~FLAVOUR OF LOVE~
PART-4
"After whole one day I went back to school...i saw him sitting at his usual place...I went to my desk looking down...didnt had guts to face him...one whole week went like this...i really longed to see his smile...his handsome face...it felt terrible...but still i kept my self aloof from him...during our sports classes or drawing classes I used to keep myself busy with frnds...completely avoiding him"
"i realized after few days that...that colony guy didn't bugg me again after that day...i wonder wat had happened after I left...i didn't even asked any of my friends...as I was hell embrassed asking them..." geet sighed...then continued further...
"One day while going back home...i was with my friends...and I saw him mid way...he was standing with his friend armaan...i looked down and continued walking...his friend came to us...and told me that he needs 5 mins to talk to me...i said ok...and my friends moved ahead...he enquired if that guy again tried talking to me...i said no...he said that day maan warned him...i was surprised...I looked at maan...he was standing leaning against the wall...i looked down smiling...he told me, maan has said not to be afraid of anything...and if he again tries anything just let him know...I nodded...and armaan bid me good bye and left...I moved towards my friends...i told them everything...they where so impressed wid maan...i felt so good...so happy with his understanding...this new feelings were indeed so beautiful...i would blush for no reason...kept day dreaming of him...pata hai mai toh books ke pas dekhana tak bhul gayi thi...sach mai pehala crush bohat dangerous hota hai..." and she laughed wholeheartedly looking at ridzy...while ridzy looked at her affectionately..."phir aage kya hua"
"phir ek din mai apne friend who was elder to me, and who was my neighbour also, uske saath uske extra classes mai gayi thi...she was from other school and wanted to collect some notes...so I went along with her...and then I was surprised to see maan there...woh mere didi ke hi tution classes mai jata tha...he smiled at me...he too was surprised to see me there as i was...my didi was very friendly girl...and since they were in same classes they were somewhat friends...didi introduced me to him...we smiled pleasantly...and he told her that we are classmates...now that was our first formal conversation...I asked him what he is doing here...he ruffled his hair...looking so damn cute...then told me, that his mom forced him for this classes...I smiled...thinking 9th ke liye kaun classes lagwata hai...woh bola mere bohat frnds hai yaha toh mai bas time pass karne aata hu...and we started laughing...then my didi told me its time to leave...i bid him goodbye and left..."
"i felt so good talking to him for the first time...he was a shy guy...and woh aise baat kar raha tha ki kuch hua hi nahi hai...after that incidence days went so well...we used to share our notes...talk to eachother freely...use to smile at one another whenever caught stealing glances...geet blushed while saying this...days went like never before...each and every day was beautiful and full of new feelings...our school picnic to goa was my best outing i ever had...with him besides me all the while..."
"really you guys went for a picnic together...wow thats dreamy...phir waha toh jarur kuch hua hoga" she winked at geet saying this...smiling teasingly...
geet whacked her while blushing..."aisa kuch nahi hua...waha sab the...aur hum kaunse pyar mai pagal the"
"acha waha koi nahi hota toh kuch hota kya" she laughed hard...
"ridzy sudhar ja" geet said faking anger...giving stern look...making her look even more cuter...
"ok meri maa waha kuch nahi hua...lekin aage kya hua woh toh bata"
"ok...then one day i was chit-chating with my didi at her place...and suddenly she asked me if there is anything going on between me and maan...i was shocked to hear that, as didi was my neighbour too...what should I answer now...i said no...we are just friends...and that was the real truth...we were really friends just with new emotions for eachother...she told me that he is a nice guy but don't think beyond frndship with him...I asked y...she just told me that he belongs to a very rich business family and agar tere ghar par pata chala toh you know papaji aur brij veer ji kya karenge...and more over you both are too small for all this...and she warned me ki sabko pata chala na toh dekh tera kya hoga...abhi sirf padhayi mai dhyan do...next year board hai...college mai yeh sab chalata hai school mai nahi"
"then I realized...didi sach keh rahi hai...meri umar hi kya hai aur mujhe pata bhi nhi yeh feelings kya hai...and sabse badi baat agar brij veerji ya papaji ko pata chala toh mai kaise usne nazare mila paungi...they wont ever trust me again...and I could not afford to loose there trust...
I decided to keep whatever feeling I have for him with myself and never let anyone know about it"...geet said this taking a long breath...bending down, keeping her head on ridzy's lap...ridzy caressed her hair...understanding her plight...
"our final exam started...it went well...i kept my small friendship with him intact...as I didn't wanted to loose his friendship...didnt wanted to loose the chance to see his beautiful smile...after last exam while going back home...he came to meet me...we stood in silence facing eachother...smiling...looking other way...i was too nervous...i think we both were nervous around eachother...then he smiled cutely and asked me what are my plans for vacations...i told him I am going to my native place, hoshiyarpur...his smile vanished...he asked me when are you going? kab wapas aaogi?...i said after 2 days and will be back after 2 months when our school will reopen...he looked at me painfully...I cud never forget those eyes...his brown deep eyes...he told me he wud miss me...i said me too"
a lone tear escaped geet's eyes...
"he asked me cant you cut short your vacation...i said how can i?...he said ok...we stood there for some time...silence prevailed between us...i looked at his face...it had pain, which i caused...a bit my lips looking other way...as i could not bear looking at his disheartened face...then he told me...TUMHE LATE HO RAHA HOGA...TUM JAO...i nodded and by passed him...he again spoke facing his back to me...I WILL WAIT FOR U...COME BACK SOON...I turned, looked at his back...he didn't looked back...i said I WILL...and then he walked away from me...
"budhu tumhe hoshiyarpur jane ki kya jarurat thi...poor guy he felt so bad" ridzy spoke getting irritated...
geet mad a sad baby face..."mai kya karti sab ja rahe the...aur papaji ko janti ho na...woh meri kaha sunte aur mai yaha akeli kaise rehti..."
"hmmm...ok fir kya hua"
"the whole vacation was so dull..."woh toh jani hi thi".....i was missing him badly...just wanted to get back soon where I belonged...and the day came, I was back to Delhi...i told each and every one that I am back...hoping he will get this news some how as i didn't had his no."
"I just somehow wanted him to know that I am back...but my bad luck i could not reach him...the remaining days I had to spent remembering all the sweet moments I spend around him..."
"Aur fir woh din aaya jab mai wapas apne school join karne wali thi...10th std...i suddenly felt so grown up...I entered my new classroom...searched for him, his smile but he was not there...I
halfheartedly took my seat beside my friend...kept waiting for him for the whole day...he didn't came...days went like this...i kept waiting for him...the pain which was overtaking my heart slipped through my tears...I decided to ask his frnd...but before I went to him...armaan came to meet me after school...and handed me an envelop...told me this is frm maan...and left...a sudden fear took over me...with trembling hands i opened it...there was a note inside...i kept reading and reading it again...tears rolled down my eyes...i ran from there to a lone corner...broke down completely...he left me...his family was moving abroad...and he will continue there his further studies...i sat down crying bitterly..."
"he left me was the only thought playing in my mind...how can he leave me like this...leave me alone...i read the letter again finally realising he was leaving the next day...suddenly I felt like he is watching me...i kept looking here and there...could not locate him...I kept that letter close to my heart...that letter poured his every emotion he had for me...i reached home...kept crying...hiding my face...the fear of loosing him forever was so painful...i could not express what it felt...how scared i felt like someone is snatching my life away..." tears rolled down continously from geet's cheeks while she continued further...
"It rained heavily that day...as if crying and accompanying me in my sorrows...i kept looking at each and every word of that letter...it was around 7pm...it was dark outside due to rain...I stood at my balcony...and found a similar figure standing on the road infront of my house...i moved forward to have a clear look...there he was drenching in rain...looking at me...he smiled...we kept looking at eachother...non-stop tears were flowing from my eyes...suddenly I felt the urge to ran out and pull him so close in my arms, that know one could separate us...that was the first time i felt the urge to hold him and touch him...after some time his friend armaan came there...maan waved me good bye...i did the same...he kept smiling as if hiding his tears...and left...i broke down...sat in that rain hiding my tears...looking at the road where he disappered...that was the last time I saw him...mera woh pehala ehsas woh feeling bhi uske saath hi chale gaye..."
geet got up from ridzy's lap and sat on bed...bringing her knees closer to her chest..."mai samjh hi nahi payi woh kab meri zindagi ban gaya...kab mai ussase pyar karne lagi...sacha pyar...i thought he is my mere crush...but with time i realised he meant everything to me...kehte hai ki pehala pyar hum kabhi bhul nahi paate aur yeh sach hai...becoz i remember him with every breath i take...i love him for every thing he gave me..."
"I will never forget his first look, that first smile, his way of talking, his care n protectiveness towards me, his first note, his shy mesmerizing eyes, his unspoken words, that silent gestures, his possessiveness, the whole picnic we shared together, our dreadful separation, that longing i felt in his eyes, his painful face, his last letter, and his final good bye..." geet said looking at ridzy...smiling with teary eyes, meaning every word she spoke...ridzy hugged her dearly...letting her cry her heartout...she caressed her back comforting her...
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Precap:- back to delhi...and two years leap😊
hello guys...how are u all...just one more update and your wait for maan's arrival will end...me dying to introduce him here...and thinking to update next one today itself😉
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varsha😊
Edited by mahimaneet - 13 years ago
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