Part 12
Did he actually love her ? ...?? and what she gave him ?? Pain ???? in the name of love ???
Her mind went blank and she ran like a maniac to see where he went ..she couldn't think straight .she hurt him .. she hurt someone for the first time and that too , to this extent .. she was yet to realize her own feelings , and to cherish them but for now only thing came to her mind , that was him and his hurt face ..
"Raja Maan ... ' she entered her room hoping he would be in there but he wasn't ..
" sevak !! raja maan kahan hain ??"
" wo . hum nahi jaantay wo kahan hain , rani ji " ..the servant refused to tell coz maan asked them no to tell anyone ..
She ran to each of the room in palace , everywhere , every corner .. he was nowhere .. then only she entered Raj maata's room .. In this whole week she never cared to ask him where was she ? She was in her own mercy .. where she thought he just played with her .. she thought it was just a game with him and she was just a pawn in the game of chess for him ..
" Sevak raj mata kahan hain ??"
" wo mahal chor kar chali gayi hain rani g "
" kun ??"
" wo hum nahi jaantay , maaf kijiye "
" g .. "
The servant bowed his head in honor and went off ..
" raj mata mahal chor kar chali gayi aur raja maan bhi , nahi wo aisa nahi kar saktay''
" raja maan .. " ...she shouted calling him , running towards the lawn ,where she saw blood spots .
" aap hmain bula rahi hain rani geet ?? " .. a half .conscious drunk maan dragged himself towards door .. but then stopped " aisa nahi ho sakta .. wo hum se nafrat karti hain .. wo hmain nahi bulaen gi .. wo to hmari shakal bhi nahi dekhna chahti " ..he thumped down on floor right at the spot , still drinking ..
" raja maan ! raja maan !! "... she shouted as the servant didn't let her go to backyard .. no one went there except for maan , he had his painting room and personal bar there ..
" hmain janay dijiye ' ..
" maaf kijiye rani g ! par raja maan ne hmain kisi ko ko bhejne se mana kia ha "
" raja maan ander hain ?? raja maan ' .. she called yet again , probably that he would listen and will let her in but he didn't come out .
Unable to control herself anymore ,she pushed the servant and ran off towards the room which was a feet away ..
" nahi rani sahiba aap ..!! " the servant tried to stop her .
But before that she barged into the room and banged the door close in order to save herself from getting caught. She turned only to be shocked to her wits .. maan was on the floor with his drink , she stepped ahead
" aagay mat aaiye " .. he shouted ..
" hum aayen gay .. aaj hmain baat karni hi ho gi " ..she said in a stubborn voice as always , and stepped ahead .and a piece of broken glass pierced her foot ..
" ahh !! " , she let out a small whimper and found maan marching towards her
" mana kiya than a aap ko .. kabhi hmari baat bhi maan liya kijiye " ..he said in a drunk yet concerned voice
She realized that coz of these glass pieces he asked her not to step ahead . he cared this much then why not her. He cares , and cares more than himself , he didn't see that he too is standing on the glass pieces ? .. she knew he is drunk , but drunk to the extent that he don't even feel his pain ?
" raja maan !! aap k pair par bhi lagi ha... "
" aap ko dard ho raha ha ??" he questioned back
" hum theek hain " ..she said ,as the tears slipped down her eyes seeing his messy state ..
Taking his face in her palms she said afraid that he would act wildly
" ab aur mat pe jiye "
She tried to take the bottle from his hand ..
" aap bolain gi to hum kabhi nahi piyen gay Rani Geet '
He left the bottle to let it fall on ground .. she kept looking at the gem of a person in front of her , who was king , a raja for his people and a hard hearted man what he represented himself in front of world and a flirt is what he represented himself in front of her . but today he was not one of those , he was maan , just maan ..
" yahan baithiye " .. she made him sit on nearby deewan , and bent down to remove the glass piece from his foot ..
" nahi , aap hmaray pairon ko haath mat lagaiye Rani Geet " .. he stopped her from touching his foot .
" shh !! aaj sirf hum bolain gay aur aap sunain gay "
" nahi , aap kabhi kuch acha nahi bolti .. aap nahi bolain gi ..sirf hum bolain gay " ...He didn't know himself what he is saying but she knew he is right , she always spoke bitter and bad to him .. she removed the pieces and cleaned the blood , while her just eyed her foot from which he saw blood oozing out .
" hum kar saktay hain ??" .. he asked and she looked at him confused ..what does he mean by this ?
" kya hum aap ka zakham saaf kar saktay hain ? "
He was asking as he didn't want to do anything against her will , he intently cleaned her wound after she nodded , they both were done with their respective tasks . there was silence for few seconds before maan broke it
" sirf aik baar kahiye k aap hum se nafrat nahi karti rani geet " .. he asked as if his life is dependent on it, and she looked in his eyes for first time , how could she possibly hate this man , who held nothing in his eyes but love ? pure love and hidden emotions , as if she wouldn't say it immediately he would die ?
She seemed to fall for him then and there ..
" Hum aap se ..." long pause as she couldn't utter her words and hugged him tight , maan in his dazed state hugged her back ..
" aap theek to hain ??"
" hmain maaf kar dijiye .. hum boht bure hain .. sab hum ne kiya ..aap ko itni takleef di ..hmain maaf kar di jiye "
She sobbed " hum aap se ... nafrat nahi kartay raja maan .. "
Maan heard her say those words with utmost difficulty as half of her words were chocked , nothing came in his mind to stop her from crying then to make her look towards him and claim her lips to stop those sobs and tears of sadness ..
Geet for a second couldn't realize whats happening until she tasted the Diva vodka , from his mouth .. she whimpered to stop herself from crying while he just concentrated on his task of tasting her mouth .. her tears mixed salty juice is what he enjoyed for long minute , while those tasted better than the expensive drink he had had a minute ago .. then something struck him and he left her abruptly .
"hum aap ki aankhon main aansu nahi dekh saktay , issi liye hum ne wo ... ' he confessed honestly , by now she realized the depth of the love he held for her .. he never let her cry before too , but she took it in notice for first time ..
will be continued from here . đ Most Probably next will be LAST PART .. if not then max 2 parts ..
do review plz .. how it went ?
Edited by abba12 - 9 years ago
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