do something during the time when he went on training..an affair? But wait, at that time she was suspecting him of still having feelings for Pakhi...and after he returned he was so happy to celebrate Holi with her. They had their moments, a lot of moments after that! She stopped for a bit and uttered "Chee! Sai. Stop thinking like this about Virat Sir!. He cannot stoop so low." she chided herself for suspecting his character.

But...what if it was a one time mistake and he is paying for it now? Her thoughts went back into the same territory again and again. Pakhi's warnings rang in her mind. "He is a man Sai, and he wants a wife not a friend" and she closed her ears. "I know I know. But what about me! Was I not waiting for him? I could have waited for him my whole life. Then Why cant he?" She cried again begging some unknown power to prove to her that her husband also could have waited for her with same patience and trust. Afterall, DIG sir had told her all the details about how he reacted when she met with an accident. It acted as balm that soothed her aching heart. She silently went back to her bed resisting to call her husband. She wanted to listen his voice, and feel safe in his safety. His safe return is all she wanted at the end. She took her Aaba's photo and hugged to her chest and tried to get some sleep.

"IPS Virat Chavan is going to my new boss. Bade ghar ka beta hain lekin bahut suljhahua insaan hain.", her father's first words introducing him to her ringed in her ears. " I trust you Aaba", she muttered to herself while drifting back to an inevitably shallow sleep.

Sruthi Pawle:

He is not dead! Her husband is not dead!!!. Sruthi received a call on her phone from an unknown number that morning. She could instantly tell it was her husband on the other end. She shrieked in disbelief only to be curtly dismissed by her husband. She was asked to behave as a naxal on run and not a regular woman, by the man himself. She did forget about her status in these 5 days away from the jungle. The man who apparently killed her husband had taken such a good care of her, that she indeed forgot that she was a fugitive. She was not treated by him like one. And here, the first word she heard from her husband is to behave like one! Sruthi came back to her senses and whispered to her husband.

"You are alive! I want to see you now. I might deliver our baby anytime now. Please come to me. I am so scared. I need you Sada", she begged trying not to cry and grab attention.

"Sruthi, I am next to the hospital that you are admitted in. Dont worry dear. I saw you secretly few minutes back when I sneaked inside the hospital. You were sleeping." said Sada bereft of any emotions, as usual like a man on the mission.

"Sada, you came here. Why didnt you meet me?", accused Sruthi.

"Sruthi. think practically. What happened to you? Nothing has changed in our lifes. Rather got complicated. I will explain you everything when we meet agian...soon", he assured and added as if detailing his next plans to his fellow comrade " Sruthi, listen. Take care of the delivery. I am sure Virat will be there to help with it. Once the delivery is done, I will send our men to fetch you. And they will drop you at your parents' place. Till then, don't even give a hint to Virat that I am alive. He is hiding you from the police and this is the best chance I got to move you.", he said without taking a break.

"But Virat will be there Sada. He can pop up any moment. And...people here will call him first if something happens to me because..." she trailed off not knowing how to explain the situation.

"I know Sruthi. He signed himself as your husband", he said without an ounce of emotion. "Good he did that. Dont worry about him. We will lure him out of there", he said as if he forgot that Virat was his best friend once.

"Sada, what do you mean you lure him? Are you thinking of causing any harm to him?", she asked worriedly not without adding. "He helped me a lot Sada, risking everything...we should not trouble him.", she pleaded.

"Sruthi.. dont forget who we are. Virat was my friend but that doesnt take away my priorities. I am committed to a cause, we are. This is a good opportunity to bargain with the system. So please dont be a burden to our mission which we all envisioned. " he stressed. "But I promise you that I will not hurt him. Afterall he is a nice man and helped us going beyond his duty.", he asserted.

"Sada, I dont know what you are planning fully. But remember one thing, we have already bloodied our hands in this path for our liberation. All fair and good. But lets not commit a sin now by harming Virat or his family", she blurted out unknowingly the secret plan of their group, to get back on Police by hurting their dear ones.

"Ssshh Sruthi!", gritted Sada on the other end. "Stop it. Watch where you are. I dont want to discuss anything now. If Virat comes now, make sure not to give away any hints. UNDERSTOOD", he stressed before disconnecting the call.

Sruthi was conflicted, for the first time in her life. She never thought this much, not even when following her husband into the wilderness and ignominy. Now, thinking that her silence could harm this man who saved her reminded her of her own humanity. But helping him could mean pushing her husband into the claws of death which he appeared to have escaped only few days back.

Virat Chavan

Virat was hopping around all day from hospital to police station. DIG sir wanted him back at work without wasting any more time. Apparently, the police discovered some activity in GC again! Some of Sada's men were caught purchasing supplies from local store which was promptly reported to the department. Virat was not at all thinking about missing dead body of his friend for a while now. He was preoccupied with his own turmoil of going against his duty and handling his wife's interrogation at home. But today's visit to Sruthi triggered a chain of suspicions in his head. There was a strange sense of peace on Sruthi's face. She was not badmouthing about him killing her husband anymore. Rather she diverted the topic when he accidentally brought up his demise. He heard her asking for more details about her delivery process and post recovery from the nurse. Mostly on how soon she could walk and travel after the delivery.

The biggest clue came when he was leaving the hospital, and she asked about his family, mainly about Sai and her schedule. When he questioned back not wiling to share any details, she masked her curiosity with an excuse to know more about Sai because she never let him speak about her before. She went ahead and advised him to spend time with Sai as her delivery will be done soon and she might leave, and particularly stressed not to leave her alone. When probed further, she covered up saying that as a wife she could sense Sai's worry for him hence advised him to be close to her. The nervousness and incoherence in her talk alerted Virat!. He could not ignore Sada's missing body news anymore.

He decided to go to GC as soon as Sruthi delivers the baby. He made plans to move her to a flat that he rented from an acquaintance. As far as the baby is concerned, he came to know that he could delay the processing of birth certificate. He is absoluely sure that he cannot give his name in the records this time, without discussing this matter with Sai. He has hidden enough details from her already. He also needs to find the details of missing Sada's body. If he is indeed alive, which appeared to him as a premonition after seeing Sruthi's behavior today, then half of his problems will be solved. He can go back to being an IPS and this time make sure to arrest him at any cost. He can then convince Sruthi to turn into witness by bargaining the kid's future and Sada's rehabilitation. But what if Sada is indeed dead, he went back to the most difficult question. In that case, Sruthi has to be protected from the eyes of Police till she is fit to find some source of income. In that case, he has no option but to introduce her to Sai immediately and clear everything to her. He believed Sai will understand the situation and help Sruthi in getting back to normal. If Sruthi ends up having any tricks under her sleeve, then he cant help but behave like a police officer with her. He cant push aside his duty anymore, he thought.

With every possible solution under his sleeve, he now could not wait to see the cute face of his wife. It is way past midnight but he is sure she will be awake. He is going to finally talk about Sruthi with her today. He could not see her fighting with herself and him to get answers. Now that he figured out all possible scenarios that can happen, he will make sure Sai and family will have some security at home. He can ask Samrat or Mohit to drop and pick up Sai from college for few days till he goes and takes care of things in GC. Moreover, if he reveals her all the details she would be extra vigilant of her safety. She is a smart girl he mused. The smartest girl who can become an absolute wild cat like the previous day. Sai's outburst yesterday came as a pleasant shock to Virat. Rather than being angry or disappointed with her, he was strangely pleased at her behavior. She was behaving exactly like he always wanted her to behave for this one year...as his wife. The way she did not let him breathe till he convinced her to give him some time, showed how much she was disturbed by his silence and absence. What happened to her suddenly, he bemused! And her talking about Ajinkya and his outburst?! Could she be experiencing the same emotions that he experienced for her when he saw her with Ajinkya? The rage and disquiet she showed resembled his! Why would she lose her marbles over another woman!. She suspected him, but for what? It does make a difference to her, a lot of difference indeed. And that brought a smile on his face.

"Sai, Sai..how can I say that I am only yours! always had been and always will be.", he spoke aloud to himself pressing on the gas more in anticipation. He is going to reveal it all to her today, his secrets and his feelings.

NOTE: Writing Virat chavan is indeed a pain in the a*se. Why on earth he is hiding the details from Sai! sorry if it still sounded illogical. But thats what Virat is for you!

Clarification in case Sruthi's feelings are misconstrued:

Sruthi has not developed feelings for Virat. I didnt intend to write that :)

She was concerned for him the same way Virat was concerned for her..humanity sake. Afterall he helped her and she cant let any harm come to that person. No romantic feelings from her side. Sruthi is introduced as strong and loyal woman in the original story. I too didnt want to show her weak.

more. sorry if i forget anyone

Loved the first chapter a lot❤️

Well written.

Sada as the cold minded planner takes the cake. Shruti has started developing tender feelings for Virat. Quite natural.

I still dont know what exactly have the makers planned for Virat. How is he going to justify what he did and how are they going to whitewash him? with plaster?

Thanks for the tag. Keep tagging and posting the next one.