When I first met youI never realized how much you would ......end up meaning to me!
"Kyun ki main aapse pyaar karti hoon Sir!! She murmurred but Maan heard it.
"Main nahi jaanti kab ... kaise ... kyun lekin mujhe aap se pyaar ho gaya!!
"Aap woh hain jisne mujhe har baar bachaya ... meri izzat meri maryada ki raksha ki ... aap woh hain jisne mujhe ek nayi zindagi di ... aap woh hain jo hamesha mere saath khade rahe ... Meri zindagi aap ki amaanat hain Sir ... aur kal raat ko maine aap ki amaanat aap ko hi saaunp di!! She confessed.
"Main nahi jaanti aap mere baare mein kya sochenge? ... Lekin woh pal mere liye anmol hain kyun ki maine woh pal ... apne pyaar ke liye ... apne pyaar ke saath bitaaye!! She declared.
Maan was shocked at her open declaration!! ...He had expected all sorts of excuses, pleadings etc. but not this!!
Her simple confession shocked him beyond wits!!!
"GEET ... Tum jaanti bhi ho tum kya keh rahi ho? ... Aur kal raat jo hamare beech kya hua hain? ... Tumhe ehsaas bhi hain woh..." But Geet's reply didn't let him complete.
"PYAAR ... maine sirf pyaar kiya hain ... sirf aap se!! She asserted looking straight in his eyes.
There was no fear in her eyes now ... just pure determination!!
"Lekin Geet main pyaar mein vishwaas nahi karta ... pyaar ... shaadi ...rishtey mere liye koi maayne nahi rakhte!
"I told you ... that I was just attracted to you ... your body ... it was just physical for me ... nothing emotional! ... I told you to stay away from me ... Phir bhi tumne..." He mocked.
"Kya jawab doonga main tumhaare Paapaji ko ... ke maine unki beti ke saath ... Tumne bahot galat kiya hain ... bahot galat!!" Pinning her more to the bed he continued.
"Lekin ek baat samajh lena Geet ... agar tum sochti ho ke, kal raat ke baad ...meri soch badal jaayegi ... ya main yeh pyaar vyaar pe yakeen karunga toh ... bhool jao."
"Maan Singh Khuraana apna raasta kabhi nahi badalta ... kisi ke liye nahi!!!" He announced nonchalantly.
"Sir yeh mera faisla tha aur iski zimmedari bhi main hi loongi! ... Meri wajah se aap ko koi takleef nahi hogi ... Main aap ko kabhi bhi ... kisi bhi rishtey main nahi bandhoongi!"
Geet spoke honestly not wanting Maan to feel guilty for her doing. She knew he regretted their union but she didn't want him to burden him with her emotional turmoil.
Little did Geet know that he was MSK who won't get carried away in any kind of emotional chaos he had long buried all his emotions.
Her innocent mind could never match up to his calculative thinking!!
"So you are saying that you are responsible for whatever happened between us? ... That it doesn't matter to you that I don't believe in love , marriage , relations etc? ... And you will never try to bind me in these relations?" He probed.
"HAAN!! She asserted.
A sly smile crept on his face but Geet was so lost in her thoughts that she failed to see it.
"Theek hain ...apni baat pe kaayam rehna Geet!! Yeh kabhi mat sochna ke tum mujhe kisi bhi rishtey ke liye majboor kar sakti ho." He stated.
"Main vaada karti hoon Sir!" She promised.
Maan's now calm demeanor relieved Geet!!
The feeling that he hadn't misunderstood her love ... had accepted her truth was soothing her soul!!
'Sir main aap ko apni barbaad zindagi ka sach kabhi nahi bataungi ... kyunki yehi hum dono ke liye sahi hain ... Aap ke saath bitaye pal kaafi hain meri poori zindagi ke liye!!' She promised herself.
Last few hours had been a torment for him, he hated himself to have lost his consciousness and letting this girl take advantage of the situation ... tricking him!!
But Geet's confession and now her promise had eased him off all those thoughts. The guilt feeling was long gone as Geet had herself accepted it was solely her decision and he was not to be blamed!!
He left out a breath lowering his head unknowingly resting on her shoulder. It is then he realized their proximity!
He could actually hear her heart beats. He opened his eyes only to find her wearing his shirt ... only his shirt!!
His eyes began to devour her wet body, partially covered by his shirt but revealing quite a lot to him. A closer look at her and her spotless skin was now all over marked solely by him.
Desire creates havoc when its the only thing between two people!!
A sudden desire to claim her started building up and his legs on their own accord started to graze over her silky skinned legs.
Maan's sudden movement jolted Geet out of her thoughts and she looked at him in shock! She tried to move away but Maan's hold on her hands tightened not letting her move.
"Kya hua Geet? ... Darr gayi? ... Kal toh tumhe darr nahi laga tha ...phir ab kya hua? He queried tantalizing her senses.
"Sir woh ...main ... "She fumbled not able to bear his alluring torture.
"Kal main hosh mein nahi tha Geet ... aur tumne apna faisla kar liya ... toh aaj meri baari ... Mujhe bhi apne hisse ka faisla karne ka haq milna chahiye ...hain na ... Its my turn now!!" He made his intentions very clear to her!!
... And Geet's words were swallowed in a soul stirring kiss ...her shirt and his robe were thrown away somewhere as MSK plunged in action to finish what she had started!!
Finally he was living his dream ... to claim her ... HIS GEET!!
He paused for a moment as this thought of HIS GEET' crossed his mind but ignored it!
She was here with him ... so close ... no inhibitions ... no barriers ... nothing between them ... that's what mattered to him ... at this moment ... and for now!!!
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"SIR..." Adi's voice cut through his thoughts bringing him back in present.
"Sir we are here" Adi informed him.
"Hmmm" Maan hummed in response.
They needed to meet this man and they made their way towards the house.
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Loving and Losing are different by one letter ...... and million degrees of pain!!
HANDA HOUSE
She got up with a start when she felt something poking her skin in her sleep. She didn't realize when she fell asleep, her fingers carrassed her skin then grazing over the metal ... her waist chain.
A smile crept on her face as she remembered Maan had gifted her this chain ... not one but a whole set of them with different patterns, various colours etc.
It reminded her of the best period of her life! ... Their stay together in Shimla!!
After their confrontation Maan sir hadn't backed out but had claimed her yet again making it clear to her that he wanted her!!
This is something raw, real and undeniable And it was not going to go away!!!
She shied thinking about their togetherness ... his passion ... they had spent the entire day in bed ... he hadn't left her ... only when he realized that she was exhausted and in pain he had stopped.
He had applied ointment to relieve her pain it was really awkward for Geet for letting her Maan Sir do it. She had never ever allowed a man so close to her and here she has given her Maan Sir every right to touch her.
He hadn't even allowed servants in the cottage not wanting them to see Geet with him. He was protecting her honour!! He had cooked their meal and both had relished the meal and their togetherness!
In one such aftermath of their passion he had admitted.
"Geet yeh sach hain ke main pyaar aur shaadi mein vishwaas nahi karta ... main nahi jaanta main tumhare liye kya mahsoos karta hoon ... lekin tumhare saath mujhe accha lagta hain ... main chahta hoon ke hum saath rahe ... bina kisi shart ... bina kisi bandhan ke!! Hamaare beech jo hain usse main koi naam nahi dena chahta."
"Yeh meri soch aur meri khwaish hain! ... Lekin tum apna faisla khud le sakti ho! ... Tum chaho toh hum issi tarah ek saath ho sakte hain ... lekin agar tum nahi chahti toh aaj ke baad hum dono ek dusre se door rahenge... Main kabhi tumhare kareeb nahi aaunga!" He declared.
The mere mention of staying away from each other had scared Geet ... It was easy to say but the mere thought of him going away from her was terrifying her. Geet could not fathom her life without him.
She had been craving for love, care and a companion all her life. Not that her family didn't love her but even in her house she was always lonely ... alone!
Her Beeji was mostly unwell , Papaji earlier would always be busy in his work and now he was bedridden. Her siblings were too young to share her feelings and she didn't have the courage to approach her Rano Maa. She had her friends yet somehow she couldn't ever confide in them.
She was at a constant war with her ownself ... all alone ... lonely!!
Today when life has given her a chance to live with the man she loves so much ... no matter how much ever time she has in hand she wants to be with him ... she didn't want to let go of it ... she couldn't stay away from him ... She just loved him too much!!
I'm scared because u mean the world to me!!
U are everything I think about,
Everything I need,
Everything I want!!
Geet knew Maan doesn't love her but he does care for her! ... Maan had never hidden his truth and never tried to take advantage of her trust or innocence... He always protected her from others as well as himself ... She always felt secured around him!
She respected his honesty and didn't want to bind him in any relation!
She knew her truth too ... her life was a mess ... she had no idea what was stored for her in future ... but her present was here ... right next to her ... her one step ... her one answer ...her one yes ... will allow her to steal a few more happy moments from her life!!
And she wanted to be with him!!!
You must make a choice......to take a chance,or your life will never change!!
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