Secretly Smitten#7 (Thread 8 Link @ Pg 145) - Page 25

Geet chest wobbled with this realization of actually what happened. She was breathing normally few seconds back and now was sharing air with him. Her body fumbled and she clutched Maan shirt to halt her fall. Behind her closed eyes she was still trying to collaborate with his act but Maan was fast and uncontrollable. He wanted to assemble in heart that she was there, will be there for him, will be his only and would not part ever. He took her mouth inside with the declaration that they were united, no one can part them how much even one would having dream for it.

After acknowledging about Geet eagerness for his comeback since years, his domination became intense. He knew how desperately she was ready for him having in her life. The feel didn't leave chance for him, to restrain for anything. Maan didn't wait for her, whether she was ready or not for this sudden intimacy, but kissed her with his whole and soul.

His heart found peace when he drank her scented breathes. His one hand hovered into her silken hairs and another was helping her waist to position still. Maan was unsure how much pressure he was gushing inside her but felt that her weight melted in his arms. Geet was feeling weightless. Her mind was blurred. Her heart was pounding hard against chest with this rigid intimacy. She had become powerless to respond back. Maan sensed her discomfort after long time when his heartbeat reprieved on normal giving his mind privilege to think rational.

"What I'm doing' he realized. Slowly he moved back leaving her mouth but didn't release her body from his arm cage. Geet was panting. Her face was red and lips were swollen and she was yet having lid closed of her eyes. Seemed the effect still had not left her bewildered mind. Maan caressed his forefinger on her cheek from up to downward and tucked a free curl behind ears. Smile curved on his lips when realized how slowly her breathing coming on ease and her eyelids were nervous to open the door. She tilted head down.

Maan held her chin between his fingers. His thumb rubbed her jaw line softly, like the finger wanted to soften her stressed nerves line which were popping out from her smooth skin. Her clutch squeezed on his shirt with every stroke he was giving on her face; instead of lessening down her nervousness his touch was eliciting it out, giving her hint how much she had been carving for him for all those years. Geet rested forehead to his chest when realization inflated her emotions.

Maan was calm. Silently he wrapped arms around Geet, taking her flimsy body into his strong embrace. Trails of systematic beats inside his tough chest were hitting against skin. Geet could hear them. She touched his heart opening up her eyes and smiled. She lifted gaze up to his level and found, his stare on her already. Her eyes escaped down in shy. She waited for him to tease her like before. She was anticipating but instead discovered, he was quieter than ever. It worried her.

She moved back to see his face. "What happened Maan? Why you're looking tensed?' she asked. Her eyebrows blenched. "Are you still thinking about that conversation? Maan I already said Paana is like that only. She worries much about me. You please don't bother about what she said'

"But she said right Geet'

He bent his gaze to her level. Cupping her face between both palms he assays her eyes and tried to be straight.

"I'm not thinking about her Geet . But I'm annoyed on myself that whatever she said should've come in my mind foremost. I shouldn't have given you wrong hope that everything will be fine, shouldn't have forced you to believe on me, on my ability that I'll do everything alright because I've understood, in every condition lose will be yours Geet and I can't accept this reality.

"But why I'll lose anything because of you!!'

Geet fuddled. She was shocked seeing him dispirited. It couldn't be her Maan he was someone else. He had changed. But how! Why! What happened suddenly? Her eyes lost track of rational move. It became insane. It started seeking him with the hope would find out the reason of his unhinged babble and could correct everything okay.

"When did you give me wrong hope?'

She eyes questioned him, still holding his shirt but now pressure became firm and protective.

"When did you force me to believe you? Did you forget Maan, when I'd decided to include you in my life, you're nowhere there to give me false hope, but this was my decision only that I wanted you to keep awake in my life. How can you belie my faith so violently Maan? How can you abuse my decision that I trusted you? Believed in my destiny where you're present always, every time and I relished every moment with you, without even seeing you?''

"Geet...!!' instantly Maan filled her tenuous body in his protective arms. "I didn't mean it Angel I didn't want to hurt you. It was just I was thinking something and blabbered out in dash, without thinking anything. I'm sorry.. really!!'

Maan cursed himself for blurting out everything what his mind was evading in madness. He crushed her body tighter caressing her back for easing down her rapid heartbeats. He kissed her head and rested his cheek on her hairs. Geet was calm now.

"Never ever say again that my decision was wrong Maan, please' she spoke softly inhaling his fragrance.

"I won't, promise' he whispered back. He decided to avoid the topic before Geet but couldn't remove this thought from mind. He had less time left till Mohan returns back and will enjoy every little moment with her.

Their hug was intense. This was to heal each other pain and sufferings and so in no time they both became lost completely. This nearness was the last thing they had dreamed of to enjoy; nothing was left in their wish list after that. Geet hugged him back with same density caused Maan stirred back with the impact of her touch given him and his back hit with a wooden pillar behind and it collide with the floor clattering. Before he could understand what it was, pool of half- wet and half-dried clothes followed scattering down along with plastic ropes. Clothes bobbled all around on to the marble, taking both Maan and Geet beneath them.