MG SS- STILL WAITING #2 PT26 PG131 new thread link in INDEX - Page 66

my eyes searching for you

my soul

wants to be with you

why it is happening to me

ask my heart it will tell you

its you that resides in my heart

it wonna tell you that

when ever i reminds you

there is some unknown excitement

my hear not listening to me

i am scared for consequences

to get pain and hurt again as

it was in my fate to get that

if you reach me with love

i will give my heart to you

as my heart is nothing without you

i will make our love journey beautiful

it was only you that was residing in my heart

it wonna ssay it to you

silence is not leaving my lips

fearing for the hurt it got

how can i ask your love now

my steps bacame heavy

in this love journey

the pain is also getting sweeter

it was only you that was residing in my heart

it wonna ssay it to you

in this love which giving hurt pain to me

i am waiting for you on my tomb

with heavy heart like a dead soul

i am still waiting for you

(thanks too pooja dii for beautiful poem, m using it after long tym...sorry dii but seriously i loved this one)

PART 25

(a small update splcly for nelu baby...)

All were busy, geet was looking at all, when her gaze fall on her papa who just entered inside mansion with her chooti maa, her smile widen seeing them after year.

She wanted to run n hug her papa but she cant go seeing maan's glare. But she was waiting impatiencely for her papa to come near her, n at last both her papa n chooti maa came near her n maan. Geet looked at her papa, she was expecting some words from her papa but he came near maan n started talking wid him about business n all, while geet were looking at her papa with teary n longings eyes, but he was engrossed with maan at last geet's patience broke n in meek voice she said "papa" maan can feel the pain in her voice but her papa was too dump to think about her, n her carvings, he looked at her n asked "ooh geet, hwr u" before geet can reply he continued "r u behaving gud with all na, n plzz geet i don't want to hear any of ur complaints now, be gud with ur husband n his family n hear their words" geet only nodded her head, but pain was reflecting from her face, eyes... She was expecting some lovely words but he nor heard her nor asked anything just gave her instructions, he didn't bother to ask about her daughter is happy or not, her health is gud or not but he only said what he want, he didn't bother to caress her hair, look at her with fatherly love... She was broken from inside, she muffled her cry n smiled at others while her chooti maa was busy with sneha n tara, talking about parties, dresses, but didn't bother to go near geet n ask about her health.

Dadi came near geet n patted her head as she saw what mohinder said to her, dadi always wondered y geet is soo alone but today she got her answers that, she is scared, silent due to her childhood, dadi got to know something about Geet childhood from some family frnds of mohinder who are common. Dadi felt pity for this small girl but cant do any thing else giving her love nd care. Geet smiled at dadi, while dadi asked "geet did u need anything beta," geet nodded her head in no n some tears were about to come which she hided successfully but maan noticed it.

Present

Sorry jaan, i was too bad na geet, that i was unable to keep u happy, after knowing everything, tumhe khushi kya deta, Maine toh tumhari har khushi chin liii bas us ek wajah, bas woh ek galti ke Karan, hope jab tumhe sach pata chale tum apne maan ko maaf kar paoo... He again went in flashbacks

Past

Geet was silently sitting n looking at all, after her father's words she is broken from inside, she looked at her siblings enjoying n her chooti maa, who was busy with other ladies, they think geet as their step sister n step daughter, but for geet they are her family whom she loved immensely, like every daughter she too expect some live, the way she saw at aniee's godbharai, how all family members were showering their love on her teasing her... N its her godbharai all are busy in themselves n here she is siting n looking at all, nobody is talking wid her, some tears formed in eyes but she was controlling it from falling. Aniee came near to ask if she needs anything, geet nodded her head as its getting suffocated to see maan with Sam standing, talking, smiling. "dii may i go in my room" geet asked meekly, aniee looked at her n said "no geet, u cant go now there are some rituals still left"

(i don't know exact rituals soo adding something from my side hope kisi ko prob. Nahi hoga)

Geet nodded her head n looked at disha, like wanted her now, so aniee gave disha in her lap n said "geet, enjoy ur day, its one of the happiest day for any girl, soo dont be sad becoz of anyone, its ur day, its ur godbhari, its ur wedding anniversary" geet smiled sadly n said "yes diii its mine day" aniee understood the meaning of her words, she patted her cheeks n went from there, geet was playing with disha, disha activities were making her smile but still her full attention was on maan who was busy with others, not giving glances to her nor leaving the side of sam.

Tara was noticing geet's eye on maan n some plan came in her mind, she went near sneha nd aditi(geet's chooti maa) n told about her plan n how to insult her in front of others n they know maan will only shout at geet not at others as they know maan hate her. N trio smiled evily at eachother n headed where geet was playing with disha.

Geet was scared to see all the ladies standing near her, the three womens from whom she fears are standing that too with smile on her face, geet is too navie to understand that it is smile for her harm, this smile is not foe love it is to make her heart bleed with pain again.

Precap- same

Sorry gals for making u wait but I really don't know wht happened to me I lost the track...n use v sad news yeh h I lost the main maan's pov,,,,,or u can say main reason of maan's behavior...I was not at home n when came back after 4 months all the things from my lappy was lost, soo I really need tym to recover everything n mind too...which need tym to think new ideas...really sorry gals m really feeling bad but literally m helpless now...but will try my level best to rewrite the reason which I lost...sorry again