Journey to Love - Prologue
Hi Sweetheart!
maan.geet@123.com
To: geet.handa@123.com
23rd August 2010
Dearest Geet,
How are you dear? I saw all of your emails you had left me while I was away. I am really sorry dear, for being uncontactable and away for the past one week. Sorry for not informing you too. Please forgive me. The next few things, I am going to disclose to you might disappoint you. Please Geet, bear with me and do not close the browser half way. Read on dear..
The truth. Geet, I had purposely distanced myself from you for the past one week. I needed some time and space to think over some matters. Yes, I know Geet, the least I should have done is to inform you that I am going to be away. I am so sorry dear, I urgently just needed that space. I have got you worried unnecessarily. Your emails were sweet and I know you had missed me as much or rather more than I missed you dear. My heart melts at the thought that such a sweet girl like you, is missing me so badly. It's a privilege for me to be of such an importance to you.
Geet, however I have decided on something. I would like to share it with you right now. One year and two months has passed. These months that I had invested with you are the most beautiful ones. I do not regret anything. At the current stage, we are getting nearer and nearer to that moment where we got to give this beautiful bond between us a name. Probably, that's the moment we both have dreamt of, from the start.
However dear, let's not do that. I have thought through very careful and painstakingly decided that I do not want to proceed any further and name this relation. Let's end everything. Geet, you have always trusted me and my decisions. I want you to have the same trust right now too. I have my reasons which I can't speak about.
After I hit the send button for this email, I will not log into this account any longer. The chat app where we met, I will also not log in there either. Let there be no more contact between us after this Geet.
Geet, I know this is heart breaking. I am sorry that I am placing you through all this. I will miss everything about us and you. Continue on to express your heart and soul through your art. I wish that my Geet will come up in life and live her dreams. I wish you all the best and with time move on to better things in life. Take care.
Love,
Maan
I have read this email like a mantra for the past three years. Even then, tears stroll down my eyes as always. I grabbed a tissue and wiped that tears off and closed my web browser. I closed my eyes and a thought came across my mind. "Geet, you got to make a decision. Is it time to finally move on and embrace the new things in life?" I uttered very softly to myself, "Perhaps".
So here it is the first update! Hope you guys will enjoy reading it too! Leave your comments, I read them! Yes I do. & they inspire me moreee! :)
I am going to create a new FB page where you can get update of this FF and I am thinking of continuing my disowned FF; "A world of our own". Will provide you details regarding that soon!
Love,
Sneha!
Edited by shangawesomeII - 12 years ago
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