HELLO SWEETIES!!
I HAD WRITTEN THIS A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO WHEN THE ANNIVERSARY KAND HAPPENED AND SAI'S OUTBURST !
I FELT HORRIBLE FOR VIRAT AND FELT THAT THERE SHOULD BE SOME FACTOR SHOWN JUSTIFYING BOTH VIRAT AND SAI AND HENCE THIS SERIES TOOK BIRTH !
ANNIVERSARY DRABBLE SERIES
Heartbroken, Guilt ridden ,helpless.. She couldn't think of more apt words to describe her condition.
She looked at the clock, it was 11 at night and Virat Sir, who had gone to spend some time with Samrat dada, after sorting things out, hadn't returned yet.
It was their first anniversary and she had ruined it for both of them…
She knew she wasn't completely wrong on her part but the way she chose was too harsh, too rude to a man who had put in his heart and soul to surprise her.
She was going nuts. Is there any way she could run away from everything.. To somewhere more peaceful, where she could feel Aaba's presence.
She knew there was only one place like that!
That was her Virat sir's arms. His presence always made her feel home.
But she herself pushed him away!
She knew after today it would be hard to get things back to normal.
And she didn't want that either.
That would make things hard for her while she leaves him, forever!
Now that Samrat Dada too is back and has decided to divorce Pakhi didi, there won't be any hindrance for Virat Sir to unite with his Pyaar!
Pyaar! How she wished she could be addressed that way! But no.. The man she hated once, but grew to love in spite of all the misunderstandings and issues, had already given his heart to another woman.
She had no other place in his life other than being a Zimmedari!
No! Now she felt more like a bhoj on him than a Zimmedari..
She had noticed how his eyes held love and admiration while he narrated the story. Correction, His story!
How she wished she was the one he was talking about.
But no.. It was always her.. From the day they got married she had noticed how that woman was there like a shadow!
Even now, so far away from home, still she was there in some or the other form.
And that Yoga instructor!
Did she say about Chemistry?
Between Virat Sir and that woman?
Maybe she was the only one who couldn't feel it.
How she wished she had that chemistry with him.
Ahh she felt like a third wheel in their story. Why was Virat sir doing all this if he still thinks about that woman.
Yes, she used to feel bad before but never jealous of her..
But today she was!
She was jealous!
Because the day Virat sir begged her to not leave him and apologized, she realised that she had grown to love this man so much that she could forget all her pain and suffering for him.
She had started noticing him making efforts in their relationship.
But today those two incidents brought her back to the harsh reality!
Her feelings would always remain one sided and all those things that he had done for her was just him fulfilling his Zimmedari.
She was not surprised..
Virat sir would go to any extent for the one's who he considered close to him.
And she knew if not love, she had some importance in his life.. And the fact that she was his most favourite Kamal Sir's daughter, added to it.
That might be the reason he is so worried about her leaving the house and him doing everything in his might for her..
“YEh hum hai ! yeh humara safar hai “
These words were still ringing in her ears.
She wanted to believe it, but all the vadas that they were stuck in and the height of her insecurities didnt let her believe it.
She didnt want to keep hope and get her heart broken brutally… Virat Sir had his whole family with him to support him, but she didn't have anyone.
But in all this she would never justify herself .
She hated the way she spoke to him today!
She hated that heartbroken look on his face..
She hated that she was the reason for his tears.
But she had to unsee it, so that she doesn't have to go through another heartbreak on leaving him.
It will be better for him too to not expect anything from her because she doesn't want to be the reason Virat sir loses his love.
