Ch#10
Natasha voice was thick with emotions:ye tum kya keh rhe ho Maan?
He turned from window to face her:wahi jo tum smjh rhi ho.
Looking in her eyes he spoke with sincereity:I am realy sorry Natasha.
Her face had turned red,in frustation she paced around:I knew it...mujhe pta tha.wo tumhe nhi chodegi.wo tumhe kbhi khud se alg nhi hone degi.wo tumhe chahti hai.
"Kash"His lips stretched in faint painful smile.He tried to make her understand:yaha ksi ki chaht ki baat nhi ho rhi.men tumhe apni chaht bta rha hun.
And than he uttered da buried truth in his heart:I am in love with my Wife.
Natasha snapped:No..tum mujhse pyar krte ho.wo tumhari majboori hai.tumhe trass aa rha hai us pr.apni achai,apne morals ki vja se majboor ho rhe ho.
Maan:pyar kbhi majboor nhi hota..tumne hi kaha tha.yaad hai?
When Natasha became quite,he walked closer to her & cupped her face:kuch bhi pehle jesa nhi hai Natasha,sb bdal gya hai.men bhi aur tum bhi.Life men wapis nhi plat te,aage bdhte hein.
He hold her shoulders in assurance:u deserve better,jo tumse pyar krey.And I am sure wo tumhe wo zrur millega.
Natasha bitterly:tumhare lye kehna aasan hai,tumhare pass jo sb kuch hai.
Maan looked away in attempt to hide emptiness of his eyes.Yes"sb kuch"..A wife who is unaware of his love & maybe will never return his feelings.
He pulled her in friendly,affectionate hug & wishing her good luck walked out of her house..her life.
Natasha dropped down back on couch,frustation of dis unexpected turn clearly writtten on her lovely face.Deep down in heart she was agree with Maan.It was love or whatever it was she had clearly forgt when she stepped in exciting life of Canada.And than after few months she forgt herself too when she met blue eyes John.After an exciting dating period they exchanged vows but unfortunately she failed to tame him.After two failed affairs she choosed to settle down in a silent peaceful life.The decision remined her of Maan,her dewana,who promised himeself to her.
She had almost forgt his face,now he was so handsome,so charming AND she was not ready to lose him without one more try.
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Watch has more ability then bangles & bracelet to make a wrist look tempting! Maan discovered dis fact when he walked in meeting room where Geet was busy in explaining da project through chart.He was late due to his meeting with Natasha & his wife was not in habit of waiting for him so da meeting had already started.It was,as expected nerve wracking but now he was feeling free frim any guilt or regret.
Taking the marker in hand Geet was explaining the profit & risk through drawing a random graph.Whenever her hand waved in air a desire to replace da black leather with his fingers ran in his blood.To pull her closer with grabing those soft creamy wrists & than he will wipe away all her frowns with his soft kisses.
She kept da marker down & kept her finger on chart to point da difference of amount.Her nails were white,without trace of any paint.Nails...which had left crescent marks on his back.Which he wanted to see creasing his chest,which he wanted to feel on
"aap ka kya khyal hai Sir?"Maan landed back on earth & found all da eyes fixes on him.H quickly straightened himself,he couldnt share his "khyal" at all:men..men?
All wait with full inteest,to discover ur boss has ability of sleeping with open eyes is quite fun .Geet with stern voice:Mr.Maan ne kal hi apne points pen down krdey the,aap report tyar kreyn..I ll add them.
He knew,he was aware of her eyes on him.Like all da past experiences she was expecting him to look at her with his sheepish smile or a wink of which she always replied with cute roll of her eyes with faint smile on her lips.But it was da way of past.He was no him anymore so cant she.Things has CHANGED for him for them.
"No" To everyone surprise Maan uttered da impossible words in Geet reply."Agree friend k sath krte hein..wife k sath nh.Isnt it?"
Maan stubbornly:mujhe yaad nhi aa rha men konse point likhe the.aur jo bhi ta I want to check it again.I waa not feeling well through out da whole meeting,send details in my cabin.
The men nodded & stood up as Geet rose wid all grace.And she was the first to left da meeting room,breaking da yearly tradition of staying with him.
No doubt,Things has changed in many ways!
His painful gaze flew at her & to his surprise while leaving she realy looked at him.Her eyes like always a treasure box full of mystery.The moment over soon & she walked away from there.
Milke bhi hum na mile tum se na jaane kyun
Meelon ke hai faasle Tum se na jaane kyun
Anjaane hai silsale Tum se na jaane kyun
Sapne hai Palkon tale tum se na jaane kyun...
Kaise btaayein kyun tujhko chahe yaara btaa na paaye
Baatein dilo ki dekho jo baagi aankhein tujhe samjhaye
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
He stood up in empty meeting room & pushed away da curtains.The old golden memories of dis office passed infront of his eyes.The day when dy gt their 1st project...he had almost scream in joy & pulled stunned Geet in his arms,maybe their 1st proper hug.The late night projects,,da secret gestures during client precense,da chesse sandwiches in celebration of failure.
Nigahon mein dekho meri jo hai bas gaya
Woh hai milta tumse hubahu
Ooo jaane teri aankhein thi ya baatein ki waja
Huea tum jo dil ki aarzoo
Tum paas ho ke bhi tum aas ho ke bhi
Ehsaas ho ke bhi apne nahi aise hain
Humko gile tumse na jaane kyun
The peon sudden entrance brust da bubble:wo madam apni coffee yahan bhool gai..mngva rhi hai.
Maan looked at her mug placed on table He took one more sip from da coffee in his hand & handed it to peon:ye lo le jao.
The peon looked puzzled but took it quietly & went out.Maan picked her coffee mug,faint mark of her lipstik visible on brim.He sipped da remaining coffee there.
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
TOoo jaane na jaane na jaane na... aaa tu jaane na...
He spoke to himself:shayd tumhe mera jhota pee kr hi mujhse pyar ho jaey.
The fake smile vanished from his face & replaced by painful emotion:aur agr phir bhi naa hua to?
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Maan was dressed in stylish grey suit.He looked at his watch,dy were getting late for party,organized by Saleel,Purvi in welcome of their baby.Just dn Geet appeared on stairs wrapped in lovely blue sari,busy in locking her silver earing.She lowered her hand but dn again her hand raised to tight da lock.
"He went to her,leaning closer he locked da earing creasing her soft earlobe.She pushed him slightly with a shy smile & adjusted his collar."
Bubble of his imagination brust in next momment.
Khayalon mein lakhon baatein yun tu keh gaya
Bola kuch na tere samne
Ooo huea na be-gaane bhi tum hoke haar ke
Dekho tum na mere hi bane
Passing by him she pointed toward his cracked collar & walked away.
Afsos hota hai dil bhi yeh rota hai
Sapne sanjota hai pagla hua soche yeh
Hum the mile tumse na jaane kyun
Meelon ke hain faasle tum se na jaane kyun
Anjaane hai silsale Tum se na jaane kyun
Sapne hai Palkon tale tum se na jaane kyun
The whole journey to party hall passed in quiteness.They stepped out of car,his heart jumped wid strange joy as he felt her hand on his arm.He turned & look her wid hopeful eyes but instead of meeting his eyes she was busy in adjusting her sari.And than she slipped her arm in his,ready to go inside as Perfect Mrs.Singhania.
Kaise btaayein kyun tujhko chahe yaara btaa na paaye
Baatein dilo ki dekho jo baagi aankhein tujhe samjhaye
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
Geet was sitting in between of Shefali & Purvi,little Rohan in her arms,gathered around.They were busy in chatting While Maan was sitting quietly lost in his own world.Jay added:I think da best holiday place is Goa.It is outstanding.
Paddy added:haan goa jei baat kahi aur nhi hai.mera to aane ka dil hi nhi krta wahan se.
Geet added:I love to see beaches pr men aaj tk kbhi Goa nhi gai.kbhi janna hi nhi hua.
Jay:You should go.beaches lovers k lye to heaven hai.
Shefali:to plan bnate heun..chleyn?
Jay shook his head:nhi..ab to winter start hone wala hai.wahan janne ka mza to garmio men hai.
Shefali:ok..phir sb mil kr agle saal chlenge.
Everyone gv nod of approval while Maan watched Geet who remain frozed.When she looked up & their eyes met he realized"agle saal kuch bhi aesa nhi rahega"
Feeling suffocated he got up & walked away further in lawn.The month was slipping from his hand"kese tumhe rokun..kese tumhe apne pyar ka yakeen dilaun?men tumhe janne nhi deskta.kya krun men?
He helplessly looked up at sky:mujhe bhi pyar krne k lye apni hi biwi milli thi?
He almost jumped hearing Saleel sudden voice:busy?
Maan cleared his throat:nhi..bs aese hi.
Saleel made drink for himself & took out his cell:table arrange hogy?dishes ka menu revise krleyn.ok ok.thanks
When he cut da call Maan inquired:table kis ley?
Saleel with smile:Purvi aur men dinner pr ja rhe hein thodi deyr tk.
Maan confused:what?abhi?party men itna khana hai..i mean aaj kya zrurt hai?
Saleel patiently explained him;wese wife ko mod khrab krne k kye kisi bahane ki zrurt nhi hoti.pr after dis pregnancy &all unke depression hormones kuch zyada hi strong hojate hein.To make dm feel special,to mk dm happy ulti hrkte krni pdti hai.
He added wid a wink:ab wife ka dil jeetna itna asan jo nhi.
"asan?mushkil se zyada mushkik"Maan kept his line to him & taking advantage of situation inquired:haan bikul..jb hero heroine husband wife bnte hein to movies tk khtm hojati hein..to kahan se ideas aaeyn..kahan se help leyn?
Saleel simply:to make her ur girlfriend.
Maan:What?
Saleel thoughtfully:haan...jb girlfriend ka dil keetna ho to usse wife ki trhan treat kro...to jb wife ka matter ho to deal her as ur girlfriend.
He excused himself & went from there.While Maan remain quite,proceeding his word & dn slowly whispered:Will it work?
He looked at Geet who was smiling on something Jay said.He promised to himself:I cant let u go..I will not.
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There was complete silence between them from da party to car,to their home. As dy headed toward their respective rooms Maan sudden call stopped Geet in her track.She turned in surprise hearing from him,hearing her name.Maan raised his hand to show her earing which had dropped in car in reply of her questioning gaze.Geet quickly touch her empty earlobe:oh..iska lock khrab hogya hai.
She extended her palm to receive it.He walked closer but instead of dropping it on her palm he leaned closer & slipped it in her ear.Her skin was soft as he had imagined.He badly wanted to replace his mouth with his fingers,to lick,to taste.But wining a game need self control.
Her mouth opened in protest but he was da first one to speak:You are looking so beautiful.
The compliment was simple,polite but he uttered it in his husky voice,in a hush tone like sharing a wicked secret.
Her limbs still but he could feel da raising goose bumps over her skin.When locking da earing he moved back Geet mumbled "thanks" & quickly turned to walk away but he again call her.
Hearing "Geet" she stopped but didnt turned."Dont make me wait for so long"On his command she turned & looked him wid wide eyes.He took out his coat,throwing it on shoulder waked inside his room,leaving da door wide open.
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Maan paced around,looking at da wall clock again & again.Half hour had passed & there was no any sign of her.Hearing da sound of her foot steps he quickly sat down on coach picking his wine glass.She stopped at da open door & knocked at it.He silenty rolled his eyes in appraisel on depth of Miss proper manners.
He finally looked up at her,heat rose in great coils from his soles to the back of his neck.Wrapped in a tea-pink robe she was looking very specimn of feminity in his boring mascuine room.It took all his self control to remain seated & act stil.
He stood up & walked to her.Locking da door he turned to face her.He offerd her da glass in his hand.Geet:men brush krne k baad kuch nhi peeti.
Maan kept da glass aside & gzed at her hands which were clentched at her sides in tight fist.Her eyes wided in surprise
as he hold both her hands & lifted them up:You have lovely hands.
She pulled them back with a jerk & stepped back from him.Her face flushed,breath rapid but in next moment wid a raised chin she opened knot of her robe & slipped ot out from her shoulders,revealing a long silky night rail wid a modest neckline.While folding da robe in neatly manner she advised him:dont waste ur effort,there is no need to seduce me wid silly sentences.I am a mature woman.
he'd have thought she reacted not at all.But now he'd become much more fluent in da language that was her expressions.He perceived da minute fluttering of her eyelids.He also caught the fact dt she was biting da inside of her lip,because her lower lip pulled ever so slightly toward the seam of her mouth.
She placed da robe carefully on one of his coach,was about to walk away toward bed when he pulled her back by grabbing her arm.
His expressions hold mysterious smile,he inquired wid raised eybrow:mere silly sentence tumhe Seduce krte hein?
He could stand here whole life for dis sight..her parted lips,flushed cheeks & big eyes.She was about to speak but he quickly put his finger on her soft moist lips.In an innocent whispered he questioned:nhi krte?
Their eyes remain locked as he traced da shape of her lips,lightly stroked her cheek & dn his fingr creases da her soft jaw & pushed her chin further up.The glinting brown eyes were wide with fake innocence:to phir kya krta hai?
It took a long,very long moment for her to process his words.
She was silence like night,but beneath his fingers there were tremors.She, wid her ladylike,tightly laced ways,did not want to give in to something as weak as pasion.But he wanted her to.He wanted to break apart her facade piece by piece.Than seep inside her skin,mingled wid her heat & dn drwn into her soul & claim her heart.The very thought of it took his breath away.
She turned her face away from him.The subtle perfume rose from her skin, rich,golden & mouthwatering.He inhaled her:honey or lavender?
Her voice was breathless:dono men se koi nhi..and its improper to ask.
He kissed at da base of her neck wid his smiling lips.He could feel heat pulsed from her shoulder to her fingertips.
Geet:I would like to keep it on.
And dn he realized he had slipped da fabric down from shoulder.
He paused for a moment.He knew her demand was not for sake of modesty but preense.there is too much honesty in nakedness,Skin heated, heart pounded & other millions reactions.
He act like realy considering & dn spoke:Certainly...
She looked dumbstruck..surely from relief?
Maan:lights on rhengi phir.
Than atleast he would be able to glimpse da parting of her lips, & closing of her eyes,nvoluntary reactions dt she could not quite control,which would completely give away her pretense of amiable indifference.
Geet turnd:No..
Her next words locked in her mouth because he pressed her to wall:What are u afraid of?
She whispered breathless:mein?
He kissed her on her ear,a kiss with da barest hint of moisture to it.They could not breath for da electricity of it,a violent spark of pleasure dt shook & scarred.He hold her clentched fist up & pulled her one finger:friends..
He kissed its pore & pulled da other:partner
After kissing it he extended da other:lovers..
She repeat like tasting another planet word:lovers?
Maan:haan lovers..
Geet:wo kya?
Nothing can be more arousing dn questioning woman in arms.His fingers caressed her shoulders.His lips pressed into her exposed nape.Dark,hot sensations spiked around them:jo past yaad nhi rkhte,future ka nhi sochte bs present men hote hein bs men aur tum..
His lips pressed in her:deal?
What was her exact answer he didnt get because in next moment deir mouth were captured together in heated kiss.
He climbed in bed with her,doing another button undid on her nighty.His thumb traced a line down da center of her cleavage,his knuckles brushing against the side of one breast.
A kiss landed lightly on her jaw,just below her ear. Then he bit her on her earlobe da pressure of his teeth singeing her.she clamped down on her lower lip & barely managed to swallow her gasp.He dropped kisses on her cheeks,her chin & at da corners of her lips.She could scarcely breathe.
Ten seconds later they were naked,Darkness was the only thing that separated them.A moment of hush descended;neither of them moved or breathed
He lowered himdrlf on her.His chest rubbed against her sensitive bosoms.A whimper of unutterable pleasure escaped her tightly clenched teeth.
He captured her mouth but she kissed him before he could kiss her,hard,da way he'd kissed her in his imagination.His hands cupped either side of her head,holding her in place for the onslaught of his lips & tongue.
It was wild,unrefined,full of raw,barely leashed needs.Her breathing,like his own,tattered as dy sail together on boat of passion.
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The room was bathed in dim golden lights,because da heavy curtains had failed to block da sun light completely.He quickly opened his eyes & shut them back wid same speed.Yes Yes...His beautiful,soft,delicious wife was still there,prisoned in cage of his arm & leg.But to his extreme durprise dhe was widely awake.He peeped from beneath his eyelids.Her all attention was fixed on his boring celling.She was not looking tense or worried but surely she was in some deep thinking.
Taking advantage of his sleeping state he moved closer.With still breathing she raised his finger one by one to free herself,softly picked his hand from her waist & kept it to his side.She was abut to sat up when he slipped his arm again around het & dis time pulled her to him.Her eyes sequeezed tightly.
Hiding his face in her neck he mumbled:Geetii...?
His"Geet" was so soft,so sincere dt she couldnt stopped her "hmm?"
Maan in his sexy sleepy voice suggested:sote hue eyelids stretch nhi hote...relax hote hein.
She quickly rlaxed her eyelids but in da next moment open her eyes realizing he was aware of truth.
Her lovely face terribly pink wid embarassmnt.Maan cheerfuly:Good Morning.
Geet softly replied:good morning.
She pulled da cover up from her bosoms to her neck:I was about to.go...pr tum.tumhari neend khrab hoti..mujhe lga tum so rhe ho.
He rested his hand on his raised elbow:acha?
pr mujhe to lga tum kuch soch rhi ho islye mene disturb nhi kya.
She stammerd:nhi to.
Maan suspiciously:kya hua?kya soch rhi thi?Are u ok?
Maybe it was his worried expressions dt made her answer:Very much ok.
Yes it was truth..he could feel it.Her cheeks were scarlet,her skin had glow & eyes had shining.
He inquired:to phir kya soch rhi thi.
Pressing her lips together she looked around:bs aese hi..
Maan stubbornly:kya???
Geet staring da ceiling above:So this was exacty how one made babies?
He tightened his lips,his body already reacting consdering her "exactly"Was she going to compare his indecent touches & wicked kisses to her two line notes of science boook? Maan cleared his throat:yes..Exactly.
Geet thoughtfully:No wonder the population was ever increasing.
He realized da meaning of her words after a long moment & when he realized he brust into laugh.Geet terribly embarassed:I was just wondering.
Maan:No doubt..only u can wonder.
He tried to cease his laugh getting her glare.
She tried to sat up but stopped as her eyes calculate da distance between her night trail & her very much naked state.
He folded his arms across his chest & watched her patiently.
Geet:I am leaving.
Maan:have a good day.
She pressed her lips together:mujhe mera robe la k do.
Maan stubbornly:sorry ma'am ye service package men nhi aati.
Geet snapped:to phir aankhe bnd kro.
He raised his eyebrow:meri aankhe bs sote hue bnd hiti hein?
She leaned closer to him,her hairs wild:aur kb soo ge tum?
Maan:jb tum sula do...
His polite suggestiin was full of temptation.They kept staring at eachother and than he claimed her mouth.
Pressing her back to bed he nuzzled her on her shoulder, kissed her throat,her cheeks & claimed her mouth once more.The kiss was so slow and leisurely.
Each touch was luxuriant, every nibble unhurried.But this was lovemaking for people who had years,decades ahead of them.they did not have that luxury.Each slow brush reminded him of the ticking clock.
He did not want to remember..he only wanted to forget.He want to hold da time still.He wanted each morning of his life like this.In da arms of his wife who can make him laugh between da sheets.He bit into soft spot near her shoulder & drew a soft moan from her.
He drove her & himself into a renewed frenzy,a dizzying peak of obscene delights.She fall asleep while he remain awake,wondering how to make his wife fall for him?
Precap:With shaking hand he picked da picture framr from near her bed & holding his breath he turned it to see da man of het dreams.
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Mahi
Anupamaa
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
Indian Mythology
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