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After 10 years
Maan
I ran inside the resteraunt, knowing my 3 cuties would be hell angry on me for coming just..i mean just 2 hours late for dinner. But what could i do, even being the boss, there's hell lots of works..those who say bosses doesn't work..hang them for doing this big crime. I sat at the table, ,making the most sad face, but the 3 ignored me, not even looking at me..how can they do that.
The little two were looking so sincerely at their mums face and she was saying something to them, making faces, turning me on with that cuteness and shine on her face..my mind asked me to focus on the more important task of manofying them, otherwise don't know what will they make me do for this small mistake.
I captured her hand smiling at the kids, though they weren't even looking at me, as the 3 must be on a pact of ignoring me..She looked at me from corner of her eyes, i made a sorry face to her..she snatched her hand.
Oh god!! these 3 are such nautankis at times..so having nothing to do, i listened to what they were talking..ayushi and aarush my two 7 year old cuties asked their mum as they weren't even looking at me..okay, even i won't talk to you all.
Mom, how you and dad met, please tell..
She looked at me and i winked, she blushed lowering her eyes..god!! the girl even after 9 years of marriage can make me go down on my knees for her..okay, but the important thing is..she isn't angry on me anymore..thats good!! otherwise manofying the 3 when they are teamed up..thats the toughest job in this world.
She started, capturing my hand under the table, asking me not to look at her like that with her eyes.. i smiled and listened to her, caressing her hand slowly..um, so we had an arrange marriage.
arrange marriage..the kids looked at her shocked as if we had done some crime.The kid's face saddened..oh, we thought you had a love marriage..ohh really my daughter's growing too fast.. i thought..
She looked at me with a smirk at the mention of love marriage, reminding me of the disaster i did 10 years back. But then the disaster turned my whole life..
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PAST
Geet
I went outside knowing that mr. attitude would be sulking and why wouldn't he, after all he doesn't knows he is getting married to me. But he did deserve all this for making me wait..for freaking 10 years. I remember the day he walked in, to have a tution from dad and can i ever forget that glance or say stare, i received from him..never i thought as i blushed, even after we have our kids, i wouldn't forget that one look.
And then the way he shut himself, the way he tried to stop looking at me, that was seriously cute. One reason that he had shut off from me may be that he has a girlfriend, i did think on those lines, But the way he looked at me, when he thought am not looking, but who would miss the attention from so hot and handsome dusht danav. I knew he could never have someone else in his life and look at me like the way he does.
And then the way he pretended to ignore my advances, though he may loose control at times and be lost but other times, he would perfectly pretend to ignore me, but i surely did not miss the ghost of a smile on his face. And i tell u babajee, if he doesn't have a good reason for the rejection he made me suffer..i am gonna kill him. Forget wedding, am not gonna talk to him ever..
I looked at him as he sat in the park near my house, he did look really sad, making me feel guilty but his tears did make me feel that he really loved me. The thought itself made me happy. Okay i shouldn't smile when the man i love and my would be to be precise is sitting and tears streaming down his eyes.
I sat near him and he stiffened acknowledging my presence..if only he would have done that earlier, he wouldn't have been sulking here, But then what you sow, so you reap. I shouldn't feel guilty for that, right babaje!!
He wiped his tears and just sat there looking don't know at whom as I touched his hand slightly, experiencing that jittery feel in my stomach, only to have him retreat it back. Okay he looks really sad.
Maan..
Congratulations geet!! he smiled at me.. i could feel the sadness in his eyes, i wanted to tell the truth as soon as possible not able to bear that horrible look on his handsome face.
maan..i
geet, please..atleast let me speak today..as all these years my not speaking for whatever reason has cost me something so precious..making me feel so lucky to have him, he looked at me, his eyes had something in them to make me shut immediately to listen to what he have to say.
Yeh!! I won't bring anything of the past today as this is your special day..i so wanted to tell him that its his special day too..but would he listen, once he starts no one dares stop my mr. attitude, i blushed at 'my'.
His face looked so troubled as he saw me blushing, so i again turned my attention to what he is saying.
he started after taking a deep breath, smiling a bit..no not smiling, trying to smile..
I know you must be very busy to listen to me today but i really wish you be happy with whoever you are getting married to..God bless you with all the happiness of this world and all yours dreams get fulfilled..he said as if saying the last goodbye.
I was just lost in his face that reflected pain and helplessness when he smiled at me and stood up breaking my trance.How could i let him go..i wouldn't be able to survive without him.
I caught his hand before he could go..how can u stop trying..i said as tears came down my eyes, just thinking of the pain he would be experiencing. and what he was doing to me..
He looked at me shocked, taking his hand back..geet, your relation is fixed..
So what!! i am not getting married today. You should have atleast tried, How can you just go like that, leaving me behind..i shouted as i pushed him hard, what haven't i done to make this all happen and he was just going without even trying a bit for it.
He steadied himself recovering from the push, and came near me as fast as possible..geet..you know!! he asked me, i looked at him, not saying anything..like telling him weren't you too obvious.
He sighed heavily, a little real smile coming on his face making him look so handsome..okay i shouldn't think like that, am angry with him..I stood there crossing my hands, small tears rolling down my eyes.
Geeet..he said in a calm voice, but i ignored not even looking at him..geet, listen yaar..he tried once again but no..i won't listen.
He caught my shoulders turning me towards him, i lowered my face not wanting to look in his eyes. He put his finger under my chin and forced me to look up..geet, i didn't wanted to..he stopped as i looked at him.
Geet, i didn't wanted to spoil this day for u.. u were so happy inside. I thought my deeds had cost me my love but i didn't you to know that i loved you, i didn't wanted to start your new life with sadness or some other thoughts. I didn't wanted to be sad for me. I just want you to be happy..and he said, my thoughts still at the words 'i loved you'..wait a minute 'loved', he loved me.
you don't love me now..i asked shocked, I have done so much for us to be together and now he is saying he loved me..babajee!! what is this happening.
He looked at me stumped..What did you do.??
I thought for a moment..okay i have to tell him one day.. I practically asked your parents to become my in laws.. i lowered my eyes expecting quite a wierd reaction from him..come on not everyday you see a girl asking boy's parents rather then the boy.
What.!!expected reaction..you really did that geet..i looked down..babjee, he is laughing at me.??.ye cheating hain..i did so much to get married to him and he..dekho inko..babajee.. now don't laugh at me..
I still didn't look up but was surprised as he hugged me, my body filled with sensations as the man i loved, the one whom i'll be getting married to hugged me tight as if to never let go.
I put my hands on his green t shirt, moving my hand..trying to believe it that i was in his arms..oh geet..am so sorry for even thinking to leave you..he said, tightening his arms around me. It was pure bliss being in his arms.
But..whats all going on in your house..he said while looking at me, his arms still around me..
wo..they are checking of the dates n all.. the preps of marriage..
But why aren't my parents here..
mumma..papa, wo..they were here but then they had to go somewhere..so they went. i said, looking down feeling all mushy mushy as he tightened his hands on my waist.. geet relax!! i said to myself.
mumma..papa..haan.he looked at me, his eyes looking directly at mine..i nodded..obviously who would want to miss the cutest set of parents.Okay mine are cute too..but the way they accepted me with so much love..i can just adore them.
Geet..am sorry about the past year as..i put my hand on his mouth..i didn't wanted to spoil this heavenly moment due to some past reasons..i don't want to know, atleast not now..he smiled.
I looked at him, his thumb caressing my face..his intentions quite clear with the way he looked at me..i looked down as his face came near to mine..but i have one condition..he said in that husky voice shocking me..
condition..of all people he has a condition..i looked at him little angry over this, Mr. attitude, you really think, you are in a condition to put conditions..i pushed him back and looked away.
But i have one..and i'll marry you only if my condition is fulfilled.he said, tucking his hands inside his pockets..looking as if i was to beg him to marry me...haww babji, look at him..i looked at him angrily..
He quickly changed his stance..coming near to me..i mean first listen to the condition..i looked away but still he continued..so my condition is..is..he waited till i looked at him..seriously babajee!! mei iss sabka badla lene wali hun inse..is that you'll never..never ever tell our kids our love story..
What..the word left my mouth..yeah!! i don't want my kids to think i didn't propose their mother..though thats nothing bad but still..ek image bhi toh hoti hai..i don't want to spoil my image in front of them..i blushed at the mention of kids but mr. attitude ka ego..
acha jee!!! i looked at him sharply..haan jee!! he replied making me all mushy mushy again.
ok but Then i too have a condition and i will marry you only if..
nahi geet..no only if!! i agree to all your conditions..he said making me smile,.you have to propose me now..and thats my condition..
Sure..he said, bending on his one knee..he took something out from his pocket..omg!! the ring is soo beautiful..
Geet..though i have been a jerk in the last year, being not able to confess my feelings to you..but i love you from the bottom of my heart..not from today or feom one year back..i loved you from always..may be from the first time i saw you..the way you smiled when you opened the door for me..And from then you just grew over me..Everything about you was special from that day..So here, i say that i want you to be in my life for forever to love me, to shout at me, to care for me for ever and beyond..will you marry me and be mrs. attitude..i looked at him in awe by his confession that came straight from heart as he took my hand and slipped the ring in my finger and looked at me with so much of love..He closed the distance between us and captured my lips as i caught his shoulders..
Before we could slip in the moment, someone coughed..but who..excuse me!!..papa..oh godd!! i and maan separated in an instant..i just looked down not able to face my dad at the moment..can anything be more embarrasing then to be caught by your dad in broad day light..
Sir..i..we..wo...maan said, looking at me and dad, but i dare not look up..
Its okk..dad laughed.. But you both aren't married yet..and i expect you two to behave..now, come inside..
Sure sir, maan said and winked at me making me smile as we moved inside with dad going ahead of us..
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Present
Maan
I pressed her hand and as she looked at me, nodded a no..come on my image..i can't spoil it.
We can go with the arrange marriage for time being. Will think of telling the kids some other day.
Then the dinner came, and all of us started eating..her hand still clasped with mine and me still trying to make it up with the kids while in between geet looked at me smirking..making fun of me..i looked at her with the look..just wait for tonight..and again trying some other way with the kids..why are they so stubborn.. i thought..
Beacuse they are mr. attitude's kids..she whispered to me..they are ought to be with high attitude. She smiled at me, blinking her eyes..she talked with the kids and they forgave me soon..mumma ke chamche dono..i thought as i looked at my family.
Being a one big happy family, with the sweetest parents, the most understanding and sweet wife and the adorable kids..what else someone needs...
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Thanks to all those who liked the last part..
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Edited by -misty--love- - 11 years ago
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