She felt crowed inside her skin and sweat followed by cold chills plaguing her. It starts to pour with rain as if the skies were crying the tears that were all dried from her eyes. Her numb body moves absentmindedly. Her brain couldn't register what had just happened; it was more like refusing to register it in order to protect her from permanent scarring.
But the attack wasn't toward her brain but to her heart so slowly the flashbacks of what took place seeped in cracking her numb body.
"I had CANCER. . . I was pushing you away from myself so you could hate me once I left this world and move on with your life"
Her brows on her face curl as the anguish slowly coursed through her.
"I made the decision easier for you Mrs. Geet Dev Singh Malhotra!"
She tilts her head upward as she slowly looks up to the sky, wanting to complain to her babaji.
"But when I was saw you I was too late! No sindoor on your mang. . .No Mangalsutre on your neck"!
She brings the gaze of her eyes back down, ashamed of meeting her babaji. She felt battered around the head, with a sinking feeling in her chest & a queasy feeling in her stomach.
You don't need to hesitate to be in the arms of your husband because of me! Nobody is stopping you . . . Mrs.Geet Dev Singh Malhotra.
"Mrs.Geet Dev Singh Malhotra . . Mrs.Geet Dev Singh Malhotra. . . Mrs.Geet Dev Singh Malhotra" her name kept spinning around her mind. She attempts to block it all by a feasible attempt of closing her ears with her hands, all in vain.
"Main Mrs. Dev Geet Malhotra hoon . . . .Why Don't I feel like one! Jawab doh mujhe!
She lets out a small sob as all her emotions and breath clumped at the end of her throat, making it hard to breathe, but ready to escape and rip from her throat looking for escape.
When your f***ing some other rich bachelor, how could you feel like Mrs. Dev Geet Malhotra!"
Her legs give up on her as the pain cripples her to the ground.
"JAO!"
She fell to the ground not evening having the ability to raise her head, as the throbbing pain took the life out of her body.
"You don't owe me nothing. . Think of it as charity, I always help the less fortunate"!
Her eyes stinging with anguish as tears strolled down her cheeks. She holds her face.
"Your love will always be blind for him"
Geet raises her head with all her strength and let's out a cry, "AAAGGGHHH" letting all the bottled emotion rip from her throat, from her soul.
She had no idea where to turn, to whom to turn to! She didn't deserve neither of them. She has hurt and deceived both of them! This whole time she was thinking about herself, in search of love, and hurting those who loved her, she thought to herself as the pain overtook her weak and emotionally exhausted body.
An office chair flew out the window, shattering it to pieces and scaring everyone to death.
"Everyone can go home now! Take the rest of the day off! GO!" Vicky said to all the employees who were shaken with fear with the unexpected shatter of glass!
Vicky heads toward's Maan's room.
"Aaagggh" Maan roared throwing the book shelf to the side.
His rage suffocating him from within and his pain was fuming the flames of the fire burning in his heart.
"If it hurts to let her go why did you do it? It didn't look like she wanted to leave you. You didn't see her face when you told her to accept everything between you two as charity!" Vicky tried to make him understand.
Maan grits his teeth shoving the desk to the side with fury!
"You are lying to yourself if you say you believe whatever came out of Dev's mouth! Yet you still let her go! WHY!!" his voice getting higher than necessary but he wanted to drive some sense into him! He didn't want him to ruin his life and let the woman he loves leave just like that!
Maan winces in pain trying to block everything out but Vicky was making it awfully hard.
Vicky: MR.SEXY HYPO answer me!
"SHUT UP VICKY!" slamming his fist to the glass desk, the sharp pieces cutting through his skin!
"Are you f**king crazy!!! Why are you hurting yourself" Vicky ran taking the pieces out of his hand. Not meaning to swear, but seeing Maan in such a state, it slipped from his mouth.
Maan didn't flinch he was too busy with the internal pain consuming him.
"I am in love with someone else's wife!! Of course I am f**king crazy!! And she is f**king crazier than me for caring for that bas***d!
What does she want??? To have both of us to f**k!
She can't love me and him at the same time!
I know I hurt her! But I had to let her go! If she loves me she will come back to me. If she doesn't than for the first time Maan Singh Khurana has to bow down to defeat.
I am f**king crazy to think I stood a chance against "Blind Love"!
Vicky was taken aback with Maan's use of profanity. It wasn't as if Vicky could even blame him, especially the hell he has been through.
Why did she just stay there mum, why did she stay frozen! No matter how much some one love's you they would never put you to the torment of breaking your heart and abusing you! That mother f**ker is lying!
Yet she. . .she. . .AAAggghhh" he punches the wall with his already wounded hand.
"She is still confused. She is blaming herself for not waiting and trusting that bas***d. She is blaming herself for possibly falling for me, for leading me on! She doesn't know she is deceiving herself, not me nor him!"
"What is left. . .how the f**k do I remove the shroud of blindness over her eyes. I am so tired Vicky. . .so tired" he falls to the ground his body crumpling.
A tear escapes his eye. This was the first time Vicky saw Maan so broken and defeated. What had love done to him!
"Your love is so blind for her. You are justifying her action when she still is holding on to love she has for her husband. You let her go,when you still love her with all your heart!
"If that bas***d didn't come or ever lie about cancer you would of removed that shroud of blindness over her eyes in just a matter of a few days because she is in love with you! I know she is, i can see it in her eyes, even in her body language when she is around you"
"You are giving up when you are so close in making her yours? The Maan Singh Khurana I knew would never have accepted defeat. He would never bow down to anything. . . so why are you now?"
"Although I believe Geet will come running back to you very soon, realizing the emptiness in her heart that now your not near her. She will realize what you mean to her when you are not there. Trust me she will come back!
But you can't let that bas***d Dev get away with his. Show him who he is up against Maan. Don't let him win . . .show how much you can go for your Love. He tried making your relationship with Geet look cheap, show him otherwise!
Realization sinks into Maan, reestablishing his hope and strength to fight even harder now. He wipes his tear and the dangerous determinacy glistened back in his eyes.
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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